Sofia's hand hovered over the brass handle, the cool metal a brief reprieve against her clammy palm. The door to the office was heavier than the others in the manor, solid oak that swallowed sound whole. She could hear nothing from the other side, not the hum of the monitors or the low murmur of Adrian's voice. Just the silence that always felt like a held breath before she entered a room he occupied.
She pushed the door open.
The office was a cathedral of masculine wealth—dark mahogany shelves lined with leather-bound books that had never been opened, a Persian rug the color of dried blood, and the long desk where Adrian sat with his back to her. But her eyes went past him, to the wall of screens that dominated the room like a shrine. And there, in the center monitor, was Elle.
Sofia's stomach twisted.
Elle was on all fours on the steel frame, her blond hair plastered to her shoulders with sweat, her pale skin a canvas of red welts. Kyle stood behind her, the flogger loose in his hand, his gray eyes flat as winter sea. Even through the grainy feed, Sofia could see the tremor in Elle's thighs, the way her knuckles were white where she gripped the frame's crossbar.
"Twenty-six," Elle gritted out, her voice thin through the tinny speaker.
Kyle didn't acknowledge the count. He just raised the flogger again, and Sofia watched the leather bite into Elle's back with a wet slap. Elle's body jerked, her jaw clenching so hard Sofia could see the cord in her neck strain, but she didn't scream. Not this time.
"Twenty-seven."
The sound of it—that number, spoken through teeth, measured and defiant—made something cold settle in Sofia's chest. She knew that voice. She'd heard it in her own throat, three years ago, counting through her own pain in this same house. The numbers had become a lifeline, the only thing that was still hers, the only thing Kyle couldn't take.
"Close the door, Sofia."
Adrian's voice was soft, almost gentle, but it cut through the monitor's tinny audio like a blade. He didn't turn around. His eyes were fixed on the screen, on Elle, on the way her ribs expanded and contracted with each ragged breath.
Sofia's fingers found the handle again. The door clicked shut, sealing them in. The sound was louder than it should have been, final in a way that made her skin prickle.
"Come take your spot."
She didn't hesitate. Hesitation was a luxury she couldn't afford, and Adrian had taught her that lesson early. Her knees hit the carpet—the thick, expensive wool that swallowed the impact—and she crawled. The distance between the door and his chair was maybe ten feet, but it felt like a mile, every inch of it measured in the weight of his gaze on the back of her neck. Even though he wasn't looking at her. Even though his eyes were still on the screen, watching Elle's body flinch under Kyle's hand.
Sofia's hands found his thighs. The fabric of his trousers was soft, expensive, warm from his body heat. She could feel the muscle beneath, lean and tense, and she hated the way her fingers knew the shape of him. Hated that her body had learned this geography through repetition, that her knees had worn a groove in this carpet because Adrian had put her here so many times before.
His hand settled on the top of her head, a pat that was almost absent-minded. Dull. A thud of ownership that made her stomach clench with a familiar, sour disgust.
"Good girl," he murmured, but his voice was pitched at the screen, not at her.
On the monitor, Kyle's flogger came down again.
"Twenty-eight."
Elle's voice cracked on the number, and Sofia felt it in her own throat. She knew that crack. Knew the taste of blood and salt and the urge to scream that came with it. She'd swallowed that scream so many times she'd forgotten what it sounded like out loud.
Adrian's fingers threaded through her hair, a casual, proprietary gesture, and he pulled gently, tilting her face up toward him. His eyes were honey-brown, warm, and utterly empty of anything she could name. He smiled, and it was the kind of smile that made her want to scrub her skin off.
"You're watching her too," he said. Not a question.
Sofia's jaw tightened. "She's counting."
"She is." Adrian's thumb traced the curve of her cheekbone, feather-light. "She's doing so well. Kyle's been at her for an hour." His eyes flicked to the screen, to Elle's trembling form. "She hasn't begged once."
There was something in his voice—admiration, maybe, or hunger. Sofia couldn't tell. She'd spent three years trying to read these brothers, and she still couldn't tell which of them was more dangerous. Kyle was obvious, his cruelty worn like armor. But Adrian… Adrian smiled, and you forgot you were bleeding until you looked down and saw the knife.
His hand slid from her cheek to the back of her skull, pressing down, guiding her toward his lap. "Come on," he said softly. "You know what I want."
Sofia's fingers found his zipper. The sound of it was obscenely loud in the quiet office, cutting through the monitor's tinny audio where Elle was counting again—"Twenty-nine"—her voice fraying at the edges. Sofia pulled his cock out, and it was already half-hard, thickening in her hand as she wrapped her fingers around it. She hated the weight of it. Hated the way it twitched against her palm, the heat of it, the smell of him—expensive soap and something muskier underneath.
Adrian's hand tightened in her hair, not enough to hurt, just enough to remind her. "Eyes on me while you do it."
She looked up at him. His gaze was still on the screen, on Elle, but the corner of his mouth was curved, like he knew exactly what it cost her to obey. Like he knew she was watching him watch another woman break.
Sofia opened her mouth and took him in.
He was salty on her tongue, warm, and her throat spasmed with the instinct to pull away. She didn't. She'd learned, three years ago, that pulling away only made it worse. That Adrian had patience, and he would wait her out, and in the end she would still be on her knees with his cock in her mouth. The only difference was how much she'd have to swallow before he was done with her.
She took him deeper, her lips stretching around the girth of him, and she heard Adrian exhale through his nose. Not a sound of pleasure—Adrian didn't make sounds like that, not with her. It was more like a sigh of satisfaction, the same sound he made when he poured himself a glass of scotch at the end of the day.
"That's it," he murmured, his hand guiding her pace with a gentle, relentless pressure. "Slower. Let me feel it."
Sofia adjusted, pulling back until his cock was almost out of her mouth, then sinking down again. She kept her eyes on him, because he'd told her to, and she could see the way his jaw was loose, the way his attention was split between her mouth and the screen where Kyle was raising the flogger again.
"Thirty."
Elle's voice was barely a whisper now, hoarse and broken. Sofia could picture her face—the tears she was trying to hide, the set of her jaw, the way she'd bite her lip to keep from crying out. She'd worn that same expression herself, so many times. She knew what Elle was feeling, knew the hollow ache in her chest, the screaming animal in her skull that wanted to beg and the stubborn pride that wouldn't let her.
She knew, because she'd been Elle. Three years ago. Before the counting had stopped meaning anything, before the pain had become routine, before she'd learned that the only way to survive in this house was to stop fighting and just swallow.
Adrian's hand tightened in her hair, a subtle shift in pressure. "Deeper."
Sofia obeyed. She took him to the back of her throat, forcing herself to relax, to breathe through her nose, to let him feel the convulsive grip of her swallow. He made a low sound, almost a hum, and his hips shifted forward just a little, pressing deeper.
"Good," he said, and the word was a stone dropped into still water. "You always learn so fast."
She hated him. The hate was a hot, bright thing in her chest, so familiar it was almost a comfort. Three years of hating Adrian Sterling, of dreaming about the south gate and the gardener's keys and the three women running in three different directions. Three years of playing the perfect, obedient servant, of kneeling and swallowing and pretending she wasn't planning his death in her head.
On the screen, Kyle's hand came up, and he didn't use the flogger. He reached down, grabbed Elle by the hair, and yanked her head back. Her mouth opened, a soundless cry, and Kyle leaned in and said something Sofia couldn't hear. Whatever it was, it made Elle's face crumple, made tears spill down her cheeks.
Adrian's cock twitched in her mouth, and she felt him harden further, felt the pulse of him against her tongue.
"He's good at that," Adrian said, almost to himself. "Finding the one thing you don't want to hear." His fingers tightened in her hair, guiding her faster, and Sofia's eyes watered as he pushed deeper, hitting the back of her throat. "You'd know, wouldn't you, Sofia?"
She didn't answer. Couldn't, with her mouth full of him. But she felt the words land anyway, felt them settle into her bones like a weight she'd been carrying for years.
She knew exactly what Kyle was saying to Elle. She'd heard the same words, in the same soft voice, when she'd first been brought to this house. Words that had stripped her bare, that had made her feel like less than nothing, like a thing that existed only to serve.
Adrian's breathing changed, a subtle shift. His hips moved with more purpose now, thrusting into her mouth in a rhythm that was almost lazy, almost bored. His eyes were still on the screen, on Elle, but she could feel his attention narrowing, focusing on the wet heat of her mouth, on the way her tongue moved against him.
"That's it," he breathed. "Just like that."
Sofia's knees ached on the carpet. Her jaw was beginning to burn, a dull, throbbing ache that she knew would linger for hours. She kept going anyway, because stopping wasn't an option, because Adrian's hand was on the back of her skull and his grip was a promise she couldn't break.
She tasted salt. Pre-cum, leaking from him, bitter on her tongue. She swallowed it without thinking, and Adrian made a sound—a low, appreciative hum—and his hips picked up speed.
"Look at her," he said, and his voice was rougher now, threaded with something that might have been desire. "Look at how she's still fighting. Even now. Even with her back torn open and her wrists raw."
Sofia's eyes flicked to the screen, to Elle's trembling form, to the way she was still gripping the frame, still counting, still refusing to break. And she felt a strange, complicated thing twist in her chest—admiration, maybe, or grief. Grief for the woman Elle had been, the woman she was still fighting to be, the woman Sofia had stopped being a long time ago.
Adrian's hand tightened in her hair, and he pulled her off him with a wet sound. His cock was slick with her spit, glistening in the dim light of the office, and he looked down at her with eyes that were finally, finally focused on her face.
"Open," he said.
Sofia opened her mouth. She knew what was coming. She'd done this a hundred times, a thousand times, and the ritual was as familiar as her own heartbeat. She waited, her jaw wide, her eyes on his, and she watched his face as he stroked himself, watched the way his lips parted, the way his breathing quickened.
"You're going to swallow every drop," he said, and it wasn't a question.
"Yes, sir," she said. The words were thick in her throat, but she said them anyway. She always said them.
Adrian's eyes flicked to the screen one last time, to Elle, who was trembling on the frame, her face streaked with tears. And then he came, his cock pulsing in his hand, his release spilling into her open mouth—hot and bitter and endless. She swallowed. Once. Twice. Three times, until there was nothing left, until she was licking her lips clean because she knew he'd check.
He always checked.
Adrian's hand came up to pat her head again, that same dull thud of ownership. "Good girl," he said, and his voice was already distant again, already turning back to the screen. "You can go."
Sofia pulled back, her knees screaming as she rose. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, tasting him still, tasting the salt and the hate. She didn't look at the screen. She didn't want to see Elle's face, didn't want to see the hope that was still there, the hope that Sofia had killed in herself years ago.
She walked to the door, her hand on the brass handle, and Adrian's voice stopped her.
"Sofia."
She turned. His eyes were on her now, honey-brown and unreadable.
"You're thinking about the gate again."
The words hit her like a slap. She felt her face go blank, felt every muscle in her body lock. "I don't—"
"Don't lie to me." His voice was still soft, still gentle, and that was the worst part. "I can see it in your eyes. You've been thinking about it for months." He leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepled under his chin. "You know it won't work, don't you? The fence is too tall, the gate is locked, and I have eyes everywhere."
Sofia said nothing. Her heart was pounding so hard she could hear it in her ears.
Adrian smiled, and it was the kind of smile that made her want to scream. "But I admire the hope," he said. "I really do. It's what keeps you interesting." He gestured toward the screen, toward Elle. "She has it too. That same stubborn hope. It's going to make breaking her so much more satisfying."
Sofia's nails bit into her palm. She forced herself to breathe, forced herself to nod. "Is there anything else you need, sir?"
Adrian's smile widened. "No. You can go." He turned back to the screen, to Elle, to the flogger rising and falling. "But Sofia?"
She paused, her hand on the handle.
"If you ever do try to run," he said, his voice conversational, almost pleasant, "I'll make you watch as I break every one of those three women myself. And then I'll break you again, for good measure." He tilted his head, meeting her eyes through the reflection in the screen. "You understand?"
Sofia swallowed. The taste of him was still in her mouth, bitter and thick. "Yes, sir."
"Good girl."
She closed the door behind her, and the click of the lock was the sound of her heart breaking. She stood in the hallway, her back against the oak, and she pressed her hand to her mouth, trying to hold in the scream that was building in her chest. She couldn't scream. Couldn't cry. Couldn't do anything but stand there, tasting him, hating him, and thinking about the south gate.
The gate she'd been watching for six months. The keys she'd been dreaming about. The plan she'd been building, piece by piece, in the dark corners of her mind.
The plan that Adrian had just told her, in his soft, gentle voice, would never work.
But she'd been in this house for three years. She knew the brothers better than they knew themselves. And she knew that Adrian's confidence was his weakness—the same way Kyle's cruelty was his. They thought they had all the time in the world. They thought she was broken.
They were wrong.
Sofia pushed off the door and walked down the hallway, her footsteps silent on the marble. She had work to do. She had a plan to finish. And she had three women to save, even if they didn't know it yet.
Even if saving them meant damning herself.
Sofia's footsteps carried her through the manor's back corridors, the ones the brothers never walked, the ones the staff used to move unseen. Her hand brushed the wall as she went, counting doors in the dark of her memory. Three years of this house had mapped every inch of it onto her bones—the servants' stair that creaked on the fourth step, the linen closet whose lock always stuck, the guest wing where the light fixtures hummed with a sound like trapped flies.
The soft room was at the end of the east hall, past the library that smelled of dust and old leather, past the door that led to the kitchens. She'd walked this route a hundred times, carrying trays of food and water and the lies that came with them. But tonight her pocket held something different. Something that made her palm sweat every time she touched it.
She stopped at the door. Listened. The house was quiet in that particular way it got when Kyle was occupied—the deep, swallowing silence of a predator mid-feed. She could picture him in the red room, his playroom, the flogger rising and falling, Elle's voice counting through gritted teeth. Adrian would be at his screens, watching, cataloging every flinch, every crack in the armor. They'd be at it for at least another hour.
An hour she intended to use.
The lock on the soft room was a simple deadbolt, keyed to the same master that opened every door in the east wing. Sofia had lifted a copy from the gardener's shed six months ago, along with the keys to the south gate. She slid it into the mechanism now, turned it with a click that sounded too loud in the silence, and pushed the door open.
The room was dim, lit only by the single bulb that hung from the ceiling, casting a sickly yellow glow over the frame in the center. Mara was chained to it, her wrists above her head, her ankles spread wide, her body a map of welts and bruises that were already beginning to purple at the edges. Her head was bowed, her dark hair hanging in a curtain over her face, and for a moment Sofia thought she was unconscious.
Then Mara lifted her head.
Her brown eyes were sharp, too sharp for a woman who'd been chained naked in a dark room and violated by a man who'd made her say his name. There was no defeat in them, no brokenness. Just a flat, burning hatred that made Sofia's chest tighten with something that felt dangerously like hope.
"You," Mara said. Her voice was hoarse, scraped raw by screaming she'd clearly swallowed. "The maid who drugged me."
Sofia closed the door behind her, soft as a breath. "I need you to trust me."
"Trust you." Mara's laugh was a dry, broken thing. "You put something in my water. You chained me to this—" she rattled the cuffs, the sound of metal on metal filling the room, "—and you expect me to trust you?"
"Yes." Sofia crossed the room, her steps silent on the concrete floor. She'd brought a tray—a bowl of broth, a hunk of bread, a cup of water—and she set it down at the base of the frame, within reach of Mara's bound hands. "Because I'm the only chance you've got."
Mara stared at her. The hatred in her eyes didn't dim, but something else flickered behind it. Curiosity, maybe. Or the desperate, clawing need to believe there was a way out.
"Why should I believe anything you say?"
Sofia knelt. The gesture was automatic now, the position her body had learned so well it felt more natural than standing. But she didn't kneel to serve. She knelt to be at Mara's level, to look her in the eye, to make her understand.
"Because I've been here for three years," she said. "And in all that time, I've never once had a chance like this." She gestured at Mara, at the welts on her skin, at the defiance still burning in her eyes. "Three women, all at once. The detective, the lawyer, the weather girl. The brothers think they've won. They think they have all the time in the world to break you."
Mara's jaw tightened. "They haven't broken me."
"I know." Sofia's voice was soft, almost gentle. "That's why I'm here."
She reached for the bowl of broth, dipped a cloth in it, and brought it to Mara's lips. Mara flinched back, her eyes narrowing.
"What's in it?"
"Nothing." Sofia held her gaze. "I swear it. Just broth. You need your strength."
Mara stared at her for a long moment. Then, slowly, she opened her mouth. Sofia pressed the cloth to her lips, let her drink, watched the way her throat worked as she swallowed. She was so thin, so pale from the days in the dark. But there was a steel in her that Sofia couldn't help but admire.
"The other two," Mara said, her voice rough with the effort of speaking. "Elle and Mila. Are they—"
"Alive." Sofia dipped the cloth again, brought it back to Mara's lips. "Kyle's been working on Elle. The lawyer. She's strong. She hasn't broken." She paused, the memory of the screen flashing through her mind—Elle's trembling form, her voice cracking on the numbers. "She's counting. Every stroke. She's holding on."
Mara's eyes closed. For a moment, her face crumpled, the mask of hatred slipping to reveal something rawer underneath. Grief. Fear. The desperate love of a woman who'd die for her friends.
"And Mila?"
"Adrian has her." Sofia's voice was careful, measured. "He's... gentler with her. But that doesn't mean it's better." She didn't say more. Mara didn't need to know the details of what Adrian did to his captives, the way he made them come on his fingers and thank him for it. She didn't need to know that Mila had already tasted her own surrender.
Mara opened her eyes. The steel was back, harder than before. "How do I get out of these chains?"
Sofia reached into her pocket. Her fingers closed around the object she'd been carrying—the object that had been burning a hole in her mind since she'd stolen it from the medical kit in the staff quarters. She pulled it out and held it up, letting the dim light catch the glint of steel.
A needle. Long, thin, sterilized. The kind used for injecting medication, or for drawing blood.
"Hide this," she said. "Don't use it. Not yet. Not until I tell you."
Mara's eyes fixed on the needle. Her lips parted, a question forming, but Sofia shook her head.
"When the opportunity comes, I'll tell you. You'll know when. But if you use it too soon—" she let the weight of the words hang in the air, "—if you use it before we have a chance, they'll find it. And they'll break you. Not just your body. Everything."
Mara's gaze was unwavering. "What am I supposed to do with a needle?"
"Whatever you need to." Sofia's voice was flat, matter-of-fact. "A throat. An eye. A femoral artery. You're a detective. You know where the body bleeds."
For a long moment, Mara just stared at her. Then, slowly, she reached out her bound hands, and Sofia placed the needle in her palm. Mara's fingers closed around it, quick and sure, and she tucked it into her fist, hidden from view.
"Where do I hide it?"
Sofia thought. The frame was steel, bare except for the chains. The floor was concrete. There was nowhere obvious, nowhere the brothers would think to look.
"Your hair," she said. "You wear it in a ponytail. Pin it there, against your scalp. They won't think to check."
Mara's hands went to her hair, her fingers finding the elastic that held her ponytail in place. She worked the needle into the base of it, sliding it against her scalp, where the dark strands would hide the glint of steel. When she was done, she lowered her hands, and Sofia could see nothing. Just a woman with dark hair and tired eyes.
"Good," Sofia breathed. "That's good."
Mara looked at her, and there was something new in her eyes. Not trust, not yet. But a fragile, tentative thing that might become trust, if given time.
"Why are you doing this?" she asked. "You work for them. You—" she gestured at Sofia's collar, at the maid's uniform, at the whole humiliating tableau of her existence in this house. "You serve them."
"I serve them because I have no choice." Sofia's voice was quiet, but it was steel wrapped in silk. "I've been here three years. Three years of kneeling and swallowing and pretending I'm broken. Three years of watching them take everything from me, piece by piece, until there was nothing left but the hate." She met Mara's eyes. "I'm tired of serving them. I'm tired of being their thing, their toy, their—" she broke off, her throat tightening. "When you and your friends came, I thought... maybe. Maybe this is the chance I've been waiting for. Three women, all at once. Strong women. Women who haven't been broken yet."
Mara was silent for a long moment. Then she said, "You're planning something."
"I have a plan." Sofia's voice was barely a whisper. "It's not ready. It needs all three of you. I need Elle to hold on, and I need Mila to keep her head, and I need you to stay strong." She reached out, her fingers brushing Mara's wrist, the skin raw where the cuffs had bitten. "Can you do that? Can you stay strong?"
Mara's jaw tightened. "I've been staying strong since the day I woke up in this hellhole."
"I know." Sofia's eyes were wet, though she didn't let the tears fall. "I know you have. That's why I believe in you."
The words hung in the air between them, fragile and dangerous. Sofia had never said them before. Not to anyone. Not in three years of silence and servitude.
Mara looked at her, and something shifted in her gaze. The hatred was still there, but it was no longer aimed at Sofia. It had found a new target—the brothers, the house, the chains that bound her.
"What's your name?" Mara asked.
"Sofia."
"Sofia." Mara tested the name, rolling it on her tongue. "When this is over—when we get out of here—I'm going to remember you. The maid who gave me a needle."
Sofia almost smiled. "When this is over, I'll be the one who got you out."
Mara's lips curved, a ghost of a smile that didn't reach her eyes. "We'll see."
Sofia stood. Her knees protested, aching from the hours she'd spent on them in Adrian's office, but she didn't let it show. She picked up the tray, the bowl of broth now empty, and turned toward the door.
She was halfway there when Mara's voice stopped her.
"Sofia."
She turned.
Mara's eyes were on her, sharp and searching. "You said you need me to stay strong. But you need to stay strong too. You're the one with the plan. You're the one who knows this house." Her voice dropped, softer than Sofia had heard it. "Don't let them break you before we have our chance."
Sofia's throat tightened. The words landed somewhere deep in her chest, in the place she'd walled off years ago, the place where hope had died.
"I won't," she said. And then, because she couldn't help it, because Mara's eyes were the first thing in years that had looked at her like she was a person and not a thing: "Stay strong, Mara. Please."
The word slipped out before she could stop it. Please. The word she'd sworn she'd never say again, the word that belonged to the women who begged.
But she didn't take it back. Because it was true. Because for the first time in three years, Sofia had hope. And hope, she was learning, was the most dangerous thing of all.
Mara held her gaze. "I will."
Sofia nodded. She turned and walked to the door, her hand finding the handle. She paused, her back to Mara, and said the words she'd been carrying for three years.
"I've been dreaming of the south gate for six months. The gardener's keys. The plan." She took a breath. "It needs all three of you. It needs you to hold on. It needs you to trust me." She turned her head, just enough to meet Mara's eyes through the dim light. "Can you do that?"
Mara was silent for a long moment. Then she said, "I can try."
It wasn't a promise. It wasn't trust. But it was something—a crack in the wall, a seed of possibility.
Sofia took it.
She slipped out the door, closed it behind her, and stood in the hallway with her heart pounding in her chest. The taste of Adrian was still in her mouth, bitter and thick. The memory of Elle's trembling form was still burned into her mind. But for the first time in three years, she didn't feel alone.
She had a detective with a needle in her hair. A lawyer who was counting her way through hell. A weather girl who was fighting Adrian's gentle cruelty with everything she had.
And she had a plan.
Sofia walked back down the hallway, her footsteps silent on the marble. The house was still quiet, the brothers still occupied, the cameras still watching. But she didn't look at them. She didn't flinch.
She had work to do. She had a plan to finish. And she had three women to save, even if saving them meant damning herself.
She'd meant what she said to Mara. She was tired of serving. Tired of kneeling. Tired of the taste of Adrian in her mouth and the weight of Kyle's gaze on her skin.
It was time to fight back.
The hallway swallowed her. Marble underfoot, the hush of a house holding its breath. Sofia's footsteps made no sound—she'd learned that in her first month, how to move like a ghost through rooms where she was never meant to be seen, only used.
She should go to her room. She should wash Adrian's taste from her mouth and pretend she hadn't just handed a needle to a chained detective. But her feet carried her past the servant's corridor, past the kitchen where the night staff would be starting their rounds, toward the wing of the house that held Adrian's extra room.
Mila.
The name was a stone in her chest. She'd told Mara the plan. She'd told Mila the plan. The same words, the same hope, the same lie of omission—and the lie sat heavier each time she told it.
One has to stay behind.
Sofia stopped in the middle of the corridor, her hand finding the wall for balance. The marble was cold through her palm. She stared at nothing, seeing instead the shape of what she hadn't said: the sacrifice. The one who would draw the brothers' full attention while the others ran. The one who would be broken—truly broken, not the careful performance Sofia wore like a second skin—while the others tasted freedom.
It won't be her.
The thought came sharp, instinctive, almost violent. Three years of kneeling. Three years of Adrian's cock in her holes and Kyle's gaze on her skin, of swallowing her own hatred until it ate her from the inside. She had earned her way out. She had paid for it in pieces of herself she'd never get back, in nights she'd lain awake counting the ways she wanted to hurt them, in the careful blankness she wore like armor. She was not going to be the one left behind.
But someone had to be.
Sofia's jaw tightened. She pushed off the wall and kept walking, the corridor curving toward the room that held the weather girl. The thought wouldn't leave her alone, though. It picked at her like a splinter under skin.
Three women, friends. She'd seen the way they looked at each other in those first hours, before the gas had taken them—the way Elle's hand had found Mila's, the way Mara had positioned herself between the others and the door. They would never leave one of their own behind. They would never agree to a plan that required a sacrifice. They'd argue, they'd hesitate, they'd try to come back for the one who stayed—and they'd all be caught.
So she would have to lie to one of them.
The thought made her stomach turn. She'd lied to Mara tonight, by omission. She'd lied to Mila the same way. But one of them would need a bigger lie, a crueler one—a lie that would make her believe she had a reason to run without looking back.
Which one?
Sofia stopped outside the door to Adrian's extra room. She could hear nothing through the wood, but she knew Mila was in there, tied to the bed with silk, her wrists raw from pulling against the knots. The girl who'd come on Adrian's fingers and sobbed his name—Sofia had watched it on the monitors, had seen the shame bloom on Mila's face afterward, the way she'd turned her face into the pillow and wept.
She was the softest of the three. The most vulnerable. The one Adrian had already begun to shape with his gentle cruelty, his patience, his endless hunger for surrender.
She was also the one Sofia had told the plan to first.
Because Mila needed hope the most. Because Mila was the one most likely to break before the plan was ready, and hope was the only thing that might keep her fighting.
But hope could also make her reckless. Hope could make her try to run before the plan was ready, could make her tell the others too soon, could make her—
Sofia shook her head. She couldn't think like that. Not yet. The plan was still weeks away, maybe more. She had time to decide. Time to watch them, to learn which one would be hardest to lie to, which one would forgive her—or hate her—for the choice she'd have to make.
She had time to figure out how to live with it.
Her hand found the door handle. She paused, her fingers resting on the cool metal. Behind this door was a girl who trusted her. A girl who believed Sofia was going to save her. A girl who didn't know that saving her might mean damning one of her friends.
Sofia took a breath. Then she opened the door.
The room was soft, almost gentle—Adrian's touch everywhere, in the pale walls and the golden light that spilled from a lamp by the bed. Mila lay on her back, wrists bound above her head with silk, her chestnut hair spread across the pillow. She was wearing only her bra and panties, the marks of Adrian's fingers still faint on her thighs. Her eyes were closed, but Sofia could see the tension in her jaw, the way her fingers curled and uncurled against the silk.
She wasn't asleep.
Sofia closed the door behind her, the lock clicking softly. Mila's eyes opened, and for a moment, there was something in them—a flash of fear, of hope, of desperate, hungry need.
"Sofia."
The name came out broken, like Mila had been holding it in her throat for hours. Sofia crossed to the bed, setting down the tray she'd brought—a bowl of broth, a glass of water, bread still warm from the kitchen.
"I brought you something to eat."
Mila's eyes went to the tray, then back to Sofia. "Is it drugged?"
The question was flat, matter-of-fact. It made something in Sofia's chest ache.
"No." She sat on the edge of the bed, close enough that Mila could see her face in the lamplight. "I wouldn't do that to you."
Mila's throat worked. "You did before."
"I know." Sofia didn't look away. "I had to. Adrian was watching. If I hadn't—" She stopped, the words catching. "There are things I've done that I'm not proud of. Things I had to do to survive. But this—" She gestured at the tray. "This is real. This is for you."
Mila was silent for a long moment, her hazel eyes searching Sofia's face. Then she said, "I can't feed myself."
Sofia looked at the silk binding Mila's wrists. Of course. Adrian had left her helpless, as he always did.
"I'll help you."
She picked up the bowl of broth, the spoon clinking softly against the ceramic. Mila watched her, wary, but when Sofia brought the spoon to her lips, she opened her mouth and took it.
The broth was warm, savory. Mila swallowed, and something in her shoulders loosened.
"It's good," she said, surprised.
"It's the only thing I know how to make that they don't ruin." Sofia dipped the spoon again. "The kitchen staff, they—they don't care. They just cook what they're told. But I learned, over the years. How to make things taste like they're meant for a person, not a—" She stopped herself.
"Not a pet," Mila finished, her voice bitter.
Sofia didn't answer. She fed her another spoonful.
They ate in silence for a while, the only sound the soft clink of the spoon against the bowl. Sofia watched Mila's face, the way the lamplight caught the shadows under her eyes, the way her lips parted for each spoonful like she was starving—not just for food, but for something else. Kindness. Hope. A reason to keep fighting.
"I talked to Mara," Sofia said finally.
Mila's eyes snapped to hers. "Is she—"
"She's alive. She's strong." Sofia set down the bowl, meeting Mila's gaze. "She's fighting. Just like you."
Mila's breath came out shaky. "I didn't know if—I didn't know if they'd—" She stopped, her jaw working. "I've been lying here, thinking about her. And Elle. Wondering if they were okay. Wondering if they were—"
"They're alive," Sofia said firmly. "Both of them. They're being trained, same as you. Different rooms, different paths. But they're alive."
Mila closed her eyes. A tear slipped down her cheek, and she turned her face away, ashamed.
"I didn't know if I'd ever see them again," she whispered. "I didn't know if I'd ever see anyone again."
Sofia reached out, her fingers brushing Mila's wrist—the skin raw where the silk had bitten. "You will. I promise you, you will."
Mila opened her eyes. There was something fragile in them, something desperate. "How?"
Sofia took a breath. This was the moment. The same words she'd given Mara, the same hope, the same careful omission.
"There's a gate at the south wall. It's locked, but the gardener keeps his keys on a hook in the shed. I've been watching him for six months. I know his routine, I know when he's careless, I know when the wall is unguarded." She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. "When the time is right, I'm going to get those keys. And the three of you are going to run."
Mila's eyes went wide. "The three of us—"
"You, Mara, Elle." Sofia's voice was steady, even as something in her chest twisted. "Three women, running in three directions. The brothers won't know who to chase. They'll lose you in the dark, in the trees. You'll have a chance."
Mila was silent, processing. Then she said, "What about you?"
The question hit Sofia like a blow. She'd known it would come—Mila was soft, but she wasn't stupid. She'd seen the cracks in Sofia's armor, the way she flinched at the sound of Adrian's voice.
"I'll be right behind you," she said.
It was the lie. The one she hadn't told Mara, hadn't told Mila, hadn't told anyone. The one that sat in her chest like a stone.
Someone had to stay behind. Someone had to distract them. Someone had to be the sacrifice—and it would not be her.
But Mila didn't know that. Mila looked at her with those big hazel eyes, full of hope and trust, and Sofia felt the weight of it pressing down on her like a physical thing.
"You promise?" Mila asked.
Sofia met her gaze. "I promise."
The words tasted like ash.
Mila's shoulders sagged, relief flooding through her. "Okay," she breathed. "Okay. I'll—I'll do whatever you need. I'll be strong. I'll—" She stopped, her voice cracking. "I don't want to die here, Sofia. I don't want to be his—his thing. I don't want to forget who I am."
"You won't." Sofia reached out, brushing a strand of chestnut hair from Mila's face. "You're going to get out of here. You're going to find your friends, and you're going to run, and you're going to live a life that has nothing to do with this house or these men or anything they've done to you."
Mila's eyes glistened. "How do you know?"
"Because I've been here three years." Sofia's voice was quiet, raw. "And I know what it does to you, piece by piece, day by day. I know how it eats you from the inside until there's nothing left but the hate and the fear and the desperate, stupid hope that someday it'll end. And I know—" She stopped, her throat tightening. "I know you don't deserve that. None of you do."
Mila was crying now, silent tears tracking down her cheeks. "Thank you," she whispered. "Thank you for—for giving me something to hold onto."
Sofia couldn't speak. She picked up the glass of water, held it to Mila's lips, watched her drink.
When the glass was empty, Sofia set it aside and stood. "I have to go. If they find me here—"
"I know." Mila's voice was steadier now. "I know."
Sofia paused at the door, her hand on the handle. She looked back at Mila, at the girl who trusted her, who believed in her, who didn't know that Sofia was already planning to leave her or one of her friends behind.
"Stay strong, Mila," she said. "Please."
The word slipped out again. Please. She'd sworn she'd never say it, never beg, never give them that power over her. But with Mila, it wasn't begging. It was something else. Something that felt almost like prayer.
Mila nodded, her eyes bright with tears. "I will."
Sofia opened the door and slipped out, closing it softly behind her. She stood in the hallway, her heart pounding, the taste of the lie still in her mouth.
She'd told Mila the plan. The same plan she'd told Mara. Nothing more, nothing less.
But the part she hadn't told either of them sat in her chest like a knife. One has to stay behind. One has to be the sacrifice. And it will not be me.
Sofia walked back down the corridor, her footsteps silent on the marble. The house was still, the cameras watching, the brothers somewhere in the dark, counting their treasures.
She had three women to save. And one to damn.
She just didn't know which one yet.
Sofia's hand found the door to Kyle's playroom before her courage did. The wood was cool under her palm, the same door she'd passed a thousand times in three years, and still her stomach turned over at the threshold. She carried the candle like an offering, the wick unlit, the wax cold and waiting.
She pushed the door open.
The red light hit her first—that deep, arterial glow that seemed to soak into her skin. Then the smell: hot wax, sweat, the metallic undertone of fear. And then Elle.
Sofia's breath caught in her throat.
Elle was on the frame, on all fours, her body a map of Kyle's work. Welts rose in parallel lines across her ribs, her thighs, the soft curve of her stomach. Her ass was a ruin of pink and red, lash marks crisscrossing in patterns Sofia had learned to read—the flogger, the strap, the cane. Her golden hair hung in damp ropes around her face, and her eyes, those ice-blue eyes that had once frozen courtrooms, were wet with tears she couldn't wipe away.
Elle saw her. And something in her face crumpled.
The whimper that escaped her was small, animal, a sound Sofia had heard a hundred times from a hundred women in this room. But it was the word that followed that broke something in Sofia's chest.
"Please."
It was a first plea. A crack in the armor. Sofia watched it happen, watched Elle's lips form the word again, silent this time, her eyes fixed on the candle in Sofia's hand.
"Please," Elle whispered. "Don't—"
Kyle moved before Sofia could answer. He crossed the room in three quiet strides, his footsteps silent on the stone floor, and crouched in front of Elle's face. His hand found her hair, fingers threading through the golden strands, and he tugged—gently, almost tenderly—tilting her head up to meet his gaze.
"Shh," he murmured. "Shh, shh, shh."
Elle's breath hitched. Another whimper escaped her, and she tried to look away, but his grip held her in place, his thumb brushing her cheekbone.
"I'm going to take care of you," Kyle said, his voice low and soft, the voice he used when he was most dangerous. "You understand that, don't you, painslut? I'm going to take care of you. Every day. Every night. Until you learn."
Elle's jaw worked. She didn't answer. But she didn't look away either.
Kyle smiled—that small, private smile that never reached his eyes. "Good. Now. From now on, you're going to thank me for your daily training. Every stroke, every drop of wax, every moment of pain. You're going to thank me for it. Do you understand?"
Elle's lips parted. The word came out cracked, barely audible. "Yes."
"Louder."
"Yes." Stronger this time. Sofia heard the shame in it, the way Elle's voice caught on the syllable like it was razors.
Kyle released her hair, stroking it once, almost fondly, before he stood. He looked at Sofia, and his eyes were flat, gray, empty of everything but purpose.
"Light it."
Sofia's hands trembled as she struck the match. The flame caught, wavered, steadied. She tilted the candle, letting the first drop of wax fall.
It hit Elle's ass with a soft, wet sound. Elle's body jerked, a strangled gasp escaping her throat, and Sofia watched her fingers curl into fists against the frame.
Kyle crouched again, back in front of Elle's face. He took her chin between his thumb and forefinger, tilting her head up, forcing her to meet his eyes.
"Look at me," he said. "Don't look at her. Don't look at the candle. Look at me."
Elle's eyes were wide, glassy, ringed with red. She looked at him. She didn't have the strength left to resist.
Sofia let another drop fall. Another. The wax pooled on Elle's skin, white against the red, hardening into a brittle shell. Elle's breath came in short, sharp gasps, her body trembling against the frame.
"That's it," Kyle murmured. "That's my good painslut."
His hand moved to Elle's hair, brushing it back from her face. The gesture was almost kind, almost loving, and Sofia saw Elle flinch at it—not from pain, but from the wrongness of it. The tenderness that came after the hurt.
"You're at the beginning of your life with me," Kyle said, his voice a low, intimate murmur. "Beneath me. At your place. My beautiful painslut."
Elle's eyes glistened. A tear slipped down her cheek, dropping onto his hand. He caught it with his thumb, wiping it away, and Sofia saw the way Elle's throat worked, the way she swallowed the sound she wanted to make.
Sofia let the wax fall again. This time, Elle couldn't hold it in. A whimper escaped her, high and thin, and she closed her eyes, her face crumpling.
"Open your eyes," Kyle said gently. "Look at me."
Elle opened them. She looked at him. And Sofia saw the shame in her face, the way her cheeks flushed as another whimper slipped out, as she watched herself break in his eyes.
Minutes passed. The candle burned down, wax pooling on Elle's ass, layer after layer, until her skin was a mosaic of white and red. Sofia's arm ached, but she didn't stop. She couldn't stop. Kyle had told her to hold the candle, and she held it, watching Elle's face as she experienced the pain, watching the way her body betrayed her with every involuntary sound.
Kyle brushed Elle's hair back again, cupping her cheek. "You're doing so well," he said. "So well. I'm proud of you, painslut."
Elle's breath hitched. Another tear fell. Another whimper. She was looking at him, and Sofia could see the war in her eyes—the hatred, the exhaustion, the desperate need for it to be over.
The candle guttered. Sofia set it down, her hand shaking.
Kyle leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Elle's forehead. It was soft, almost reverent, and Elle's whole body shuddered at it. Another whimper escaped her, and she turned her face away, hiding from him.
"Now," Kyle said, his voice still gentle, still soft. "Thank me. For your daily training. For taking care of you. For educating you."
Elle shook her head. A small, desperate movement. She tried to pull away, to get out of his reach, but his hand was in her hair again, yanking her back, holding her in place.
"Look at me," he said.
She wouldn't. Her eyes were fixed on the floor, her jaw clenched.
Kyle's grip tightened. "I said, look at me."
Elle's eyes lifted. They were red, swollen, full of tears she couldn't stop. She looked at him, and Sofia saw the moment she broke—saw it in the way her shoulders sagged, the way her breath came out in a shuddering exhale.
Kyle looked at Sofia. "Bring another candle."
Sofia moved toward the door, her heart pounding. She was halfway there when she heard it—Elle's voice, cracked and raw, speaking the words like they were being pulled out of her with hooks.
"Thank you."
Sofia stopped. She turned, watching.
"Thank you," Elle said again, louder, her voice breaking. "Thank you for the flogging. Thank you for the candle. Thank you for—" She swallowed, a sob catching in her throat. "Thank you for the kiss on the forehead. Thank you for taking care of me."
The words hung in the air, heavy and wrong, like something rotting.
Kyle smiled. That small, private smile. He cupped Elle's cheek, and a tear fell from her eye, landing on his hand.
"Good painslut," he said.
He stood. Walked around behind her. And Sofia watched as he raised his hand and brought it down on Elle's ass—a single, sharp spank, just hard enough to make her gasp, to make her remember.
"That's for the wax," Kyle said. "So you remember who put it there."
Elle's fingers curled into fists. She didn't speak. She didn't move.
Kyle walked to the door, pausing beside Sofia. He looked at her, and for a moment, his eyes were almost kind.
"Goodnight, painslut," he said, his voice carrying across the room. "See you tomorrow."
He stepped into the hallway. Sofia followed, her legs unsteady, the image of Elle's broken face burned into her mind.
The door clicked shut behind them.
The hallway stretched ahead of Sofia like a throat she was being swallowed down. Kyle walked a step ahead, his back broad and unhurried, his hands in his pockets like he'd just finished a pleasant dinner. She watched the roll of his shoulders, the easy confidence in his stride, and hated how her own legs shook beneath her.
She thought of Elle's face. The way those ice-blue eyes had gone soft and broken. The way the word "please" had fallen out of her like a stone dropped into deep water.
Sofia had heard that word before. She'd said it herself, once, on a night she tried not to remember. The same word, the same cracked voice, the same hopelessness. It lived in her throat like a splinter she'd swallowed years ago and never passed.
They reached the junction where the corridor split—left toward the brothers' quarters, right toward the staff stairwell. Kyle stopped. He didn't turn around.
"You did well tonight," he said.
Sofia froze. Praise from Kyle was a trap with a pretty door. She'd learned that in her first month, when she'd been stupid enough to smile at a compliment and he'd made her thank him for it on her knees.
"Thank you," she said. The words came out flat, automatic, the way she'd trained them to.
Kyle turned his head slightly, just enough for her to see the edge of his jaw, the corner of his mouth. "The detective. How is she?"
Sofia's heart stumbled. "She's—she's adjusting."
"Adjusting." Kyle repeated the word like he was tasting it. "Is that what you call it?"
"She's strong." Sofia chose the words carefully, each one a step across a frozen river. "She hasn't broken. Not like the lawyer."
Kyle turned to face her fully. His eyes were gray in the dim light, the color of a winter sea. He studied her for a long moment, and Sofia felt the weight of it, the way he could make a person feel like a specimen under glass.
"The lawyer," he said slowly, "doesn't need to break. She needs to learn. There's a difference."
Sofia nodded. She didn't trust her voice.
Kyle stepped closer. Not threatening—Kyle never needed to threaten. He just stood there, close enough that she could smell the wax and sweat on him, close enough that she had to tilt her head back to meet his eyes.
"You were her age once," he said. "When you came here. You remember what it felt like. The fear. The confusion. The hate."
Sofia's throat closed. She said nothing.
"I need you to remember it," Kyle said. "Because you're going to help her through it. You're going to be kind to her. You're going to bring her water, and you're going to tell her it will get easier. You're going to be the soft voice in the dark."
He paused. His hand came up, and for a moment Sofia thought he was going to touch her face. Instead, he adjusted the collar at her throat, a small, possessive gesture that made her skin crawl.
"And you're going to tell me everything she says," he finished. "Every word. Every tear. Every time she almost breaks."
"Yes," Sofia said. The word came out hoarse.
Kyle smiled. That small, private smile that never reached his eyes. "Good girl."
He turned and walked away, his footsteps silent on the stone. Sofia stood in the corridor, her heart pounding, her hands shaking at her sides. She watched him disappear around the corner, and only when he was gone did she let out the breath she'd been holding.
She pressed her back against the wall, feeling the cold stone through her uniform. Her fingers found the collar at her throat—the same collar Kyle had just touched. The leather was worn smooth from three years of wearing it. Three years of being good. Three years of playing the perfect, obedient servant while she dreamed of the south wall and the gate that would set her free.
Elle's face floated up again. The way she'd said "please." The way she'd thanked him—thanked him—for the pain, for the candle, for the kiss on her forehead.
Sofia had told Mila the plan. Three women, three directions, the gardener's keys. She'd promised Mila hope. But watching Elle break tonight, watching the way Kyle's tenderness had undone her more than the pain ever could, Sofia felt the plan crumbling in her hands like dry earth.
Elle wasn't just breaking. She was learning. And learning was worse—because it meant she was becoming something Kyle could use.
Sofia pushed off the wall and walked toward the staff stairwell. Her legs were steady now. Her hands had stopped shaking. She had a job to do—a role to play. She would go to her room, and she would wait, and she would dream of the south wall.
But tonight, the dream felt farther away than it ever had.
She stopped at the top of the stairs, her hand on the cold iron rail. Somewhere in the house, she could hear the faint sound of water running—Adrian's bathroom, maybe, or the kitchen. The house was alive with its own quiet rhythms, the sounds of a machine that never stopped.
Sofia listened to it for a moment. Then she descended the stairs, one careful step at a time, leaving the red room and the broken lawyer behind her.
Her room was small and bare, a servant's quarters at the end of a narrow hall. She closed the door, locked it, and stood in the dark for a long moment. Then she crossed to the window and looked out at the grounds—the manicured lawns, the high stone wall, the gate at the south end that she'd been watching for six months.
The moon was up, silver and cold. The gate was closed.
Sofia pressed her forehead to the glass. Her breath fogged the pane, and through the blur she could see the shape of the wall, the shadow of the trees beyond it. Freedom was out there. It had always been out there. She just had to find a way to reach it—and to take three other women with her.
She thought of Mila, tied to Adrian's bed, her body betraying her even as her mind screamed no. She thought of Mara, chained in the dark, her rage burning like a coal. She thought of Elle, on her knees on the frame, thanking Kyle for the pain.
Sofia closed her eyes. She let the glass cool her forehead, and she made herself a promise—the same promise she'd made every night for three years.
Tomorrow. The gate. The wall.
She would find a way.

