The synthetic fabric of the cheerleader skirt scratched against Jay’s thighs, a cheap, static-laden whisper with every shift of his weight. Madam Michelle’s hands were clinical as she adjusted the neckline of the matching top, her rings cold against his collarbone. “Lift your chin, pet,” she purred, her emerald eyes cataloging him like a product on a shelf. “We’re showcasing the merchandise. Not your existential dread.”
Jay kept his gaze on the grimy floor of the prep room. The outfit was a cartoonish mockery—too tight across his mechanic’s shoulders, the pleated skirt absurdly short. He felt the raised ink of his tattoos beneath the fabric: ‘CUMDUMP’ on the top of his buttocks, ‘WHORE’ across the middle of his buttocks the O formed by his puckered ring. ‘FUCK ME’ clearly visible in the too short skirt where the back of his thighs met his buttocks. Permanent labels for a temporary costume. His inner voice, the one that still sounded like Jamie, screamed in silent, futile humiliation. *This is what you are now. A joke in a jersey.*
“Remember the rules, darling,” Michelle said, taking his arm to lead him out. Her grip was unyielding. “The stage is your world for the next hour. Dance. Tease. Let them touch. But you are a preview, not the main event. Make them hard. Do. Not. Let. Them. Cum.” She paused at a heavy door, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper that held no warmth. “An orgasm is a closed ledger. I sell open accounts.”
She pushed the door open, and sound washed over him—a low thrum of conversation, clinking glass, alien laughter. The entertainment lounge was cavernous, lit by pulsating neons that sliced through a haze of smoke and steam. In the center, a raised circular stage glowed under a single, harsh spotlight. Around it, maybe fifty beings sat at tables or lurked in darkened booths along the walls. Jay’s breath hitched. *Fifty sets of eyes. Fifty potential hands.*
“Go on,” Michelle said, giving him a gentle shove that felt like a command. “The stage awaits its newest attraction.”
He walked on legs that didn’t feel like his own, the cheerleader pompoms dangling from his wrists like shackles. The climb onto the stage felt like ascending a gallows. The spotlight was hot, blinding. It erased the individual faces in the crowd, turning them into a hungry, murmuring mass. *Just dissociate*, Birdy’s advice echoed. *Thank them for the medal.*
A slow, rhythmic beat began to pulse from hidden speakers. It was meant to be seductive. To him, it was a countdown. He started to move, his motions stiff, mechanical. A dry thought cut through the panic: *Forty-two years old. Grease-stained knuckles. And here I am, shaking my ass.*
“Loosen up, sweet thing!” a voice, rough and male, called from the darkness. “We didn’t pay to watch a rusted actuator seize!”
Laughter rippled through the lounge. Heat flooded Jay’s face. Shame was a physical weight in his gut. He forced his hips to sway, his arms to lift. The skirt flared with the movement, exposing the pale skin of his upper thighs. A low whistle came from another table.
“That’s better,” Michelle’s voice carried from the edge of the stage, calm and approving. “Now work the perimeter. Let them see the goods.”
He moved along the edge of the stage, feeling the gaze like a physical touch. A human man with a thick beard reached out, his fingers brushing the back of Jay’s calf. Jay flinched. “Easy,” the man grinned, his eyes dark. “Just admiring the stitching.”
*He’s touching the product*, Jay thought, the dissociation trying to click into place. *Not me. The product. Thank him.* The words stuck in his throat.
“Lap dance!” another client barked, a hulking figure with scaled skin. He pointed a thick finger at himself. “Here. Now.”
Michelle gave a slight, imperious nod from the shadows. Permission. Command.
Jay stepped off the stage, his heart hammering against the tight top. He approached the table. The scaled alien smelled of ozone and spice. He didn’t smile, just watched Jay with lidless eyes. Jay moved into the space between the alien’s knees, beginning to sway again, closer this time. His mind split. One part was screaming. The other was narrating coldly: *Rotate hips. Make eye contact. Trail fingers over own chest. Highlight the assets.*
“The tattoos,” the alien rasped, his voice like grinding stone. He didn’t touch, just stared at the words visible at Jay’s neckline. “Accurate?”
Jay’s breath caught. He managed a nod, his throat tight. “Yes,” he whispered.
“Prove it.” The alien’s hand finally shot out, gripping Jay’s hip, pulling him flush against the hard plate of his body. Jay could feel the firm pressure of the alien’s arousal through both their clothes. The instruction was clear: *Make them hard. Don’t let them cum.* It was a sickening tightrope. He ground down, slowly, mimicking the motions he’d been subjected to. The alien’s grip tightened, a low growl vibrating through him.
*Thank him for the medal*, Jay chanted inside. *Thank him for wanting the product. Thank him.* He was close, too close. He could feel the alien’s control straining. With a final, calculated roll of his hips, Jay pulled back, putting a whisper of space between them. He offered a hollow, practiced smile. “Preview’s over, sir.”
The alien released him with a frustrated snort, but his eyes were still hot. Mission accomplished. Jay felt a sliver of something vile and professional uncoil in his chest. It wasn’t pride. It was a confirmation of his function.
He moved to the next table, then the next. A human woman with sharp eyes and sharper nails. A pair of chattering, multi-limbed beings who treated him like an interactive art piece. Each interaction was a transaction of simmering want and his own enforced denial. The shame began to mutate, blending with a fatigued, detached competence. He was learning the rhythm of the tease. The exact pressure of a hip roll. The moment to pull away.
He was on his seventh or eighth client, a man whose hands were everywhere, groping and pinching, when Michelle’s voice cut through the haze. “Time, darling.”
Jay froze, the man’s hand still cupped possessively against his ass. The hour was up. The spotlight died, leaving him blinking in the sudden dimness. The lounge’s ambient noise seemed to swell, now peppered with groans of disappointment and the clatter of credits being pushed across tables for private bookings.
Michelle appeared beside him, her hand resting on his shoulder. Her touch was proprietary. “Acceptable,” she said, her voice for his ears only. “You’re learning the economics of anticipation. The shame will fade. The utility remains.”
She led him off the floor, away from the hungry eyes. Jay walked, his body humming with adrenaline and a deep, cellular humiliation. But beneath the shame, a new, terrifying thought surfaced, cold and clear: *I did it. I performed the function. And part of me… was good at it.*
Michelle’s hand on his shoulder steered him not toward the prep room, but down a narrower, dimmer corridor lined with numbered doors. The cheerleader skirt felt even more absurd here, a garish flag in the gloom. “Your first private booking, pet,” she said, her voice a low purr that vibrated in the quiet. “A gentleman and his wife who enjoyed your… diligence on the floor. They paid for a full three hours. Standard protocols apply.”
Jay’s mouth was dry. *Standard protocols*. He didn’t know what that meant. His mind supplied images from the group suite, from Graadar’s quarters. A cold sweat broke out under the synthetic fabric. “What do they want?” The question came out hoarse, too much like Jamie.
Michelle stopped before a door marked ‘9’. She turned to him, her emerald eyes appraising. “They wants to use the product they saw advertised. The specifics are their business. Your business is to facilitate.” She reached up, not unkindly, and smoothed a strand of his hair. The gesture was so maternal it made his stomach lurch. “Remember your training. Dissociate. Perform. And, Jay?” Her fingers tightened slightly on his scalp. “If they cross a line that damages my property, you scream. Otherwise… be grateful that they are using you.”
He stared at the door. *Property*. The word should have sparked fury. Instead, it felt like a cold, factual anchor. He was Michelle’s property. These clients had rented him. The transaction was clean, in its own horrific way. Cleaner than betrayal in a starport bar. *Thank them for the medal*, he thought, the mantra now a bleak reflex.
“Do I… knock?”
“I do,” Michelle said. She rapped twice, sharp and efficient, then pushed the door open without waiting for a reply. She guided Jay inside with a firm hand on the small of his back.
The door hissed shut behind Michelle, sealing Jay in with the soft hum of recycled air and the scent of expensive candles. The room was a plush, private box overlooking the now-dark stage below. A low circular divan dominated the space. On it sat two people.
The woman stood immediately. She was elegant, sharp-boned, with silver hair cut close to her scalp and eyes the color of flint. Her gaze swept over Jay, head to toe, with the dispassionate assessment of a buyer inspecting livestock. “Turn around,” she said, her voice crisp, devoid of warmth or cruelty. It was simply an instruction.
Jay turned, the cheerleader skirt flaring. He felt her eyes on the back of his thighs, on the swell of his ass barely covered by the briefs, on the tattoos that peeked above the collar. *She’s checking for defects*, he thought, the mechanic’s mind surfacing. *Looking for stress fractures in the chassis.*
“Satisfactory,” the woman announced, not to Jay, but to the man who still lounged on the divan. He was older, with a placid, bored expression, sipping something amber from a crystal glass. “The muscle tone is better than the last one. Less… used.”
“You’re the expert, my dear,” the man murmured, his eyes gliding over Jay without really seeing him. “Shall we begin?”
The woman—the wife—stepped closer. She didn’t touch him at first. She just looked into his face. “Michelle said you were new. That you still feel the shame.” She tilted her head. “Do you?”
Jay’s throat worked. He nodded, once.
“Good,” she said. “That has a certain… piquancy. It won’t last. Now. The outfit is absurd. Remove the top.”
Her command was so clean, so surgical, it bypassed his fear and went straight to obedience. His fingers, trembling slightly, went to the sequined top. He fumbled with the tie at the back. The silence in the room was heavy, broken only by the faint clink of the man setting down his glass.
“Allow me,” the wife said, and her hands were suddenly there, brushing his away. Her fingers were cool and deft. She untied the knot, pulled the fabric away from his chest. She let it fall to the floor. Her eyes weren’t on his face anymore. They were on his chest, on the small, shameful swell of his man breasts, on the dark words inked across his back. “Cumdump,” she read aloud, her tone conversational. “Is that a statement of function or an aspiration?”
“It’s… it’s what I am,” Jay whispered, the words tasting like ash.
“Clearly.” Her hand came up, not to caress, but to test. Her thumb brushed over a nipple, pressed. Jay flinched. “Sensitive. Good.” She finally looked back at his eyes. “My husband enjoys fucking men and sissy’s. I enjoy watching and directing. Your function for the next three hours is to be the conduit between our will and your body. Do you understand?”
“Yes,” Jay said. The cold, transactional anchor held him. *Property. Conduit. Function.*
“Kneel,” she said.
He knelt on the plush carpet. It was deep and forgiving, a stark contrast to the command. She stood over him. From a low table, she picked up a bottle of champagne, opened it with a quiet pop. She didn’t pour a glass. She held the bottle over his head.
“My husband finds the visual of sparkling wine on skin… stimulating,” she explained, as if discussing a painting. “Close your eyes.”
He closed them. The liquid was shockingly cold. It cascaded over his scalp, his face, his shoulders. It dripped down his chest, soaked into the ridiculous skirt. He gasped. The smell was sharp, acidic. *Thank them for the medal*, his mind chanted, but the mantra felt thin, brittle under the chill.
“Look at him,” the wife instructed.
Jay opened his eyes, blinking champagne from his lashes. The husband was leaning forward now, a faint interest in his expression. He was looking at the way the liquid traced paths through Jay’s chest hair, beaded on the ink, soaked the white fabric of the briefs until it turned translucent.
“Now,” the wife said, her voice dropping to a intimate murmur that was for all of them. “Crawl to him. Use your mouth to open his trousers. You will not use your hands. Your hands will remain on your knees.”
Jay crawled. The wet carpet soaked through the kneepads of the cheerleader outfit. The distance felt vast. The husband watched, his legs parting slightly. Jay reached him, bent his head. The zipper was metal. He fumbled with his teeth, the humiliation a hot coal in his gut. He could smell the man’s cologne, clean and expensive, over the sour scent of champagne.
“Adequate effort,” the husband remarked, his voice a dry rustle. He didn’t help. He just let Jay struggle until the fly was open. “Proceed.”
What followed was a study in controlled degradation. The wife directed from the divan, sipping now from a glass of champagne. “Slower.” “Don’t use your tongue yet.” “Look up at him. Show him your eyes.” Jay obeyed, his mind fracturing. Part of him was a raw wound of shame—Jamie, the mechanic, on his knees. The other part was a detached operator—Jay, the product, executing a service protocol. *Maintain eye contact. Vary rhythm. Breathe through the nose.*
“He’s becoming competent,” the wife observed to her husband, who merely grunted, a hand now tangled in Jay’s damp hair, setting a slow, relentless pace. “The shame is still there, in the eyes. But the body is learning its purpose. See how he swallows without being told?”
She was right. Jay’s throat worked automatically, a conditioned response he hadn’t even been aware of. The realization sent a fresh wave of horror through him, which immediately tangled with a pathetic sliver of pride. *I didn’t choke. I performed the function.*
After a long while, the husband pulled him off with a gentle tug on his hair. “Enough,” he said, his breath slightly ragged. “I want to see the rest of the preview.”
The wife smiled, a thin curve of her lips. “Stand up, darling. Remove the skirt. Let’s see the full product.”
Jay stood on shaky legs. His fingers went to the waistband of the soaked skirt. He pushed it down, let it fall. He stood before them in just the transparent briefs, champagne-drenched, shivering. The words on his hips and thighs were fully visible now. *Whore. Fuck Me.*
The wife rose. She walked a slow circle around him. “On the divan. On your hands and knees. Facing us.”
He climbed onto the soft material, the position achingly familiar and vulnerable. He faced them. The husband’s eyes were dark, intent. The wife came to stand beside her husband, one hand resting on his shoulder. “You may use your hands on yourself,” she told Jay. “Show us how the product… maintains itself. How it stays ready for use.”
The command was the worst yet. It demanded a performance of his own arousal, a pantomime of desire for his own degradation. His hand moved, clumsy at first. He closed his eyes.
“Eyes open,” the wife snapped. “We are not paying for your fantasy. We are paying for ours.”
He opened them. He looked at their cold, watching faces as he touched himself. The shame was a living thing, coiled tight in his belly. But beneath it, a terrible, traitorous heat was building. His body, trained and modified, was responding to the command, to the exposure, to the sheer transactional truth of the moment. He was a thing, being used as intended. A low moan escaped him, part anguish, part unwanted pleasure.
The wife’s flinty eyes gleamed. “There,” she said softly, to her husband. “See? The function overwrites the man. It’s rather beautiful, in its way.”
Jay came with a shudder that felt like a seizure, his eyes screwed shut despite the order, a choked sound tearing from his throat. It was an orgasm of utter defeat, a physiological surrender that left him hollowed out and trembling.
For a long moment, the only sound was his ragged breathing. Then the husband spoke. “Clean him up,” he said, leaning back. “I believe I’d like a proper use of the product now.”
The wife produced a cloth from somewhere, tossed it onto the divan beside Jay’s hand. It was not a kindness. It was the next step in the service. Jay took it, wiped himself with mechanical motions. *Thank them for the medal*, he thought, but the thought had no shape, no meaning. There was only the cold, smooth surface of the fact: he had done it. He had performed, and a part of him, a deep, shameful part, had learned how to do it better. He lay there, waiting for the next command, the hollow peace of the used product settling over him like a shroud.
The wife’s cool fingers traced the line of Jay’s spine as he lay trembling on the divan. “On your back now, darling,” she murmured. “Legs up. Let him see the product properly.”
Jay rolled over, the movement automatic. He pulled his knees toward his chest, exposing himself completely. The air in the room felt colder on his wet skin. The husband stood, shedding his trousers with efficient motions. His cock was hard, a blunt fact in the low light.
“Hold yourself open for him,” the wife instructed, settling beside Jay’s head. She ran her fingers through his damp hair, a parody of tenderness. “Use your hands. Show him how welcome he is.”
Jay’s hands shook as he obeyed, fingers spreading himself. The humiliation was a scalding flush across his face and chest. *They’re looking at it. They’re judging the fit.*
The husband positioned himself at the entrance, not touching yet. “Lubricant?” he asked his wife, his voice detached.
“He’s been prepped,” she said, her hand moving from Jay’s hair to his cheek, turning his head to face her. “Aren’t you, sweet thing? Always ready. That’s your function.” Her eyes held his, green and pitiless. “Look at me. Not him. You belong to the direction, not the act.”
The husband pushed forward. There was no tenderness, no pause. Jay gasped as he was entered, a sharp, full sensation that drove the air from his lungs. He kept his eyes locked on the wife’s, as ordered.
“Good,” she whispered, her thumb stroking his cheekbone. “Such a good product. Taking him so easily. Does that feel degrading, Jay? To be so easily used?”
“Yes,” Jay choked out, the word barely audible over the sound of skin on skin, the wet, rhythmic noise of his own body being used.
“Say it louder,” she commanded, her voice still soft. “I want him to hear your shame.”
“It feels degrading,” Jay gasped, the admission torn from him with a thrust.
The husband grunted above him, a sound of effort and satisfaction. “Tight,” he commented. “Good muscle control. The modifications are effective.”
“Of course they are,” the wife said, never breaking eye contact with Jay. “He’s been engineered for it. Every part of him is designed to be a receptacle. Tell him, Jay. Tell him what you are.”
Tears blurred Jay’s vision. The wife’s face swam before him. “A receptacle,” he whispered.
“Louder.”
“I’m a receptacle!” The cry was ragged, mingling with a moan as the husband’s pace grew harder, deeper.
The wife smiled. It was a cold, beautiful thing. “Perfect. Now, thank him. Thank him for using the product as intended.”
*Thank them for the medal.* Birdy’s voice echoed in his shattered mind. This was the medal. This specific, brutal use. “Thank you,” Jay sobbed, the words harmonizing with the rhythm of the fuck. “Thank you for using me.”
“You see?” the wife said, glancing up at her husband. “The gratitude is the final polish. It completes the transaction.”
The husband didn’t answer. His breathing was harsh now, his movements becoming urgent, jagged. His hands gripped Jay’s raised thighs, fingers digging into the flesh hard enough to bruise. Jay felt the building tension, the imminent finish. *He’s going to cum inside the product. That’s the function.*
“Look at me,” the wife demanded again, pulling Jay’s focus back. Her eyes were alight with a clinical fascination. “I want to see the exact moment you feel his climax. I want to see the acceptance in your eyes.”
Jay stared up at her. He felt the husband’s rhythm stutter, then break. A low groan filled the room, and Jay felt the hot, sudden flood inside him. A final, profound violation. His own body clenched around it, a traitorous, involuntary spasm.
The wife saw it. Her smile widened. “There it is. The product acknowledges the deposit. Excellent.”
The husband pulled out, leaving Jay feeling empty and soiled. He collapsed back onto the divan, legs falling open, breath coming in ragged hitches. The wife rose, fetched a towel, and handed it to her husband first. He cleaned himself with brisk, practical strokes.
She then took the towel and looked down at Jay. “Clean yourself up. Properly. We’ll be watching.”
Jay took the cloth. The act of wiping the mixed fluids from his own skin, under their observing eyes, was a humiliation deeper than the penetration. He was cleaning up the evidence of his own use, like a janitor after a spill.
“He’s surprisingly resilient,” the husband said, pulling his trousers back on. “No weeping, no begging for it to stop. Just compliance.”
“Michelle’s assets are always well-broken,” the wife replied. She looked at the chrono on the wall. “We have ninety minutes remaining. I have some ideas for further… fun.”
Jay lay still, the towel clutched in his hand. The hollow peace settled deeper. *Compliance. Resilience.* These were just other words for function. He had performed it. He waited, blank and open, for the next command.
The wife’s voice cut through the haze. “Clean him, Jay. Use your mouth. Show your gratitude for the use of your primary function.”
Jay pushed himself up on trembling arms. The husband stood before him, still partially hard, glistening with their mixed fluids. The scent was sharp, musky, intimate. Jay leaned forward, his mind a numb blank.
“Look at me while you do it,” the wife instructed, settling on the edge of the divan. “I want to see your eyes.”
Jay took the husband’s softness into his mouth. The taste was salt, skin, and the bitter tang of his own violation. He licked slowly, mechanically, his gaze locked on the wife’s cool green eyes.
“Good boy,” the husband murmured, a hand coming to rest on Jay’s head. “Just like that.”
“Tell him what you’re tasting, Jay,” the wife said, her voice a silken trap.
Jay pulled off, a string of saliva connecting his lips to the flesh. “I taste you, sir,” he whispered. “And… me.”
“You taste the transaction,” she corrected. “Again. Make him hard. That’s your job now.”
Jay returned to his task. He sucked, he licked along the shaft, he took him deeper as he stiffened. The humiliation was a live wire in his gut, but his body knew the motions. The husband’s breathing grew heavier.
“See how responsive he is?” the wife said, almost to herself. “The conditioning is impeccable. He hates it, and it makes him perfect.”
The husband was fully erect again in Jay’s mouth. He gripped Jay’s hair, not guiding, just holding. A claim. “Enough,” he grunted.
Jay pulled away, panting. The wife stood, shedding her silk robe. She was naked beneath, her body sleek and composed. “On your back, Jay. Legs down. I want to ride you.”
He obeyed, lying flat. His own cock, hard and betraying, stood against his stomach. She straddled him, lowering herself without hesitation. She was wet, and she took him inside in one smooth, confident slide.
“Oh,” she sighed, her composure flickering for a second with pure physical feeling. Then it was back. “Husband. Come here.”
The husband moved to kneel on the divan, straddling Jay’s chest, his back to Jay’s face. His ass was inches from Jay’s mouth.
“Now, Jay,” the wife said, beginning to move atop him, a slow, grinding roll of her hips. “You will service him there. While he kisses me. You will lick. You will tongue him. You will make him feel good.”
The husband leaned down, capturing his wife’s mouth in a deep kiss. His body lowered, pressing against Jay. The wife’s rhythm never faltered.
Jay turned his head. The smell was clean, soap, skin. He extended his tongue and licked a slow stripe. The husband jolted slightly above him, a muffled sound escaping into his wife’s mouth.
“Good,” the wife breathed against her husband’s lips. “Do you feel that? That’s your asset, working.”
Jay closed his eyes. He focused on the sensation. The softness of the skin. The salt taste. The way his own cock was being milked inside her tight, hot warmth. The wife’s moans, the husband’s groans. He pushed his tongue deeper, probing.
The husband gasped, breaking the kiss. “Fuck.”
“Language, darling,” the wife chided, her hips moving faster. “He’s just doing his job. Aren’t you, Jay?”
“Yes,” Jay mumbled against the man’s flesh, his voice distorted. He was fucking with his hips, being fucked with his mouth, a tool in a closed circuit of their pleasure.
The wife’s pace became urgent. “Now. Behind me. I want him in both holes. I want him split.”
The husband pulled away from Jay’s mouth. He moved, kneeling behind his wife as she continued to ride Jay. Jay felt a hand guide his cock, still buried inside her, then a blunt, familiar pressure at his other entrance.
“Stay still,” the husband ordered, his voice thick.
Jay froze. The wife leaned forward, bracing her hands on Jay’s chest, her eyes burning into his. He felt the husband push. The stretch was immense, a burning, full sensation that eclipsed everything. He was being entered again, his arse filled as his cock filled her pussy.
A ragged cry tore from Jay’s throat. The wife smiled, a sharp, victorious thing. “There. That’s it. You’re complete now. A perfect conduit.”
The husband began to move, a slow, deep rhythm that shook Jay’s entire body. The wife matched it, her inner muscles clenching around Jay’s cock in time with her husband’s thrusts. Jay was pinned, used, a living junction between them.
“Look at him,” the wife panted. “Look at his face. He’s nothing but feeling. No thought. Just function.”
Jay’s world narrowed to sensation: the dual friction, the heat, the overwhelming fullness, the slap of skin, their mingled sweat dripping onto his chest. His shame was a distant planet. Here, in this bed, he was only a collection of hungry openings. “Fuck him harder darling. Fucking own his arsehole. Take the bitch!”
The husband’s thrusts grew harder, faster. The wife rode Jay with frantic intensity. “I’m close,” the husband growled.
“Inside him,” the wife commanded. “Fill the pathetic whore. I want to feel you finish deep inside him while I finish on his little cock.”
The order broke the last of Jay’s silence. “Please,” he sobbed, not sure what he was begging for.
“Please what, sweet thing?” the wife gasped, her body tightening.
“Please… use me.” The words were truth. It was all he was for.
The husband slammed into him one final time, a guttural roar filling the room as he pulsed deep inside Jay’s body. The wife cried out, her back arching, her internal flutters triggering Jay’ own traitorous, shattering climax. It ripped through him, a wave of pleasure so intense it felt like pain, emptying him into her as he was filled from behind.
The wife collapsed forward onto Jay's chest, her breath hot and ragged against his skin. For a long moment, the only sounds were their panting and the wet, obscene slide as the husband pulled out of Jay's body.
The husband stood, his movements brisk, businesslike. He looked down at Jay, at his own spend leaking onto the divan. "Clean it up."
The wife pushed herself up, dismounting Jay with a final, dismissive squeeze. She stood beside her husband, both of them looking down at the used asset between them. "All of it," she said, her voice regaining its polished cool. "Use your mouth."
Jay pushed himself up on trembling arms. The dual emptiness inside him felt vast, aching. He moved slowly, every muscle protesting. He bent first to the wife, his head swimming with the scent of her sex and sweat. He licked a slow, broad stripe up her inner thigh, collecting the mixed fluids there.
"Thoroughly," the husband said, crossing his arms.
Jay’s tongue worked over her skin, cleaning the sticky evidence of his own climax from her. The taste was bitter, salty, shameful. He swallowed it down.
"Good," the wife murmured, stroking his hair like he was a pet as she wiped her face up and down over his face. Spreading her cunt juice and his own cum all over his face. "Now him."
Jay turned. The husband’s cock was soft, glistening. Jay leaned in, taking him into his mouth without being told. He sucked gently, cleaning the length, swallowing the remnants of himself and the man.
The husband sighed, a sound of pure contentment. "Efficient."
When Jay finished, he sat back on his heels, his eyes downcast. His mouth tasted of them, of salt and use and degradation. The cold air of the suite raised goosebumps on his slick skin.
The wife gathered her robe, slipping it on. "Thank you, Jay. You performed adequately."
Adequate. The word landed like a stone in his gut.
The husband was already dressing. "We'll inform Madam Michelle. The three-hour package was… comprehensive."
They left without another glance. The door hissed shut, leaving Jay alone on the stained divan, shivering in the sudden silence. He was a discarded tool, still wet, still aching. His face covered in pussy juice and sperm. Semen leaking from his gaping arsehole.
He didn't know how long he sat there before the suite door opened again. Madam Michelle stood in the doorway, a silhouette in opulent silk against the corridor's light. Her emerald eyes swept over him, the scene, missing nothing.
"Up," she purred. "The lounge is still active. You have a short recovery period, then you rhave another party to attend."
Jay stumbled to his feet. His legs felt like water.
Michelle stepped closer, her rings glinting as she took his chin in her hand. She turned his face side to side, inspecting. "A little raw around the mouth. Good. Shows you worked." Her thumb brushed his lower lip, a mockery of tenderness. "The cheerleader outfit is in the refresher. Put it back on. You have twenty minutes."
She released him and turned to leave. "Oh, and Jay?"
He looked up, hollow.
"That 'please use me'? A nice touch. Authentic." Her smile was a razor. "Keep that."
The corridor back to the whore's rest room felt longer than before. Jay walked with the careful, stiff-legged gait of a man whose body had been taken apart and hastily reassembled. The cool air of the ventilation system chilled the drying fluids on his skin, tightening them like a second, shameful epidermis.
He pushed the door open. The rest room was quiet, only Birdy was there, sitting on the edge of her bunk with her head in her hands. She looked up as he entered.
“Stars above, Jay,” she said, her voice flat, devoid of its usual sardonic lilt. “They really painted you with the whole palette, didn’t they?”
Jay just stood there, unsure what to do with his hands. He could feel the tacky smear across his cheeks, under his nose. “I have to shower,” he mumbled, the words thick in his throat.
“Yeah, you do.” Birdy didn’t look away. Her gaze was heavy, unsettled. “You look like a used wipe.”
The directness of it was almost a relief. No coy sympathy, just a brutal statement of fact. Jay nodded slowly, his eyes dropping to the floor. “It was a married couple. Three-hour package.”
“Comprehensive,” Birdy said, echoing the husband’s word. She let out a short, sharp breath that wasn’t a laugh. “Lucky you.”
“Are you… alright?” The question felt absurd coming from him, in his state.
Birdy barked a real laugh this time, but it was brittle. “Fuck no. I’ve got a booking later. A special request. The kind that makes you want to scrub your own brain out with a sonic pick.” She shook her head, her short-cropped hair catching the low light. “A couple of clients want a ‘virgin sacrifice’ scene. Full ritual, anal, DP, the works. I have to scream and cry and beg for mercy while they ‘defile’ me.” She made air quotes with her fingers, the gesture tired. “Pays triple. Michelle already spent the credits.”
Jay just stared. His own horror felt small, mundane, next to that. “I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“Don’t be.” Birdy stood up, stretching. The movement was all tight, coiled wire. “It’s just work. You dissociate. You go somewhere else. You say thank you.” She looked at him, her eyes hollow. “You remember the mantra?”
Jay’s mind flashed to the dark of his bunk, her voice from above. *Thank you for using me. Thank you for degrading me. It is my purpose.* “I remember.”
“Good. Use it.” She nodded toward the shower stall. “Go on. You stink of other people’s good time.”
The sonic shower was a blessing and a curse. The high-frequency vibrations scoured every trace of sweat, semen, and slick from his skin and hair, leaving him feeling scraped raw and sterile. It didn’t touch the ache inside, the phantom fullness, the memory of their hands. He stood under the waves, eyes closed, and tried to go somewhere else. He thought of his old workshop, the smell of ozone and lubricant, the satisfying weight of a hydrospanner in his hand. The image wouldn't hold. It dissolved into the wife’s commanding voice, the husband’s final thrust, the taste of them in his mouth.
He stepped out, skin tingling, body clean but feeling more contaminated than ever. The cheerleader outfit hung in the refresher unit, its short pleated skirt and crop top looking absurd and vile. The fabric was soft under his fingers. He dressed mechanically. The top was tight across his chest, the skirt barely covering his ass. He felt like a parody, a children's costume stretched over a broken man.
Birdy was still there, leaning against the wall by the door. She watched him adjust the ridiculous outfit, her expression unreadable.
“You know the worst part?” Jay said, the words coming out before he could stop them. He wasn’t talking to Birdy, not really. He was talking to the room, to himself. “When she told me I performed ‘adequately’... part of me was disappointed. I wanted a better grade.”
Birdy didn’t smile. She just nodded slowly, as if he’d finally stated a basic fact of arithmetic. “That’s how it gets you. You start wanting to be good at it. It becomes the only thing you can be good at.”
“Is that what happened to you?”
“To all of us,” she said softly. She pushed off the wall. “My turn to go get ready I guess. Have fun on stage later, Jay. You have a private event booked as I recall. Remember. Tease. Don’t please.”
She left. The silence in the rest room was absolute. Jay looked at himself in the polished metal panel that served as a mirror. A stranger in a cheerleader’s outfit stared back, eyes dark and empty. *Adequate.* The word echoed. He touched his own cheek, where Michelle’s thumb had brushed his lip. *A nice touch. Authentic. Keep that.*
He took a deep, shuddering breath. The lounge awaited. The amber lights, the watching eyes, the hands that would grope and claim but not finish. His body ached. His soul felt scoured. But a cold, functional part of his mind was already calculating angles of approach, gauging distance, planning how to move on the stage to elicit the desired response.
He whispered it to the empty room, testing the words. “Thank you for using me.” They felt less like a prayer and more like an operations manual. He turned toward the door. His twenty minutes were up.


