The rest bay is a long, low-ceilinged room washed in the silent blue glow of standby lighting. Rows of recovery cots stretch into the gloom, most occupied by still, sleeping forms. Jay lies on his back, hands folded on his stomach, staring at the perforated metal ceiling tiles. The nutrient paste sits like a cold weight in his gut. Beside him, from two cots over, he hears it: the soft, wet, hopeless sound of Birdie crying into her thin pillow. It’s not the loud, ragged sobs from the prep bay. This is quieter. Final. The sound of someone who has already spaced themselves in their mind.
He counts the breaths of the others. The slow, drugged rhythm of post-procedure sleep. His own mind is a cold, clean workbench. The suicide pact was a logical endpoint. A system shutdown. But now, hearing her cry, the mechanic in him rebels. There’s a flaw in the plan. It doesn’t fix anything. It just ends it. And a different calculation, older and more stubborn, begins to tick over. Probability of success for a spaced, voluntary exit: one hundred percent. Probability of success for an alternate solution: unknown. But unknown isn’t zero. He thinks of the docking bay they passed in a haze, days or weeks ago. The ships. The shuttles. The smell of engine grease and static.
When the last sleeper’s breathing deepens into a rasp, Jay moves. He sits up, the cot creaking softly under his weight. He pads barefoot across the cool deck plating, the blue light painting his broad shoulders in stark relief. He stops at the edge of Birdie’s cot. She’s curled into a ball, facing away, her thin frame shuddering.
“Birdie.” His voice is a low scrape in the dark.
She goes still. The crying stops, held in. “Go away, Jay. It’s tomorrow. We wait for tomorrow.”
“No.” He kneels, bringing his face level with hers. Her eyes are swollen, her cheeks slick. “We don’t wait. We go now.”
She blinks, confusion cutting through the despair. “Go… where?”
“Out. Off this ship. Before Michelle can wheel us back in there.” He doesn’t need to specify. The medical bay. The Dracons. The growing things inside them that, mercifully, are gone but will be put back. “Spacing is a one-way trip. Stealing a ship… that’s a maybe. I like maybes better than certainties right now.”
She stares at him, her breath hitching. “You said okay. You agreed.”
“I was wrong.” He says it plainly, a mechanic admitting a faulty diagnosis. “The system’s not beyond repair. We just need different parts. A shuttle. A code key. A distraction.”
“They’ll catch us. They’ll…” Her voice drops to a terrified whisper. “They’ll do worse.”
“Maybe,” Jay concedes. “Or maybe we’ll be gone. I’m tired of choosing the worst option because it’s the only one Michelle offers. I’m making a new option.” He holds out a hand. It’s steady. Grease-stained knuckles pale in the blue light. “You coming?”
Birdie looks at his hand. She looks at the door, a sliver of darker corridor visible through the viewport. The hollow shame in her eyes wars with a faint, terrified spark of hope. It’s the spark he’s betting on. Slowly, she uncurls. Her smaller, trembling hand slips into his. Her grip is weak at first, then tightens, desperate.
“Okay,” she breathes. Not the final ‘okay’ of before. This one is a question. A beginning.
They move like ghosts through the *Vixen*’s corridors. Jay leads, his mechanic’s memory pulling up a half-formed map of service routes. The passages are narrow, utilitarian, lit by intermittent amber strips. The air smells of recycled oxygen and industrial cleaner. Every distant clang of machinery, every hum of a passing lift, makes Birdie flinch and Jay’s muscles coil. He thinks in terms of points of failure: a patrol, a camera they missed, a locked hatch.
The docking bay access corridor is wider, brighter. The air changes, gaining the metallic tang of ship fuel and the chill of void proximity. Jay presses them against a bulkhead just before the wide bay doors. Peering around the corner, he scans. The bay is cavernous, shadows pooling between gantries and under freight containers. A single, boxy personnel shuttle sits on pad three, its ramp down. And there, by its landing strut, a man in a patched flight jacket is running a diagnostic on a data slate, his back to them.
“One guard. Pilot doubling as watch.” Jay’s voice is barely a murmur. “We need his key. And he needs to be… occupied.”
Birdie’s eyes are wide. “How?”
Jay looks down at himself. At the thin medical smock they’ve given him. He feels the phantom weight of the tattoos on his skin, the brand of his function. A tool is a tool. He meets Birdie’s gaze. “You remember how to hotwire an ignition sequence?”
She nods, a flicker of her old, cynical competence returning. “If it’s older than five years, yeah.”
“Good. Get ready to run for the ramp when I give you the signal.” He doesn’t explain the signal. She’ll know.
Jay steps out of the shadows, leaving Birdie pressed against the wall. He doesn’t slink. He walks with a deliberate, weary sway he’s learned, the medical smock clinging to his frame. He clears his throat as he approaches the shuttle.
The pilot—a man with a grizzled face and tired eyes—turns, his hand dropping to a stunner at his belt. Then he sees Jay. Sees the smock, the bare legs, the hollow-eyed look. His caution sags into wary recognition. Another piece of the *Vixen*’s inventory, wandering.
“Lost, sweetheart? Med bay’s that way.” He thumbs over his shoulder.
“Not lost.” Jay stops a few feet away, lets the man look. He can feel the appraisal, the instant categorization. “Bored. They have us on mandatory rest. Couldn’t sleep.” He takes another step, into the man’s space. “You look like you’ve been on duty awhile. Captain let you have any fun?”
The pilot laughs, a short, surprised bark. “Fun’s extra credit on this run. And my credit’s thin.”
“Mine’s not.” Jay lets a slow, empty smile touch his lips. It’s a performance, but the detachment he feels makes it easy. He’s just rerouting power conduits. “Consider it a thank you. For keeping the bay quiet.” He reaches out, fingers brushing the worn leather of the man’s jacket sleeve. “I’m very… grateful.”
The pilot’s eyes darken with interest. He glances around the empty bay. “Yeah? What’s your gratitude look like?”
“Follow me.” Jay turns and walks toward a stack of cargo containers, creating a narrow alley of shadow. He doesn’t look back. He counts the footsteps that follow—heavy, eager. Three, four, five. He stops in the gloom, turning as the man crowds in.
“Here?” the pilot grunts, already pulling at the seals of his flight suit.
“Here.” Jay’s hands come up to help, pushing the jacket off the man’s shoulders. It falls to the deck with a thud. He makes a show of it, fumbling with the fasteners of the undersuit, his movements just clumsy enough to be convincing. His mind is elsewhere, tracing the path Birdie will take. The jacket. The pocket. The ramp.
The pilot, now bare-chested, grabs Jay’s hips and spins him, pushing him face-first against the cold metal of the container. “Like this. Don’t turn around.”
Jay obeys, resting his forehead on the steel. He hears the rustle of fabric, the man freeing himself. He doesn’t need to look. The mechanic’s part is done. Now it’s just the receptacle’s part. He closes his eyes and disconnects. The cold of the container against his cheek is real. The rough hands hiking up his smock are real. The blunt, impatient pressure at his entrance is real.
He makes a sound, a choked gasp that’s part performance, part genuine shock at the sudden, brutal fullness. The man grunts, setting a hard, rapid rhythm. Jay’s body accepts it, responds with a traitorous, slick heat that has nothing to do with want and everything to do with conditioning. His shame is a distant echo, buried under the immediate calculation of time. *How long will he take? Is Birdie at the jacket yet?*
Each thrust jolts him against the container. He bites his lip, focusing on the taste of blood, the sharp pain anchoring him. The pilot’s breathing grows ragged, his grip bruising on Jay’s hips. “That’s it,” the man groans. “Good little port. Knew you freaks were built for it.”
The words mean nothing. They’re just noise. Jay’s entire world narrows to the sensation building in the man’s body pressed against his—the tightening coil, the telltale shudder. *Now. It has to be now.*
He hears it first: the low, rising whine of shuttle engines powering up from across the bay. The pilot freezes, his rhythm stuttering. “What the hell—”
That’s the signal.
As the man pulls back, stunned, Jay shoves away from the container. He doesn’t look back. He runs, his smock falling back into place, his body aching and wet. He sprints across the open deck, legs pumping, bare feet slapping on the cold plating. Behind him, a furious shout echoes, followed by the sound of the pilot scrambling for his discarded clothes.
The shuttle ramp is a gaping maw of light. Birdie is silhouetted in the hatch, her face a mask of terror and triumph. She’s waving him in. Jay pours on a final burst of speed, his lungs burning. He hits the ramp at full tilt, stumbling into the cargo hold. Birdie slams her palm on the control and the ramp hisses shut, cutting off the view of the bay, the pilot, the *Vixen*.
The shuttle lurches violently as Birdie throws power to the thrusters from the copilot’s seat. Jay staggers to the cockpit doorway, gripping the frame. Through the viewport, he sees the docking bay doors, still closed. Then a warning siren blares, and the massive doors begin to grind slowly, agonizingly open, revealing the star-dusted black.
“Hold on!” Birdie screams, and she slams the control yoke forward.
The shuttle screams out through the narrowing gap, metal groaning in protest as a wingtip grazes the edge of the bay door. Then they are free, tumbling into the silent, infinite dark. The *Vixen* shrinks to a glittering, hateful jewel behind them, then vanishes into the swirl of the stars as Birdie engages the jump drive. The universe streaks into lines of light.
In the sudden, weightless quiet of the jump, Jay slides down the wall to sit on the deck. He stares at his hands, still trembling. He can feel the man’s spend leaking out of him, warm and shameful. Birdie is breathing in ragged, sobbing gulps at the controls, her shoulders shaking. They are filthy. They are used. They are free. The contradiction hangs in the recycled air between them, too vast and terrible to name.
The weightless quiet of the jump is a hollow, ringing thing. Jay stares at the streaking star-lines on the viewport, his mind running a silent diagnostic. Fuel reserves: adequate. Life support: nominal. Hull integrity: compromised from the bay door scrape, but holding. Then the feeling registers, a warm, persistent trickle against his inner thigh. He shifts slightly on the deck, and the wetness spreads, a cold patch where the thin medical smock is plastered to the seat beneath him. The pilot’s semen, leaking gently from his used, open arsehole.
“Systems are… stable,” he says, his voice rough. “For now. No pursuit signature on the scopes. We’re clear.”
Birdie’s sobs have quieted to shaky breaths. She turns from the controls, her eyes red-rimmed but sharp. They track down his body, to where he’s sitting, and her face hardens with a resolve that looks painful. “You’re filthy.”
“It’s nothing. It’ll dry.” Jay looks away, back to the stars. The shame is a hot, tight coil in his gut, separate from the wetness. This is the cost of the tool. You don’t clean the wrench after the job; you put it away.
“No.” Birdie unstraps herself from the copilot’s harness. In the microgravity, she pushes off gently, floating toward him. “It’s not nothing. Jay. Look at me.”
He doesn’t want to. He keeps his eyes on the viewport. “We need to plot a course. Find a neutral port. Somewhere Michelle’s brokers won’t look.”
Her hand, cold and trembling, touches his chin, forcing his gaze to hers. Her fingers are insistent. “First, we clean you up. That man… what you did. For me.” Her voice cracks. “Let me do this. Please.”
“You don’t owe me a cleaning,” he mutters, the mechanic’s logic a feeble shield. “It was a tactical exchange. A distraction. A part for a key.”
“It was you,” she says, and the raw gratitude in her words feels more violating than the semen. “You let him fuck you so I could steal a ship. So I wouldn’t have to be an incubator again. So I wouldn’t have to space myself.” She’s crying again, but silently now, tears cutting clean tracks through the grime on her cheeks. “Let me.”
He has no argument against that. He nods, a short, stiff jerk of his head, and closes his eyes. He hears her moving in the small space, the rustle of a med-kit being opened from a wall panel. The smell of antiseptic wipes cuts through the stale cabin air.
Her touch is clinical at first. She parts the smock, exposing him. The cool air on his wet skin makes him flinch. Then the wipe, rough-textured, scrubbing at the inside of his thighs. He feels every pass, every smear of the stranger’s release. His face burns. This is worse than the fucking. The fucking was a transaction. This is witness.
“He came inside you deep,” Birdie murmurs, more to herself. Her movements become less clinical, more thorough, pressing the wipe against his entrance, soaking up the leak. Jay’s breath hitches. His cock, soft and ignored until now, gives a traitorous, half-hearted twitch against his belly. The body’s memory. Reward for service.
Birdie sees it. She goes still for a moment. Then she drops the soiled wipe into a disposal bag. She doesn’t reach for another. Instead, her hands, now clean, settle on his knees. “Jay.”
“Don’t.” He knows what’s in her voice. A debt needing payment in a currency they both understand.
“I need to.” She slides down, her body orienting in the zero-g until she’s kneeling before him, anchored by her grip on his legs. Her eyes are fierce, desperate. “This isn’t the Vixen. This is me. Thanking you. Let me thank you.”
Before he can protest again, she bends her head. Her mouth, warm and startlingly soft, closes over the head of his cock.
Jay’s back arches against the wall, a silent gasp ripped from him. It’s not the practiced, mechanical suction of the lounge. It’s clumsy, earnest. Her tongue flicks, exploring the shape of him. The heat of her mouth is an alien kindness, a shock to a system conditioned for degradation. Shame floods him, immediate and choking. He shouldn’t be hard from this. He shouldn’t want this gratitude.
“Birdie, stop,” he grates out, but his hands, betraying him, come up to tangle in her short, dirty hair. Not to push her away. To hold on.
She doesn’t stop. She takes him deeper, her mouth working with a determined rhythm. Her eyes are screwed shut, tears leaking from the corners. This is her ritual. Her absolution. For every Dracon that used her, for every client who treated her as a vessel, for the feeling of the infant tearing its way out of her—this is her only offering. Her mouth. Her gratitude.
And Jay, trapped between the cold wall and her devastating heat, breaks. The pleasure builds, a slow, undeniable pressure coiling at the base of his spine. It’s separate from his mind, which is screaming with humiliation. His body knows only the wet suction, the gentle scrape of teeth, the eager bob of her head. He’s a tool being praised. It’s the most horrifying, necessary thing he’s ever felt.
“I’m… I’m going to…” he warns, his voice a shattered thing.
Birdie hums in response, the vibration traveling straight up his shaft. She redoubles her efforts, her hand coming up to cup his balls, her mouth sinking down until his pubic bone meets her nose. She holds him there, swallowing around him.
The climax isn’t explosive. It’s a deep, trembling surrender, a wave of warmth that empties him into her accepting throat. He pulses again and again, each throb a confession of a need he never wanted to name. She swallows every drop, cleaning him with a thoroughness that feels more intimate than any penetration. When he’s spent, she rests her forehead against his thigh, panting.
Silence, but for the hum of the drive and their ragged breathing. The shame descends, thick and smothering. Jay’s hand falls from her hair. He feels exposed, hollowed out in a new way.
Birdie pulls back finally, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. She looks up at him, her expression raw but clear. “Thank you,” she whispers, the words finally said with the act complete.
Jay can’t speak. He can only nod, pulling the smock back over himself, a flimsy barrier. The wet patch is gone, replaced by a different kind of stain. He helped them escape. And she, in turn, had shown him the terrifying truth: his body could still respond to something that wasn’t pain or payment. It could want kindness. That was the most degrading realization of all.
“We should… find a port,” Birdie says after a long moment, pushing herself back to the copilot’s seat. Her voice is steadier. “Somewhere far. With a scrap yard. You can change the shuttle’s transponder codes. We can disappear.”
“Yeah,” Jay manages, the mechanic in him latching onto the practical problem. A system to fix. “I can do that.” He doesn’t look at her. He looks at the star-chart she’s pulling up on the console. The endless dark ahead feels less like freedom now, and more like a vast, echoing room where the only sounds were their own trembling breaths, and the ghost of a thank you that tasted of salt and come.
Jay forced his eyes away from the streaking star-lines and onto the console’s flickering nav display. The mechanic took over, a welcome, familiar script. His fingers, still trembling, tapped at the screen, calling up local sector charts. “Scanning for Class 3 or lower orbital ports within our current fuel radius,” he said, his voice flat. “Somewhere with lax dockmaster protocols. A scrap yard would be ideal.”
Birdie watched him work from the copilot’s seat, her arms wrapped around herself. “Anywhere but here,” she whispered, more to the stars than to him.
The system populated a list. Jay’s eyes scanned the data. He could feel the phantom weight of the pilot on his back, the hot burst inside him. The shame was a low-grade hum in his nerves, background radiation to his focus. “Therilon Station. Four-hour sub-light burn from our exit vector. It’s a junker’s paradise. Half the ships there have forged registries.”
“Is it safe?” Birdie asked, her voice small.
Jay let out a short, dry breath that wasn’t a laugh. “Nothing’s safe. But it’s obscure. Michelle’s brokers are looking for runaways, not mechanics doing freelance transponder work.” He punched in the course, his movements precise. The shuttle banked slightly as the nav computer accepted the new trajectory.
The hum of the drive shifted pitch. They were committed. The reality of it settled in the quiet cabin, heavier than the artificial gravity. They were two stolen people in a stolen ship, with nothing but the filth on their skin and the hollow places inside.
“My mouth tastes like you,” Birdie said suddenly, the words stark in the silence. She wasn’t looking at him. She was staring at her own reflection in the darkened viewport.
Jay’s fingers froze over the console. The clinical detachment shattered. Heat flooded his neck, his ears. He could still feel the wet, desperate suction of her gratitude. “Birdie,” he started, a warning, a plea.
“No, it’s okay,” she said, turning to him. Her eyes were too bright. “It’s… it’s a clean taste. Compared to everything else. It’s the first thing I’ve swallowed in months that wasn’t someone else’s hate or… or nutrient paste for a Dracon larva.” A tear escaped, tracing the same path as before. “It was a thank you. A real one.”
Her gratitude was a blade twisting in a wound he couldn’t name. “You don’t have to thank me for that,” he ground out, focusing on a blinking fuel readout. “It was a transaction. I used what I had. What I am.” The word hung there. A tool. A receptacle. A whore.
“You’re Jay,” she said, fierce again. “You got us out. You took that man inside you so I wouldn’t have to die. So don’t you dare make it into nothing. I won’t let you.”
He finally looked at her. The raw conviction on her face was worse than pity. It demanded he be more than the sum of his degradations, and he knew, with a sick certainty, that he wasn’t. “What am I supposed to do with your thank you, Birdie?” he asked, his voice hollow. “Where does it go? It doesn’t fix the wiring. It doesn’t seal a hull breach.”
“I don’t know!” she cried, the sound bouncing off the close walls. “But it’s all I have to give. My body’s a used-up incubator. My skills are turning tricks and surviving humiliation. My only currency is this.” She gestured vaguely at her own mouth, her lap. “And you bought my life with yours. So I paid you. In the only coin I have.”
The truth of it was a cold, clear shock. They were bartering in degradation, but for the first time, it was a trade between equals. A mutual, desperate recognition. The horror wasn’t in the act; it was in the fact that it felt like the most honest exchange he’d had since boarding the Orion.
Jay looked away, his throat tight. “Then we’re even,” he managed. “Account settled.”
Birdie slumped back in her seat, the fight draining out of her. “It’ll never be settled,” she murmured, closing her eyes. “But we’re out. That’s the math for now.”
For a long time, the only sound was the drive and their breathing. Jay’s body ached in a dozen quiet ways—the deep, bruised feeling in his ass, the tender stretch in his jaw from gritting his teeth, the strange, empty thrum in his groin where pleasure had briefly, shamefully flared.
“We should sleep in shifts,” he said eventually, the mechanic reasserting order. “I’ll take first watch. You need it more than I do.”
Birdie didn’t argue. She unstrapped and floated toward the rear of the small cockpit, curling into a ball on the deck grating behind the seats. She was shivering. Jay retrieved a thermal foil blanket from the emergency locker and handed it to her without a word. She took it, wrapping it around her shoulders.
“Jay?” her voice was muffled by the foil.
“Yeah.”
“When we get to Therilon… what then?”
He stared at the nav console, the blinking dot representing their destination. What then? He was a mechanic who could no longer look a crew in the eye. A man whose body was a documented record of violation. A tool that had learned to crave the hand that used it. “We disappear,” he said, the words tasting like ash. “One step at a time.”
She didn’t reply. Soon, her breathing evened out into the shallow rhythm of exhausted sleep. Jay was alone with the hum of the ship and the ghost of her mouth on him. He watched the star-lines, and for the first time, the endless dark ahead looked exactly like what it was: empty. And he had never felt more exposed.
The low, grinding shudder of metal-on-metal docking clamps woke Birdie from her exhausted sleep. She blinked, disoriented, the thermal foil crinkling as she pushed it away. The viewport no longer showed streaking stars, but the pitted, carbon-scored hull of a derelict scout ship, its registry numbers long since scraped away. Jay was gone from the pilot’s seat.
She found him in the shuttle’s tiny airlock, the inner hatch open, a tool harness strapped over his smock. He was halfway inside an access panel on the derelict’s flank, his legs dangling. The sounds of precise, mechanical work echoed—the scrape of a spanner, the click of a connector being freed. A gutted transponder unit sat on the deck plating beside him, a nest of severed wires.
“Jay?” Her voice was sleep-rough.
He slid out, his movements efficient. Grease smudged his cheek. He held a different transponder module, this one scavenged, its casing cracked but its internal board likely intact. “Therilon’s junk ring,” he said, not looking at her, focusing on the unit in his hands. “Docked with this wreck an hour ago. Its beacon’s dead, but the encryption chip is still generic. We swap this into our shuttle, the dockmaster’s scan reads ‘Scout Vessel Kestrel,’ not ‘Stolen Brothel Shuttle.’”
Birdie hugged herself, watching him. The practiced ease of his hands, the total absorption in the task—it was a glimpse of the man he’d been before. It made the smock he wore seem like a cruel joke. “How long was I out?”
“Long enough.” He finally glanced at her, his eyes shadowed. He took a breath, as if steeling himself for a different kind of repair. “I’ve been thinking. While I was pulling this.” He nodded at the transponder. “You should go home.”
The words hung in the cold air between them. Birdie’s face went still. “Home.”
“You asked for it. In the sick bay. You said you wanted your mother.” Jay’s voice was low, matter-of-fact, but his knuckles were white where he gripped the module. “I can plot a course from here. It’s a two-day burn. I’ll take you. Then I’ll… disappear. With the shuttle.”
Tears welled in Birdie’s eyes instantly, a dam breaking. Not the silent tears of the Vixen, but a raw, hiccupping sob of relief so profound it bent her double. She covered her mouth, nodding furiously. “Yes,” she choked out. “Oh, stars, Jay. Yes.”
He looked away, as if her gratitude was a physical blow. “Don’t. Just… let me get this installed. Get us clean.” He turned back to the open panel, his shoulders rigid. The mechanic had made a decision. The man couldn’t bear to examine it.
The work took another hour. Birdie watched, silent now, her tears drying into salty tracks. She saw the focus in him, the way his mind shelved the horror and fixed on impedance values and signal buffers. It was how he survived. He was re-wiring their stolen identity, and in his head, he was already re-wiring her path, separating it from his own.
When the new transponder powered up, emitting a steady, legal pulse, Jay closed the access panel. “It’ll hold,” he said, wiping his hands on his smock. “Long enough.” He moved past her to the cockpit, inputting new coordinates. The shuttle detached from the derelict with a soft thump, its thrusters pushing them back into the dark.
Two days in the humming quiet. They didn’t speak of the Vixen. They didn’t speak of the pilot, or the taste in Birdie’s mouth. They ate nutrient bars from the emergency locker. They slept in shifts. Jay’s silence was a fortress. Birdie’s was a gathering storm.
The planet Sarif IV grew in the viewport, a blue-green marble. Jay brought them down through atmosphere with a mechanic’s competent grace, avoiding major spaceports, aiming for the sprawling, low-tech suburbs on the southern continent. He set the shuttle down in a scrapyard at the edge of a township, the rusting skeletons of old haulers providing cover.
“Is this it?” Birdie whispered, peering out at the dusty lanes and low prefab houses.
“The address you gave Michelle for your next-of-kin,” Jay said, his voice flat. “It’s three blocks that way.” He powered down the engines. The sudden silence was immense. “You should go.”
She didn’t move. She stared at her hands, clutched in her lap. The smock was stained. Her hair was lank. She smelled of recycled air and fear. “Come with me,” she said, the plea so small it was almost inaudible.
“No.” The word was final. He wouldn’t meet her eyes. “This is your exit. Not mine.”
Birdie’s breath hitched. She unstrapped, her movements slow, heavy. She walked to the airlock, Jay a silent shadow behind her. The ramp descended onto cracked tarmac, the air smelling of dust and engine coolant. She took one step, then two, then broke into a run.
Jay watched her go, a slim figure in a grey smock fleeing between mountains of scrap. He should lift off now. He didn’t. He leaned in the hatch, waiting, a strange, hollow dread filling the space where his instincts used to be.
Twenty minutes later, he saw them. Birdie, and an older woman—her mother. The woman’s hand was clamped over her mouth. She was pulling Birdie by the arm, her steps frantic, hurrying her through the scrap alleyways, casting fearful glances behind her. They reached the foot of the ramp. The mother’s eyes locked on Jay, standing there in his identical smock. Her face drained of color.
“Inside,” the woman hissed, practically shoving Birdie up the ramp. “Stars above, inside now!”
They stumbled into the shuttle’s small cargo hold. The mother sealed the outer hatch, then turned, her back against it, as if barricading them from the outside world. Her eyes swept over Birdie, over Jay, taking in the smocks, the bruises, the hollowed-out look in their eyes. “Birdie,” she breathed. “Your messages stopped six months ago. They said you’d transferred to a deep-space hospitality liner.”
Birdie let out a sound that was half-laugh, half-sob. “Hospitality.”
“What happened to you?” her mother demanded, her voice trembling. “What is this? Who is he?” She gestured sharply at Jay.
Jay said nothing. He was an observer, a ghost in the room.
“He’s Jay. He got me out,” Birdie whispered. Then the words began to spill, a toxic flood she could no longer contain. “It was a brothel, Mom. The Vixen. Captain Vance sold me. They… they made us…” She gagged, clutching her stomach. “They made us into incubators. For Dracon larvae. They grew them inside us. I gave birth on a stage, Mom. In front of clients.”
Her mother’s hand flew to her own mouth again, her eyes wide with dawning, horrific comprehension. She looked at Birdie’s body, the smock hiding nothing of her thinness, her shuddering.
“And the… the services,” Birdie wept, the shame a physical weight bending her. “Every day. For anyone. However they wanted. I swallowed… I did things…” She couldn’t finish. She just shook her head, tears streaming. “Jay too. They used him. They used everything.”
The mother’s gaze snapped to Jay. He saw it then—the revulsion, the pity, the fear of contamination. She looked at him and saw the men who had used her daughter. She saw the fact of his participation. She saw a whore. Her eyes asked the question her voice didn’t: *And what did you do to my girl to get her here?*
Jay held that gaze, his face a mask. Let her think it. It was easier. The truth—that he’d been a receptacle just like Birdie, that his body had been a town square for violation—was somehow more humiliating to confess. Her disgust was a mirror, and he couldn’t look away.
“We have to go to the authorities,” the mother said suddenly, her voice tight with panic. “We have to report this. That ship, that captain…”
“No!” Birdie’s cry was sharp, desperate. “They’ll find us. Michelle’s brokers, they’ll come looking. They’ll take me back. Or they’ll kill you. They have contracts, Mom. They *own* me.” The word ‘own’ shattered in the air.
The mother stared, the reality of their situation crashing down. Her daughter was property. A fugitive. Standing in a stolen ship with a broken man. The law wasn’t salvation; it was a beacon for monsters. She slid down the hatch door, landing on the deck with a soft thud, all her strength gone. She opened her arms.
Birdie collapsed into them, burying her face in her mother’s neck, her body wracked with silent, heaving sobs. Her mother rocked her, crying too, her hands stroking Birdie’s filthy hair, whispering, “My girl, my poor girl,” over and over.
Jay turned away. The intimacy of their grief was a room he had no right to enter. He was the delivery system. The mechanic who’d fixed this one, specific problem. His part was done. The hollow ache in his chest was just the echo of the engine shutting down. Nothing more.
After a long time, Birdie’s mother helped her to her feet. She looked at Jay, her expression now complex—fear, gratitude, a residual stain of distrust. “Thank you,” she said stiffly. “For bringing her home.”
Jay gave a single, short nod. *Account settled.*
“Come on, baby,” the mother whispered, leading Birdie toward the hatch. Birdie paused at the threshold, looking back at Jay. Her eyes were oceans of pain, but in their depths, he saw a terrible, dawning freedom. A chance to heal, or try.
“Jay…” she started.
“Go,” he said, his voice rough. “Be safe.”
“What about you?” she asked.
“I have my own accont to settle. But don’t worry, if they catch up with me I will tell them you died and I jettisoned your body. You’ll be safe here if you don’t draw attention to yourself.” He replied with a reassuring smile.
She went. The hatch sealed behind them. Through a porthole, Jay watched the two women, arms around each other, disappear into the maze of scrap, heading for a home that could never be the same. He was alone. In a stolen shuttle. With a new transponder and an emptiness so vast it had its own gravity.
He climbed into the pilot’s seat. His hands moved automatically, powering up the thrusters. He didn’t look at Sarif IV shrinking below. He looked at the nav console, its star chart blank, waiting for a destination. He input none. He just pointed the nose up, toward the endless, star-dusted dark, and accelerated. The only place left that might have a use for him.

