The OC - my version
Reading from

The OC - my version

16 chapters • 0 views
The Pool House
2
Chapter 2 of 16

The Pool House

Ryan is in the guest room, the orange jumpsuit pooled at his feet, wearing only his boxers, when a soft knock makes him grab the folded clothes from the bed—Sandy's old jeans and a button-down, still warm from the dryer. Kirsten steps in without waiting, sets a stack of towels on the dresser, and her gray eyes land on the scars on his ribs, the fresh bruise on his shoulder. 'Sandy told me about your brother,' she says, her voice quiet but not soft. 'Is he safe?' Ryan's jaw tightens, and he looks away, the words 'I don't know' stuck in his throat as she waits, the silence between them heavier than any question she could have asked. Ryan goes to smoke outside in front of the house and this is where he meets Marissa for the first time

The pool house door clicked shut behind him, and Ryan stood there a moment, letting the silence settle. The lamp cast its weak circle of light over the leather couch and the stack of towels Sandy had left folded on the armrest, and beyond the glass doors the pool glittered, dark and restless under the night sky.

He'd been in Newport for three hours. Three hours since Sandy had driven him past the gates and the manicured hedges and the houses that looked like they'd been designed by someone who'd never had to worry about a lock on the door. Three hours since he'd been handed a key to a pool house that was bigger than his mother's entire apartment in Chino.

His hands were shaking. He shoved them in his pockets.

The cigarette pack was a comfort he hadn't earned, a habit from a life that felt like it belonged to someone else now. He pulled it out anyway, thumbed the lid open, and found one cigarette left. The lighter was cheap, the kind you bought at a gas station, and it sparked twice before catching.

He needed air. The walls of the pool house, even with their cedar and their chlorine and their expensive quiet, were pressing in on him, and the smoke was already curling in his lungs like a question he didn't know how to answer.

He left the door open behind him, walked past the pool, and found the side gate that led to the street. The house was dark, the Cohens asleep or pretending to be, and the neighborhood was so quiet he could hear his own footsteps on the concrete. The air smelled like jasmine and salt, and he hated how much he already liked it.

He stopped at the curb, lit the cigarette, and let the first drag settle him. The smoke curled up and disappeared into the dark, and he watched it go like it might take some of the tension with it.

That's when he heard the footsteps.

He turned. A girl was walking down the street, her heels clicking against the pavement in a rhythm that said she wasn't in a hurry but also wasn't looking for company. She was wearing a silk sundress that caught the streetlight, pale yellow, the kind of thing that probably cost more than his entire wardrobe. Her hair was long and blonde, sun-streaked even in the dark, and she had her arms wrapped around herself like she was holding something in.

She stopped when she saw him. Her eyes went wide, then narrowed, and she tilted her head like she was trying to place him.

"You're not a robber," she said. It wasn't a question.

"No." He took another drag. "I'm not."

"Good." She took a step closer. "Because I've had a really long night, and I don't think I have it in me to be a hostage."

Ryan almost laughed. Almost. "I'm Ryan."

"Marissa." She let her arms drop, and he saw the tension in her shoulders, the way she held herself like she was bracing for something. "You're staying at the Cohens'?"

"Pool house." He flicked ash off the cigarette. "Just got here."

"Ah." She nodded like that explained something. "The famous Ryan Atwood. Sandy's been talking about you all week."

He felt something tighten in his chest. "He talks too much."

"He cares too much." She smiled, and it was the kind of smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "There's a difference."

He didn't know what to say to that, so he didn't say anything. He took another drag, and she watched him, and the silence between them was the first one all night that didn't feel like it was waiting for something to break.

"Can I have one of those?" she asked, nodding at the cigarette.

"You don't smoke."

"How do you know?"

He looked at her. The streetlight caught her eyes, and they were blue, the kind of blue that looked like it had been through a lot of weather. "You walk like someone who's trying to quit something."

She stared at him for a long moment. Then she laughed, a low, rough sound that surprised him. "You're observant."

"Comes with the territory."

"What territory is that?"

He didn't answer. He offered her the cigarette instead, and she took it, her fingers brushing his, and he felt the warmth of her skin before she pulled away.

She took a drag like she'd done it before, held it, exhaled. The smoke curled around her face, and for a second she looked older than she was, older than the sundress and the designer sunglasses she'd probably left at home.

"My dad's in trouble," she said, out of nowhere. "Again. And my mom's already planning the damage control. I just… I needed to get out of the house before I said something I couldn't take back."

Ryan didn't know what to say to that. He didn't know her, didn't know her family, didn't know anything about the world she lived in. But he knew what it felt like to need to get out of a house before you said something you couldn't take back.

"I get it," he said.

She looked at him, and something in her face shifted. The guardedness dropped, just for a second, and he saw the exhaustion underneath. "Do you?"

"Yeah." He met her eyes. "I do."

She held his gaze for a long moment. Then she passed the cigarette back to him, and their fingers touched again, and this time neither of them pulled away right away.

"You know," she said, her voice quieter now, "I don't usually do this."

"Do what?"

"Stand on the street at midnight smoking with a stranger."

"I'm not a stranger." He took a drag, held it, exhaled. "I'm Ryan."

She smiled, and this time it reached her eyes. "Marissa."

He nodded. "Good to meet you, Marissa."

"Good to meet you too, Ryan."

The cigarette burned down to the filter, and he stubbed it out on the curb, pocketing the butt because he'd learned not to leave evidence. She watched him do it, and he saw something flicker in her eyes—curiosity, maybe, or recognition. The kind of look that said she'd noticed he was careful, and she wondered why.

"I should go," she said, but she didn't move. She was still standing there, her arms wrapped around herself again, the night air raising goosebumps on her bare shoulders.

"It's late," he said. "You want me to walk you home?"

She looked at him for a long moment. "I live two streets over. But… yeah. Okay."

They walked in silence, the streetlights casting their shadows long and thin ahead of them. The houses got bigger as they went, the lawns greener, the cars in the driveways more expensive. Ryan kept his hands in his pockets, his eyes scanning the street out of habit, and he felt her glance at him more than once.

"You're not what I expected," she said finally.

"What did you expect?"

"I don't know. Someone… harder."

He almost smiled. "I am hard."

"No," she said, and her voice was soft. "You're not. You're just careful."

He didn't have an answer for that, so he didn't give one. They walked the rest of the way in silence, and when they reached her house—a sprawling white colonial with a fountain in the front yard—she stopped at the gate and turned to face him.

"Thank you," she said. "For the company."

"Anytime."

She smiled, and there was something in it that made his chest ache. "I might take you up on that."

She turned and walked up the path, and he watched her go, the yellow sundress catching the porch light, her blonde hair swaying against her back. She didn't look back, and he didn't expect her to.

He walked back to the Cohen house, his hands still in his pockets, the ghost of her touch still warm on his fingers. The pool house was dark when he let himself in, the lamp still glowing its low yellow circle, and he sat on the edge of the leather couch and stared at the glass doors.

Somewhere in the main house, a light flicked on. Then off.

He lay back on the couch, the leather cool against his skin, and closed his eyes. The cigarette smoke was still on his clothes, and underneath it, faint and unfamiliar, something that smelled like jasmine and salt and the girl in the yellow sundress.

He didn't know her last name. He didn't know her story. But he knew the way she'd looked at him, like she'd seen something in him that she recognized, and he knew that was dangerous.

He fell asleep with the image of her standing at the gate, the porch light catching her hair, and the sound of her heels clicking against the pavement in his ears.

Morning came too bright. The sun poured through the glass doors and hit him square in the face, and Ryan woke with the unfamiliar feeling of having slept somewhere safe. His hand went to his pocket before he was even fully conscious, checking for the cigarette butt he'd stubbed out, and found it still there. Habit. The kind that kept you alive in places where leaving evidence got you hurt.

The main house was awake by the time he'd washed his face in the pool house's tiny bathroom and pulled on the same jeans and t-shirt from yesterday. He could hear voices through the walls, the clatter of dishes, the smell of coffee drifting across the patio. He stood at the glass doors for a long moment, watching the pool glitter in the morning light, and tried to remember the last time someone had made him breakfast.

He couldn't.

The Cohens' kitchen was all white marble and stainless steel, the kind of room that looked like it belonged in a magazine spread. Kirsten was at the stove, her gray eyes focused on something in a pan, and Seth was at the island, hunched over a bowl of cereal, his floppy brown hair sticking up in three different directions. Sandy was reading the newspaper, his coffee cup already half-empty, and he looked up when Ryan appeared in the doorway like he'd been waiting for him.

"There he is." Sandy's smile was warm, crooked, exactly the kind of smile that made you want to trust him. "Sleep okay?"

"Yeah." Ryan stood in the doorway, not sure where to put his hands. "Thanks."

"Pool house is a little rustic, but it's got character." Sandy gestured at the stool next to Seth. "Sit. Eat. Kirsten makes a mean omelet."

Ryan sat. Seth looked at him over the rim of his cereal bowl, his brown eyes curious behind his glasses, and gave him a small nod. "So you're the guy my dad keeps talking about."

"Seth." Sandy's voice carried a warning.

"What? I'm being welcoming." Seth turned back to Ryan. "I'm Seth. I'm the son. The one who's been asking for a brother since I was six, apparently."

Ryan felt the corner of his mouth twitch. "I heard."

"Good. Then you know the pressure's on." Seth shoved a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. "No pressure, but my entire childhood hinged on this moment."

Kirsten set a plate in front of Ryan, the omelet golden and folded perfectly, and he looked at it like it might bite him. "Thank you," he said, and his voice came out rougher than he meant it to.

"You're welcome." She didn't smile, but her eyes softened, just a fraction. "There's orange juice in the fridge if you want it."

He ate. The omelet was good, better than anything he'd had in months, and he tried not to eat it too fast. Seth kept up a running commentary about something called a "graphic novel" and a "reboot" and a "cinematic universe," and Ryan nodded along, not understanding half of it but recognizing the shape of someone filling silence because they were nervous.

Sandy pushed his newspaper aside and leaned forward. "So. I was thinking we could get you enrolled in the local high school. Get you set up with a schedule, meet some teachers. If that's okay with you."

Ryan set down his fork. "Yeah. Okay."

"It's a good school. Newport Harbor." Sandy's voice was careful, measured. "It's different from what you're used to."

"I figured."

"But you'll figure it out." Sandy said it like it was already decided, like there was no question in his mind that Ryan would land on his feet. "You've got a good head on your shoulders, Ryan. I've seen it."

Ryan didn't know what to say to that. He looked down at his plate, at the last bite of omelet, and thought about the girl in the yellow sundress. The way she'd said his name. The way she'd looked at him like she recognized something.

"I met someone last night," he said, and the words came out before he could stop them.

Kirsten's hand paused over the stove. Sandy's eyebrows went up.

"Oh?" Sandy's voice was carefully neutral.

"A girl. Marissa. She was walking home, and I walked her back." He didn't know why he was telling them this. It wasn't any of their business. But the silence felt heavy, and he wanted to fill it with something true.

Seth choked on his cereal. "Marissa Cooper? You met Marissa Cooper?"

"I don't know her last name."

"Cooper," Seth said, wiping his mouth. "Her dad's Jimmy Cooper. He's kind of a legend around here, and not in a good way. Her mom's Julie, who is terrifying in a way that should be studied by scientists. And Marissa is—" He stopped, something flickering in his eyes. "She's Marissa."

Ryan felt something tighten in his chest. "What does that mean?"

"It means she's the most popular girl at Newport Harbor," Seth said, and his voice had an edge to it now, something careful and protective. "And she's been through a lot. So if you're looking for a project, or a conquest, or—"

"Seth." Sandy's voice was sharp.

"I'm just saying." Seth shrugged, but his eyes were serious. "She's been through enough. She doesn't need some new guy from Chino adding to it."

Ryan set down his fork. The omelet sat heavy in his stomach now, and he looked at Seth, at the protective edge in his voice, and understood something he hadn't before. Seth knew Marissa. Cared about her, maybe. And he was warning Ryan off, the way you'd warn a stray dog away from something you loved.

"I'm not looking for a project," Ryan said. His voice was flat, even. "I just walked her home. That's it."

Seth held his gaze for a long moment. Then he nodded, just once, and went back to his cereal.

The kitchen settled into silence. Kirsten turned back to the stove, and Sandy picked up his paper, and Ryan stared at his empty plate and thought about the way Marissa had looked at him, like she'd seen something in him that she recognized. He didn't know what that was. He didn't know if he wanted to find out.

But he knew he'd see her again. The way his chest had tightened when Seth said her name, the way his fingers still remembered the warmth of hers—he knew it like he knew the feel of a punch landing, like he knew the sound of a door slamming shut.

Some things you didn't get to choose.

Sandy cleared his throat. "I'll drive you over to the school this afternoon. Get you registered. Sound good?"

"Yeah." Ryan stood, picking up his plate and carrying it to the sink. "Sounds good."

He rinsed the plate and set it in the dishwasher, and when he turned around, Seth was watching him. There was something different in his eyes now—not a warning, but a question. The kind of look that said he was trying to figure Ryan out.

"You know," Seth said, "if you're going to be living here, you're going to need a better wardrobe. The leather jacket thing is cool, but it's not exactly Newport."

Ryan almost smiled. "I'll keep that in mind."

"I'm serious. There's a rule: no leather after Memorial Day. It's in the bylaws."

"I'll check the bylaws."

Seth grinned, and for a second he looked like a kid, not the sharp-edged protector from a moment ago. "Welcome to the family, Ryan. Try not to be too cool for us."

Ryan didn't answer. He walked back toward the pool house, the morning sun warm on his back, and he could feel the weight of the Cohens' eyes on him. He didn't know what he was doing here. He didn't know why they'd taken him in, why they'd given him a key and an omelet and a room that was bigger than anything he'd ever had.

But he knew one thing. He'd see Marissa Cooper again. And whatever that meant—whatever it was going to cost—he wasn't going to be able to stay away.

Comments

Be the first to share your thoughts on this chapter.