The timestamp counter rolls in the corner of the screen. 00:00. Then 00:01. Then 00:02. The numbers feel like a heartbeat I can't control, each one a second I wasn't there, a second I didn't know, a second she was alone in that room with them.
The frozen frame holds Kira on her knees. Her eyes are open but they're not seeing anything—that glassy, faraway look that makes my stomach turn because I know that look. I've seen it in Elena's eyes. I've seen it in Anna's. It's the look of someone whose mind has left the room because the body can't.
There's a hand in her hair. I don't recognize the fingers—thick, hairy knuckles, a silver ring on the middle finger. The man holding the camera is off-screen but his hand is in frame, twisted in her platinum bob, tilting her head up at an angle that makes her throat stretch.
My thumb hovers over the play button.
The kitchen is dark around me. The refrigerator hums its low, constant note, and the blue glow from its interior spills across the tile, catching the edges of my hands. My hands are shaking. I notice this like I notice everything—from a distance, cataloguing, filing it away. My knuckles are white around the phone. My jaw aches from clenching.
The group chat is still open in my peripheral vision, the message that started all this sitting there like a lit fuse: a laughing emoji, a timestamp, and the words "check this out, Calloway finally got the ice queen."
I'd been scrolling through my phone in the dark, unable to sleep, when the notification had come through. A group chat I'd been added to weeks ago by a guy in my econ class who thought I was "one of the boys." I'd never posted anything. Never reacted. Just watched, catalogued, filed away the names and the weaknesses and the ways these people thought they were untouchable.
And then this.
The video forwarded with a laughing emoji. Four thousand views already. Four thousand people had seen my Kira on her knees before I even knew she was missing from me.
I press play.
The screen flickers to life, and the bedroom comes into focus—unfamiliar walls, a cheap headboard, a pile of clothes on a chair that isn't hers. Kira is on her knees on the floor, and she's smiling. That's the worst part. She's smiling up at the man holding the camera, her lips parted, her eyes empty, and she's smiling like she's happy to be there.
The man behind the camera speaks. "That's it, baby. Open wide."
She opens wider. Her hands are wrapped around two other cocks—one on each side of her, anonymous men in the shadows of the frame, their hips rocking lazily as she works them with her fists. She's naked. Her skin is pale in the low light, and there's a sheen of sweat on her shoulders, and she's moving like she's been doing this for hours.
Because she has been. The timestamp counter in the corner of the video tells me this is forty-seven minutes in.
The man behind the camera steps forward, and his cock fills the frame as he feeds it into her mouth. She takes him without hesitation, her throat relaxing, her hands still working the other two. The sound she makes is wet and hollow, a sound that has no joy in it, a sound that's just mechanics, just muscle memory.
My stomach turns. I don't look away.
I watch her get passed around like a toy. I watch them trade places, reposition her, use her mouth and her hands and her body like she's furniture, like she's nothing, like she's a thing they found and decided to break. She doesn't beg. She doesn't fight. She just takes it, her body moving on autopilot, her eyes fixed on some middle distance that isn't the room she's in.
I watch the clock in the corner of the video. It jumps. 47:00. 1:12:00. 2:05:00. The video has been edited—jump-cuts stitching together the worst moments, the ones worth keeping, the ones someone thought would be fun to share with four thousand strangers.
And then Jake Calloway walks into frame.
I know him before I see his face. The way the others pull back, the way the energy in the room shifts, the way Kira's empty eyes track him like she's been waiting for permission. He's wearing a letterman jacket and nothing else, his hair still wet from a shower, and he's grinning that grin, the one he wears in the cafeteria, the one he wears when he thinks he's won something.
The others pull back, their cocks still hard, their hands still on her, but they're waiting now. Watching. Jake reaches down and grabs a fistful of her hair, yanking her head back so she has to look up at him.
"You ready for the main event, ice queen?"
She blinks up at him. Her lips are swollen, slick with spit, and there's a smear of something on her cheek that I don't want to name. She nods. She actually nods, like she's agreeing, like she has any say in what happens to her in this room.
"Say my name."
"Jake." Her voice is hoarse, barely a whisper, but it carries through the phone's speaker like a knife.
"Louder."
"Jake."
He grins and shoves himself down her throat.
I watch her gag. I watch her choke. I watch her eyes water and her hands come up to push against his thighs, instinct fighting against whatever drug is in her system, whatever they gave her to make her smile like that, to make her nod like that, to make her say his name like she wanted it.
He holds her there. Counts in his head, I can see it in the way his jaw works, the way his eyes go distant with pleasure. He holds her down until her throat convulses around him, until she's making sounds that aren't words, until her hands fall away from his thighs and hang limp at her sides.
Then he pulls out, and she gasps, and he comes on her face before she can even catch her breath.
The others laugh. Someone off-camera says something I can't make out, and Jake spins her around, pushing her down onto her hands and knees on the floor. He mounts her from behind without ceremony, without asking, without anything that could be mistaken for care.
He fucks her hard for twenty minutes.
I watch the timestamp. I watch the way his hips slam against her, the way her body jerks forward with each thrust, the way her fingers scrabble against the floor like she's trying to hold on to something. I watch the way she moans his name—Jake, Jake, Jake—a litany that sounds like it's been drilled into her, a reflex now, a trained response.
He comes inside her. I watch him pull out, watch the mess of it, watch the way she collapses onto her side on the floor, her chest heaving, her eyes still that same glassy distance.
And then the others take their turns.
I watch the whole thing. Every minute. Every angle. Every anonymous hand on her body, every stranger's cock in her mouth, every time someone new steps into frame and she opens herself for them like she was made for it.
I watch until the timestamp hits 3:00:00 and the screen goes dark.
The video ends. The app returns to its menu. The group chat is still there, the laughing emoji still burning in my peripheral vision, and I'm still sitting in the dark kitchen with the refrigerator humming and the stale coffee smell in my nose and my hands shaking around the phone.
I don't move for a long time.
I sit there in the blue glow and I let the rage build, let it crystallize into something cold and sharp and precise. I catalog every face I saw. Every hand. Every voice. I file away the details—the silver ring on the middle finger, the tattoo on the forearm of the second man, the way the third one breathed through his mouth like an animal.
And then I get to Jake.
Jake Calloway, who grabbed her hair. Who forced her to say his name. Who fucked her for twenty minutes and came inside her like he had a right to her body.
Jake Calloway, who is going to learn what happens when you touch what's mine.
I'm already planning it when I see the name in the video description. A credit, almost—like this was a production, like someone was proud of their work. The man who uploaded it, the man who held the camera, the man whose hand was in her hair with the silver ring on his middle finger.
Derek Hale.
The name burns into my memory like a brand.
Derek Hale.
I don't know him. I've never seen him. But I know his name now, and I know his hand, and I know the way he breathed when he was inside her throat.
The man holding the camera was never just a witness. He was the director. He was the one who framed the shots, who chose the angles, who made sure the worst moments were captured and edited and shared with four thousand strangers.
He's the one who made this happen.
He's the one who took my Kira and turned her into content.
I lock the phone. I press it to the counter, the screen going dark, the blue glow dying, and I speak to the empty kitchen. My voice is hoarse, raw, scraped clean by the hours I just spent watching.
"That wasn't just a bystander."
The words land into the silence. The refrigerator hums. The last syllable is eaten by the sound, nothing to answer me but the cold tile and the blue glow.
"That was the shooter."
The words sit in the dark between me and the humming appliance, and for a second I hear how they sound out loud—flat, certain, the voice of a man who has already made up his mind. I like that voice. I've been building it for weeks, layer by layer, in lecture halls and empty offices and the cold rooms of a cabin that no one will ever find. But right now it doesn't feel like mine. Right now it feels like something I'm wearing that doesn't fit yet.
I turn the phone over in my hand. The screen is dark, but I can still see the frozen frame burned into the back of my eyelids—Kira's glassy eyes, the silver ring, the way her throat stretched around a cock that wasn't mine. I press my thumb against the glass and feel the faint warmth of the battery, the only proof that any of it was real.
Derek Hale.
I say the name again, silently this time, letting it settle into the architecture of my mouth. Derek Hale. It sounds like a guy who peaked in high school. It sounds like a guy who thinks the word "consent" is a buzzkill. It sounds like a guy who has no idea that his name is now a problem he can't solve with a laugh and a shrug.
The kitchen clock ticks somewhere above the sink. I don't look at it. Time has stopped meaning anything in this room; the only clock that matters is the one that ran for three hours in a bedroom I've never seen, and it's already done its damage.
I think about waking Kira. I think about climbing the stairs, slipping into her room, sitting on the edge of her bed and telling her that I know. That I watched. That I saw every second of what they did to her, and that I'm going to make it right. But I know how that conversation goes. I know the look that would cross her face—the shame, the horror, the way she'd curl away from me like I'd become one of them, a witness to her degradation instead of the man who's supposed to protect her.
She doesn't need to know yet. What she needs is for me to fix it.
I push off the counter and stand in the dark, the phone still cold in my grip. My legs are stiff from sitting too long, my back aching from the hunch I've been in for—I check the clock now, finally—nearly two hours. Two hours I've been sitting in this kitchen, watching my girlfriend get passed around like a party favor. Two hours I've been cataloguing faces and hands and the particular way each of them breathed.
I walk to the sink and run the cold tap. I cup my hands under the stream and bring them to my face, the shock of it sharp against my skin, water dripping down my wrists and onto the counter. I do it again. And again. The water is the only thing in this house that feels real right now, the only thing that isn't trying to crawl under my skin and live there.
I dry my face with a dish towel that smells faintly of Priya's laundry detergent—something floral, something domestic, something that belongs to a world where girls don't end up on their knees in stranger's bedrooms. I hang the towel back on the rack and I look at my reflection in the dark window above the sink. I can barely make out my own face—just the outline of a jaw, the shadow of eyes that don't look like mine anymore.
I don't recognize the man staring back at me. But I think I'm starting to like him.
The phone buzzes in my hand. A notification. I look down and see the group chat has lit up again—another message, another laughing emoji, someone typing "wait till you see part two." My thumb moves before I can stop it, hovering over the notification, and I feel the rage spike hot and immediate in my chest.
Part two.
There's more. Three hours wasn't the whole thing. Three hours was just what someone thought was worth uploading, and there's more footage out there, more of my Kira, more of their hands on her body, more of Jake Calloway's grin and Derek Hale's camera.
I lock the phone. I set it face-down on the counter. And I stand very still in the dark kitchen, breathing through my nose, counting to ten, letting the cold tile bite into my bare feet and the refrigerator hum its endless song.
Derek Hale is a door I'm about to walk through. And on the other side of that door, I'm going to find out exactly what kind of man I've become.
The notification hangs there. Part two. I don't think. I just press.
The screen flickers and the same bedroom resolves out of the dark—same cheap headboard, same pile of clothes on the chair, same low light that makes everything look like a bad dream. Kira is on her back now, legs spread, and there are more of them than before. The timestamp in the corner reads 00:00. The counter starts rolling.
She's not smiling this time.
Her head is tilted back over the edge of the bed, her platinum bob pooling on the floor, and there's a line of men standing over her face—four, five, I lose count as they shift. One of them is already stroking himself, fist moving slow and deliberate, and the others are waiting their turn, hands on their own cocks, watching her like she's a meal they've been saving.
Behind the camera, Derek Hale's voice: "Open up, ice queen. Show them that throat."
She opens. Her jaw drops wide, her tongue extends, and I watch the first man step forward and feed himself into her mouth. She takes him deep without being told, her throat relaxing, her hands coming up to hold his thighs like she's been trained to do exactly this.
Because she has been. Three hours of it, before this moment even started.
The second man moves to her side, and I watch him slide into her pussy in one smooth thrust. Her body jerks, a sound escaping around the cock in her mouth—not a protest, not pleasure, just sound, just mechanics. The third man kneels by her hand and guides it to his cock, and she wraps her fingers around him without being asked.
She's being used. All of her, every hole, every hand, every inch of skin. They're taking turns, trading positions, and she's just lying there taking it, her eyes fixed on the ceiling, her body moving on autopilot because the alternative is being present for this and her mind has already left the building.
I watch the timestamp. 00:14. 00:27. 00:52. The men move faster, their breathing roughening, and I know what's coming before it happens. The first one pulls out of her mouth with a wet sound and strokes himself twice, three times, and then he's coming on her face—white ropes across her cheeks, her forehead, her open waiting tongue. The second follows, pulling out of her pussy and jerking himself over her stomach. The third. The fourth.
They're all over her. She's covered in it, glistening under the low light, and she's still lying there with her tongue out, waiting, like this is the part she was made for.
Someone off-camera laughs. "Look at her. Fucking loves it."
She doesn't respond. Her eyes are still on the ceiling.
And then Derek Hale steps into frame.
He's holding a glass. A tall one, the kind you'd drink iced tea out of, and it's full—cloudy, thick, still warm enough that I can see the faint steam rising from the surface. He holds it up to the camera like a toast.
"Hydration," he says, and the others laugh.
He crouches beside her, and I watch him slide a hand behind her head, lifting it gently, almost tenderly, like he's about to help her sip a glass of water after a long night. He brings the glass to her lips.
"Drink up, baby. Every drop."
She doesn't resist. Her mouth opens, and he tips the glass, and I watch her swallow. Once. Twice. The liquid is thick, viscous, and it coats her lips as it goes down, leaving a sheen on her chin. She drinks like she's thirsty, like she's been waiting for this, and the men around her are cheering now, clapping, someone whistling.
The glass is half empty. He tips it higher.
"That's it. Good girl."
She keeps drinking. Her throat works, swallowing again and again, and I watch the level drop until the glass is empty and she's licking her lips, her tongue catching the last drops, her eyes still that same glassy distance.
"All of it," Derek says, and there's something like pride in his voice. "Every last drop. You see that? That's the whole team. You took all of us."
She blinks up at him. Her lips are swollen, slick, and there's a smear of white at the corner of her mouth that she doesn't wipe away.
"Thank you," she whispers. Her voice is hoarse, barely audible through the phone's speaker. "Thank you, Derek."
My stomach turns. I don't look away.
And then Jake Calloway is there, pushing through the crowd of men, and the energy in the room shifts. The others pull back, giving him space, and he's grinning that grin, the one he wears when he's won something. He's naked, already hard, and he grabs Kira by the ankle and drags her to the edge of the bed.
"My turn again," he says. "I get seconds."
She doesn't resist. She lets him position her, lets him lift her legs onto his shoulders, lets him slide into her with a single hard thrust that makes her gasp. And then he starts fucking her—hard, fast, relentless, the way he did in the first video, the way he does everything, like he's trying to prove something.
"Say my name," he grunts, slamming into her.
"Jake."
"Louder."
"Jake." Her voice is stronger now, more present, and I hate that I can hear the difference. Hate that some part of her is actually here for this, actually feeling it, actually responding to him in a way she never responds to me.
"Who's the best?" He drives into her harder, his hips slapping against hers. "Who fucks you better than anyone?"
"You, Jake."
"Whose are you?"
"Yours."
"Say it."
"I'm yours, Jake. I'm yours."
He comes inside her with a groan, his body shuddering, and I watch him collapse onto her, his weight pressing her into the mattress. She wraps her arms around him, her legs still locked around his waist, and she holds him there, her fingers tracing lazy patterns on his back.
The screen goes dark.
The timestamp stops at 2:00:00.
I sit in the dark kitchen with the phone in my hand, the refrigerator humming its endless song, and I don't move. I can't move. The rage has crystallized into something so cold and so sharp that I'm afraid if I shift, I'll shatter into a thousand pieces.
She said she was his. She said his name like she meant it. She wrapped her arms around him like he was something to hold onto, not something to endure.
And I don't know if that was the drugs. I don't know if that was the training, the hours of conditioning they put her through before the camera even started rolling. I don't know if that was Kira, some hidden part of her that I've never seen, surfacing in a stranger's bedroom because she was too far gone to stop it.
I don't know which possibility is worse.
I scroll down to the comments. The video has been up for six hours. It has eleven thousand views. The comments are a sewer—laughing emojis, crude jokes, people tagging their friends, people asking for her name, people asking where the party was, people asking if there's more.
And then I see it. A comment from an account I don't recognize, posted three hours ago, with two hundred likes:
"This ain't even the best one. Wait till you see the other videos. They got more than just the ice queen."
More than just Kira.
The words sit in my chest like a stone. I read them again. And again. And I feel the rage shift, expand, take on a new shape—because this isn't just about Kira anymore. This is about other girls. Other women. Other someone's girlfriends, someone's daughters, someone's sisters, all of them drugged and used and filmed and shared with eleven thousand strangers who think it's funny.
Other videos.
I think about the noise I heard in the background of the first video. The sounds of other people fucking, other bodies moving, other voices—a female voice that I half-recognized, a voice I couldn't place, a voice that's been nagging at me since the first time I watched. I'd dismissed it, focused on Kira, but now the comment drags it back to the surface.
I rewind the video. Not to the beginning—to the background noise, the parts I'd tuned out while watching Kira. I close my eyes and let the audio wash over me, separating the strands. There's the wet slap of skin, the grunts of the men in frame, the creak of the bed frame. And underneath it all, that voice. Female. Higher than Kira's. Breaking on a note that sounds like a plea or a moan or both.
I play it again. And again. Each time I strip away another layer of sound, trying to isolate her. She's not close to the camera—she's somewhere else in the house, another room, another bed. But she's loud enough to bleed through the walls, loud enough to be caught on a microphone that was never meant for her.
There's a rhythm to her voice. Not words, not quite—just sound, rising and falling. And then, at one point, something sharper. A name. Not Jake's. Not Derek's. A name I almost catch before it slips away, swallowed by a moan that cuts through everything else.
I play it a fourth time, a fifth, my thumb pressing the rewind icon harder each time like I can force the audio to give up her identity through sheer pressure. The name comes again, and this time I catch the first syllable. It starts with an E. Or an C. The sound is too distorted, too muffled by the wall between her and the microphone, and I feel the frustration coil in my chest like a second snake.
I pull up the comments again. The account that posted the teaser has no profile picture, no posts, no followers. A burner. Someone who knows more than they're saying, someone who's either part of it or close enough to have seen the full archive. I screenshot the comment, then the username, then the timestamp.
Maya would know how to trace it. She has contacts in places I don't, ways of digging that go deeper than a student ID and a campus email. But Maya is also the one who brought me the rumor in the first place, and I still don't know whose side she's really on. She watches me like she's cataloguing my reactions, filing them away for some purpose I haven't figured out yet.
There's a sound from upstairs. Footsteps, soft and hesitant, moving toward the stairs. I look at the phone in my hand, the screen still glowing with the frozen frame of Kira's face, and I lock it before the light can betray what I've been watching. The footsteps pause at the top of the stairs, and I know without looking that it's her—Kira, unable to sleep, drawn down by some instinct she probably can't name.
She appears in the doorway, a shadow in the dark, wearing my shirt and nothing else. Her hair is still damp from the shower, and she's holding something in her hand—a glass of water, I realize, the condensation gleaming in the faint blue light of the refrigerator. She doesn't speak. She just stands there, looking at me, and I can see the question in her eyes even before she asks it.
"Couldn't sleep either?" Her voice is small, stripped of the polish she wears like armor. It's the voice of a girl who's been hollowed out and is trying to figure out what's left.
"No." I don't move from the chair. The phone is face-down on the counter now, the screen dark, but I can still feel its presence like a live wire between us.
She crosses the kitchen, her bare feet silent on the tiles, and sets the glass down on the counter. She doesn't sit. She stands there, her arms wrapped around herself, her gaze fixed on the window above the sink—the dark yard beyond, the faint outline of the neighbor's fence.
"I keep hearing it," she says. "Not the whole thing. Just... fragments. A voice. A laugh. The way the light looked. And then nothing." She pauses, and I watch her throat move as she swallows. "I don't know if the nothing is worse."
I want to tell her the truth. I want to tell her that I've watched five hours of it, that I've seen what they did to her, that I know the name of the man who held the camera and the man who took seconds and the men who stood in line to use her. But the words stick in my throat, because the truth isn't just about what they did—it's about what she did back. The way she said his name. The way she wrapped her arms around him.
"You don't have to talk about it," I say instead.
"I know." She turns to face me, and in the dim light her eyes look almost black, the blue swallowed by shadow. "But I want you to know that whatever you saw—whatever's out there—I didn't want it. I didn't choose it."
"I know."
"Do you?" There's something raw in her voice, something that cracks at the edges. "Because I don't remember saying no. I don't remember saying anything. And I keep wondering if that means I wanted it. If some part of me—"
"Stop." The word comes out harder than I intended, and she flinches. I soften my voice, but I don't take it back. "That wasn't you. That was drugs and fear and a room full of men who decided you were theirs for the taking. You didn't want it. You survived it. Those are not the same thing."
She stares at me for a long moment, and I watch something shift in her face—not quite relief, not quite belief, but a crack in the wall she's built around herself. She nods slowly, her hands still wrapped around her own arms like she's holding herself together.
"I found the collar," she says, and my chest tightens. "It was in my bag. I don't know how it got there, but it's... it's broken. The chain snapped."
I stand up. The chair scrapes against the tiles, and she takes a half-step back, not from fear—I don't think—but from the sudden movement. "Where is it?"
"I left it upstairs. On the dresser." She pauses. "I didn't know what to do with it."
I cross the kitchen, and when I reach her, I stop just short of touching her. She's looking up at me, her eyes searching mine, and I can see the exhaustion in the hollows of her cheeks, the way her shoulders curve inward like she's trying to take up less space.
"You're going to get a new one," I say. "Not a replacement. A new one. Something that means something." I reach out and brush a strand of damp hair from her face, and she doesn't flinch. "And when I put it on you, it's going to feel different. Because you're going to know exactly what it means."
She holds my gaze for a long moment, and then she nods. "Okay."
She doesn't move to leave. She stands there in the dark kitchen, wearing my shirt, her arms slowly uncrossing, and I watch her take a breath that seems to settle something in her chest. The refrigerator hums. The glass of water sits untouched on the counter. And somewhere in the guest room down the hall, Anna is still chained in the dark, still sobbing, still waiting for me to decide what happens next.
But that's not the thought that stays with me as I watch Kira's shoulders finally drop, as she lets out a breath she's been holding since she walked downstairs. The thought that stays is the voice in the background of the video, the one I still can't place, the one that's been nagging at me since the first time I heard it.
More than just Kira.
I need to find out who else was in that house. And I need to find out before the next video drops.
I look at the clock above the sink. 3:47 a.m. The red numbers blur for a second before sharpening back into focus, and I feel the weight of the night pressing down on my shoulders like something physical.
"You need to go back to sleep," I tell her. My voice comes out softer than I meant it to. "You need it."
She doesn't argue. That's the thing that gets me most—Kira, who argues with professors and debates opponents into silence and once told me she'd never let anyone tell her what to do again, just nods. Her arms are still wrapped around herself, and she looks smaller than I've ever seen her, standing in the blue glow of the refrigerator in my shirt.
"Will you be up here?" she asks.
"For a bit."
She hesitates at the doorway, one hand on the frame, and I can see her wanting to say something else. The words hang between us for a long moment, unspoken, and then she lets them go. She turns and pads back up the stairs, her bare feet silent on the carpet, and I listen to her footsteps fade down the hall toward her room.
Elena is up there with her. I heard her go up an hour ago, after Kira came down, and I know she'll be waiting in the dark when Kira slips back under the covers. It's better that way—both of them together, mother and daughter, holding onto each other in the aftermath of something neither of them can fully name. Elena needs to protect someone. Kira needs to be protected. They fit together tonight in a way that doesn't include me.
I wait until the house is still again. Then I lock the phone, slide it into my pocket, and climb the stairs.
Priya is awake when I open the bedroom door. She's propped against the headboard, the lamp on her side casting a soft circle of light across the sheets, and she's not pretending to sleep. Her dark hair is loose around her shoulders, and she's wearing one of my t-shirts—the gray one with the faded collar—and she looks at me the moment I step inside.
"You were up late," she says.
"Couldn't sleep."
I cross to my side of the bed and sit down on the edge, my back to her. I can feel her eyes on me, reading the tension in my shoulders, the way I'm holding myself like I'm bracing for a blow.
"I heard what happened," she says quietly. "On campus. About Kira." A pause. "I didn't see the videos. I don't want to see them."
I don't answer. I pull my shirt over my head and let it fall to the floor, and I can feel her watching me, waiting for something I don't have the words to give her.
"Justin." Her hand lands on my shoulder, warm and grounding. "Talk to me."
"Not now." I lie down, facing away from her, and pull the sheet up to my waist. "I need to sleep. I'll figure things out better tomorrow."
She's quiet for a long moment. I can feel the weight of her hand on my shoulder, the hesitation in her fingers, and then she withdraws. The lamp clicks off. The mattress shifts as she settles beside me, close enough that I can feel the warmth of her body but not touching.
"Okay," she says softly. "Tomorrow."
I lie awake for a long time, staring at the dark ceiling, the phone burning a hole in my pocket where I've left it on the nightstand. My mind keeps circling back to the same images—Kira's glassy eyes, the silver ring, the voice in the background that I still can't place. I don't know when sleep finally takes me. I only know that when I open my eyes again, the room is gray with early morning light and Priya is already gone.
I shower. I dress. I move through the morning on autopilot, my body going through the motions while my mind stays fixed on the same loop. When I come downstairs, the kitchen is empty except for Elena, who's standing at the counter with a mug of coffee, her back to me. She doesn't turn when I walk in.
"Kira's getting dressed," she says. "She wants to go to class."
I stop. The words land wrong, like a note played off-key, and I feel something tighten in my chest.
"She can't."
Elena turns now, and I see the exhaustion in her face, the same hollow look Kira wore last night. "I told her that. She won't listen."
The stairs creak, and I turn to see Kira coming down. She's dressed for the day—jeans, a sweater, her hair brushed and pulled back—and she looks almost normal, almost like nothing happened. But I can see the cracks in it, the way her hands tremble slightly at her sides, the way her eyes keep darting to the window like she's expecting someone to be watching.
"I'm going to class," she says, and there's a defiance in her voice that I recognize. It's the same voice she used when she told Chloe she was coming to the party. It's the voice of someone trying to convince herself she's still in control.
"No," I say. "You're not."
She stops at the bottom of the stairs, her hand still on the banister. "Justin, I have classes. I have a contract law seminar at ten. I can't just—"
"You're not going." I cross the kitchen toward her, and I see her shoulders tense, bracing for a fight. "Kira, listen to me. There are videos of you."
Her face goes pale. The color drains out of her like water out of a glass, and I watch her grip tighten on the banister until her knuckles are white.
"What?"
"From the party." I stop in front of her, close enough to see the way her pupils dilate, the way her breath catches in her throat. "One of three hours. One of two. Thousands of views." I pause, letting the words land. "Everyone on campus has heard of it, of you."
She shakes her head slowly, like she can undo the words by refusing to accept them. "No. No, that's not—I don't—"
"They don't know you were drugged." My voice is flat, clinical, the voice I use when I'm cataloguing evidence. "They don't know you were abused. They just see the videos, and they've decided who you are."
"Decided what?" Her voice cracks. "What are they calling me?"
I don't want to say it. I watch her face, the way her composure is crumbling, the way her eyes are filling with something that looks like terror, and I don't want to be the one to hand her this. But she needs to know. She needs to understand what she's walking into.
"The ice queen slut," I say. "The ice slut."
The words hit her like a physical blow. I watch her stagger back a step, her hand flying to her mouth, and for a moment I think she's going to be sick. Her eyes are wide, unblinking, and I can see the gears turning behind them—the realization dawning, the horror spreading through her like poison.
"No," she whispers. "No, no, no."
"Kira—"
"Everyone heard?" Her voice rises, cracking on the edge of hysteria. "Everyone? Chloe? Nadia? Tessa? My professors?" She's backing away from me now, her hands in her hair, pulling at the roots. "Oh god. Oh god, oh god, oh god."
"Kira, stop." I reach for her, but she jerks away, her back hitting the wall.
"My life is over." The words come out flat, hollow, like she's reading them off a card. "My reputation. My career. Everything I've worked for. It's all gone. It's all—" She slides down the wall, her legs giving out, and lands in a heap on the floor. "It's all over."
I crouch in front of her. She won't look at me. Her eyes are fixed on some point in the middle distance, the same glassy look I saw in the video, and I feel the rage spike hot and sharp in my chest—not at her, never at her, but at the men who did this, at the strangers who watched and laughed, at the world that decided she was theirs to break.
"Look at me." I take her chin in my hand, gently, and force her eyes to meet mine. "Look at me, Kira."
Her eyes are red-rimmed, wet, and I can see the panic swimming in them, the desperate need for someone to tell her it's going to be okay even though we both know it's not.
"This is not the end," I say. "I know it feels like it. I know it feels like the world is collapsing around you and there's nothing left to hold onto. But this is not the end." I pause, letting the words settle. "You are going to stay here today. You're going to rest. And I am going to fix this."
"How?" Her voice is barely a whisper. "How can you possibly fix this?"
I don't have an answer for her. Not yet. But I look at her, sitting on the floor of the kitchen in her jeans and her sweater, her carefully constructed life crumbling around her, and I make a promise I intend to keep.
"I'm going to find the men who did this to you," I say. "And I'm going to make them pay."
She stares at me for a long moment. Something shifts in her face—not quite hope, not quite belief, but a crack in the despair that's been swallowing her whole. She nods slowly, her chin trembling in my grip.
"Okay," she whispers. "Okay."
I help her to her feet. Elena is there, suddenly, her arms around her daughter, and I step back to let them hold each other. I watch them for a moment—Elena's face buried in Kira's hair, Kira's shoulders shaking with silent sobs—and then I turn and walk out of the kitchen.
The phone is in my hand before I'm fully aware of pulling it out. The screen lights up, and I scroll to the comment I screenshotted last night, the one from the burner account.
More than just Kira.
I think about the voice in the background of the video, the one I couldn't place. I think about the name I almost caught, the syllable that started with an E or a C. I think about the other girls, the other videos, the other families who don't even know yet what was done to their daughters.
And I think about Derek Hale, the man with the camera, the man who directed it all.
I need to find him. I need to find him before he uploads another video, before another girl's life ends up in the hands of strangers, before the trail goes cold.
I dial Maya's number and press the phone to my ear.
It rings three times before she picks up, and when she does, her voice is rough with sleep and sharp with awareness. "This better be important."
"It is." I move through the house as I talk, past the living room, past the door to the guest room where Anna is chained and gagged and probably awake by now, listening to my footsteps. "I need you to find someone for me."
A pause. I hear her shift in bed, the rustle of sheets. "Who?"
"Derek Hale." I stop at the kitchen window, looking out at the gray morning light. "The man who filmed the videos. I need to know where he lives, where he goes, who his friends are. Everything."
"That's a lot to ask before coffee." But there's no real resistance in her voice. Just calculation. "Give me a few hours."
"I don't have a few hours."
"You have a few hours, or you have nothing. Those are your options." She's quiet for a moment, and I hear the click of a keyboard in the background. "I'll see what I can find. Send me what you have on him."
"I'll send it over." I hang up without saying goodbye and stand there for a moment, the phone warm in my hand, my mind already moving to the next piece of the puzzle.
Behind me, I hear a soft sound. I turn to find Priya standing in the doorway, still in my gray t-shirt, her dark hair mussed from sleep. She's watching me with an expression I can't quite read—something careful, something held back.
"You're up early," she says.
"Couldn't sleep."
She crosses the kitchen, barefoot, and stops in front of me. Her hand comes up to my chest, flat against the fabric of my shirt, and I feel the warmth of her palm through the cotton. "You're going to do something stupid, aren't you?"
"I'm going to do something necessary."
"Those aren't the same thing."
I look down at her, at the concern in her dark eyes, the way her brow furrows slightly. She's not asking me to stop. She's asking me to let her in. And I don't have the words to explain what I'm planning, because I'm not sure I fully know yet myself.
"How is she?" Priya asks, her voice dropping. "Kira."
"Broken." The word comes out flatter than I intended. "But she'll heal."
"Will she?"
I don't answer. I can't. I look past Priya, toward the stairs, toward the room where Kira is curled up with her mother, and I feel the weight of what I've promised settling into my bones like lead.
"I need to go out," I say. "I need to see someone."
Priya's hand drops from my chest. "Who?"
"Maya." It's not a lie, not exactly. Maya is part of it. But there's more to it than that, and Priya knows it. I can see it in the way her eyes narrow, the way her jaw tightens.
"Justin." Her voice is low, careful. "Whatever you're planning, whatever you're going to do—just be careful. Please."
"I'm always careful."
"No. You're always controlled." She steps closer, her hand coming up to cup my jaw, and I feel the softness of her palm against my stubble. "There's a difference. And I need you to come back to me."
I look at her for a long moment. The morning light catches the curve of her cheek, the darkness of her hair, and I feel something shift in my chest—not quite tenderness, not quite possession, but something in between.
"I'll come back," I say. And I mean it.
She kisses me then, soft and brief, and I feel the warmth of her lips against mine before she pulls away. "Go. Do what you need to do. I'll stay here with them."
I nod. I turn and walk out of the kitchen, out of the house, into the cold morning air. The door closes behind me with a soft click, and I'm alone.
I don't go to Maya's. Not yet. I go to my car, slide into the driver's seat, and sit there for a moment with my hands on the wheel, thinking.
Derek Hale. The man with the camera. The man who directed it all.
I've seen his face in the video, the brief flash of it when the camera shifted. I've seen the silver ring on his finger, the one that caught the light. I've heard his voice in the background, giving directions, telling them where to move her, how to position her.
I need to find him. I need to find him before he does it again, before he uploads another video, before another girl's life ends up in the hands of strangers.
I start the car and pull out of the driveway.
The campus is quiet when I arrive, the morning still too early for most students. I park in the lot near the student center and sit there for a moment, watching the few people who are already moving across the quad—a girl with a coffee in each hand, a guy in a hoodie with his head down, a professor with a leather briefcase who looks like he's already tired of the day.
I know Derek Hale. Not personally, but by reputation. He's a junior, a communications major, someone who's always got a camera in his hand, always filming something. He's the kind of guy who thinks he's invisible, who thinks the lens makes him untouchable.
He's wrong.
I get out of the car and head toward the communications building. I don't have a plan yet, not a full one, but I have a starting point. I have the name. I have the face. And I have the rage, burning low and steady in my chest, waiting for the right moment to ignite.
The communications building looms ahead of me, all glass and steel and the kind of architecture that's supposed to say "modern" but just ends up feeling cold. I push through the main doors, and the silence hits me immediately. No hum of conversation, no footsteps echoing off the linoleum, no professors arguing in the hallway about department funding. Just stillness. And a single janitor pushing a mop across the far end of the lobby, his headphones in, his world reduced to the swish of wet fabric against tile.
"Building's closed," he says without looking up. "No classes today."
I stop. "Why?"
He finally glances at me, and there's something tired in his eyes, something that's seen too many hungover students stumble through these doors on Monday mornings. "Some party got out of hand over the weekend. Half the campus is nursing hangovers or pretending they're not. Dean called it a recovery day."
A recovery day. I almost laugh at the irony. Kira's lying in bed upstairs with her mother's arms around her, her mind a blank space where memories should be, and the university's response is to give everyone a day off. Like it's a snow day. Like the only thing that needs to recover is their reputations.
I thank him and step back outside, the cold air biting at my cheeks. The campus is quiet in a way it never is, the paths empty, the benches unoccupied. I walk toward the economics building anyway, because I don't have anywhere else to go, because standing still feels like drowning.
The economics building is open, at least. A few students are scattered in the hallways, their voices hushed, their movements slow. I find my way to the lecture hall and slip into a seat near the back, watching the door like I'm waiting for something I can't name.
Professor Marchetti arrives ten minutes late, which is unlike her. She's usually the one waiting at the podium, her laptop already open, her notes already arranged, a smile ready for whoever walks through the door. Today she looks like she's been through a war. Oversized sunglasses perched on her nose, a paper coffee cup clutched in both hands like it's the only thing keeping her upright. Her dark hair is pulled back in a messy ponytail, and her cardigan is buttoned wrong — I can see it from here, the misaligned edges, the way she hasn't noticed.
She sets the coffee down on the podium and surveys the room. A dozen students, maybe. A fraction of the usual crowd. She takes off her sunglasses, and I see the shadows under her eyes, the pallor of her skin.
"Good morning," she says, and her voice cracks on the second word. She clears her throat, tries again. "Good morning, everyone. I know it's been a rough weekend for a lot of you, so I brought coffee. There's a carafe in the back if anyone needs a cup."
A few students shuffle toward the back, and I watch them fill paper cups, their movements sluggish. Marchetti watches them too, a faint smile on her lips that doesn't reach her eyes. "I figured we could all use a little help this morning. No judgment. I had two cups before I left my apartment, and I'm still not sure I'm fully functional."
A girl near the front laughs, a small, tired sound. "Did you go to the party, Professor?"
Marchetti's smile tightens. "I stopped by for a bit. Saw some students I knew, made sure everyone was okay. Then I left before things got too wild." She pauses, and something flickers across her face — too fast for me to read, but there. "Sounds like I made the right call."
"You missed Jake Calloway getting shot down," a guy in the second row says, and there's a ripple of laughter through the room. "Kira Vance told him off in front of everyone. It was beautiful."
The laughter dies quickly when they see my face. I don't move, don't speak, just let my gaze settle on the guy who spoke until he looks away, suddenly interested in his notebook.
Marchetti clears her throat again. "Let's just focus on the material today, alright? We've got a lot to cover."
She starts the lecture slowly, her voice still rough, still cracking at the edges. She paces in front of the whiteboard, occasionally pausing to take a sip of her coffee, to gather herself. She's explaining supply curves, something I already know, something I could teach better than she could on my worst day. But I don't pay attention to the words. I'm watching her. The way she moves. The way her hand trembles slightly when she sets down her marker. The way she keeps glancing at the door, like she's expecting someone to walk through it.
And then she raises her voice to make a point about elasticity, and her voice cracks again, and something in my chest goes cold.
I know that voice.
The realization hits me like a physical blow, and I feel my jaw drop — an actual, physical reaction that I can't control. I've heard that voice before. Not in a lecture hall. Not in a conversation. I've heard it in the background of a video, giving directions, telling someone where to move, how to position. I've heard it crack with excitement, with the thrill of the hunt.
Elisa Marchetti.
The name echoes in my head, and I can't breathe. She was there. She was one of them. She was in that room, watching, directing, participating in what happened to Kira.
She stops mid-sentence, her eyes finding mine across the room. And I see it — the moment she realizes I know. Her face goes pale, her hand freezing on the marker. She looks away, too fast, and her voice wavers as she picks up her sentence, but she can't quite put it back together.
She knows I know.
The lecture continues, but it's a hollow performance now. She's going through the motions, her eyes never quite meeting mine again. And I sit in the back of the room, my hands flat on the desk, my heart pounding in my chest, trying to process what I've just learned.
Elisa Marchetti. The professor who gave me her number out of concern. The one who said she was worried about me. The one who's been watching me, checking in on me, making sure I'm okay. She was there. She was part of it.
What do I do with that?
The lecture ends, and the students begin to shuffle out. I stay in my seat, watching her pack up her things with trembling hands. She doesn't look at me. She doesn't want to see the accusation in my eyes.
But I'm not ready to leave. Not yet.
I wait until the room is empty, until it's just the two of us, and then I stand. She freezes when she hears my chair scrape against the floor, her back to me, her shoulders tense.
"Professor Marchetti."
She doesn't turn around. "The lecture's over, Justin."
"I know." I walk toward her, my footsteps slow and deliberate, each one a beat in the silence. "I'm not here about the lecture."
She finally turns, and I see the fear in her eyes. It's raw, unguarded, the kind of fear that comes from being caught. Her hand grips her coffee cup like a lifeline, and I can see the white of her knuckles through her skin.
"I don't know what you think you heard," she says, and her voice is steadier now, but I can hear the crack in it, the fault line running beneath the surface. "But you're wrong."
"Am I?" I stop a few feet away from her, close enough to see the way her pulse jumps in her throat. "I saw the video, Professor. The one from the party. I heard the voice in the background, telling them where to move her, how to position her. It was you."
She shakes her head, but it's a mechanical motion, automatic. "That's not possible. I wasn't—"
"Don't lie to me." My voice is quiet, but it cuts through her words like a blade. "I know what I heard. I know it was you."
She stares at me, and I watch the fight drain out of her. Her shoulders slump, and she sets the coffee cup down on the podium, her hands shaking. When she speaks again, her voice is barely above a whisper.
"What are you going to do?"
It's not a denial. It's an admission. The words hang in the air between us, heavy with meaning, and I feel something shift in my chest. Not rage, not yet. Something colder. Something more calculating.
I have her. I have the professor who's been watching me, who's been worried about me, who's been trying to get close to me. And now I know why. She wasn't concerned about me. She was trying to figure out what I knew.
"I'm not going to do anything," I say, and I let the silence stretch, let her imagination fill in the gaps. "Not yet. But I'm going to need you to tell me everything. Who else was there. Who else was involved. Everyone."
She shakes her head again, more frantically this time. "I can't. If they find out I told you—"
"They won't find out." I step closer, and she takes a step back, her spine hitting the edge of the podium. "Because you're going to be very careful about who you tell. And you're going to help me. Or I'm going to make sure everyone knows exactly what you did."
She's trapped. I can see it in her eyes, the calculation, the fear, the desperate search for an exit that doesn't exist. She opens her mouth to speak, but no words come out.
The door to the lecture hall creaks open, and we both turn. A student stands in the doorway, looking confused. "Professor? I left my notebook."
Marchetti straightens, her mask sliding back into place with practiced ease. "It's on your desk," she says, her voice almost normal. "Third row."
The student retrieves their notebook and leaves, the door clicking shut behind them. The silence returns, thicker than before.
Marchetti looks at me, and there's something new in her eyes. Not fear. Not desperation. Something harder. Something that looks almost like defiance.
"You don't know what you're asking," she says quietly. "You don't know what they're capable of."
"I know exactly what they're capable of." I hold her gaze, letting her see the cold certainty in my eyes. "I watched them do it to someone I care about."
She flinches. It's small, barely visible, but I see it. And I know I've won.
"I'll give you until tomorrow," I say. "Think about what you want to tell me. I'll be in touch."
I turn and walk out of the lecture hall, leaving her standing there in the empty room, her coffee growing cold on the podium, her world tilting beneath her feet. The door swings shut behind me, and I'm alone in the hallway, my heart pounding, my mind racing.
Elisa Marchetti. The professor who gave me her number. The one who was so concerned about me. She was there. She was part of it.
I don't know what I'm going to do with that yet. But I know it changes everything.
The hallway stretches empty in both directions, the fluorescent lights humming their flat, steady note. I lean against the wall beside the lecture hall door and let the cold drywall press into my shoulder blades. My heart is still pounding, a drumbeat I can't quiet. Elisa Marchetti. The name circles in my head like a trapped bird, beating against the bars of what I thought I knew.
She gave me her number. She said she was worried about me. She looked at me across the campus green with those warm brown eyes and that easy smile, the professor who dressed like a student, who made everyone feel seen. And all of it was a mask. All of it was cover for what she did at that party.
I push off the wall and start walking. My feet carry me down the corridor, past the empty classrooms, past the bulletin boards layered with flyers for clubs I've never joined and events I've never attended. I don't know where I'm going. I just know I can't stand still.
The voice in the video. I'd replayed it so many times, straining to place it, to pull it out of the static and the music and the low murmur of voices. It was always there, in the background, giving directions. *Move her to the left. No, her head like that. Good. Now the light.* Calm. Clinical. Almost bored.
I thought it was one of Derek's friends. Some guy from the football team or the fraternity circuit, someone with a camera phone and no conscience. I never once considered it could be a woman. A professor. The professor who'd been so kind to me.
I stop in the middle of the hallway, and a laugh builds in my chest — not a happy sound, something bitter and sharp. She was trying to figure out what I knew. That's why she gave me her number. That's why she kept checking in. She wasn't concerned about me. She was scared of me.
The laugh dies in my throat. Because the other shoe *has* dropped. It's dropping right now, and she knows it.
I turn around and walk back toward the lecture hall. My hand is on the door handle before I've fully decided what I'm doing, and I push it open to find her still standing at the podium, her laptop half-packed, her coffee cup abandoned and cold. She looks up when the door opens, and the fear in her eyes is raw, unguarded. She thought I'd left. She thought she had a moment to breathe.
"Justin." Her voice is barely a whisper. "I thought you were gone."
"I changed my mind." I close the door behind me and walk toward her, my footsteps slow, deliberate, each one a beat in the silence. "I said I'd give you until tomorrow. But I've been thinking, and I don't think I want to wait."
She takes a step back, her hip bumping against the podium. "You said—"
"I know what I said." I stop a few feet away from her, close enough to see the pulse jumping in her throat, the way her hands are trembling at her sides. "But I've changed my mind. I want answers now."
She shakes her head, a mechanical motion, automatic. "I can't. Not here. Someone could walk in—"
"No one's going to walk in." I gesture at the empty room, the empty hallway beyond the glass panels of the door. "The building's empty. Everyone's still recovering from the party. It's just you and me."
She looks at the door, then back at me, and I watch the calculation in her eyes — the desperate search for an exit that doesn't exist. Her hand moves to her phone on the podium, and I reach out and cover it with mine, my fingers pressing down on hers until she stops.
"Don't," I say quietly. "Don't make this harder than it needs to be."
She stares at my hand on hers, and I feel her fingers go still. When she looks up at me again, there's something broken in her eyes, something that's been cracked for a long time and is only now starting to show.
"You don't understand," she says, and her voice cracks on the last word. "You don't know what it's like. You don't know what they made me do."
"Then tell me." I keep my hand on hers, not pressing, just present. "Tell me what they made you do."
She opens her mouth, and for a moment I think she's going to speak. But then her eyes fill with tears, and she pulls her hand out from under mine and presses it to her mouth, her shoulders shaking with a sob she can't hold back.
"I didn't want to," she whispers, the words muffled by her palm. "I didn't have a choice. They have things on me. Things that would ruin me."
"What things?"
She shakes her head, tears streaming down her cheeks. "I can't. If I tell you, they'll—"
"They'll what?" I step closer, my voice low, insistent. "They'll hurt you? They'll expose you? They're already doing that, Professor. They're already using you. The only question is whether you're going to keep letting them."
She looks at me, and I see the war in her eyes — the fear, the shame, the desperate hope that maybe, just maybe, I'm offering her a way out. And I am. I'm offering her a way out of their grip and into mine.
"I can protect you," I say, and I mean it, in my own way. "I can make sure they never touch you again. But you have to help me. You have to tell me everything."
She wipes her eyes with the back of her hand, smearing mascara across her cheek. "What do you want to know?"
"Who else was there." I hold her gaze, letting her see the cold certainty in my eyes. "Who else was involved. Everyone."
She takes a shaky breath, her hands clasped in front of her like she's praying. "It was Derek Hale. He organized it. He was the one with the camera. And Jake Calloway — he was the one who brought the drinks. He spiked them."
I nod, filing the information away. "Who else?"
She hesitates, and I see the fear flicker across her face again. "There were others. Students. A few people from off campus. But I don't know their names. I only met them that night."
"But you knew Derek and Jake."
"I knew Derek from a party a few months ago. He was… charming. He knew people. He had a way of making you feel like you were part of something." She laughs, a bitter, hollow sound. "I was lonely. I'd just moved here. I didn't know anyone. And he made me feel like I belonged."
"So you helped him drug and assault a student." My voice is flat, empty of judgment, because I need her to keep talking. "Because you were lonely."
She flinches, and I watch the shame wash over her face. "It wasn't supposed to be like that. He said it was just a party. He said everyone was going to be there. I didn't know what he was planning until it was too late."
"But you stayed."
She doesn't answer. Her silence is the loudest thing in the room. She stares at the podium's surface, at the cold coffee cup, at anything that isn't me. Her fingers find the edge of her cardigan and worry at a loose thread, twisting it around her knuckle until the tip of her finger goes white.
"I stayed because I didn't know how to leave," she finally says, the words coming out flat, rehearsed. "I stayed because I was scared. Because Derek told me that if I walked out, he'd make sure everyone knew I'd been there at all. That I'd watched. That I'd laughed at the right moments."
"Laughed." I repeat the word like it's a foreign object. "You laughed."
"At the wrong moments." Her voice cracks again, and she presses her palm flat against the podium like she's trying to steady herself on it. "I didn't know what else to do. Everyone was looking at me. Derek was looking at me. And there was this girl on the couch, and she wasn't moving, and I thought—" She stops, swallows. "I thought if I acted like it was normal, it would become normal. Like if I pretended hard enough, I'd wake up and it would be a dream."
"But you didn't wake up."
"No." The word is barely a breath. "I didn't wake up. I stayed until it was over. I helped them move her to the bedroom when they were done. I pulled her dress down so she wouldn't be exposed when someone found her. I thought if I fixed her clothes, if I made her look decent, it would undo some of the damage. Like tucking in a shirt after a fight."
The image lands in my chest with a weight I didn't expect. Not the fixing of the dress — the thinking behind it. The desperate, useless logic of someone trying to scrub blood off a wound by rearranging the bandage. I file it away. It doesn't excuse her. But it tells me something about the shape of her fear.
"Whose idea was the drink?" I ask.
She blinks. "What?"
"The drink they gave her. The one that put her under. Whose idea?"
"Jake's." She says it without hesitation. "He brought it. Said he had something special for the girl who turned him down. He was laughing when he said it. Like it was a prank. Like he was going to put a whoopee cushion on her seat, not—" She stops, her throat working. "Not what he did."
"And Derek filmed it."
"Derek filmed everything." A bitter edge creeps into her voice. "That was his thing. He collected moments. Said he liked to rewatch them later. Said it was like having a time machine." She shakes her head. "He's sick. Both of them are sick. But Derek—" She looks at me, and for the first time, there's something other than fear in her eyes. Something like warning. "Derek is the one you need to worry about. Jake is all impulse. Derek is strategy. Derek planned this. He knew she'd be there. He knew she'd turn Jake down. He set it up so Jake would owe him."
"And you were the witness."
"I was the alibi." She laughs, a hollow, broken sound. "That's what he called me. His insurance policy. A professor at the party, seen by students, vouching that nothing bad happened. Who would believe a professor would lie about something like that?"
I let the silence stretch, let her words settle into the space between us. The fluorescent lights hum overhead, and somewhere down the hall, a door closes with a soft click. She's still twisting that thread around her finger, and I watch the tip turn from white to a dull, bloodless pink.
"You said they have things on you," I say. "What things?"
She goes still. The thread stops twisting. For a long moment, she doesn't breathe, and I can see the war playing out behind her eyes — the calculation of what to give me, what to keep, what she thinks she can afford to lose.
She doesn't speak for a long time. The thread she's been twisting snaps, and she stares at the broken strand in her fingers like it's the only thing in the world that makes sense anymore.
"They have photographs," she finally says, her voice so quiet I have to lean in to hear it. "Of me. At the party. Not—not doing anything. Just being there. Being present while it happened. Derek made sure to get my face in frame whenever he could. So I'd always know that I was part of it. That I could never say I wasn't there."
"Photographs of you watching."
"Photographs of me looking at the camera." She laughs, and it's the ugliest sound I've heard all night. "That's the thing. I wasn't watching what they were doing to her. I was watching Derek. I was watching the lens. And he caught me doing it. Caught me looking right at him, right at the evidence of what I was allowing to happen. So now he has proof that I knew. That I saw. That I did nothing."
She finally looks up at me, and her eyes are raw, scraped clean of pretense. "You asked who else was there. You asked what they had on me. That's it. That's the whole ugly truth. I'm not a victim in this, Justin. I'm a witness who stayed. And Derek has the pictures to prove I chose to stay."
I let her words settle. The fluorescent light buzzes. Somewhere in the building, a custodian's cart rattles down a distant hallway.
"You said you want to hurt him," she whispers. "You said you want to make him pay for what he did to that girl. But I don't know if you understand what you're asking. Derek Hale doesn't just hurt people. He collects them. He finds the thing you're ashamed of and he makes it into a leash. And once he has that leash, he never lets go."
"Then we take the leash back."
"You can't take it back. It's not a thing you can grab. It's a photograph. It's a video. It's a thousand copies scattered across a dozen servers. You can't punch a server. You can't threaten a hard drive."
"No," I agree. "But you can threaten the man who owns them."
She stares at me, and I watch something shift behind her eyes — the first flicker of something that isn't fear. Something that looks almost like hope, warring with the exhaustion of someone who's been hoping for too long and has learned to stop.
"I need to go," she says abruptly, pulling her hand back, gathering her bag like it's a shield. "I can't—I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't have told you any of this."
"Professor—"
"Don't." She holds up a hand, and there's a tremor in it she can't hide. "Don't follow me. Don't call me. I shouldn't have said anything. I need to—I need to think."
She's on her feet before I can respond, moving toward the door with the quick, jerky motion of someone who's about to shatter. She doesn't look back. The door swings shut behind her, and I'm left alone in the empty lecture hall, the humming lights the only witness to what just passed between us.
I stand there for a long moment, thinking. She's afraid. She's more than afraid — she's terrified in a way that's calcified into something permanent, something she carries in her bones. But she told me. She gave me Derek's name. She gave me Jake's name. She gave me the shape of the trap she's in.
And she's still wearing that cardigan with the loose thread, still twisting it around her finger like a rosary.
I step into the hallway and see her at the far end, moving fast, her shoulders hunched. She doesn't look back. She turns a corner and disappears.
I should let her go. I should take what she gave me and build my own plan. But something about the way she moved — the quick, hunted quality of her steps — tells me she's not going to her office to grade papers. She's going somewhere she doesn't want to go.
I follow.
I keep my distance, staying in the shadows of the empty corridors, watching her through the gaps between doorways. She moves with the practiced speed of someone navigating a path she's walked a hundred times, but there's a tension in her shoulders that wasn't there before. She's heading toward the faculty offices, and I expect her to disappear into one of them, to close a door and shut me out.
But she doesn't stop at her office. She walks past it, keys already in her hand, and unlocks a door at the end of the hall — a supply closet, from the look of it. She slips inside, and the door clicks shut behind her.
I wait. Thirty seconds. A minute. The door opens again, and she emerges with a different bag — a gym bag, black, slung over her shoulder. She's changed her shoes, traded her flats for sneakers. She locks the closet and walks away without looking back.
I follow her out of the building and across the campus, keeping to the shadows of the trees that line the main path. The sun is low now, painting the sky in shades of amber and bruised purple. Most of the students have gone home. The campus is quiet, the kind of quiet that only settles in the hours between the last class and the first evening event.
She heads toward the gymnasium. My pulse ticks up a notch. The gym. The locker rooms.
She doesn't go to the women's entrance. She walks around the side of the building, toward the back, where the men's locker room has a secondary door that's usually propped open for ventilation. She glances around once, twice, then slips inside.
I wait a full minute before I follow.
The locker room is dim, lit only by the emergency lights that glow red near the ceiling. The air is thick with the smell of chlorine and sweat and the particular mustiness of a space that's been closed up for hours. I press myself against the wall just inside the door, hidden by the bank of lockers, and I can see her through the gaps.
She's standing in the middle of the room, her back to me, her gym bag on the bench beside her. She doesn't move for a long moment. Then she reaches up and pulls off her cardigan, letting it fall to the bench. Her blouse follows. Her skirt. She steps out of them with the mechanical efficiency of someone undressing for a medical exam, no sensuality, no hesitation — just the grim necessity of getting it over with.
And then I see what she was wearing underneath.
Black lace. The kind of lingerie that's designed to be seen, to be removed, to be admired. It clings to her curves, the cups of the bra barely containing her, the matching panties a triangle of fabric that leaves little to the imagination. She looks like she's dressed for a photoshoot, not for a faculty meeting.
She reaches into her gym bag and pulls out three things. Handcuffs — real ones, steel, the kind that click shut with a sound that carries. A flogger — black leather, the falls braided and worn from use. And a pair of nipple clamps, the kind with a chain connecting them, the kind that would pinch and pull and leave marks.
She sets them on the bench beside her. She picks up the handcuffs first, and I watch her click them around her wrists, the sound sharp and final in the empty room. She doesn't hesitate. She doesn't flinch. She's done this before. The clamps she leaves on the bench. The flogger she sets down beside them.
Then she drops to her knees, then forward onto her hands, until she's on all fours on the cold tile floor. Her head is bowed. Her back is arched. She's waiting.
I don't breathe. I don't move. I'm frozen behind the lockers, watching a scene I don't fully understand yet, but that's beginning to click into place with a horrible, inevitable clarity.
The door at the far end of the locker room swings open.
Jake Calloway walks in, still in his letterman jacket, his hair still damp from a shower he must have taken after practice. He's grinning — that easy, confident grin I've seen him wear a hundred times across campus, the one that says the world is his and he knows it.
He stops when he sees her. His grin widens.
"Well, well. Look who decided to show up." He circles her slowly, his footsteps echoing off the tile. "I was starting to think you'd forgotten our arrangement."
She doesn't look up. Her voice is muffled, directed at the floor. "I'm here."
"You're late."
"I had a meeting. It ran over."
"A meeting." He laughs, and the sound is ugly in a way his public laugh never is. "With who? One of your little students? Did you let him feel you up in your office, or did you save that for me?"
She flinches. It's small, barely visible, but I see it — the way her shoulders tighten, the way her head drops a fraction lower. "No one. It was just a meeting."
"Sure it was." He's behind her now, and I watch him reach down and grab a fistful of her hair, yanking her head back. She gasps, her back arching, and I see her face — the fear in it, the shame, the desperate hope that this will be quick. "You know what I think? I think you like this. I think you like being on your knees for me. I think you like knowing that the pretty professor everyone respects is actually just my little slut."
"Please," she whispers. "Please, I did what you asked. I came. Just—"
"Just what?" He lets go of her hair, and she drops forward again, catching herself on her hands. "Just be quick about it? Just get it over with? That's not how this works, Professor. You don't get to rush me. You don't get to set the terms."
He picks up the flogger from the bench. He weighs it in his hand, testing the balance, and I watch her body go rigid at the sound of the leather shifting.
"You were supposed to wear the clamps," he says, his voice conversational, almost pleasant. "I told you last time. You were supposed to wear them. But you didn't, did you?"
"I—I couldn't. I had class. I had to teach. I couldn't—"
"You couldn't what? Wear a little jewelry under your blouse? No one would have known. No one except me. And that's the point, isn't it? The point is that you're walking around campus, pretending to be a respectable professor, and all the while you're mine. You're my little secret. You're my—"
The flogger comes down across her back with a crack that echoes off the tile. She cries out, her body lurching forward, her hands scrabbling for purchase on the floor.
"—dirty little slut."
He hits her again. And again. The leather falls across her shoulders, her back, the curve of her ass, each strike leaving a red mark that blooms against her pale skin. She doesn't scream. She whimpers, small animal sounds that she tries to swallow, her body shaking with each blow.
"Please," she begs, the word broken. "Please, I'll do better. I'll wear them. I'll wear them next time. Just—"
"Next time?" He stops, the flogger hanging at his side. "There's not going to be a next time if you don't learn to follow instructions. I gave you a simple task. Wear the clamps. Show up on time. Do what you're told. And you couldn't even manage that."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'll do better. I promise."
He drops the flogger. It clatters on the tile. He steps closer, behind her, and I watch his hands settle on her hips, his fingers digging into the black lace of her panties.
"You're always sorry," he says, and his voice is softer now, almost gentle, which somehow makes it worse. "You're always promising to do better. And then you disappoint me. Every time."
She's shaking. I can see it from here — the tremor that runs through her whole body, the way her breath comes in short, ragged gasps.
"Please," she whispers. "Please don't."
"Don't what?" His fingers hook into the waistband of her panties and pull them down, exposing her. "Don't give you what you want? Don't remind you of your place?"
"Don't—please—I can't—"
"You can't what?" He's kneeling behind her now, his hands on her bare hips, his voice a low growl. "You can't take what you deserve? You can't be a good girl for me?"
I watch him position himself, watch her body go rigid with anticipation and fear. My hands are clenched into fists at my sides. Every instinct in me wants to step out from behind the lockers, to grab him by the back of his neck and slam his face into the tile. But I don't move. I can't move. I need to see this. I need to understand exactly what I'm dealing with.
"Please," she begs, her voice cracking. "Please, not like this. Not here."
"Where, then?" He's unzipping his jeans, and I hear the sound of fabric shifting. "Your office? My car? Somewhere else where you can pretend it's not happening? No. Here. Now. This is where you belong. This is what you are."
He pushes into her without warning. She cries out, a broken sound that she immediately tries to swallow, her hands fisting on the tile. He doesn't give her a moment to adjust. He starts moving immediately, fast and brutal, his hips slamming against her ass with a wet sound that carries through the empty room.
"That's it," he grunts. "That's my little slut. Taking my cock like you were made for it."
She doesn't respond. Her head is bowed, her body rocking with each thrust, and I can hear the small, broken noises she's making — whimpers of shame, of pain, of a despair so complete it's almost silent.
"Say it," he demands, gripping her hair again, yanking her head back so her spine arches. "Say you're my little slut."
"I'm—" Her voice breaks. "I'm your—"
"Say it." He slaps her ass, hard, and she cries out. "Say it or I'll make you regret it."
"I'm your little slut," she whispers, the words barely audible, laced with tears.
"Louder."
"I'm your little slut."
"Good girl." He lets go of her hair and grips her hips again, pounding into her with renewed force. "That's it. That's what you are. That's all you'll ever be. You think anyone would believe you if you told them? You think anyone would care? You're just a professor who spreads her legs for a student. You're nothing."
She's crying now, silent tears streaming down her face, her body shaking with each thrust. He fucks her for another minute, two, his breath coming in harsh grunts, and then he tenses, his fingers digging into her hips hard enough to bruise, and he comes inside her with a groan of satisfaction.
He stays inside her for a moment, catching his breath. Then he pulls out, and I watch his cum leak out of her, dripping down her thigh. He zips up his jeans, adjusts himself, and looks down at her with a satisfied smirk.
"Next time," he says, his voice casual, "you'll wear the clamps. And you'll be on time. Understood?"
She doesn't answer. She's collapsed on the floor, her body curled in on itself, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs.
"I said, understood?"
"Yes," she whispers. "Understood."
"Good." He grabs his jacket from the bench and slings it over his shoulder. "Don't forget to clean yourself up. You've got class in the morning. Wouldn't want anyone to see you like this."
He walks out without looking back. The door swings shut behind him, and the locker room falls into silence, broken only by the sound of her crying.
I stay behind the lockers, frozen, my mind racing. I came here to find out who hurt Kira. I came here to build a case against Derek Hale. But what I've just witnessed is something else entirely — a secret so dirty, so damaging, that it changes everything.
Elisa Marchetti isn't just a witness to what happened at the party. She's not just someone who was there. She's someone who's been trapped in her own private hell, long before that night. She's someone who's been used, abused, and broken by the same people who hurt Kira.
And she's been hiding it behind that cardigan and those cat-eye glasses, pretending to be the friendly professor who laughs at her own jokes and gets mistaken for a student.
I wait until her sobs quiet down. I wait until she pushes herself up off the floor, her movements slow and pained, and begins to gather her clothes. I watch her dress with trembling hands, pulling her blouse over the red marks on her back, wincing as the fabric touches her skin. She doesn't look in the mirror. She doesn't want to see herself.
She picks up her gym bag and walks toward the door, her steps unsteady. I slip out from behind the lockers and move to block her path.
She freezes when she sees me. Her face goes pale, then flushed, then pale again. Her mouth opens, but no sound comes out.
"Professor," I say quietly.
"Justin." Her voice is a whisper, strangled. "How long—"
"Long enough."
She looks like she might be sick. Her hand goes to her mouth, and I watch her fight to keep herself together. "Please. Please don't—"
"I'm not going to hurt you." I step closer, keeping my voice low, steady. "I'm not like him."
She laughs — a broken, desperate sound. "You don't even know what he's like. You don't know what I've—"
"I know he uses you. I know he hurts you. I know he's got something on you that makes you stay." I stop a few feet away from her, close enough to see the tears still wet on her cheeks. "And I know you want him to stop."
She stares at me, her eyes wide, her breath coming in short gasps. "What do you want from me?"
"I want to help you."
"Why?" The word is sharp, edged with disbelief. "Why would you want to help me? You don't even know me."
"I know you were there the night Kira was hurt. I know you saw what they did to her. I know you've been carrying that guilt, that shame, that fear — and I know Jake has been using it to keep you under his thumb."
She flinches at Jake's name. "You don't understand—"
"I understand more than you think." I take another step closer. "You said you wanted to hurt him. You said you wanted to make him pay. I believe you. And I believe we can do it together."
She shakes her head, tears spilling down her cheeks. "You can't. He has too much on me. He has—"
"He has photographs. I know. But photographs can be destroyed. Files can be deleted. And the people who hold them can be dealt with."
She looks at me, and I see the war in her eyes — the hope she's been trying to kill, the fear that won't let her believe. "You don't know what you're asking. You don't know what he's capable of."
"I know exactly what he's capable of." My voice is flat, cold. "I've seen it. And I'm going to end it."
She stares at me for a long moment. Then, slowly, something shifts in her eyes. Something that looks like the first spark of a fire that's been smothered for too long.
"You really mean it," she whispers. "You really think you can stop him."
"I know I can." I hold out my hand. "But I can't do it alone. I need your help. I need you to trust me."
She looks at my hand. Then at my face. And I watch her make a choice — the same choice Kira made, the same choice Elena made, the same choice every woman in my house has made when they realized that the devil they knew was worse than the one offering them a way out.
She takes my hand.

