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Morning Claim
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Chapter 25 of 25

Morning Claim

Kira finds Justin in the kitchen at dawn, the house still quiet, and tells him about Chloe's party—Saturday, after the game, everyone will be there. He sets down his coffee, pulls her against him, and his hand finds her throat as he asks what she'll wear, what she'll say, who she'll let touch her. She says she's his, and he smiles, pressing a kiss to her forehead before ordering her to wear his mark—a thin collar under her shirt, hidden but felt. Priya comes down in her underwear, and Justin turns to her, saying they have the lecture to get to, leaving Kira standing in the kitchen with the weight of his claim settling on her skin.

The kitchen was still dark when I came down, the only light a pale gray bleed through the window above the sink. The house had that pre-dawn hush to it, the old pipes holding their breath, the floorboards cold under my bare feet. I could smell the coffee before I saw him—that sharp, bitter note hanging in the air—and there he was, leaning against the counter with a ceramic mug in his hands, the steam curling up past his face.

Justin didn't look surprised to see me. He rarely did. His hazel eyes tracked me across the room with that patient, waiting stillness that always made me feel like I was being read, page by page, line by line.

"You're up early," I said, my voice rough from sleep.

"Couldn't sleep." He took a sip of his coffee, watching me over the rim. "You neither, apparently."

I wrapped my arms around myself, suddenly aware of how little I was wearing—just the thin cotton tank and underwear that had become the house uniform. The chill from the window crept across my skin, raising goosebumps along my arms. I should have grabbed a robe. I hadn't thought to.

Or maybe I had.

Maybe I'd wanted him to see me like this, in the half-dark, soft and unguarded and still warm from bed.

"Couldn't sleep either," I admitted, moving closer. My bare feet made soft sounds on the tile. "Kept thinking about—" I stopped, biting my lip.

"About what?"

The question was quiet, but it wasn't gentle. There was an edge to it, a hook waiting to catch whatever I let slip.

I reached the island counter and stopped, my fingers brushing the cold granite. "Chloe texted me last night. There's a party Saturday. After the game." I watched his face, looking for a reaction. "She wants me to come. Everyone will be there."

Justin set down his mug. The sound it made was soft, ceramic meeting granite, but in the silence of the kitchen it seemed to echo. He straightened from the counter, and suddenly the space between us felt smaller than it had a moment ago.

"And you want to go?"

It wasn't really a question. It was a test, a probe, and I felt the weight of it settle on my shoulders.

"I told her yes." The words came out before I could stop them, and I rushed to fill the silence that followed. "I'm tired of hiding, Justin. Tired of making excuses. Chloe's been my friend since freshman year, and she's been looking at me like I'm some kind of hostage for weeks now. I want to set the record straight."

He didn't move. Didn't blink. Just watched me with that steady, unreadable gaze, and I felt the words drying up in my throat.

"Set the record straight," he repeated, tasting the words. "And what record is that, exactly?"

"That I'm not—" I swallowed. "That I'm not being held against my will. That I chose this. That I chose you."

The silence stretched between us, thin and taut, and I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears. The pipes groaned somewhere in the walls, a low, mournful sound that seemed to underline the moment.

Then Justin moved.

He crossed the space between us in three easy strides, and before I could react, his hand was in the small of my back, pulling me against him. The warmth of his body seeped through the thin cotton of my tank, and I let out a breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding.

"Good girl," he murmured, his lips brushing my hairline. "That's what I wanted to hear."

My hands came up to rest on his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart under my palms. He was wearing a t-shirt, soft and worn, and I could feel the lean muscle beneath it. I tilted my head back to look at him, and his hand moved from my back, tracing up my spine, over my shoulder, until his fingers found my jaw.

"Saturday," he said, his thumb tracing the line of my jaw, slow and deliberate. "After the game. Everyone will be there." His thumb reached the corner of my mouth, and he pressed there, just slightly, just enough to make my lips part. "What will you wear?"

The question caught me off guard. I blinked, my mind scrambling for an answer. "I—I don't know yet. Chloe said something about going shopping—"

"No." The word was soft, but it cut through my sentence like a blade. "You won't be shopping with Chloe."

His hand slid down from my jaw, fingers trailing along the column of my throat, light and possessive. I felt my pulse jump under his touch, and I knew he felt it too—I saw the corner of his mouth curl.

"I'll pick something out for you," he continued, his voice low, almost conversational. "Something that reminds you who you belong to, even when you're surrounded by a hundred people."

His fingers settled on my throat, not squeezing, just resting there. The pressure was light, but it was there—a constant, physical reminder of the leash I wore.

"What will you say?" he asked, his eyes holding mine.

"About what?" My voice came out breathier than I intended.

"About us. About who you are. About who you belong to." His thumb pressed against the hollow of my throat, right where my pulse beat fastest. "When they ask. And they will ask."

I swallowed against his hand. "I'll tell them the truth."

"Which is?"

"That I'm yours." The words came out in a whisper, barely audible, but I saw something flicker in his eyes. "That I chose you. That I'm not going anywhere."

His hand tightened on my throat—not enough to hurt, just enough to feel. Just enough to remind me that he could, if he wanted to. That the power was his, and I was only holding it on loan.

"And who will let touch you?"

The question landed like a stone in still water, ripples spreading through the silence. I felt heat rise to my cheeks, and it wasn't from the chill of the kitchen.

"No one," I said. "No one but you."

His smile was slow, spreading across his face like dawn breaking over the horizon. His hand released my throat, and he pressed a kiss to my forehead—soft, almost tender, a benediction after the pressure.

"That's my good girl."

The words washed over me, warm and possessive, and I felt something loosen in my chest. I leaned into him, my forehead resting against his collarbone, breathing in the scent of him—coffee and sleep and something that was just him, just Justin, the boy who had dismantled my world and rebuilt it in his image.

"I mean it," I said, my voice muffled against his shirt. "I'm not hiding anymore. I want everyone to know."

His hand came up to stroke my hair, fingers threading through the platinum strands. "And what will Chloe think?"

I pulled back just enough to look at him. "Chloe will get over it. She's suspicious of you, but she trusts me. And once she sees that I'm happy, that I chose this—" I shrugged. "She'll come around."

"And if she doesn't?"

"Then she doesn't." I met his eyes, letting him see the steel underneath the softness. "I've spent too long caring what everyone thinks of me. I'm done with that."

Justin studied me for a long moment, his hand still in my hair, his thumb tracing absent patterns against my scalp. The first light of dawn was starting to creep through the window, catching the edge of the counter, painting thin gold lines across the granite.

"You've changed," he said finally. "You know that?"

"Is that a bad thing?"

"No." His smile returned, softer this time, almost wondering. "It's a good thing. You were so scared when I first brought you here. So stiff, so determined to hate me."

"I still hate you sometimes," I admitted, and I saw his eyebrow quirk. "But it's different now. It's not—it's not the kind of hate that makes me want to run. It's the kind that makes me want to stay and fight."

"Fight me?"

"No." I reached up, my fingers brushing his jaw. "Fight for this. For us. For whatever this is."

His hand caught mine, pressing a kiss to my palm. The gesture was so unexpectedly tender that it stole my breath.

"You don't have to fight for it, Kira." His voice was low, rough. "It's yours. It's been yours since the moment you called me Daddy and meant it."

Heat flooded through me at the word, pooling low in my belly. I remembered that moment—the desperation, the surrender, the strange, dizzying relief of finally giving in. I'd fought it so hard, told myself I was only doing it to protect my mother, to protect myself. But somewhere along the way, the fight had turned into something else.

Something I didn't want to win.

"I meant it," I said softly. "I still mean it."

Justin's hand found my throat again, but this time it was different—gentler, almost reverent. His thumb traced the line of my jaw, tilting my face up to his.

"I know you do," he said. "And that's why I trust you with this. With Chloe, with the party, with everything."

He paused, his eyes searching mine. The dawn light was growing stronger now, spilling across the kitchen floor, catching the dust motes floating in the air. Somewhere upstairs, I heard the creak of floorboards—Priya stirring, or maybe my mother, beginning their slow descent into the day.

But here, in this moment, it was just us. Just Justin and me, standing in the kitchen with the morning light painting gold across his features.

"Saturday," he said, and the word felt like a promise. "You'll go to the party. You'll see Chloe, you'll see everyone. And you'll be mine, out in the open, for the first time."

"I'm ready."

"Are you?" His thumb pressed against my pulse again, a light, insistent pressure. "Ready for the whispers? The questions? Ready for people to look at you and wonder what you're doing with a nobody like me?"

"You're not a nobody." The words came out fierce, sharper than I intended. "You're the smartest person I've ever met. You're—" I stopped, searching for the right words. "You're the only person who's ever seen me. Really seen me. Not the student council president, not the debate champion, not Evelyn Rutherford's perfect student. Just me."

Something shifted in his eyes, a flicker of surprise, of softness, quickly masked. "And who is that? Just you?"

"I don't know yet." I laughed, a little breathless. "I'm still figuring it out. But I know she's yours. I know she wants to be yours. And I know she's tired of pretending otherwise."

Justin was quiet for a long moment, his hand still on my throat, his eyes searching mine. The coffee on the counter had gone cold, forgotten. The house was still around us, holding its breath, waiting.

Then he smiled—a real smile, one that reached his eyes and softened the sharp edges of his face. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to my forehead, lingering there for a moment, his breath warm against my skin.

"I'm glad you chose me, Kira."

The words were quiet, almost reverent, and they hit me somewhere deep in my chest, somewhere I'd been keeping locked and guarded. I felt my eyes sting, and I blinked rapidly, refusing to let the tears fall.

"Me too," I whispered.

We stood there for a moment longer, wrapped in the quiet intimacy of the kitchen, the dawn light growing around us. I could feel his heartbeat against my cheek, steady and sure, and I let myself lean into it, let myself believe that this was real, that this was mine, that this was where I belonged.

Then I heard it—the soft creak of footsteps on the stairs, the whisper of fabric against wood. I pulled back from Justin just as Priya appeared in the doorway, her dark hair mussed from sleep, her body bare except for the thin underwear that had become the house uniform.

Her eyes found us, and a knowing smile curved her lips. "Am I interrupting something?"

"No," Justin said, but his hand was still on my hip, possessive and warm. "We were just talking about Saturday."

Priya padded into the kitchen, her bare feet silent on the tile. "Saturday?"

"There's a party," I said. "After the game. I'm going."

Priya's eyebrows rose. She moved to the coffee maker, reaching for a mug from the cabinet. "And you're going to tell everyone about your little arrangement?"

"Something like that."

She poured herself a cup of coffee, the smell of it filling the kitchen. "Bold," she said, taking a sip. "I like it."

Justin's hand found the small of my back again, a silent claim. "We should get ready," he said. "We have the lecture to get to."

He was talking to Priya, but his eyes were on me, and I felt the weight of his gaze like a physical touch. I knew what he was saying without saying it: this conversation isn't over. There's more you need to hear.

But for now, the moment was done. The dawn had come, the house was stirring, and the day was waiting.

I stepped back from Justin, feeling the loss of his warmth like a physical ache. His hand caught mine for a moment, his fingers squeezing once before releasing.

"I'll see you tonight," I said.

"You will."

I turned and walked out of the kitchen, feeling his eyes on my back the whole way. The weight of his claim was on my skin, settling into my bones, and I carried it with me up the stairs, into the growing light of the day.

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I watch her go. Kira's bare feet on the stairs, the sway of her hips under that thin cotton, the way she doesn't look back because she knows I'm watching and she wants me to. The morning light catches the platinum of her bob, turns it almost white, and then she's gone, swallowed by the upper floor.

I take a sip of my coffee. It's gone cold. I don't care.

"You're staring."

Priya's voice is dry, amused. She's leaning against the counter with her mug cradled in both hands, steam curling past her dark eyes. She's watching me the way she watches everything now—like she's cataloguing, filing away every tell for later.

"She's nervous about Saturday," I say, which isn't a lie, exactly. It's just not the whole truth.

"She's not the only one." Priya sets down her mug and pads closer, stopping just out of arm's reach. The underwear rule leaves her in a thin bralette and matching briefs, her brown skin glowing in the dawn light. "You're taking me to your econ lecture today."

"I am."

"Anna's going to be there."

"I know."

"She's going to corner me the second she sees me." Priya's voice is careful, measured. "She's been calling. Texting. Showing up at the house. She threatened to go to the dean, Justin."

"I know." I set down the mug and cross to her, my hands finding her waist. She doesn't flinch. She hasn't flinched from me in weeks. "And you're going to handle it."

"Am I?"

"You're going to tell her you're fine. That you're happy. That you chose this." I tilt her chin up with one finger, making her meet my eyes. "Because you did, didn't you?"

Something flickers in her gaze—fast, there and gone. But then she smiles, and it reaches her eyes, and she presses up to kiss me, soft and quick.

"I did," she says against my lips. "I chose you. I keep choosing you."

"Then go get dressed." I slap her ass lightly, and she yelps, laughing. "We have a lecture to get to."

She's still smiling as she heads for the stairs, and I watch her go too, feeling the familiar satisfaction curl through my chest. Priya is different from the others. She doesn't need to be broken. She just needed someone to show her what she was already looking for.

The house settles around me. Somewhere upstairs, water starts running—Priya in the shower. Elena's door is still closed, and I let it stay that way. She earned her sleep, last night. She earned a lot of things.

I rinse my mug in the sink and set it in the drying rack. The kitchen still smells like wine and sweat and sex, and I breathe it in like a man who's finally found air. This is mine. All of it. The house, the women, the leverage. The life I built out of silence and patience and the willingness to do what no one else would.

I'm still standing there when Priya comes back down, twenty minutes later, dressed for class.

She's traded the underwear for dark jeans and a cream sweater, her hair twisted back in a loose knot. She looks like a student. She looks like she belongs on campus, in a lecture hall, taking notes like everyone else.

She looks like she could walk away from all of this and never look back.

"What?" She catches me looking, her brow furrowing.

"Nothing." I grab my jacket from the hook by the door. "You look good."

The smile she gives me is small, almost shy. "Yeah?"

"Yeah." I hold the door for her. "Let's go."

The drive to campus is short, the streets still quiet with early morning. Priya sits in the passenger seat with her bag in her lap, staring out the window. She doesn't talk, and I don't push. There's a tension in her shoulders, a tightness around her mouth that wasn't there when she came downstairs.

"You're thinking about Anna," I say, not a question.

"She's going to be upset." Priya's voice is quiet. "She's been worried about me for weeks. She thinks you're—" She stops, biting her lip.

"Thinks I'm what?"

"She thinks you're the reason I disappeared." Priya finally looks at me. "She's not wrong."

I keep my eyes on the road. "You're not a hostage, Priya."

"I know." She reaches over, her hand finding my thigh. "I know I'm not. But she doesn't know that. And I have to convince her without telling her the truth."

"You'll find a way." I cover her hand with mine, squeezing. "You're smarter than she is."

Priya laughs, a real laugh, and some of the tension in her shoulders eases. "That's not a high bar."

"It's not," I agree, and she laughs again, shaking her head.

We pull into the campus parking lot and I kill the engine. The morning is crisp, the air carrying the first hint of autumn. Students are already moving across the quad, coffee cups in hand, backpacks slung over shoulders. It's a familiar scene, one I've walked through a hundred times as a ghost, unnoticed and unremarkable.

But not today.

Today, I'm walking in with Priya on my arm, and everyone is going to see her.

We're halfway across the quad when I hear it—a sharp, familiar voice cutting through the murmur of students.

"Priya."

Priya stops dead. Her hand tightens on my arm, and I feel the sudden tension rip through her body.

"Priya." The voice is closer now, and I turn to see Anna Lindqvist striding toward us, her strawberry-blond hair catching the light, her green eyes blazing behind her wire-rimmed glasses. She's wearing an oversized knit sweater and jeans, her leather satchel slung across her body, and she looks like she hasn't slept in days.

"Anna." Priya's voice is careful, measured. "Hi."

"Hi?" Anna stops a few feet away, her hands on her hips. "Hi? That's all you have to say? I've been calling you for weeks, Priya. Texting. Showing up at your house. I thought you were dead. I thought he'd—" Her eyes flick to me, and the look in them is pure venom. "I thought something had happened to you."

"Nothing happened to me." Priya's voice is steady, but I can feel her hand trembling against my arm. "I'm fine. I'm happy."

"Happy." Anna repeats the word like it's a foreign language. "You disappeared for weeks. You missed classes, missed meetings, missed everything. And now you're showing up with him—" She gestures at me, disgust dripping from the word— "and you expect me to believe you're happy?"

"It's true." Priya steps forward, putting herself between me and Anna. "I know it's hard to understand. I know it looks crazy from the outside. But I chose this, Anna. I chose him."

Anna stares at her, her mouth working. For a moment, I think she's going to argue, going to push, going to make a scene right here in the middle of the quad.

But then her shoulders slump, and the fight drains out of her.

"I was so worried," she says, her voice cracking. "I thought you were gone. I thought I'd lost you."

Priya's face softens. She crosses the space between them and pulls Anna into a hug, holding her tight.

"I'm sorry," she murmurs into Anna's hair. "I'm sorry I scared you. I should have called. I should have explained."

"You should have." Anna's voice is muffled against Priya's shoulder. "You should have trusted me."

"I know." Priya pulls back, her hands on Anna's shoulders. "And I will. I promise. But right now, I have to get to class. I'm already late."

Anna's eyes flick to me, and the venom is still there, simmering beneath the surface. But she nods, stepping back.

"Fine," she says. "But we're talking later. Properly. And you're going to tell me everything."

"I will," Priya says. "I promise."

Anna holds her gaze for a long moment, then turns and walks away, her satchel swinging at her side. She doesn't look back.

Priya watches her go, and I see the tension in her shoulders ease, just a fraction.

"That went better than I expected," I say.

"She's not done." Priya turns to me, her eyes shadowed. "She's going to keep pushing. She's going to keep asking questions. And eventually, she's going to figure out that something's not right."

"Then we'll deal with it when it happens." I take her hand, threading my fingers through hers. "Come on. We're late."

The econ lecture hall is already half-full when we arrive. I push open the door, and the sound of conversation washes over us—dozens of voices overlapping, chairs scraping, bags hitting the floor. The room smells like coffee and stale air and the particular musk of too many bodies in too small a space.

And then, as one, the voices start to die.

Heads turn. Eyes find us. Priya, who hasn't been seen on campus in weeks, walking in on the arm of the quiet kid who never talks to anyone.

I feel the weight of their stares like a physical thing, pressing against my skin. I've been invisible here for months, a ghost in the back row. But now, with Priya beside me, I'm suddenly the most interesting person in the room.

"Priya?"

The voice comes from a table near the front. A girl with dark hair and sharp eyes is standing, her hand frozen mid-reach for her bag. Dana. From the group project.

"Priya, oh my God." Dana crosses the room in three quick strides, pulling Priya into a hug. "Where have you been? We thought you'd dropped out. We thought—" She pulls back, her eyes scanning Priya's face. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Priya's smile is bright, practiced. "I'm sorry I disappeared. I had some personal stuff to deal with. But I'm back now, and I'm ready to work."

Dana's eyes flick to me, and I see the question in them—the same question Anna had, the same question everyone's been asking. But she doesn't voice it. She just nods, squeezing Priya's arm.

"We have a group meeting later," she says. "Marcus is going to lose his mind when he sees you."

"I'm looking forward to it."

I steer Priya toward a pair of empty seats near the back, feeling the stares follow us the whole way. The whispers start as soon as we sit down—a low murmur of speculation that I can't quite make out, but I don't need to. I know what they're saying.

They're saying I'm the reason she disappeared.

They're saying I did something to her.

They're saying she's too good for me, too smart, too bright to be with someone like the quiet kid who never talks.

Let them talk. Let them wonder. In a few weeks, they'll all know exactly who I am.

The door at the front of the room opens, and Professor Marchetti walks in. She's wearing her usual uniform—oversized cardigan, white sneakers, cat-eye glasses perched on her nose. Her dark hair is loose around her shoulders, and she's carrying a stack of papers that she sets down on the podium with a thunk.

"Good morning," she says, her voice carrying across the room. "I hope you all did the reading, because we're diving straight into—"

She stops. Her eyes land on Priya, and I watch the recognition flicker across her face, followed quickly by surprise, then something that looks almost like concern.

"Priya," she says, and the room goes quiet. "I wasn't expecting to see you today."

Priya's smile doesn't waver. "I'm back, Professor. I'm ready to catch up."

Professor Marchetti's eyes sweep the room, landing on me for a brief moment before returning to Priya. I see the question in them, the same question everyone's asking—the one she's been trying to answer since she gave me her number out of concern.

But she doesn't ask it. Not here, not in front of everyone.

"I'm glad to see you," she says finally, and there's something careful in her voice, something measured. "We can talk after class about catching you up on what you've missed."

"Thank you, Professor."

Professor Marchetti nods, then turns to the board, and the lecture begins.

I don't listen to the words. I'm too aware of the stares, the whispers, the weight of Priya's presence beside me. She's taking notes, her pen moving across the page in neat, precise strokes, but I can feel the tension in her, the same tension that was there in the car.

She's nervous. She's worried about what they're all thinking, what they're all saying.

I reach under the desk and find her hand, squeezing it once. She glances at me, startled, and I give her a small smile.

"You're doing fine," I murmur. "Just breathe."

She nods, her shoulders relaxing slightly, and turns back to her notes.

The lecture drags on. Professor Marchetti's voice washes over us, rising and falling with the rhythm of supply and demand curves. I keep my eyes on the board, but my mind is elsewhere—on the files in my bag, on the secrets I hold, on the game I'm still playing.

Margaret Oliver is the acting director now. She's watching me, waiting for me to slip. Elena is at home, trying to become someone new. Kira is planning her public debut. And Priya is sitting beside me, playing the role of the devoted study partner, while her best friend circles like a shark, waiting for the truth.

The pieces are all in motion. I just have to make sure they fall the way I need them to.

When the lecture ends, students start packing up, the room filling with the sound of zippers and chatter. Priya closes her notebook and turns to me, her eyes searching mine.

"That wasn't so bad," she says.

"It's not over yet." I nod toward the front of the room, where Professor Marchetti is standing by the podium, her eyes fixed on us. "She wants to talk."

Priya follows my gaze and swallows. "Right."

"You've got this." I stand, slinging my bag over my shoulder. "Just tell her what you told Anna. You're fine. You're happy. You chose this."

Priya nods, but I see the doubt flickering in her eyes. She doesn't believe it, not entirely. She's still not sure she's made the right choice.

But she will be. I'll make sure of it.

I watch her walk to the front of the room, her back straight, her head high. Professor Marchetti meets her halfway, and I see the two of them start talking, their voices too low to carry.

I don't wait to hear how it goes. I trust Priya to handle it. She's smarter than she gives herself credit for, and she's learned to lie almost as well as I have.

I step out into the hallway, the crowd of students washing around me. The morning light is streaming through the windows, painting gold lines across the linoleum floor. I take a breath, feeling the familiar satisfaction settle into my bones.

One step closer.

One step closer to everything I've been building toward.

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