The cafeteria line moved in stops and starts, bodies pressing forward under the fluorescent hum. Phuwin balanced his tray with one hand, the grilled pork and rice steaming up into his face, the boba cup sweating against his palm. Beside him, Siyh was already picking at the corner of her spring roll, her free hand scrolling through her phone without looking at it.
"You think he's actually going to hang all fifty-one?" she muttered, half to herself. "Without tape?"
Phuwin laughed, the sound short and light. "He'll figure it out. He's resourceful when he wants to be."
"Resourceful," Siyh repeated, and the word came out dry. "That's one word for it."
The line lurched forward. Phuwin shifted his weight, reaching into his back pocket with his free hand for his phone. It was warm from his body, the familiar weight of it settling against his palm. He pulled it out, opened it, and that was when something hard and blunt connected with the back of his skull—a solid, dull thud that sent a shock through his neck and pitched him forward.
His tray lurched. The boba cup wobbled. His hand flew to the spot, fingers pressing against the tender bone, and for a second the world went hazy around the edges—the cafeteria noise dropping to a muffled roar, the fluorescent lights bleeding into white.
"Shit—sorry, sorry, man—"
A large hand closed around his bicep, warm and firm, steadying him before he could fully stumble. The grip was strong enough to hold him upright, and Phuwin blinked, his vision sharpening back into focus. He turned his head, still pressing his fingers to the sore spot, and found himself looking up at a tall, broad-shouldered guy with wide, apologetic eyes. Dark hair, sharp jaw, a gym build that rivaled Pond's—maybe a little less defined, a little more bulk. He was probably shorter than Pond by an inch or two, but he towered over Phuwin by a full head and shoulders.
"I'm so sorry," the guy said, already stammering, his free hand raised in a placating gesture. "I thought you were my buddy from behind—I was swinging my bag to get his attention and—" He winced, looking genuinely pained. "Fuck, that was a solid hit. Are you okay?"
Phuwin rubbed the spot again, feeling the faint beginning of a knot. It ached, but nothing was bleeding. He let out a breath and shook his head. "It's fine. Really. Just a scare."
"No, no, that was a real hit. Let me—" The guy's hand was still on Phuwin's bicep, and he didn't let go, his eyes scanning Phuwin's face for signs of damage. "Can I get you ice? Water? Something?"
Phuwin opened his mouth to refuse, but Siyh stepped closer, and he felt her presence settle like a shadow at his shoulder. He didn't have to look to know her phone was out. He didn't have to look to know her smile was gone.
"He said he's fine," she said, her voice flat and measured. Not hostile—but not warm, either. The kind of tone that said she was watching, and she hadn't made up her mind yet.
The guy's eyes flicked to her, then back to Phuwin. He seemed to register the ring on Phuwin's finger—the gold band catching the fluorescent light—and something in his expression shifted, a brief flicker of recognition that smoothed into a smile. "At least let me pay for your meal. It's the least I can do."
Phuwin shook his head. "You really don't have to—"
"I insist." The guy's hand finally left Phuwin's arm, reaching past him to tap his own card against the payment terminal before the cashier could even ring it up. The machine beeped, a bright, final sound, and the cashier blinked at the unexpected transaction.
"Sir, I haven't entered the total yet—"
"Then enter it." The guy's voice was easy, unhurried, but there was a thread of insistence underneath it. He smiled at the cashier, then looked back at Phuwin. "Whatever he ordered. And a drink, too. Whatever he wants."
Phuwin stood there, his phone still open in his hand, the boba cup sweating against his tray. The pain in his skull was already fading to a dull throb, but the heat creeping up the back of his neck was something else entirely. He wasn't used to being paid for. He wasn't used to being the center of someone's sudden, focused attention.
"That's really not necessary," he said again, but his voice came out quieter than he meant, almost uncertain.
The guy's smile widened. "It's necessary. I nearly gave you a concussion. Let me buy your lunch and we'll call it even." He turned to the cashier and repeated, "Whatever he ordered. And a drink. Put it on my tab."
The cashier nodded, typing something into the register. Phuwin stood frozen, his tray growing heavier in his hand, the smell of grilled pork mixing with the guy's cologne—something clean and faintly woody. He finally closed his phone, sliding it back into his pocket, and let out a breath that was half laugh, half surrender.
"Okay," he said. "Fine. Thank you."
"Don't thank me. I'm the asshole who hit you." The guy's eyes crinkled at the corners, warm and self-deprecating. "Name's Give, by the way. So if you get a headache later, you know who to blame."
Phuwin felt the corner of his mouth lift. "Phuwin."
"Phuwin." Give repeated the name like he was tasting it, his head tilting slightly. "Good to meet you, even under these circumstances."
The cashier slid the tray back to Phuwin, the transaction complete. His boba cup sat next to the grilled pork, the straw already punctured. Phuwin picked up the tray, the weight of it familiar in his hands, and gave Give a small, genuine smile.
"Thanks again. Really."
Give nodded, his gaze lingering for a beat longer than necessary. "Take care of that head."
Phuwin turned, feeling the weight of that gaze on his back, and found Siyh already moving. She had shifted her weight, her phone still in her hand, her eyes fixed on him with an expression he couldn't quite read. Not anger. Not concern, exactly. Something in between—a careful stillness that made the air between them feel charged.
"Let's go," she said, and her voice was light, but the smile she gave him was thin.
Phuwin fell into step beside her, the cafeteria noise swelling back around them as they moved away from the counter. The smell of garlic and fried oil clung to the air, the heat of the lunch rush pressing against his skin. He could feel the spot on the back of his head still throbbing, a dull ache that pulsed with each step, but it was manageable. Barely.
He took a sip of his boba, the cold sweetness grounding him, and glanced at Siyh. She was texting now—Tai, probably, the way her thumbs moved fast and automatic—but her jaw was tight, and her eyes kept flicking to the side, back toward the counter.
"What?" he asked.
"Nothing."
He didn't believe her, but he didn't push. The warmth in his chest from earlier—the easy satisfaction of making Pond work for it—had cooled into something quieter, more complicated. He didn't know why. Maybe it was the lingering ache in his skull. Maybe it was the way Give had looked at him, a fraction of a second too long.
Maybe it was the silence between him and Siyh, which felt heavier than it should.
He took another sip of boba and kept walking, the cafeteria doors coming into view at the end of the aisle. Outside, the afternoon light was golden and hazy, and somewhere across campus, Pond was probably still standing in the hallway, holding a stack of posters and wondering where to start.
The thought should have made him smile. It did, a little. But the ache in his head was a persistent weight, and the ghost of Give's gaze was still printed on his skin, and he couldn't shake the feeling that the afternoon had just turned, somewhere he hadn't been paying attention.
The cafeteria noise swelled around them—the clatter of trays, the low rumble of overlapping conversations, the sharp ping of the microwave at the far end of the serving line. Phuwin's fingers tightened around his tray, the plastic edge biting into his palm. The boba cup was sweating again, beads of condensation trailing down his wrist, and he shifted his grip to keep the moisture from dripping onto the grilled pork.
Beside him, Siyh's thumb had stopped moving over her phone screen. She wasn't typing anymore—just holding it, the screen dark, her gaze fixed straight ahead. But her jaw was still tight, and the silence between them had taken on a texture, something almost solid.
Phuwin took another sip of boba, the tapioca pearls sliding up the straw in a cold, sweet mouthful. He chewed, swallowed, and let the sugar settle against the dull throb at the base of his skull. The knot was tender under his fingers when he touched it, a small, warm隆起 that pulsed with his heartbeat. He pressed once, testing, and winced.
"You sure you're okay?" Siyh's voice was quiet now, stripped of its earlier flatness. She still wasn't looking at him, but her shoulder was close to his, a hair's breadth from brushing.
"Yeah." He dropped his hand from his head. "It's just a bump. I've had worse."
"From a swinging bag or from Pond's elbow in his sleep?"
He laughed, the sound surprised out of him. "Both. But this one's winning so far."
Her mouth twitched, but the smile didn't reach her eyes. They passed a table of first-years hunched over their phones, a spilled cup of iced coffee spreading across the laminate in a dark, widening stain. No one was cleaning it up. Phuwin's gaze caught on the brown puddle for a second too long—the way it spread, aimless and patient, soaking into a forgotten napkin at the edge.
"That guy," Siyh said, and her voice was careful now, measured in a way that made Phuwin's stomach tighten. "Give."
"What about him?"
She didn't answer right away. They passed another table, then a cluster of students standing in the aisle, blocking the flow of traffic. Phuwin sidestepped them, his tray held close to his chest, and Siyh followed, threading through the crowd without breaking stride.
"He was staring at you," she said finally. "Before the bag hit you. I saw him."
Phuwin blinked. "What?"
"He was three people back in the line. Looking at you. Not at the menu, not at his phone—at you." Her voice stayed low, almost conversational, but there was an edge underneath it that he recognized. The same edge she'd had in the hallway after Ryu had cornered him months ago. Watchful. Protective. "And then he hit you with his bag, and suddenly he's all apologies and paying for your meal and saying your name like he's memorizing it."
Phuwin's steps slowed. The cafeteria doors were closer now, the light beyond them a pale gold rectangle at the end of the aisle. He could feel the afternoon heat waiting, the shift from air-conditioned chill to the thick, humid air of the campus quad.
"It was an accident," he said. "He thought I was his friend."
"Mm."
That single syllable carried more weight than a whole sentence. Phuwin glanced at her, but she was still looking straight ahead, her phone clutched in her hand like a shield.
"Siyh."
"I'm not saying anything." Her voice was lighter now, almost breezy. "I'm just saying. Pond's not going to love it."
"Love what? A guy apologizing for hitting me?"
"A guy buying your lunch. A guy looking at you like you're the only person in the room." She finally turned her head, meeting his eyes, and her expression was unreadable. "You know how he gets."
Phuwin's jaw tightened. He did know. He had seen it—the way Pond's eyes went dark when another man's gaze lingered too long on Phuwin's ass, the way his hand would find the small of Phuwin's back, possessive and quiet, staking a claim without a word. He had felt it, in the way Pond's grip tightened around his waist when they passed a construction crew or a group of older students. The jealousy was part of him now, a familiar current that ran beneath every easy laugh and every soft kiss.
But this was different. This was nothing. A random encounter, a moment of clumsiness, a meal paid for by a stranger who would forget his name by tomorrow.
"It's fine," Phuwin said, and he meant it. Mostly. "He's not going to find out, and even if he does, it's not a big deal."
Siyh was quiet for a long moment. Then she let out a breath, long and slow, and her shoulders dropped a fraction of an inch.
"Okay," she said. "Okay."
She didn't sound convinced. But she didn't push, either, and Phuwin was grateful for that. They reached the cafeteria doors, and he pushed through them, the afternoon light washing over him in a wave of warmth and brightness. The air smelled like cut grass and exhaust, and somewhere across the quad, a radio was playing a song he almost recognized.
He took another sip of boba, the cold sweetness cutting through the lingering ache at the back of his skull, and let the sun settle against his skin.
Behind him, the cafeteria doors swung shut, swallowing the noise and the heat and the ghost of Give's gaze. The afternoon stretched ahead, golden and uncertain, and Phuwin walked into it with his tray in one hand and the weight of Siyh's silence beside him.

