The door clicked shut behind him, the latch engaging with a sound that seemed louder than it should in the quiet of the hospital office. Caleb let it hang in the air, let the finality of it settle between them before he moved another inch.
Nathalie's pen stopped mid-sentence. She looked up, and for half a second there was nothing but surprise flickering across her hazel eyes—the wide, caught look of someone pulled from deep concentration. Her ponytail had come loose at the nape, a few blonde strands escaping to frame her face. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead, a dull electric drone that filled the space between them.
He didn't speak. He just stood there, letting the weight of his presence fill the small room, watching her process exactly what his being here meant. Her office was a controlled chaos of patient files and medical journals—a stack of papers on the corner of her desk, one half-open, the margins dense with her sharp, efficient handwriting. A half-empty coffee cup sat near her elbow, long gone cold. The air smelled like antiseptic and stale coffee and something faintly floral that was just her.
Her gaze traveled over him, taking in the disheveled dark hair, the sharp set of his jaw, the way his hands hung at his sides with his fingers flexing once—a barely-there twitch that she caught anyway. Nathalie was a doctor. She'd spent years reading bodies, and his was broadcasting loud and clear.
She set the pen down. The tap of it against the desk was soft, deliberate, the sound of a decision being made.
"Master," she said, and the word came out steady, even as something shifted behind her eyes. Recognition, maybe. Or anticipation.
Caleb didn't move from the door. He let the silence stretch, let her sit in the weight of his presence without giving her anything to hold onto. That was the game. That was always the game. He could see the questions flickering through her mind—why here, why now, what does he want—and he let her ask them all without a single answer.
"You're supposed to be reviewing patient files," he said finally, his voice low, almost conversational. "Not that I'm complaining about the view."
Nathalie's lips quirked—a ghost of a smile that she quickly suppressed. "The files can wait."
"Can they?" He took a step forward, then another, his bare feet silent on the linoleum. He'd walked through the hospital like that, naked except for the scrub pants he'd pulled on as an afterthought, and somehow no one had stopped him. Or maybe they had, and he'd simply not cared. The nurses at the station had watched him pass with wide eyes, but none of them had dared to question the nineteen-year-old who moved through their hospital like he owned it.
He supposed he did, in a way. He owned the doctor in this office, and that was enough.
Nathalie rose from her chair, the movement fluid, unhurried. She was small—petite in a way that made her seem almost fragile until you saw the steel in her spine, the discipline in every line of her body. The military training never really left a person; it just learned to wear a doctor's coat. She smoothed the front of her scrubs, a gesture that was more about buying herself a moment than any actual need to adjust the fabric.
"You came all the way here," she said, and there was a question buried in it, a careful probe. "The house is what, twenty minutes away?"
"Fifteen, when I don't hit traffic."
"And you drove fifteen minutes in nothing but scrub pants to—" She stopped, catching herself. The air between them thickened, charged with something that made the fluorescent hum feel louder.
Caleb watched her, a slow smile spreading across his face. He knew exactly what she was doing. She was testing the edges, feeling for the shape of his intent before committing to it. Smart woman. He'd always appreciated that about her—the way she thought before she moved, the way her mind worked in careful, precise increments even when her body was already surrendering.
"To what?" he prompted, taking another step closer.
Nathalie's breath caught. Just a fraction, just enough for him to see it. Her hazel eyes tracked him as he moved, and he could see the moment her professional composure cracked, the moment she stopped being Doctor Nathalie and started being something else entirely.
"To see me," she finished, and her voice was softer now, less certain.
"That's part of it."
He was close enough now to smell her—antiseptic and coffee and that floral something underneath, the scent of her skin beneath the hospital veneer. She smelled like work, like long shifts and careful hands, and he wanted to strip all of that away. He wanted to find the woman underneath the doctor, the one who knelt for him in his house, the one who called him Master with her voice gone rough and desperate.
"The rest of it?" she asked.
Caleb reached out, not to touch her, but to brush his fingers along the edge of her desk, tracing the stack of files. "The rest of it is that I've been thinking about you all day."
It was a lie, mostly. He'd been thinking about Ava, about the harbor, about the video of her on that boat with Vance's hands on her. But Nathalie didn't need to know that. And it wasn't entirely a lie, either—there was something about Nathalie that lingered, something that made him want to come back to her again and again. Maybe it was the way she submitted so completely, so willingly, without ever losing the sharp edge of her intelligence. Maybe it was the way she looked at him, like she could see through him and didn't care what she found.
Her eyes flickered down to his hands, and he saw her notice the scars there—faint, silvery lines across his knuckles, souvenirs from fights he didn't talk about. She didn't ask. She never asked. She just looked, and then her gaze came back up to meet his, and there was something like understanding in it.
"You've been thinking about me," she repeated, testing the words.
"Mm." He picked up one of the files, flipped it open without looking at it. A patient's chart, full of medical jargon and careful observations. He let it fall closed again, let it land on the desk with a soft thud. "Is that a problem?"
"No, Master." The word came easily, naturally, like it belonged in her mouth. "I just—" She paused, and he watched her choose her next words carefully. "I wasn't expecting you."
"That's the point."
He saw it then, the moment of surrender. It wasn't dramatic, wasn't a collapse. It was just a shift in her posture, a softening around her shoulders, a change in the way she held her gaze. She'd been standing at attention, ready for whatever he threw at her, but now she let herself relax into the inevitability of it. He was here. She was his. There was nothing left to do but accept it.
"You came all the way here," she said again, but this time it wasn't a question. It was an acknowledgment, a statement of fact. She moved around the desk, her eyes locked on his, and he watched her take the first step toward him.
The air between them thickened with every inch she closed. He could see the pulse beating in her throat, the way her hands hung at her sides, fingers twitching like she wanted to reach for him but was waiting for permission. The fluorescent light caught the blonde of her hair, turning it pale gold, and for a moment she looked almost ethereal—a ghost in scrubs, a woman caught between two worlds.
She stopped just out of reach, close enough that he could feel the warmth radiating off her, could see the rise and fall of her chest as her breathing quickened. Her eyes searched his face, looking for something—permission, direction, a sign of what came next.
"You didn't even knock," she said, and there was a tremor in her voice now, a crack in the professional facade.
"Didn't need to."
"Someone could have seen you."
"Let them." He stepped forward, closing the last of the distance between them. His chest brushed against hers, and he felt her breath hitch, felt the way her body swayed toward him involuntarily. "You think I care about that?"
She shook her head, a small, almost helpless motion. "No, Master. I don't think you do."
"Good." He reached up, caught a strand of her hair between his fingers, let it slide through them like silk. "Because I don't. I came here because I wanted to see you, and I don't give a fuck who knows it."
Her eyes fluttered closed for just a second, and he saw her swallow hard. When she opened them again, there was something different in them—something raw and hungry and barely contained.
"What do you want from me?" she asked, and the question was honest, stripped of all pretense.
Caleb didn't answer right away. He let the silence stretch, let her wait, let the anticipation build until he could see it in the way her hands clenched at her sides, the way her breath came shallow and quick. He was in no hurry. That was the thing about power—it wasn't about speed. It was about control, about making someone wait for what they wanted until they were willing to beg for it.
"I want you to remember who you belong to," he said finally, his voice low and even. "I want you to remember that no matter how many patients you save, no matter how many lives you touch in this place, at the end of the day, you're mine."
Her breath caught, and he saw the words land, saw them hit something deep in her. Her lips parted, and for a moment she looked like she might say something, might argue, might push back against the claim he was staking.
But she didn't.
Instead, she took a step back—just one—and then she sank to her knees in front of him, the movement fluid and graceful, like a dancer folding into a bow. Her hands landed on her thighs, palms up, and she looked up at him with those hazel eyes, wide and waiting.
"Yes, Master," she said, and her voice was soft, reverent, the voice of someone who had found exactly where they belonged.
Caleb looked down at her, at the blonde hair spilling over her shoulders, at the way her scrubs bunched around her knees, at the trust in her gaze. The fluorescent light hummed overhead, and somewhere in the hospital a door opened and closed, a distant sound that barely registered.
She was beautiful like this, he thought. On her knees, waiting, giving him everything without him having to ask for a single thing. And the best part was, she wanted it. She wanted to be here, wanted to be his, wanted to surrender herself completely to whatever he decided to do with her.
The moment stretched between them, thick and charged, the air heavy with everything unsaid. He could see her breath catching in her chest, see the way her fingers trembled slightly against her thighs, and he knew she was waiting for him to speak, to move, to tell her what came next.
But he didn't. Not yet. He just stood there, looking down at her, letting her feel the weight of his gaze, letting her sit in the unbearable anticipation of not knowing what he would do.
And she held perfectly still, her eyes locked on his, her body a study in patient surrender.
The silence between them stretched until it became its own sound. Caleb watched her kneel there, the fluorescent light catching the gold in her hair, the way her chest rose and fell beneath the thin fabric of her scrubs. She was waiting. He could see it in the set of her shoulders, the way her palms stayed open on her thighs, offering. Everything about her was an invitation he hadn't yet decided to accept.
He reached down and hooked his thumbs into the waistband of the scrub pants. The fabric slid over his hips with a whisper, and he stepped out of them, letting them pool around his ankles. He was already hard—had been since the moment he'd walked through her door, since he'd watched her rise from that chair with the steel in her spine and the question in her eyes. The air of the office hit his skin, cool and clinical, and he saw her gaze drop to his cock, saw the way her breath caught in her throat.
"Look at me," he said, and her eyes snapped up to his, obedient, waiting. "You wanted to know what I came here for. This is what I came here for."
He stepped closer, close enough that his cock brushed against her cheek, and she didn't flinch. Her eyes stayed on his, steady, patient. He dragged the head of his cock across her skin, leaving a slick trail of pre-cum on her cheekbone, and she let out a breath that was almost a sigh.
"You're going to sit there and take this," he said, his voice low. "And you're going to remember every second of it."
He slapped his cock against her lips once, a light, deliberate tap, and her mouth parted slightly, instinctively. He did it again, harder this time, watching the way her eyes fluttered, the way her tongue darted out to wet her lips. He traced the line of her jaw with the length of him, smearing the slickness across her skin, and she tilted her head back to give him better access, a quiet surrender that made his stomach tighten.
He thrust forward, not into her mouth but against her face, grinding the side of his cock against her cheek, her nose, her closed eyelids. She took it without complaint, her hands staying on her thighs, her breath coming in shallow, quick pants against his skin. He pulled back, then did it again, harder, letting her feel the weight of him, the heat of him, the demand.
"You like that," he said. It wasn't a question.
"Yes, Master." Her voice was muffled against his skin, but he heard it, heard the truth in it.
He grabbed a handful of her hair, twisted it around his fist, and pulled her head back, forcing her to look up at him. Her eyes were wet, not with tears but with want, and her lips were slick with his pre-cum, swollen from the pressure of him against them.
"Open," he said, and she did, her jaw dropping wide, her tongue flat and waiting.
He fed his cock into her mouth slowly, letting her feel every inch of him sliding past her lips, over her tongue, toward the back of her throat. She took him without gagging, her eyes watering but staying on his, and he held there for a moment, feeling the wet heat of her mouth around him, the way her tongue pressed against the underside of his shaft.
Then he pulled out, just as slowly, and let her gasp for air.
"Not yet," he said, and he saw the disappointment flicker across her face before she smoothed it away. "Not like this. I want you to work for it."
He released her hair and stepped back, toward the leather chair behind her desk. He sat down in it, the old leather creaking under his weight, and spread his legs, letting his cock stand hard and glistening between them. He crooked a finger at her.
"Come here."
She rose from her knees on unsteady legs and walked toward him, her steps careful, deliberate. He watched her move, the way her hips swayed, the way her hands hung at her sides like she didn't know what to do with them. She stopped in front of him, and he reached out, hooking a finger into the neckline of her scrubs and pulling her forward until she was standing between his spread legs.
"Climb on," he said. "I want you to ride me. Grind against me. And I want to see those tits the whole time."
She reached for the hem of her scrubs and pulled them over her head, then unclipped her bra and let it fall. Her breasts were small but full, the nipples already peaked and dark, and she stepped out of her pants, standing naked in front of him except for the thin strip of her panties, which she hooked with her thumbs and slid down her legs.
Caleb watched her, his gaze moving over her body like he was cataloging every inch. The pale skin, the curve of her waist, the way her thighs trembled slightly as she stood there, exposed and waiting.
"You're beautiful," he said, and he meant it. Not in the way men said it to women they wanted to impress, but in the way a man said it to something he owned.
She climbed onto his lap, straddling him, her knees finding the edges of the leather chair on either side of his hips. She reached down, wrapped her fingers around his cock, and guided him to her entrance. He felt the heat of her, the wetness, and he grasped her hips, holding her steady.
"Slow," he said. "I want to feel every inch."
She lowered herself onto him, inch by inch, her breath catching as he filled her. Her eyes stayed on his, wide and dark, and he watched the way her lips parted, the way her body trembled as she took all of him. When she was fully seated, she paused, her hands braced on his chest, her breath coming in shallow, ragged gasps.
"Fuck," she breathed. "Master—"
"I know." He ran his hands up her sides, over her ribs, until his thumbs brushed the undersides of her breasts. "I feel it too."
She began to move, a slow, rolling grind that made his eyes roll back in his head. She was riding him, not bouncing but grinding, her hips circling against his, her clit dragging against the base of his cock with every rotation. He watched her breasts sway with the motion, her nipples brushing against his chest, and he reached up, cupping them, rolling the hard peaks between his fingers.
"You feel so good," she moaned, her head falling back. "So full—"
"That's right." He squeezed her breasts, harder, and she gasped. "You're mine, Nathalie. Every inch of you. This pussy belongs to me."
"Yes, Master. Yes—"
He thrust up into her, meeting her grind with his own motion, and she cried out, her nails digging into his shoulders. She was so tight, so wet, and he could feel her clenching around him, pulling him deeper with every movement. He reached down, found her clit with his thumb, and pressed, circling it in time with her grinding.
"Cum for me," he said. "I want to feel it."
She was close, he could tell. Her breathing had gone ragged, her movements less controlled, more desperate. She was chasing it, grinding harder against him, and he let her, his thumb working her clit, his other hand gripping her hip to keep her steady.
"Please," she gasped. "Please, Master, I'm so close—"
"Then cum." He thrust up into her, hard, and she shattered.
He felt it, the way her body clenched around him, the way she cried out his name, the way she trembled against him. He held her through it, his hands on her hips, his eyes on her face, watching the way pleasure twisted her features, the way her mouth fell open, the way her body surrendered completely to what he'd given her.
She collapsed against him, her forehead resting on his shoulder, her breath coming in harsh, shaking pants. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her, feeling the aftershocks ripple through her body.
"Good girl," he murmured, and he felt her shiver against him.
But he wasn't done. He shifted, gripping her hips, and lifted her off his cock. She made a small, needy sound, but he ignored it, turning her around and bending her over the desk. Her hands hit the surface, scattering files, and she looked back at him over her shoulder, her eyes wide and questioning.
"I'm not finished with you yet," he said, and he pushed back into her from behind, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth, brutal thrust.
She cried out, her fingers scrabbling for purchase on the desk, and he set a rhythm, hard and fast, his hips slapping against her ass. He reached around, grabbing a handful of her hair, pulling her head back, and she arched into him, her back bowing, her breasts pressing against the cold surface of the desk.
"Look at you," he growled. "Taking my cock like you were made for it."
"I was," she gasped. "I was made for it, Master. Made for you—"
He fucked her hard, the desk creaking beneath them, the files scattering across the floor. He could feel himself getting close, the heat building at the base of his spine, and he reached around, finding her clit again, working her toward her second climax.
"Cum again," he ordered. "Cum with me."
She obeyed, her body clenching around him, and he followed her over the edge, his release flooding into her as he buried himself as deep as he could go. He held there, trembling, his forehead pressed against her shoulder blade, and she lay beneath him, panting, spent.
He pulled out slowly, his cock slick with both of them, and watched his cum leak out of her, dripping down her thigh. He reached down, gathering it on his fingers, and pushed it back inside her, a possessive gesture that made her whimper.
"Don't waste any of it," he said. "You carry that with you. Remember who put it there."
She turned her head, looking at him with hazy, satisfied eyes. "Yes, Master."
He stepped back, pulling on his scrub pants, and she slowly pushed herself up from the desk, her legs unsteady. She looked at him, her lips swollen, her skin flushed, and there was something in her eyes that hadn't been there before. Something that looked like peace.
"What happens now?" she asked, and there was no fear in her voice. Just curiosity.
Caleb zipped his pants and walked toward the door. He paused with his hand on the handle, looking back at her. She was still naked, still standing in the middle of the wreckage of her office, and she looked beautiful like that. Claimed. His.
"Now," he said, "you go back to work. And you think about me every time you sit down."
Her lips curved into a slow smile. "Yes, Master."
He opened the door and stepped out into the fluorescent hum of the hospital corridor, the door clicking shut behind him. He could still feel her on his skin, could still taste her in his mouth, and he knew she was in there, standing naked in her office, thinking about him.
That was enough. For now.
The corridor stretched ahead of him, that same fluorescent hum chasing him down the length of it, and he walked through it with the slow, loose stride of a man who had nowhere to be and nothing to prove. A nurse passed him, her eyes dropping to his bare chest, to the scrub pants riding low on his hips, and she looked away quickly, color rising in her cheeks. He didn't bother to acknowledge her. He was already somewhere else, already replaying the way Nathalie had gasped his name, the way her body had clenched around him like it was trying to keep him there.
His phone buzzed in his pocket.
He pulled it out, glancing at the screen. Sarah. He let it ring twice before answering, pressing it to his ear as he pushed through the hospital's automatic doors into the late afternoon air.
"Master," she said, and her voice was all business, the voice she used when something needed handling. "I need you to come to the office."
"I just left the hospital." He walked across the parking lot, his bare feet finding the hot asphalt. "What's going on?"
"Melissa called in sick this morning." There was a pause, and he could hear her choosing her words carefully. "I think she's trying to figure out what to do about the recording."
Caleb stopped beside his car, leaning against the door. "She called in sick, or she's scared?"
"Scared, I think. She didn't sound sick. She sounded like someone who'd been crying."
He considered that, turning it over in his mind. Melissa had been a means to an end, a way to extend his reach into Sarah's office, to build the kind of leverage that kept people in line. But fear was a double-edged blade. It could make someone compliant, or it could make them desperate enough to do something stupid.
"I'll be there in twenty minutes," he said. "Keep an eye on her."
"Yes, Master."
He hung up and slid into the driver's seat, the engine turning over with a low growl. The drive to Sarah's office was familiar by now, a route he'd taken enough times that his hands knew the turns before his mind caught up. He thought about Nathalie, about the way she'd looked at him as he'd left, that peace in her eyes that he'd put there. He thought about Melissa, about the fear he'd planted in her, the way it was already spreading through her like a slow poison.
And he thought about Ava.
He always thought about Ava.
The office building loomed ahead, all glass and steel, and he parked in the spot Sarah had reserved for him, the one with the small sign that read RESERVED FOR MASTER. He smiled at that, a thin, private thing, and walked inside.
The reception desk was empty. Melissa's chair sat vacant, her computer dark, a single wilting flower in a vase at the corner of the desk. He didn't slow down. He walked past it, down the hall to Sarah's office, and pushed the door open without knocking.
Sarah looked up from her desk, and he saw the tension in her shoulders ease when she saw him. She rose, coming around the desk, and stopped in front of him, her eyes dropping to the floor.
"Master," she said, and the word was soft, relieved.
He reached out, tilting her chin up with his fingers. "Tell me about Melissa."
"She texted me this morning. Said she had a fever, couldn't come in." Sarah's jaw tightened. "I called her. She sounded like she'd been crying. I asked her if she was okay, and she said she was fine, but—" She shook her head. "She's not fine. She's scared."
"Scared enough to talk?"
"I don't know." Sarah met his eyes. "That's what I'm worried about. She has a boyfriend. She has a job that she needs. If she thinks she's going to lose both, she might do something desperate."
Caleb let his hand fall, stepping past her to sit in her chair, the leather creaking under him. He leaned back, considering. Melissa had been a gamble, a piece placed on the board without knowing exactly how it would move. But that was the thing about pressure. It revealed what a person was really made of.
"She won't talk," he said finally. "She's not the type. She's the kind of woman who's spent her whole life doing what she's told, staying small, staying safe. The thought of losing everything is more terrifying to her than any threat I could make."
Sarah moved closer, stopping beside the chair, her hand resting on his shoulder. "And if you're wrong?"
He looked up at her, his grey eyes steady. "Then we'll deal with it."
She nodded, accepting that. Her thumb traced the line of his collarbone, a small, intimate gesture. "You look tired."
"I'm fine."
"You went to see Nathalie." It wasn't a question. She could smell the hospital on him, the antiseptic, the lingering scent of another woman's skin.
"I did."
"And?"
He reached up, catching her hand, pressing it against his chest. "And she remembered who she belongs to."
Sarah's lips curved, a small, knowing smile. "Good."
He pulled her down into his lap, her body settling against him, her arms looping around his neck. She was warm, familiar, the weight of her a comfort he didn't often allow himself to need. He buried his face in her hair, breathing her in, and for a moment he let himself just sit there, holding her.
"What do you want to do about Melissa?" she asked, her voice muffled against his shoulder.
"Nothing yet." He ran a hand down her back, feeling the curve of her spine through the silk of her blouse. "Let her sweat. Let her sit with it. When she's scared enough, she'll come to us."
"And if she doesn't?"
"Then we'll find out what she's really made of." He tilted her chin up, kissing her slowly, deeply, a claim and a reassurance in one. "But I'm not worried about Melissa right now."
She melted into him, her mouth opening under his, and he felt the tension drain out of her. She was his, completely, and that was a kind of peace he couldn't find anywhere else. Not in the search for Ava, not in the games he played with the others. Just here, in the quiet of her office, with her in his lap and the world held at bay.
When they broke apart, she was breathless, her glasses slightly askew. She laughed, a soft, warm sound, and straightened them.
"You're going to ruin me," she said.
"That's the plan."
He held her for a moment longer, then let her go, rising from the chair. She smoothed her skirt, watching him with those sharp, knowing eyes.
"What are you going to do now?" she asked.
He walked to the door, pausing with his hand on the frame. "I'm going home. I have a wedding to plan."
Her smile softened. "Elizabeth will be happy to hear that."
"She will be." He looked back at her, a faint smile playing at the corner of his mouth. "And I'll see you tonight."
"Yes, Master."
He left her there, standing in the middle of her office, and walked out into the late afternoon sun. The day was still warm, the light golden and forgiving, and he let himself feel it for a moment. The wedding. Elizabeth. The life he was building out of the wreckage of everything that had come before.
And somewhere, out on the water, Ava was still out there.
He got in his car and drove home.
The boat rocked beneath her, a slow, constant rhythm that had become the only clock Ava knew anymore. The cabin was dim, the porthole showing nothing but grey Atlantic sky, and she knelt on the worn mattress, listening to the footsteps approach. Heavy. Measured. Eric's tread, the sound of a man who had all the time in the world and knew she had nothing but time to wait for him.
The door swung open, and he filled the frame, broad-shouldered and grinning that easy grin that had once charmed her, before she knew what lived behind it. He smelled of salt and sweat and the cheap whiskey he kept in the galley, and he looked at her the way a man looks at a meal he's already eaten a hundred times—familiar, hungry, bored of it and still wanting it.
"There she is," he said, stepping in, letting the door swing shut behind him. "My little dancer. Been waiting for me?"
She didn't answer with words. She answered the only way he'd taught her to answer. She crawled.
Her knees found the mattress, her hands following, the black lace bodysuit he'd put her in riding up her thighs as she moved toward him. The silk ropes around her wrists and ankles had loosened over the months, but the blindfold still sat pushed up on her forehead, a constant reminder of the game he liked to play. Her red hair had come loose from its messy bun, spilling over her shoulders, and she let it hang as she reached him, rising up on her knees to press her palms against his thighs.
He looked down at her, and she could feel the weight of his gaze, the way it settled on her like a hand on her throat. "You promised me something yesterday," he said, his voice low, almost gentle. "You said you were going to ride me. Fuck me like I'm a god." He reached down, catching a strand of her hair, winding it around his finger. "You gonna keep that promise, Ava?"
She swallowed. The name felt like a stone in her throat, her own name, the one thing he hadn't taken from her. She looked up at him, her pale skin flushed, her full lips parted, and she nodded.
"Yes," she said, and the word came out steadier than she felt. "I promised."
His grin widened. "Then show me."
He stepped back, settling onto the edge of the bed, his legs spread, his hands resting on his thighs. He was already hard, the bulge straining against his jeans, and he made no move to help her. He just watched, waiting, letting her do the work.
She rose on her knees, her dancer's limbs moving with a grace that had survived everything he'd done to her, and reached for his belt. Her fingers worked the buckle with a practiced ease that made her stomach turn, and she pulled the leather free, then the button, then the zipper. She tugged his jeans down his hips, and his cock sprang free, thick and already leaking, and she wrapped her fingers around it, feeling the heat of him against her palm.
He let out a low breath, his head tipping back. "That's it," he murmured. "Take your time, sweetheart. I've got all day."
She leaned in, her tongue tracing the length of him, tasting the salt of his skin, and she heard him groan. She drew him into her mouth, taking him deep, her throat relaxing around him the way he'd taught her, and she worked him with her lips and her tongue until he was slick with her spit and his own need.
"Enough," he said finally, his hand fisting in her hair, pulling her off him. "I want to feel that cunt of yours. Ride me, Ava. Show me what you promised."
She rose, her legs trembling as she straddled him, her knees finding purchase on either side of his hips. The black lace of the bodysuit was soaked through, her cunt already dripping, and she reached down, guiding him to her entrance. She felt the head of his cock press against her, and she paused, her breath catching, her mind drifting for just a moment to somewhere else.
To a kitchen, warm with morning light. To grey eyes that watched her with a hunger that felt like worship. To a boy's voice, soft and sharp, saying her name like it mattered.
Caleb.
The thought was a knife, and she felt it twist as she sank down, taking Eric's cock inside her, feeling him stretch her, fill her. She gasped, her eyes squeezing shut, and she began to move, her hips rolling in a rhythm that was as old as her body, as old as the dancer's discipline that still lived in her bones.
He let her work. His hands rested on her hips, guiding but not driving, and he watched her with that lazy, knowing grin, like he could see every thought in her head. "Look at you," he said, his voice rough. "Riding me like you mean it. You feel that, Ava? You feel how deep I am?"
She didn't answer. She couldn't. Her mind was a battlefield, her body moving on its own while her thoughts fought to stay somewhere else, anywhere else. The cabin walls seemed to close in, the grey light from the porthole dimming, and she rode him harder, faster, trying to outrun the ache in her chest.
But he saw it. Of course he saw it.
His hands tightened on her hips, and then he moved.
He flipped her, fast and brutal, his body driving her down onto the mattress, his weight pressing her into the thin foam. She gasped, her hands scrabbling for purchase, and then he was inside her again, slamming into her with a force that stole her breath. His hips pistoned against her, hard, merciless, no rhythm, no mercy, just the relentless drive of him taking what he wanted.
Ava cried out, a sound that was half pain, half something she hated. Her fingers clawed at the sheets, her body arching under him, and she felt the pleasure building, the traitorous heat coiling low in her belly. She didn't want it. She couldn't want it. But her body had learned his lessons too well, and it responded to him the way he'd trained it to.
"There she is," he growled, his hand fisting in her hair, yanking her head back. "I knew you were in there. You think I can't tell when you're drifting, sweetheart? You think I don't know when you're thinking about that boy back home?"
She shook her head, a denial she couldn't voice, and he laughed, a low, ugly sound.
"Don't lie to me," he said, his thrusts growing harder, deeper, each one driving the breath from her lungs. "I can feel it. I can feel the way your cunt clenches around me when you think about him. But he's not here, Ava. He's never going to be here. It's just me and you and this boat, and you're going to come for me, aren't you?"
She whimpered, her body betraying her, her hips rising to meet his thrusts even as her mind screamed. The pleasure was a flood, unstoppable, and she hated herself for it, hated the way her body craved the release he offered, hated the shame that burned in her chest even as the heat built between her thighs.
"Say it," he demanded, his voice a snarl. "Say you're going to come for me."
"I—" She choked, her eyes stinging. "I'm going to—"
"Say my name."
She sobbed, a broken sound, and the shame was a living thing inside her, coiling with the pleasure until she couldn't tell them apart. "Eric," she gasped, and the name tasted like ash. "Eric, I'm—"
He drove into her, hard and deep, and she shattered.
Her body convulsed, her cunt clenching around him, and she heard herself cry out, a sound that was pure animal, pure need, stripped of everything she'd ever been. He followed her, his hips slamming into her one last time, his groan low and satisfied, and she felt him empty inside her, hot and thick, a claim she couldn't escape.
He stayed inside her for a long moment, his weight pressing her into the mattress, his breath hot against her neck. Then he pulled out, the loss of him a cold, empty ache, and he rolled off her, lying on his back beside her, one arm thrown over his eyes.
Ava lay still, her body trembling, her thighs slick with him and with herself, and she stared at the ceiling of the cabin, at the water stains that mapped the years of this boat, and she felt the tears slide down her temples, silent and hot.
She thought of the kitchen again. Of grey eyes. Of a boy who said her name like it mattered.
She thought of home, and she let herself cry.
Eric didn't look at her. He just reached over, his hand finding her hip, patting it absently, like she was a dog that had performed a trick.
"Good girl," he said, and the words were a brand, searing into her skin.
She closed her eyes, and she waited for the next time he'd want her, because she knew it would come. It always came. And she would crawl to him again, and she would ride him again, and she would let the shame wash over her, because it was the only thing she had left that was still hers.
Outside, the boat rocked, and the grey Atlantic stretched on, endless and indifferent, and somewhere across the water, a boy she loved was planning a wedding to another woman, and she was here, a ghost in a black lace bodysuit, learning to live with the dead.
She lay there for a long time, the tears drying on her temples like salt left by the tide. The boat rocked, and Eric's breathing evened out beside her, the heavy rhythm of a man already slipping toward sleep. She should have been grateful for the reprieve. She wasn't. The quiet was its own kind of prison, a cell with walls made of silence and the smell of his sweat on the sheets.
She turned her head, just enough to see him. His arm was still thrown over his eyes, his chest rising and falling, the grin finally gone from his face. In sleep he looked almost ordinary. Almost human. She hated him more for that than for anything else—that he could rest, that he could close his eyes and drift, while she lay awake counting the water stains on the ceiling like a rosary.
Her fingers found the silk rope around her wrist. Looser than it had been a month ago. Looser than he knew. She tested it, a small pull, and felt the fibers give just a little. She could work it free if she wanted. She could slip off the bed, find the door, find the deck. The water was grey and cold and endless, but it was water, and it led somewhere.
And then what? She had no shoes. No coat. No money. The nearest land was days away, and even if she made it, he'd find her. He always found her. He'd told her that the first week, smiling that easy smile, like it was a joke they shared.
You're my little dancer, Ava. You can run, but I'll always catch you. And every time I catch you, I'll make you beg me to keep you.
She let the rope go. The fibers settled back into place, and she stared at the ceiling again, at the water stains that mapped a country she'd never visit.
The boat creaked. Footsteps overhead, slow and heavy. Eric stirred beside her, a grunt, a shift of his weight, and she felt his hand find her hip again, patting it, that same absent gesture. "You awake?" he muttered, his voice thick with sleep.
"Yes," she said. The word came out flat, hollow.
"Good." He rolled toward her, his body warm and heavy, his arm draping across her stomach. "Stay awake. I want you ready when I wake up."
She didn't answer. He didn't need her to. His breathing deepened again, and she lay there, pinned under his arm, staring at the ceiling, and she let herself think about the kitchen one more time.
Grey eyes. A soft voice. A boy who said her name like it was something precious, something worth keeping.
She wondered if he was thinking about her. She wondered if he ever thought about her at all anymore, or if she'd become just another ghost in that big house, a name they didn't say out loud. She thought about the wedding, about the blond woman who would stand beside him, and she felt the tears threaten again, hot and useless.
She blinked them back. She didn't have the luxury of tears. She had the boat, and the water stains, and the weight of his arm across her stomach, and the knowledge that when he woke, he'd want her again. And she'd give herself to him again, because that was what she was now. That was all she was.
But she could still think of the kitchen. She could still see the grey eyes. She could still remember a boy who said her name like it mattered, and she held onto that memory like a life raft, even as the boat rocked and the Atlantic stretched on, endless and indifferent, and somewhere across the water, a boy she loved was sleeping beside another woman, and she was here, a ghost in a black lace bodysuit, waiting for the next time she'd have to die.
The boat rocked, and Ava lay still beneath the weight of Eric's arm, her eyes tracing the same water stains she'd memorized over months of nights like this one. She didn't sleep. She couldn't. Sleep was the only escape he hadn't figured out how to take from her, and she guarded it jealously, even as her body screamed for rest.
The footsteps came first.
Heavy. Two sets, maybe three, moving across the deck above. Boots, by the sound of them, the kind of tread that meant business. Eric's breathing changed beside her—a hitch, a sharp inhale that told her he was awake even before his arm tightened around her stomach.
"Stay here," he muttered, but he was already rolling off the mattress, already reaching for the jeans he'd discarded hours ago. He pulled them on without ceremony, his movements quick and efficient, the lazy grin gone from his face. In its place was something she'd never seen before: a flicker of unease.
Ava pushed herself up on her elbows, watching him. The blindfold had slipped down around her neck, and she left it there, a collar of silk and memory. "Who is it?"
He didn't answer. He was already at the door, his hand on the latch, and he paused there, looking back at her with an expression she couldn't read. "Don't move," he said. "Don't make a sound. Whatever you hear, you stay in this cabin."
Then he was gone, the door swinging shut behind him, and she was alone with the water stains and the grey light and the sound of voices rising and falling somewhere above her.
She should have listened. She knew she should have listened. But she'd spent months learning the shape of his voice, the way it pitched when he was angry, when he was pleased, when he was lying. And the voice she heard now, muffled through the deck, was none of those things. It was low. Careful. The voice of a man who was suddenly not in control.
Ava slid off the mattress, her bare feet finding the cold metal floor. The silk rope around her wrist caught on the edge of the bedframe, and she paused, tugging at it absently. Looser. It was definitely looser. She could feel the give in the fibers, the way they slipped against her skin like they wanted to come free.
She crept to the door, pressing her ear against the cold wood. The voices were clearer now, but she couldn't make out the words. Eric's voice, sharp and defensive. Another voice, deeper, slower, with an accent she couldn't place. And then a third, younger, laughing at something Eric said.
The floor shifted beneath her. Not the familiar rock of the boat, but a different motion—a turn, a change of course. They were heading somewhere. Somewhere specific.
Her stomach turned.
The door swung open, and Eric filled the frame, his face pale, his jaw tight. He looked at her standing there, caught in the act of listening, and for a moment she thought he'd hit her. His hand twitched at his side, and she braced herself for the blow.
It didn't come.
"Get dressed," he said, and his voice was flat, empty of everything that made him Eric. "Put on something decent. We've got company."
She stared at him. "What kind of company?"
"The kind that pays." He stepped aside, and she saw them then—two men standing in the narrow corridor behind him. The first was tall, dark-skinned, with a face like carved stone and eyes that moved over her with the cold assessment of a man appraising livestock. The second was younger, slighter, with a grin that didn't reach his eyes.
"This is her?" the younger one said, his accent British, clipped. "She's older than I expected."
"She's still got years left in her," Eric said, and there was something desperate in his voice, something she'd never heard before. "She's a dancer. Flexible. Trainable. She'll fetch a good price."
The older man stepped forward, his eyes never leaving her face. He reached out, and she flinched before she could stop herself, but he only caught a strand of her red hair, rubbing it between his fingers like he was testing fabric.
"The hair is good," he said, his voice a low rumble. "The skin is pale. That's worth something." He dropped the strand, his gaze moving down her body, cataloging her. "She'll do. The prince will be pleased."
The word hit her like a physical blow.
Prince.
She looked at Eric, and she saw it in his eyes—the truth he'd been hiding, the deal he'd made. He'd sold her. He'd sold her to these men, to a prince, to somewhere she'd never be found, never be rescued, never see the grey eyes of the boy who said her name like it mattered.
"No," she said, and the word came out small, broken. "Eric. No."
"It's done." He wouldn't meet her eyes. "The deal's been made. You're going to Africa. You're going to a man who can give you things I never could."
"Things?" She laughed, a hollow, desperate sound. "You're selling me. You're selling me like I'm a—" She couldn't finish the sentence. The word stuck in her throat like a bone.
"I'm doing what I have to do," he said, and she saw the truth in his face—he wasn't doing what he had to do. He was doing what he wanted. He was getting rid of her, the way a man gets rid of a car he's tired of driving.
The older man stepped forward, his hand closing around her arm. His grip was iron, unyielding, and she felt the last of her hope drain out of her like water from a broken cup.
"Come," he said. "The boat is waiting."
She pulled back, her feet finding purchase on the metal floor, her dancer's legs coiling beneath her. "No. I won't go. I won't—"
Eric moved then, faster than she'd ever seen him move, and his fist connected with her jaw. The world went white, then black, and she felt herself falling, falling, falling into a darkness that swallowed her whole.
She woke to heat.
That was the first thing she registered—the heat. It pressed down on her like a weight, thick and wet and suffocating, so different from the cold grey of the Atlantic that she knew, before she even opened her eyes, that she was no longer on the boat.
The air was heavy with something she couldn't name. Dust, maybe. Or the smell of earth that had been baked by a sun she couldn't see. She lay on something hard and uneven—a cot, by the feel of it, the canvas rough against her skin. The black lace bodysuit was still on her, but it was damp with sweat, clinging to her body like a second skin.
She opened her eyes.
The cell was small, maybe ten feet by ten, with walls of rough concrete that seemed to sweat moisture. A single barred window sat high on one wall, letting in a sliver of light that was almost too bright to look at. The floor was dirt, packed hard by years of feet, and a bucket sat in one corner, the only sign that this place was meant for human habitation.
She sat up slowly, her head pounding where Eric's fist had connected. Her jaw ached, and she tasted blood, copper and salt on her tongue. She reached up, touching the spot, and her fingers came away red.
The waves.
She realized it suddenly, the absence of them. The boat had rocked, had moved with the rhythm of the sea, a constant companion she'd learned to sleep through. Now there was nothing. No motion. No water. Just the heat and the dust and the silence.
She was on land.
The thought was a knife, twisting in her chest. She was on land, in a cell, in a place she'd never been, with no idea where she was or who had her or what they planned to do with her. The boat had been a prison, but it had been a known prison. She'd learned its rhythms, its sounds, its weaknesses. This place was a blank, a void, and she was falling into it.
Footsteps approached, slow and deliberate, and she shrank back against the wall, her hands finding the silk rope around her wrist. Still there. Still loose. But what good was a loose rope in a cell she couldn't escape?
A shadow fell across the barred window, and she looked up, expecting to see the older man, the one with the stone-carved face. But it wasn't him.
It was a woman.
She was young, maybe early twenties, with dark skin and braided hair and eyes that held no expression at all. She wore a simple cotton dress, and she carried a tray of food—flatbread, some kind of meat, a cup of water.
"You're awake," she said, her accent lilting, musical. "Good. You'll need your strength."
Ava stared at her. "Where am I?"
The woman didn't answer. She set the tray down just inside the bars, her movements careful, practiced. "Eat. You'll be taken to the prince tonight."
The word hit her again, and she felt the tears threaten, hot and useless. She blinked them back. She wouldn't cry. She couldn't. Crying was a luxury she'd lost somewhere in the Atlantic, and she had nothing left to spend on it.
"What does he want with me?" she asked, her voice steadier than she felt.
The woman looked at her, and for a moment something flickered in her eyes—pity, maybe. Or recognition. "What do you think?" she said, and then she was gone, her footsteps fading into the heat.
Ava sat in the silence, listening to the sound of her own breathing, the distant cry of birds she didn't recognize, the hum of an insect that buzzed somewhere in the corner of her cell. The food sat untouched beside her, and she stared at it, at the flatbread and the meat and the water, and she felt something inside her crack.
She thought of the kitchen. Of grey eyes. Of a boy who said her name like it mattered.
She thought of the wedding, of the blond woman who would stand beside him, and she felt the tears come, hot and silent, sliding down her cheeks.
She was a ghost now. A ghost in a black lace bodysuit, in a cell in Africa, waiting to be taken to a man whose name she didn't know, whose face she'd never seen, who would own her body the way Eric had owned it, the way ownership was the only language these men seemed to speak.
And somewhere, across an ocean she could no longer see, a boy she loved was planning a wedding to another woman, and he didn't know she was here. He didn't know she was alive.
She closed her eyes, and she let herself feel the weight of it—the finality, the loss, the knowledge that she would never go home.
The sun moved across the barred window, and the heat pressed down on her, and she waited for the night, for the prince, for whatever came next.
She waited to die.
The heat didn't break. It settled into her bones like a fever she couldn't sweat out, and the light through the barred window shifted from white to gold to a bruised orange that painted the cell walls in stripes. Ava had stopped counting the hours somewhere between the first and second time she'd checked the tray of food. The flatbread had gone hard at the edges. The meat sat in a thin film of congealed grease. She hadn't touched any of it.
Her jaw throbbed where Eric's fist had connected, a dull, insistent ache that pulsed with every heartbeat. She probed it with her tongue, tasting the split inside her cheek, the raw meat of it. The blood had dried on her chin, flaking when she moved her face too fast. She left it. There was no point in cleaning herself for a man she'd never met, in a country she'd never seen, in a life that had been sold out from under her like a chair pulled at a table.
The footsteps came again, but slower this time. Deliberate. A single set, and the shadow that fell across the barred window was broad, male, and unhurried.
Ava pressed herself back against the wall, her hands finding the silk rope around her wrist. Still loose. Still useless. She watched the shadow, and she didn't breathe.
The lock clicked, and the door swung open, and the man who stepped through was not the one with the stone-carved face. He was older, fifty at least, with grey in his close-cropped hair and a scar that ran from his left temple down to the corner of his mouth, pulling his lip into a permanent half-sneer. He wore a white linen shirt, open at the collar, and cream-colored trousers, and he carried a leather satchel that looked older than she was.
He looked at her the way a man looks at a horse he's thinking of buying. Slowly. Thoroughly. Without affection.
"You're awake," he said. His accent was different from the woman's—flatter, harder. "Good. I'd have hated to present a sleeping bride to the prince."
"I'm not his bride." The words came out before she could stop them, rough and angry, and she regretted them immediately. She saw something flicker in his eyes—amusement, maybe. Or contempt.
"You're whatever he paid for," the man said. He set the satchel down on the dirt floor and crouched, unclasping it with the careful movements of a man who'd done this a hundred times. "And he paid well. Better than you're worth, if you ask me, but no one's asking."
He pulled out a length of chain, thin and silver, and a pair of cuffs lined with what looked like soft leather. He set them on the ground between them, and Ava felt her stomach drop.
"What are those for?"
"The prince likes his gifts to arrive intact." He didn't look at her as he spoke. He was checking the cuffs, testing the clasps, his fingers moving with the ease of long practice. "You're not to be marked. Not by me. Not by anyone. He wants you fresh."
"Fresh." She tasted the word like it was poison. "Like meat."
"Like meat," he agreed, and he finally looked at her, and there was no cruelty in his eyes. There was nothing at all. "I'm not your enemy, girl. I'm just the man who makes sure you get where you're going. How you feel about it is none of my business."
He stood, the cuffs dangling from one hand, and he gestured at her with the other. "Stand up."
She didn't move.
"I said stand up." His voice didn't change. It was still flat, still patient, still utterly without emotion. "You can do it on your own, or I can do it for you. One of us is going to be embarrassed, and it's not going to be me."
Ava looked at the cuffs. At the chain. At the barred window and the orange sky beyond it. She thought about running, but there was nowhere to run to. She thought about fighting, but she'd already learned what that cost her. She thought about the kitchen, about grey eyes, about a boy who said her name like it mattered, and she felt the tears threaten again, hot and useless.
She stood.
The man moved behind her, and she felt his hands on her wrists, turning them, aligning them. The cuffs clicked closed over the silk rope, the leather lining soft against her skin, and the chain between them was short enough that she couldn't separate her hands by more than a few inches. He tested the fit, tugging once, twice, and then he stepped back, satisfied.
"There," he said. "That's not so bad, is it?"
She didn't answer. She couldn't. The words were stuck somewhere behind the knot in her throat, and she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, everything she'd been holding back would come pouring out.
The man picked up the satchel and slung it over his shoulder. "Come on," he said. "The prince doesn't like to be kept waiting."
He walked out of the cell without looking back, and Ava followed because there was nothing else to do. The chain between her wrists caught the light as she moved, a thin silver thread that tethered her to this new world, this new life, this new prison she didn't know the shape of yet.
The corridor beyond the cell was dark, lit only by the faint glow of a lantern at the far end. The walls were rough stone, sweating moisture, and the air smelled of earth and something else—spice, maybe, or incense, or the memory of a fire that had burned a long time ago. She followed the man's white shirt through the gloom, her bare feet finding the packed dirt floor, and she didn't look back at the cell she was leaving.
There was nothing in it worth remembering.
They emerged into a courtyard, and the heat hit her again, wet and thick, even though the sun was low on the horizon. The sky was a deep purple now, bruised and beautiful, and the buildings around her were made of mud brick, their walls glowing amber in the last of the light. A fountain sat in the center of the courtyard, dry and cracked, and a single tree rose from the packed earth, its branches heavy with leaves she didn't recognize.
And there, at the far end of the courtyard, stood a man.
He was tall. That was the first thing she noticed. Tall and broad-shouldered, with skin the color of dark honey and a face that was handsome in the way of carved statues—perfect, symmetrical, utterly inhuman. He wore a flowing white robe that fell to his ankles, and his feet were bare, and his eyes, when they found hers, were the color of the sky just before a storm.
He didn't move. He just stood there, watching her approach, and Ava felt the weight of his gaze like a physical thing, pressing down on her, measuring her, finding her wanting.
The man with the satchel stopped a few feet away, and Ava stopped with him, the chain between her wrists suddenly very heavy.
"She's here," the man said. "As promised. Unmarked, unharmed, and—" he glanced at her, a flicker of something almost like pity in his eyes, "—compliant."
The prince didn't look at him. His eyes never left Ava's face.
"Leave us," he said, and his voice was deep, smooth, the kind of voice that could command armies or soothe children. "I want to meet my gift alone."

