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Lit Walls, Open Hands
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Chapter 7 of 7

Lit Walls, Open Hands

Talla lies pinned under Malik in the white-lit room, she experiences being claimed by him and crys withwhile he taks her repeatedly. Fucking her with passion arough love. She is overwhelmed as he fills her with three loads still pulsing warm inside her womb, Her thighs slick and his weight heavy on her chest. She stares past his shoulder at the walls that have never done this, the warmth and life that now permeates the room. A warmth that was devoid of soft it, and her hand finds his jaw and turns his face toward hers. 'The room,' she whispers, but before she can finish, the ring's wall-reader chimes—Sefa's slate records reading that confuse and startle her. She begins to see flashes and images that she had never experienced. Veth stand frozen before the archive display, watching Malik's signature spike across a spectrum no Xylari male ever produced. She makes a incredible discovery, that Malik could not just be a cure but a key.

Malik's weight pressed her into the floor, and Talla could not move. Not her arms, not her legs — he had her folded and pinned and open, one of his hands flat on the stone beside her head, the other hooked under her knee, and he was not being gentle. He had stopped being gentle a while ago. She felt every inch of him drag out of her and shove back in, the wet suck of it loud in the small sealed room, and her whole body slid an inch across the floor with each thrust, her shoulder riding up against the wall.

He was breathing hard into her neck. Ragged, wet, his stubble scraping her collarbone every time he turned his head, and she had her nails dug into his shoulders, gouging, and he did not seem to feel it.

"Malik," she said. Or tried to. It came out as air.

"I know," he said. "I know. Take it."

She took it. She had never taken anything in her life — she had been the eldest, the counter, the one who tallied what the walls said and went back to her dead room and slept alone. Six years of that. Six years of a room that stayed gray while the rest of the ring pulsed blue around it, and now the walls were lit white and steady and she could see everything, every part of him, the sweat running off his jaw and landing on her chest, the scar on his jaw, the look on his face like a man doing the one thing he had been made for.

He drove in hard and she cried out — soft, broken, the sound swallowed against his neck before it could go anywhere. Her thighs were slick. Not just where he was inside her. Everywhere. His cum from the first time was still leaking out of her and he had added to it twice more and now it was running down the inside of her leg onto the stone floor, and she could feel each load still warm inside her, pulsing, sitting low in her belly like something alive.

"That's three," he said. Not a question. His voice was rough, low, and he said it against her ear like a man reporting a fact.

"Yes."

"You feel it."

"I feel it." Her voice cracked. "It's — hot. It's still — I can feel it inside."

He made a sound low in his chest, and pushed in again, slow this time, deep, all the way, and she felt her cunt clench around him and grip and hold, wet and swollen and stretched, and he stayed there, buried, and her body did something she had never felt it do — it pulled at him, hungry, milking, and she cried out again and this time she could not stop the tears.

They ran sideways off her face into her hair. She was not sad. She did not know what she was. She had spent six years being the one who watched and counted and never once stood inside a room she read, and now she was inside a room, on the floor of it, and there was a man on top of her and his cock was buried in her and his cum was in her womb and the walls had lit up like they had been waiting six years for exactly this.

"Hey," he said. He went still. "Hey. Talla."

"I'm fine."

"You're crying."

"I know what I'm doing."

He looked down at her, and he did not move, and he did not pull out, and she could feel him throbbing inside her, thick, full, still hard, and she reached up and put her hand on his jaw and turned his face toward hers.

"The room," she whispered.

And the wall-reader chimed.

It was a small sound — a slate's soft two-note tone, the sound the ring made when a reading came in — but in this sealed room it hit like a struck bell. Talla's whole body jerked. Her hand fell off his jaw. And behind her eyelids, behind the white light, something flashed.

A corridor. Cold. A door she had never seen. A woman's face, lavender, her own face but older, crying, and then — gone.

She gasped. Her hips bucked under him, not from pleasure, from shock, and he caught her hip with his hand and held her still.

"What," he said. "What was that."

"I don't — " She was breathing wrong. "I saw — the slate. The reading. It's coming through the walls. Into me. I don't know how."

Malik lifted his head and looked at the walls. Steady white. No pulse. But the light had changed — just barely, at the seams where the stone met the ceiling, a thin thread of something else, a slow crawl of color that did not belong to this room.

"This room doesn't read," Talla said. "It's never read. Six years."

"It's reading now."

"It's reading you."

She said it before she understood it. And then she understood it, and her hand came up and grabbed his forearm, nails in, hard enough to mark.

"Don't move," she said. "Don't you dare move yet."

"I'm not going anywhere."

"Stay in me." Her voice broke on it. "Stay in me while it happens."

He did not move. He stayed deep, buried, his weight on his forearms, and she wrapped her legs around his waist and locked her ankles behind him and held him there, and the two of them lay still in the white light on the cold floor with his cum inside her and the walls humming a frequency she had never heard in her life — not the ring's slow green-blue throb, something faster, higher, a sound that felt like a hand on the back of her neck.

The images came slower now. Not flashes. Slides.

A nursery. Twelve cribs. One of them with a blanket in it that had been folded for thirty years and never used. She knew that blanket. She had folded it herself when she was fourteen, the first year she was old enough to be given the duty, and she had never once seen it moved.

It was moving.

Her breath caught. Her cunt clenched around him, involuntary, and Malik grunted and his hips twitched, and she felt him swell inside her, still hard, still ready, and she realized with a jolt that he had not come down at all — that he was still full, still thick, still ready to give her a fourth if she asked, and the thought of it made her push her hips up into him.

"Again," she said.

"Talla — "

"Again. I want to feel it while the room is doing this."

He looked at her face. Whatever he was looking for, he found it. He pulled back — slow, all the way out, and she felt the wet drag of it, the loss, the cold air where he had been — and then he pushed back in, one long stroke, and she saw stars behind her eyes and the walls flared.

Not white this time. Something layered. A pattern, a lattice, a grid of light that ran floor to ceiling like the room had been holding its breath for six years and had finally exhaled, and inside the pattern Talla could see — she could see — a curve, a wave, a signature, a shape that was not Xylari, was not anything she had ever seen on any slate, was his, was the shape of the man inside her, and it was writing itself across the walls of her dead room like a name.

She cried out. Not soft this time. Loud. Her back arched off the floor and her hand flew out and slapped flat against the stone beside her head, and she came — hard, sudden, without warning, her whole body locking and shaking and her cunt gripping him like a fist, and Malik drove into her through it, hard, three fast strokes, and then he was coming too, deep, and she felt the fourth load spill into her, hot and thick, joining the others, filling her until she thought she would feel it in her throat.

He collapsed onto his forearms. His forehead dropped to her shoulder. He was shaking.

She lay under him, pinned, full, her thighs slick to the knee, and she stared past his shoulder at the walls of her dead room, and the walls stared back, lit, alive, singing.

She turned her head. Her hand found his jaw. She turned his face toward hers.

"The room," she whispered.

And outside, in the cold archive corridor, Veth was standing very still.

She had come down to run the overnight sequence on the archive — the same sequence she ran every night, the same forty-one jars, the same six viable, the same slow curve of decay she had been watching for eleven years. She had her slate in one hand and a cold cup of something in the other, and she had been about to key in the code when the display had done something it had never done.

It had spiked.

The archive display was a flat panel set into the corridor wall, and it showed the ring's genetic baseline — the Xylari curve, the same curve Veth had memorized before she could read, the curve that had been falling for nineteen years. And now it was not falling. It was not flat. It was climbing. And not from the archive side.

From the ring side. From a room.

Veth set the cup down on the floor without looking at it. She put both hands on the display and leaned in. The spike was crossing frequencies — not one band, not the Xylari band, not any of the four bands Veth had ever catalogued in a male of any species, human included. It was crossing all of them. At once. And holding.

"That's not," she said. To nobody. "That's not possible. That's not — "

She pulled up the source. It took her four tries because her hands were not steady. The reading was coming from a room the system flagged as unreadable. A dead room. Talla's room. A room that had been gray on every slate since before Veth was assigned to the archive.

And inside it, a human male was producing a signature that no Xylari male had produced in the recorded history of the species.

Veth stood frozen. Her glasses had fogged and she did not wipe them. She stared at the curve — at the way it climbed, at the way it held, at the way it was not just strong but structured, patterned, like a key with teeth, like something that fit something, and she felt the floor drop out from under eleven years of careful, frightened, meticulous work.

Not a cure, she thought. Her mouth was open and she did not know it.

He's not a cure. He's a key.

She reached for the comm — for Zara, for the matriarch, for anyone — and then she stopped, her finger an inch from the panel, because a second reading had just come in behind the first, and it was coming from the same room, and it was not Malik's signature.

It was Talla's.

And it was answering his.

Veth starts to gather the new data from the room when another chimes rings in the room. A experiment she had been running since the human arrived. She pick up the slate and starts to scroll thru the information. Her eyes go wide upon reading the final conclusion. The slate falls from her fingers and clatters to the table. “Impossible, it cant be possible. I have too…” her words trailed off as she suddenly starts to look around the room scrambling to find something. The sounds of beakers and test tubes clatter as she dashes from one side of the room to the other.

Sefa walks to the common room slate in hand. The feelings of the night before still fresh within her. The tought of his seed still inside of her made her feel a warmth that surprised her. She had never felt so sore and so good in her life. She couldn't help but smile as she remembers the feeling of Malik on top of her. The touch of his hands on her skin, the taste of his lips on hers. His cock ravaging her pussy. It felt like a dream a sweet passionate dream. She tried to stifle a smirk while she attempts to complete her reading.

Veth rushes from her lab. Her heart races with excitement. “i must find Zara, i must tell" her.” She mutters to herself. In the excitement, she fails to notice the warmth of the corridor as she enters the residential section of the ring. She rushes to the common room to find Sefa sitting with slate in hand trying to make sense of her own reads of the walls.

Veth looks at her and stands in shock. Her eyes wide, her mouth open trying to form a gasp just to discover her hands covering it. “It works”, she whispers to herself “It works,,, and it's happening. BY THE MOTHER IT WORKED!!!” she shouts so loud all the girls could hear. Sefa's head snaps up and around to see Veth standing with tears streaming down her face.

Zara rushes in from a separate hall followed by each girl in turn. Each one with a look of fear and shock on their faces. Malik followed behind Talla still ajusting his clothes. Veth looks at them each in turn. Really looking as if seeing them for the first time. “By the mother Veth what is wrong, What happened.” “I,i,i,i…. did it, and hes…. doing it.” Veth stammered. Pointing to Malik. “He's actually doing it. I didn't really….. I hoped of course, but, I guess I didn't really believe.” A bit of frantic laughter escaped her lips.

Zara rushes over to Veth and grabs her by the shoulders and stares deep into her eyes. “VETH!!” The shout brought the young scientist back to reality if only for a second. “We need you to calm down, talk slow and make sense.” Veth eyes snap up to meet Zara's then softened a wash of clarity and calm started to come over her. “Yes, yes yes your right I have to explain don't i. I'm sorry I just got, but your right I need to explain especially to those three.” She gestures to the girls stand still confused and scared behind Zara.

Everyone slowly moved to the table to sit. Veth picked up her slate which had fallen to her feet when she had come in and seen Sefa. She wiped her face with the sleeve of her lap coat and adjusted her glasses. She clear her throat and stood at the head of the table. “Allow me to explain.” “Yes please explain why you scared us all half to the afterlife.” Mara interjected. “Yes yes I'm sorry but after experimenting on the DNA samples I took from the human and testing both my own and Lyra DNA after her first night with him i discovered that he is more precious then we initially believed.

Lyra looks at Veth with wide hopeful eyes. “Am l…” “Of course not little one. It much to soon.” Veth answered cutting her off. The excitement draining from her as quickly as it came. “But you are linked with him.” “What does that mean.” Zara words were dry. “Let me explain. It seems that mingling of fuilds from this particular human has the potential to reawaken dormant genes within our physiology. Genes that effect us psionicly.”

I still am confused.” Sefa stated “Sefa you are a reader you read the walls feel the warmth of the light the hum the breath. You record this yes.” She shakes her head in response. “Well our abilities use to be stronger, more intense, more pronounced, long before the war before our fall. We lost such abilities whether thru our people's ignorance or negligence. We failed to regain it thru our cloning process as well. Since then, only the very old or learned even remember what we were before.” “Wait are you saying this human can give that back to us.” Mara chimes in.

“Oh great just one more reason to keep the human around.” Korena words were filled with venom. “Exactly!” Veth, her voice once again filled with excitement. “But what does this have to do with Lyra having a bond with this human which is obvious. Just look at the girl, from the moment she chose him she can't think of anything else.” Korena spat.

“You dont understand. It more then just a desire it goes deeper. She is just feeling initial effects. You see after the first scans of the human I brought those reading to Zara. We knew they were very strong, stronger than any human we've scan before and I was wondering why, why him? Why now? I was even more curious after Lyra was introduced to the equation. But it was after her first night with him that I discovered the anomalies and so i concocted a kind of concentrated serum made from both Lyra and the human. And injected myself with it.”

“YOU DID WHAT!!! Why, to what end” Zara with anger and even more confusion in her voice. “To see the effect, to understand, and it worked, well sort of.” Veth replied “What do you mean” Sefe her mind a blaze with curiosity. “It means I can not only feel the walls i can see more i see the colors feel the warmth the energy in this room that wasn't there before he arrived. The aura of life on each of you, it's incredible. And i see the bonding glow on each of you. I saw it the second I came into this room and looked at you Sefa and knew.

The word bonding sat in the room like a dropped glass nobody had bent to pick up.

Lyra felt it in her sternum. Not the way she felt the walls — the walls were a hum, a low warm pressure she'd read since she was fourteen, the whole ring breathing against her skin. This was lower and colder and it had her name on it. Veth had said it out loud in front of all of them. I see the bonding glow on each of you. Each of them. Which meant she hadn't just read Sefe tonight. She'd read the whole table, and the whole table knew it now.

Sefa's slate lay flat on the stone in front of her, screen up, the little cursor blinking on a page that had nothing on it. She hadn't touched it since Veth walked screamed. She was looking at Veth the way she looked at a wall that read wrong — head tilted, eyes narrowed, trying to find the seam.

Say it again," Sefa said. "Slow. The part about the glow."

"It's — " Veth's hands opened and closed around nothing. "It's a color. Over the chest, mostly. Sometimes the throat. It's faint, it's very faint, I wouldn't have seen it before the serum, I don't think. But it's there. On you." She pointed, then seemed to hear herself and dropped the hand. "On all of you who've — " She stopped.

"Who've what," Zara said.

"Who've been with him, I suspect. I'm a bit surprised that not only Lyra and Sefa but Mara and Talla. I don't know whether to be concerned or impressed."

Nobody at the table moved. Somewhere down the corridor the ring went on pulsing its slow green-blue, patient, indifferent, the same pulse it had kept for six years while Talla counted marks on a wall in a dead room. Now the dead room was lit and she was sitting in a common room with her aunt and her sisters and a scientist who had injected herself with something brewed out of her sisters body and a human's, and the whole thing had the flat unreal clarity of a wall that read wrong.

Korena laughed. It was not a warm sound. She had her boots up on the bench, arms crossed, and she was watching Veth with her chin down like she wanted to be bored and couldn't manage it.

"So that's the trick," Korena said. "He fucks us and we become special again. That's the sales pitch. Great. Wonderful. I've got one question."

"Ask it," Zara said, without looking at her.

"Why is it always the ones who want to be fucked who get the glow." She tipped her head at Talla. "You've been counting for five years, you said. Now your room lights up like a beacon and you're crying in the corridor. That's not a gene, that's just — "

"Korena."

"I'm asking."

"You're eighteen years old," Zara said, "and you don't know what you're asking. Sit down."

Korena's jaw worked. She put her boots on the floor and sat, and her hands went under the table where nobody could see them, and Talla — who had spent her whole life reading the small tells of a girl who was two years younger and had never once admitted to wanting anything — watched her knuckles go white.

Veth had the vial out before anyone asked her to. She'd been holding it the whole time, Lyra realized, in the fist that had been closed at her side since she walked in. She set it on the table now, and the thing in it caught the ring's light and threw it back lavender.

"That's it," Lyra said.

"That's it."

"How much did you inject."

"A tenth of a mil." Veth's voice had gone very small. "It was — I calibrated it off the archive tolerances, I didn't — "

“So what does this all mean.” Malik interrupt. “I mean this doesn't change anything for me I still plan to do what I was hired to do with one exception.” He turns his head to Zara “I'm not leaving whether or not these girls conceive or not.” the words hung in thr air like a lingering fog that wouldn’t dissipate. Zara didn't turn to him she just sat hand folded together clingy. The revelation from Veth was one thing then this. She inhale a long breath then let out slow.

“That's not your call to make.” She says calmly

“But I'm making it anyway.” His response strong and resilient

“And you” Zara's eyes squarely on Veth. “How much is in that vial."

Veth didn't answer that one. She looked at Zara instead, and Lyra watched her aunt's face do something she'd never seen it do before, which was decide.

Zara stood up. The bench scraped back a hand's width on the stone and she didn't bother to push it further. She came around the table, slow, and stopped in front of Veth with her arms at her sides, and she was taller than the scientist by a head and she used it — she always had, she'd used it on soldiers and on the clan council and on Lyra the night Lyra chose a human out of a scan file, and she used it now.

"You did it to yourself," Zara said.

"Yes."

"You didn't ask me."

"No."

"You put a thing in your blood that nobody's ever put in anyone's blood, and you did it alone, in your lab, in the dark, because you wanted to know." Zara's hand came up and closed around Veth's wrist. Not hard enough to hurt. Hard enough that Veth's arm went rigid and stayed rigid. "That's not science. That's what I did when I was twenty and I wanted to know whether the front line was as bad as the reports. It was worse. And I've got the scars to show for it, and you've got — what. A color."

"It works," Veth said. Her voice cracked in the middle of the word. "I'm telling you it works, I can see — "

"Then do it to me."

The room went quiet. Even the ring seemed to hold its pulse. Lyra heard her own breath go out of her and not come back in.

Veth stared. "Matriarch — "

"You heard me." Zara's grip tightened one notch and she turned Veth's wrist over, palm up, and held it there between them like she was showing the girl the inside of her own arm. "You did it to yourself. Now do it to me. So I can see the truth, not your story. If he's a bond or a weapon, I'll know it in my own blood."

"It's not — it isn't a weapon, that's not what I — "

"I don't care what you think it is. I care what it does. Inject it."

Veth's free hand went to the pocket of her lab coat and stopped. Her eyes went around the table — Sefa, Lyra, Talla, Mara, Korena, back to Zara — and Talla saw the exact moment she understood she wasn't going to get to say no. It was the same look she'd had the night the archive count came back at six viable, the same flat arithmetic behind the glasses. She pulled the vial out of her pocket and set it on the stone between them.

"I need a clean hyposprayer," she said. "And I need somebody to hold the slate. If something goes wrong I want it written down."

"Hold the slate," Veth repeated, and her hand was already moving toward her coat pocket for the hyposprayer, and that was the mistake — because she reached with the hand that had been cupped around the vial, and the vial was left sitting on the stone in the open, and every eye at the table went to it.

Korena's hand came up from under the table.

Nobody saw it move. She had been sitting with both hands hidden in her lap since Zara put her boots on the floor, and her face had been doing the thing it did — chin down, mouth flat, bored — and her hand came up over the edge of the stone like it had been waiting under there the whole time, and it closed on the vial before Veth's fingers had finished clearing her pocket.

"Korena — " Veth said.

Korena was already lifting it. She held it up between her face and the ring's light, pinched by the cap, and turned it slow, and the lavender fluid inside shifted and caught and threw a wash of color across her cheekbone. Up close the glass wasn't clean. There was a smudge on it, a print, the mark of a thumb that had gripped it too hard, and Veth watched Korena's eyes find that smudge and move past it to the label.

The label was a strip of archive tape, hand-cut, the edges ragged. Veth had written on it in the grease pencil she used for jar lids, in the shorthand she used for jar lids, and Talla — who had spent six years reading Veth's archive tags because they were the only handwriting in the ring besides her own — knew before the girl opened her mouth that this was going to be bad.

Korena read it out loud.

"'V-7, batch two, human-plus-source, do not — '" She stopped. Turned the vial a quarter turn. "Huh. There's more on the back."

"Korena," Zara said.

"'Do not administer to — '" Korena's voice flattened, lost its edge, went blank the way a reader's voice went blank when the wall said something the reader didn't want to log. "'Do not administer to any female past first estrus. Risk of — '" She stopped again. She looked up, not at Veth, not at Zara. At Lyra. "It says 'risk of rejection.'"

The room did not go quiet. The room had already been quiet. What happened was smaller and worse: the ring's pulse, which had been running under everything the whole time, the slow green-blue breath of the walls, seemed to get further away, like someone had stepped out of the room and taken it with them.

Veth's mouth was open. Nothing was coming out of it.

"Veth," Zara said. Her voice had gone very level. "What does that mean."

"It means — " Veth's hands were doing the open-and-close thing again, the thing they did when she had too many words and no order for them. "It means the serum has a — a preference. It doesn't take in every body. It took in mine because I'm — " She stopped. Started again, smaller. "I'm past first estrus. I'm past the window. There's nothing in me for it to — the serum reads a body that can still — and in a body that can still, it sometimes — "

"Sometimes what."

"Sometimes the body fights it."

Zara's hand was still closed around Veth's wrist. She had not let go. She looked down at the vial in Korena's fingers, and then at her own bare forearm, palm up, the inside of it pale and scarred, and Talla watched her aunt do arithmetic — the kind of arithmetic Talla had been doing her whole life, the kind that came out the same no matter how many times you ran it.

"I'm past first estrus," Zara said.

"Yes."

"So it would take in me."

"I think so. I — yes. I think so."

"And in Lyra."

Veth did not answer that one. She did not have to. Lyra was sitting at the end of the bench with her hands flat on the table and her blue hair spilling forward over her shoulders, and she was eighteen, and she was the only genetic match the clan had seen in nineteen years, and every person in the room was doing the same sum at the same time.

Lyra said, "It would hurt me."

"It might not — " Veth started.

"It would hurt me." She wasn't asking. She was reading it off the room the way she read the walls, off the way Veth wouldn't look at her, off the way Zara's grip had gone loose on the scientist's wrist. "That's why you didn't say it out loud. You put it on the back of the label so you wouldn't have to say it in front of me."

"I put it on the label because that's where the warnings go," Veth said, and even she heard how thin it was. "I put it on the label because I didn't know what it meant yet. I still don't. That's the whole — that's the entire point of the slate, that's why I want it written down — "

"You injected yourself with something you didn't know what it did."

"Yes."

"And you were going to inject me."

"No — " Veth's voice cracked. "Not you. I was going to inject her." She pointed at Zara, and her hand shook doing it. "Because she's the matriarch and she told me to and I don't get to say no to her, and because she's past the window and it's safe for her, and because I thought — I thought if she saw it in her own blood she'd understand it's not a weapon. It's not a weapon, Lyra. It's a key. I said that. I've been saying that."

"You said it to yourself," Talla said, from the far end of the bench. "In your lab. In the dark. You said it to nobody."

Veth turned to look at her, and something in her face came apart a little. Talla had not spoken since she sat down. She had come in behind Malik with her tunic still twisted, one shoulder of it pulled wrong, and she had sat at the end of the bench and put her hands in her lap and watched, and now she was watching Veth with the flat patient attention of a woman who had spent six years reading the small tells of people who thought nobody was looking.

"You ran the sequence on the archive every night for eleven years," Talla said. "Forty-one jars. Six viable. The same curve. And you never once told anyone in this ring what you were really doing down there."

"That's not — "

"You had the human's blood in your lab for how long before you told the matriarch you'd done anything with it."

Veth's mouth closed.

"How long."

"Three days," Veth said.

Malik had been standing at the back of the room with his arms crossed, still adjusting his belt, still with the corridor's cool still on him, and he had said nothing since he came in. Now he straightened up off the wall. He didn't say anything. He just moved — one step, two, around the end of the bench, and he came and stood behind Lyra, and he put one hand flat on the stone beside her elbow, and he looked down at the vial in Korena's fist.

"Three days," he said. Not to Veth. To the room.

"Yes."

"You took my blood and you brewed something out of it and you shot it into your arm three days before you told these people." He wasn't angry. That was the thing that made it worse — his voice had gone the way it went when he was reading a set of plans and found the load-bearing wall was in the wrong place. Flat. Precise. "What else did you do with it."

"Nothing. Nothing else. I — the serum was the only — "

"What else did you do with it."

Veth looked at him. Then she looked at Zara. Then she looked at the vial in Korena's hand, and she did not answer, and Talla watched her aunt's face change — watched Zara see the not-answer, and file it, and decide to come back to it later, the way she filed everything.

Korena had not let go of the vial.

She was still holding it up, still pinched by the cap, and she had been quiet through all of it, which was the strangest thing in the room. Korena was never quiet. Korena talked over people, talked through silences, filled every gap with something sharp so nobody could get a look at her. And now she was sitting with her boots flat on the floor and her jaw set and the vial up in front of her face, and she was looking at it the way a person looked at a door they'd been told all their life was locked.

"Korena," Zara said. "Put it down."

"Why."

"Because I told you to."

"You told me to sit down, too." Korena turned the vial again, slow, watching the fluid slide. "You told me I was eighteen and I didn't know what I was asking. That's twice tonight you've told me I don't know things." She looked up at last, and her green eyes were bright and hard and her chin was up, and Talla — who had watched this girl grow up two years behind her, who had watched her learn to laugh before she learned to mean it — saw the exact moment the boredom came off, the way a hand came off a hot surface. "I know what's on the label. I read it. Nobody else read it. She wrote it on the back so nobody would read it, and I'm the one who read it, and now you want me to put it down."

"Yes."

"So it stays a secret."

"Korena — "

"So Lyra doesn't have to know what she's carrying, and Sefa doesn't have to know what's in her blood now, and Talla's room lights up white and nobody has to explain why." Korena's voice was climbing, and she was not laughing anymore, and the vial in her fist had started to shake with her hand. "You had her injected before any of us even knew what she was making. You brought the human here and put him in a room and put a schedule on him and you never once — "

"Korena," Zara said, and this time it was the voice she used on soldiers, and it did not work.

"No." Korena stood up. The bench scraped back hard on the stone and stayed where it landed. She was standing with the vial in her fist and her arm across her body, holding it against her chest like something she'd caught, and she was looking straight at Zara, and she was a head shorter than her aunt and did not care. "You want to inject yourself and see the truth in your own blood. Fine. Do it. But you're going to do it in front of all of us, and you're going to tell Lyra what's on this label, and you're going to tell her what it means for her, because she's the one whose body is going to — "

"Korena."

"She's the one who's going to carry it," Korena said. "She's the one who chose him. She's the one who went into that room first. And she's standing there right now letting you all decide what happens to her body while she — "

Lyra had not moved.

She was still sitting at the end of the bench with her hands flat on the stone, and her blue hair had fallen forward and she was looking at her own hands, and Malik's hand was on the stone beside her elbow, close enough to touch and not touching. She had heard every word. Her face had not changed. Talla watched her, and Talla had spent her whole life watching people who were about to do something they'd regret, and she saw it coming a half-second before it happened.

Lyra stood up.

She came around the end of the bench, past Malik — who did not stop her, who just turned his head to follow her — and she walked down the length of the table to where Korena stood with the vial held against her chest, and she stopped in front of her sister, and she put out her hand, palm up.

"Give it to me," Lyra said.

Korena looked at her. The two of them stood there, blue hair and blue hair, lavender and lavender, the same height almost, the same jaw, and Korena's fist closed tighter around the glass.

"Lyra — "

"You read the label because you wanted to know what I'm carrying." Lyra's voice was quiet. It was the quietest thing in the room. "You wanted to know before I did. That's what you wanted. So give it to me, and I'll read it, and then it's mine and not yours."

Korena's jaw worked. For a second — half a second — something in her face went soft, went young, went the way it went when she laughed at Malik's boldness in the corridor and hated herself for it. Then it hardened back up.

"Fine," she said.

She held the vial out. She did not put it in Lyra's palm. She held it up between them, pinched by the cap, at the exact height of Lyra's eyes, and she turned it so the tape faced out, and she said, "Read it yourself. All of it. Out loud."

Lyra looked at the vial.

She did not take it. She read it where it hung, the grease pencil shorthand, Veth's cramped hand, the strip of archive tape hand-cut and stuck to the glass. She read the front. She turned her head slightly and read the back.

She read it twice. Her lips moved the second time, silent, following the words.

Then she reached out and closed her hand over Korena's hand — over the fist, over the vial, both of them together, Lyra's fingers wrapping around her sister's knuckles — and she held it there, not pulling, not taking, just holding Korena's fist shut around the vial between them.

"I know what's on it," Lyra said.

"You didn't."

"I did. I heard you read it the first time." Her thumb moved once across Korena's knuckle, and Korena's whole arm went rigid. "You read it out loud so I'd hear it. You could have read it to yourself and put it down. You read it out loud."

Korena said nothing.

"So it's mine now," Lyra said. "Whatever's on it. It's mine. And I'm not putting it down."

She let go of Korena's hand. She turned around, and she walked back down the length of the table, and she set the vial down on the stone in front of Zara — not in Zara's hand, in front of her, on the bench, where the matriarch would have to reach for it — and she sat back down at the end of the bench beside Malik, and she put her hands flat on the table again, and she looked at Veth.

"Inject her," Lyra said. "You said you wanted a witness. I'm the witness. Do it where I can see."

Veth looked at Zara. Zara looked at the vial on the stone in front of her — at the tape, at the grease pencil, at the hand-cut edge — and then at her own bare forearm, palm up, still held out from where she had turned Veth's wrist over and shown her the inside of her own arm like a fact.

Korena was still standing. Her hand was still closed on nothing, held up in front of her chest where the vial had been, and she had not sat back down, and she had not taken her eyes off Lyra.

"Hyposprayer," Zara said.

Veth reached into her coat pocket. Her hand came out with the sprayer and stopped, held in the air, halfway between her chest and the stone.

"And a clean slate," Zara said. "The girl's right. If it goes wrong, I want it written down." She looked down the table, past Lyra, past Sefa, past Talla, to the end of the bench where Korena was still standing with her empty hand up. "Korena. You wanted to know what's in it. Sit down and take the reading."

Korena's hand came down. She sat.

She picked up Sefa's slate off the stone — Sefa's, still lying there with the cursor blinking on an empty page — and she held it flat in both hands, and she looked at Zara across the top of it, and her knuckles were white around the edges of the frame.

"Fine," she said. "I'll read it. I'll read every mark it makes."

Zara turned her arm over and laid it on the table, palm down, and Veth stepped in with the hyposprayer, and the ring's slow green-blue pulse went on breathing against the walls of the common room, patient and indifferent, while the whole table leaned in to watch.

Veth's thumb found the release and the hyposprayer hissed.

Zara didn't flinch. She watched the needle sink into the meat of her forearm the way she'd watched a hundred other wounds, with her jaw set and her breath even, and when it was done she pulled her arm back across the stone and laid it flat and waited. The four of them leaned in. Lyra at the end of the bench, hands still flat. Sefa beside her, slate forgotten. Talla with her arms crossed, watching Zara's face and not her arm. Malik behind Lyra, one hand still on the stone, saying nothing.

Korena sat with Sefa's slate flat in both palms, cursor blinking, and her boots planted on the floor.

Nothing happened.

Ten seconds. Twenty. The ring breathed its slow green-blue against the walls and the common room stayed ordinary — the long table, the water line, the cold pot of tea somebody had left at the far end three hours ago. Veth's hand hovered over Zara's wrist without touching it. She'd stopped breathing through her mouth.

"How long," Zara said.

"I don't — mine was fast. Mine was under a minute."

"Then it's not working."

"It's working." Veth's voice had gone thin. "It's — the body's reading it. It's just — "

The slate chimed.

Korena's head came up.

The chime was the small two-note tone the ring used for a fresh reading, and it came out of Sefa's slate the way it always did — soft, almost polite — and every person at the table turned toward the sound at once, and Korena was already looking down at the screen.

Numbers. A column of them, running, blue on black. The ring's baseline band on the left, the old flat Xylari curve, the one Talla had been taught to read before she could read words. And then a second line drawn in over it, thin and bright and climbing, and climbing, and not stopping.

"It's spiking," Korena said.

Zara didn't move. "How high."

"I don't — the scale's not — " Korena's thumb slid the cursor up the column and the numbers kept going past where the column was supposed to end. "It's off the top of the frame. Veth, it's past the top."

Veth came around the table so fast her coat caught the bench and dragged it an inch. She bent over Korena's shoulder, glasses near the glass, and the two of them read the same line at the same time.

"That's the psionic band," Veth said. "That's — that's the old band, the one that's been flat since before the war, that band hasn't moved in — "

"It's moving now," Korena said.

"Read it out."

"I am reading it out."

"Read the numbers."

Korena's jaw set. She tilted the slate so the screen caught the ring's light and she read, flat, the way a reader read — no inflection, no opinion, just the marks.

"Baseline Xylari, four hundred twelve. Matriarch's own, four hundred twelve, same as always." Her thumb moved. "Human band, zero. No human signature on her, she's never — " She stopped. She looked up at Zara's arm, at the spot where the hyposprayer had gone in, and then back down. "Human band, sixty-one."

Nobody said anything.

"That's not possible," Veth whispered.

"You wrote it down, I'm reading it." Korena's thumb moved again. "Third band. The old one. The dead one." She paused. Something in her voice changed — flattened, went careful, the way it went when the wall said something the reader didn't want to log. "The old one's at two hundred six and rising."

Zara turned her head and looked at her own arm. Palm down on the stone. Still ordinary. Still scarred. She flexed her fingers once and laid them flat again.

"How fast."

"Rising." Korena watched the numbers climb. "Two eleven. Two nineteen. Two — Zara, it's not slowing down."

"Is it hurting her," Talla said, from the far end of the bench. She hadn't moved since she sat down. Her voice came out low and level and it cut across the table like a hand laid on a wrist.

Korena looked at Zara. Zara looked at the wall.

"No," Zara said. "It doesn't hurt."

"Then what does it do."

"It — " Zara's mouth closed. She was still looking at the wall, at the seam where the stone met the ceiling, at the slow green-blue pulse running through it, and Talla watched her aunt's face do a thing she had never seen it do in twenty-four years: lose track of the room. "The seams are brighter."

Lyra's head came up.

"What do you mean brighter," Veth said.

"The seams." Zara lifted her free hand and pointed, and she pointed at the exact line where the wall met the ceiling, and she was pointing at nothing — the seam was the seam, the same as it had always been, the same green-blue breath running through the stone. "There's a — there's a thread in it. A bright thread. It wasn't there before. It's — "

"She can see the lattice," Veth said. Her voice had gone high and thin and she was talking to nobody, to the slate, to the room. "She can see the — that's the old sight, that's the reader's sight, that's what the old ones had, that's not supposed to — "

"Veth."

"It took in her. It took in her and it's — "

"Veth, the numbers."

Korena's voice was the thing that stopped her. Flat. Sharp. The voice she used when she wanted people to stop looking at her. Veth blinked and came back to the slate.

"Read them," Korena said.

Veth bent over the screen and read them out herself, and her hands were shaking so badly she had to hold the slate against the edge of the table to keep it steady.

"Old band, three hundred one. Three twenty. Three — " She stopped. Started again. "The old band is climbing past the historical ceiling. Past the pre-war ceiling. That band has never — in the entire recorded history of the species — "

"Keep reading."

"Human band, one hundred forty. One eighty. Two — " Her voice cracked. "It's doubling. It's — the two bands are converging, they're — "

"They're what."

"They're crossing."

The room went still.

Zara sat with her arm flat on the stone and her eyes on the seam over the door, and she did not move, and her face had gone through something and come out the other side and settled into the flat patience of a woman watching a thing she had spent her whole life expecting and never once believed in. Lyra watched her. Lyra had been watching her since the needle went in and she had not looked away once, and she saw it — the exact moment her aunt's eyes widened, just slightly, at the seam, at something in the seam that nobody else could see.

"What is it," Lyra said.

Zara didn't answer.

"Zara. What do you see."

"Light," Zara said. Her voice was quiet and it was not the voice she used on soldiers. "There's light in the wall. Not the pulse. Behind it. A — a shape. Moving."

"What shape."

"I don't know." Her hand came up off the stone, an inch, and stopped, and lay back down. "It's not a shape. It's — it's a — "

The slate chimed again.

Korena's eyes snapped down.

This chime was different. Lower. Not the two-note reading tone — the single flat tone the ring used for a cross-reference, for a reading that came in from somewhere other than where the reader was looking. It cut across the room and every head turned toward the slate at once.

Korena stared at the screen.

She did not read it out.

"Korena," Zara said.

Nothing.

"Korena. Read it."

Korena's thumb moved. Slow. She slid the cursor down the column and the new line came up under the old ones, and she read it, and she stopped, and her lips moved silently the way Lyra's had moved over the vial — reading it twice, the second time without sound.

"Korena."

"It's not from her."

Veth's head came up. "What?"

"The new reading. It's not coming from her arm." Korena turned the slate around so the screen faced the table, and she held it there in both hands and she did not look up at anyone, and her voice — the bored voice, the flat reader's voice, the voice that had been sharp and hard all night — came out of her mouth thin and small and wrong. "It's coming from the dead room."

Nobody moved.

"Talla's room," Korena said. "It's — it's still lit. The room is still lit and it's — it's answering her. The two readings are — "

She stopped.

Her hands had started to shake. The slate trembled in her grip and she set it down flat on the stone and she did not take her hands off it, and she stared at the screen the way a person stared at a door they had been told all their life was locked and had just watched swing open by itself.

"It's not one spike," she said. "It's two. There's two signatures on the slate and one of them is hers and the other one is — "

"Whose."

Korena looked up. She looked past Veth, past Zara, past the whole table, and she looked at Talla.

"Hers," she said. "Talla's. It's coming out of Talla's room and it's — it's the same band. It's the same band as Zara's. The old one. The dead one. It's — "

The slate chimed a third time.

Korena's hand came off the slate like it had burned her.

Veth got to it first. She lunged across the table, coat sleeve dragging the cold pot of tea, and her hand closed over the slate before Korena could move — and then she stopped, fingers spread across the glass, and read.

"It's not her," she said. Her voice had gone somewhere flat. "It's not — the second signature isn't Zara's. It's — "

"Read it out."

"I'm reading it." Veth's thumb moved down the column. "The reading's coming off the dead room's wall. It's — it's been live since — " She stopped. She looked up. Not at Zara. At Talla, at the far end of the bench, arms still crossed, face still level. "Talla. When did you leave your room."

Talla didn't answer for a long moment. She looked at Veth the way she looked at the matriarch — flat, unhurried, absorbing the question before she decided what to do with it. Then she said, "Before first bell."

"And the walls were lit when you left."

"They were lit when I came."

Veth's mouth opened and closed. She turned back to the slate and her hands were shaking, and she read the numbers out because reading was the only thing left in the room that still made sense to her.

"The dead room's band is at three eighty-one and rising. It's the old band. It's the same band as Zara's. They're — they're in phase. Two hundred ninety, three ten, three — "

"Veth."

"They're the same curve," Veth said. "The two readings are the same curve. The matriarch's arm and the dead room are on the same curve, and the curve is — it's not the Xylari curve. It's not anything. It's — "

"It's what."

"It's the crossing," Veth said. "The same crossing. The one on the matriarch's arm. The dead room is doing the exact same thing."

Zara's hand came off the stone. She laid her palm flat on the table and pushed herself up, slow, and she stood, and she looked at the door.

"Talla," she said. "Your room."

"It's not my room."

"It's recorded as yours."

"It's recorded as dead." Talla stood too, and the two of them faced each other across the table, the matriarch and the eldest, and the ring breathed its slow green-blue behind them and the slate went on chiming in Veth's hands. "You gave it to me because the walls couldn't see into it. You said, 'This is yours, no one watches you.' You said it like a gift. Six years I've slept in a room the ring couldn't see, and now it's — "

"Now it's the loudest thing on the wall," Veth said. "It's — Zara, the dead room is broadcasting. It's putting out a reading stronger than any room in the ring. Stronger than the nursery. Stronger than — "

"Send someone."

"Who?"

Zara looked around the table. Lyra. Sefa. Korena. Veth. Talla. Five of them, and the sixth was a human sitting at the end of the bench with his hand still flat on the stone, and Zara's eyes passed over all of them and landed on nobody.

"Korena," she said.

Korena looked up.

"You read the first spike. You read the second. You'll read the third."

"I don't want to read the third."

"That's not — "

"I don't want to read it." Korena's voice came out of her and it wasn't flat anymore, it wasn't the reader's voice, it was the voice of a seventeen-year-old girl in a room full of adults who had just handed her something she had never asked to hold. "You gave me the slate because I read walls. I read walls. I don't — I don't read people. I don't read — "

"The slate doesn't know the difference," Zara said.

"The slate doesn't have to sleep in that room."

The ring pulsed. Once. Twice. The seam over the door brightened a shade and faded, and Zara stood at the head of the table with her arm still bare and the injection mark still pink on her forearm, and she looked at the door the way she had looked at it a hundred times, and she did not move toward it.

"Veth," she said. "Pull the dead room's full record."

"It's — the dead room's never had a record. That's the point of it. There's nothing to pull."

"Then pull what's there now."

Veth set the slate down and pulled her own from her coat, and the two screens glowed side by side on the table, and she started moving her fingers across both, cross-referencing, and her mouth was moving without sound, the way it did when she was working, and nobody at the table said anything for a long moment because there was nothing to say that would not have been a lie.

Lyra was the one who broke it.

"Malik," she said, quiet, at the end of the bench, and she turned her head to look at him — the human with his hand on the stone, the human who had been silent through all of it, the human who had gone into the dead room last night and come out of it and never said what he saw. "You were in there."

Everyone looked at him.

Malik didn't move. His hand stayed flat on the stone and his eyes stayed on the slate, on the two glowing screens, on the number that was still climbing on both of them. He was quiet for a beat. Then he said, "It lit up."

"Lit up how."

"White." His voice was the same low, even thing it always was. "Not the green. Not the blue. White. All four walls and the ceiling. Like — like a room somebody turned on."

Veth's head came up. "White."

"White."

"Nothing in the ring is white."

"That room was." He looked at her, and there was something in his face that had not been there when he walked into the common room, something careful and set, like a man holding a thing he had not decided yet whether to put down. "You want to know what your dead room does. I'm telling you. It went white."

The slate chimed a fourth time.

Korena did not touch it.

"Read it," Zara said.

"No."

"Korena — "

"No." She stood up. The bench scraped back behind her and she stood with both hands at her sides and her blue hair catching the ring's light, and she looked at Zara with her chin up and her eyes bright and her voice shaking under every word. "You want the dead room read. You want the dead room opened. You've wanted that room open for six years and you gave it to Talla and you told her it was a gift, and now it's answering you and you want me to stand here and read it out like it's a number. It's not a number. It's Talla's room. It's — "

"It's the ring's room," Zara said. "It's the clan's room. Everything in the ring is the clan's, and the clan is dying, and if that room holds one more reading than the archive has left — "

"Then go read it yourself."

The room went very still.

Zara looked at Korena. Korena looked back. Neither of them moved, and the ring breathed, and somewhere down the corridor a pipe ticked the way pipes tick in a station that is always, always awake, and the tick was the loudest thing in the room for a full three seconds.

Then Talla said, "I'll go."

Every head turned.

She had not moved from the far end of the bench. Her arms were still crossed. Her voice was still level. But she was looking at the door, at the seam over the door, and the seam was brighter than it had been, and she said it again, quieter, to no one in particular: "I'll go. It's my room. If it's going to answer, it can answer me."

"Talla — " Lyra started.

"It's mine." She uncrossed her arms and put both hands flat on the table, and she leaned forward, and for the first time all night her face did something other than hold still. "You gave it to me, Zara. Six years I've slept in a room the walls couldn't see and you called it a gift and I took it because it was the only room in this ring where I got to be a person instead of a count. And last night it lit up. And now it's on your slate. And you want to know why." She straightened. "So do I."

She was already moving before anyone answered. Past Sefa, past Lyra, past the long table and the cold pot of tea and the two slates glowing side by side, and her boots were loud on the stone and nobody stopped her, and at the arch she paused for half a step and said, without turning around, "Malik. You might want to come."

The human stood up.

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