The Morning After
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The Morning After

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Sorting Out!
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Chapter 5 of 39

Sorting Out!

Robin was confused and heartbroken again, but then he decided to come full circle. Have a public announcement about his relationship and then go to Paula for full disclosure. Paula didn't want to agree with all of that, but Robin told her that things are closed now between them. So she should not bring them over again; it will not be healthy for Julian as well. Then after the difficult phase, he flies to April's hometown, goes to her place, and makes things up with her. Then he takes her to his hotel room and bangs her in a rough and romantic way. This is the first time Robin eats her butthole, and April loves that. And things are back to normal again.

The rain in Miami was a warm, relentless curtain, blurring the penthouse windows into a smear of gray light. Robin sat at his kitchen island, phone in hand, the cursor blinking over a blank post. He’d spent the morning deleting the photo of April, scrubbing his feed clean. The silence felt louder than the notifications ever had. He typed, deleted, typed again. Finally, he settled on three sentences. "I owe apologies. To my family, to my fans, and to someone I care for deeply. My actions have caused real pain, and I am stepping back to make things right, privately." He posted it, then powered the phone off. The act felt like pulling a thorn from his palm—a sharp, clean pain, followed by a hollow ache.

Paula’s house in the Hills was exactly as he remembered, which was the problem. The lavender by the walkway, the specific shade of the blue front door. It was a museum of a life he’d been evicted from. She answered the intercom with a flat, "What?"

"It's me. I need to talk. About Julian. Please."

The silence stretched so long he thought she’d walked away. Then the gate buzzed.

She stood in the doorway, arms crossed, wearing yoga pants and a faded Stanford sweatshirt. No makeup. She looked younger and harder. "You have five minutes. He’s with my mother."

He didn’t try to step inside. The threshold felt like a border wall. "The post you saw. It’s gone. I deleted it. I’m not seeing her anymore."

Paula’s expression didn’t change. "Is that your idea of fixing things? A social media cleanse?"

"No." He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture tired, unperformed. "My idea is to stop. To stop using people as distractions. To stop making everything a public spectacle. It’s… It’s closed, Paula. Whatever was left between us is done. I’m accepting that. But we can’t keep using it as a weapon. Not if we want Julian to have anything resembling normal parents."

"Normal." She breathed the word out like it was a joke. "You fly a teenager across the country, post her naked body for clicks, and now you want to talk about normal?"

"I know." He didn’t look away from her eyes, let her see the shame there, raw and undefended. "I know exactly what I did. And I am going to fix it. Not for the cameras. For him. But I can’t do that if every mistake I make becomes a custody hearing. You have to let me try. Actually try."

She studied him, her gaze scanning for the lie, the angle. He held still, offering nothing but the weary truth. Finally, she looked past him, at the rain dripping from the eaves. "Your five minutes are up."

She began to close the door.

"Paula."

She paused, the door open just a crack. Her profile was a sharp line against the warm light of the house behind her.

"I’m sorry," he said, the words quiet, meant only for her. "For all of it."

The door clicked shut. No forgiveness, no acknowledgment. Just an end.

The flight to her hometown in Ohio felt like crossing into a different world. The Miami humidity was replaced by a crisp, midwestern chill. The diner she’d named was on a quiet main street, the vinyl of the booth cracked and sticky under his palms. He saw her before she saw him. April sat in a corner booth, a half-empty milkshake glass in front of her, staring out at the rain-slicked pavement. She wore a simple gray hoodie, her hair in a messy bun. She looked nineteen. She looked exhausted.

He slid into the booth across from her. The old coffee smell, the fryer grease, it was all so ordinary it hurt.

She didn’t seem surprised. "How did you find me?"

"You told me the name of this place. That first morning in Miami. You said they had the best cherry pie."

She blinked, her big eyes focusing on him properly for the first time. "You remembered that?"

"I’m trying to remember a lot of things I should have paid attention to." He folded his hands on the table. They were steady. "My post is gone. The one from my account, and the one from yours. I had my team scrub what they could. The trolls… the address thing. I have security going to your mom’s house today to repair the damage. It’s handled."

"Handled." She repeated the word, testing its weight. "You like that word."

"It’s the wrong word." He leaned forward, his voice dropping. "It’s not handled. I hurt you. I used you. I was so fucked up over my own life that I treated you like a prop. There’s no handling that. There’s just… an apology. And me asking for a chance to do one single thing right."

A waitress refilled his water. The moment hung suspended in the diner’s fluorescent hum. April traced a pattern in the condensation on her glass. "Why are you here, Robin?"

"Because I don’t want to be the guy who walks away from the mess he made. Not this time."

She looked up, her gaze searching his. "What do you want?"

The answer came from a place deeper than strategy, deeper than guilt. "You. I want you. Not for a photo. Not for a story. I want to take you to my hotel room, and I want to be with you. Just us. No phones. No audience. I want to learn what you actually like. I want to do this right."

Her lips parted. A flush crept up her neck. She didn’t say yes. She didn’t say no. She just stood up, pulled on her coat, and walked out of the diner.

He sat for a count of five, his heart a dull hammer against his ribs. Then he threw cash on the table and followed.

She was waiting for him under the buzzing streetlight, the rain a fine mist around her. "Your hotel," she said, her voice quiet but clear. "Show me."

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