The Morning After
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The Morning After

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It's not what it used to be!
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Chapter 30 of 39

It's not what it used to be!

Robin finally found April; she was helping her mom at their restaurant. Robin tried not to freak her out; she was outside the restaurant for something, then he caught her. April was surprised, but she didn't freak out, didn't cry. Robin asked about the pregnancy, and April didn't try to hide it. She confessed, but she made it clear that she doesn't want to get back to him. She understood Robin was just for love, not commitment. She wants to coparent the baby but not the relationship further. Robin became soft at first, then he got a little bit strict. He completely said that, he broke her heart, but he will win her over again. He doesn't want to leave her anymore. April didn't accept his straightforwardness. But Robin made it clear that the baby will be with him if April doesn't come back. He told her and left the place. April was shocked and hurt; she didn't expect Robin to be like that.

The sand was cold under his knees. The sun, a brutal white disc, baked the back of his neck, but inside, Robin was freezing. He’d been walking for hours, from one boutique to another, one modeling agency front desk to the next, a ghost haunting the places a nineteen-year-old model might be. Nothing. No trace. Her number rang out into a void, a digital tombstone.

He’d ended up on the beach, the same stretch of tourist-packed Miami shore where everything had started. It felt like a mockery. The laughter, the splashing, the tinny music from portable speakers—it was all noise meant for someone else’s life.

His breath hitched. Then it broke.

A sob tore out of him, raw and ugly. He dug his fingers into the grit, the shells biting into his palms. He cried like he hadn’t since he was a boy, shoulders shaking, tears cutting through the salt and sunscreen on his face. People stepped around him. A spectacle. Another Miami weirdo. He didn’t care. The thought was a single, desperate loop: Just April. Just her. Nothing else. The mansions, the cars, the platinum records on his wall—they were ash in his mouth. Useless. He’d trade every last one for the sound of her laugh, for the right to lay his head in her lap and be quiet.

His phone vibrated in the sand beside him. He ignored it. It stopped. Then it started again, a persistent, angry buzz.

With a trembling hand, he wiped his face and grabbed it. An unknown Miami number. Probably another manager, another obligation. He almost swiped it away. But the habit of a lifetime, the performer’s reflex to always be available, made him press answer. He didn’t speak.

“Robin?” A young woman’s voice, hesitant. “It’s… It’s Chloe. From the campus café? April’s friend.”

He sat up straight. The world snapped into a painful, sharp focus. “Chloe.” His voice was wrecked. He cleared his throat. “Do you know where she is?”

A long pause. He could hear her breathing, the conflict in it. “She made me promise not to tell anyone. Especially you.”

“Please.” The word was stripped bare. No charm, no smooth talk. Just a naked plea. “I need to see her. I need to… I have to talk to her.”

“She’s not in Miami,” Chloe said softly. “She went home. To her parents. In Fort Lauderdale. She’s… she’s not doing great, Robin.”

An address followed. Robin fumbled, patting his pockets for a pen, finding nothing. He repeated it aloud, committing it to memory, a sacred chant. 1427 Coral Ridge Drive.

“Thank you,” he whispered, the gratitude so immense it threatened to buckle him again.

“Don’t make me regret this,” Chloe said, and the line went dead.

He looked at the phone. Then at the ocean. The address burned in his mind, a single point of light in a month of darkness. He pushed himself to his feet, his muscles stiff, sand cascading from his jeans.

And then he ran.

He ran past the tourists, past the vendors, his shoes slapping against the paved walkway. He ran like the address was a lifeline and he was a drowning man. He didn’t feel the burn in his lungs. He didn’t feel the sun. He felt only the pull of her, magnetic and absolute.

His rental car was three blocks away. He fumbled with the key, his hands shaking too badly to hit the unlock button on the first try. He finally yanked the door open and fell into the driver’s seat.

He plugged the address into the navigation. Forty-five minutes. An eternity.

The engine roared to life. He pulled into traffic, cutting off a convertible, earning a blaring horn. He didn’t care. Every red light was a personal insult. Every slow-moving car an obstacle between him and the only thing that mattered.

He drove north, the glittering Miami skyline shrinking in his rearview mirror. He was leaving the scene of the crime, chasing the ghost he’d created. The hum of the tires on the highway was the only sound. His mind was terrifyingly quiet. No music. No plans. No clever lines. Just a single, focused need: Find April.

The vinyl booth squeaked under Robin’s shifting weight. The air smelled of old coffee and bacon grease. Sunlight cut through dusty blinds, striping the cracked linoleum floor where he’d been waiting for forty-seven minutes, watching the door.

He saw her through the glass before she saw him. April stepped out the restaurant’s side door into the narrow alley, a black plastic bag of trash in her hand. She wore a simple white tank top and cut-off denim shorts, her hair pulled into a messy bun. She looked tired. She looked real.

Robin was out of the booth and through the front door before he could think. The bell above the door jangled. She turned, the bag still in her grip.

Her eyes widened. That was all. No gasp. No tears. Just a slow, weary recognition settling into her features.

“Hey,” he said. His voice was rough from the drive, from everything.

“Robin.”

She said his name flatly. A statement, not a question. She turned and heaved the bag into a dumpster, the clang echoing in the alley. She wiped her hands on her shorts. “What are you doing here?”

“I talked to Chloe.”

“I figured.” She crossed her arms, not defensively, but like she was holding herself together. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“I found the test.” The words hung between them, stark and unavoidable. “In my bathroom.”

April’s gaze didn’t waver. A slight, almost imperceptible tightening around her mouth. “Okay.”

“Is it mine?”

She let out a short, humorless breath. “Who else’s would it be?”

He took a step closer. The sunlight caught the faint dusting of freckles across her nose. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“What was I supposed to say?” Her voice remained calm, eerily steady. “You were busy. With other people. In other rooms.”

The image of Chloe, of Sasha, of the hollow laughter in his great room flashed behind his eyes. He felt sick. “April—”

“It’s fine, Robin.” She finally looked away, down at the oil-stained asphalt. “I get it now. What you are. You’re for love, or whatever you call that feeling in the moment. But you’re not for commitment. Not for showing up. Paula was right. Lena was right. I finally heard them.”

Her words were a clinical dissection. They left no room for argument.

“So here’s what’s going to happen,” she continued, meeting his eyes again. “I’m having the baby. I’m keeping it. We can figure out coparenting. Schedules. Money. All of that. But you and me? That’s done. I’m not coming back.”

For a moment, Robin just stood there. The softness he’d felt upon seeing her, the desperate hope, curdled into something else. Something colder. Harder. A familiar, performative charm clicked into place, but the edges were jagged now.

“You think you get to decide that?” he asked, his voice dropping, smoothing out into that low, practiced tone he used on stage.

“Yes. I do.”

He took another step, closing the distance until he could see the gold flecks in her brown eyes. “I broke your heart. I know I did. And I’m going to spend every damn day putting it back together. I’m going to win you over again.”

She shook her head, a sad, final movement. “You don’t win people, Robin. You wear them down.”

“I’m not leaving you.”

“You already did.”

The words landed like a physical blow. He felt the strictness within him harden, the performer’s mask turning into a threat. “Okay. Let’s be clear, then. You want to coparent? Fine. But if you walk away from me, if you keep this distance between us, then that baby isn’t going to be splitting time between your mom’s restaurant and my tour bus.”

Her breath hitched. The first crack in her calm. “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying I have the resources. I have the lawyers. I have a decade of being a present father on record, and you have… what? A modeling portfolio and a bunk bed in your parents’ house?” He saw the hurt flash in her eyes, sharp and immediate, and he pushed into it. “If you don’t come back to me, if you force this separation, then I will fight for full custody. And I will get it. The baby will be with me.”

April stared at him. The color drained from her face. Her arms fell to her sides, her hands curling into loose fists. She looked at him like she was seeing a stranger, a monster she’d only heard about in stories.

He held her gaze, letting the ultimatum hang in the greasy alley air. Then he turned.

He walked back to his rental car without looking back. He didn’t hear her cry. He didn’t hear anything but the frantic beat of his own heart, a drum of pure, terrified possession.

He got in the car. He started the engine. In the rearview mirror, he saw her still standing there, a small, stunned figure in the strip of sunlight, one hand drifting unconsciously to her stomach.

He drove away.

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