I don't remember leaving the rink. The cold is still in my bones when I push through the cafeteria doors at 11:47 AM, the steam and grease hitting me like a wall. Fluorescent lights buzz overhead, and the noise—forks scraping, voices layering, laughter bouncing off tile—feels like an assault after hours of silence. I find my usual table. The back corner, under the broken clock, where the light flickers and nobody sits. My tray holds a bowl of soup I won't eat and an apple I'll pocket for later.
The doors swing open. I don't look up at first—I've trained myself not to—but the room shifts. Conversations don't stop, exactly, but they thin, like water finding a new channel. A few heads turn. A few voices drop. And I know. I know who just walked in before I see him, because my body tells me: the hair on my arms rising, the ache behind my ribs, the memory of his voice in the dark rink saying you're mine.
He's crossing the room. Not walking—crossing, like he owns every inch of tile between the entrance and me. His teammates trail behind him like a wake, but his eyes are fixed. On me. On the back corner. On the ghost who broke the rule.
I don't move. Can't. My hand is frozen halfway to the apple, and my breath is stuck somewhere in my throat as he stops at my table. One hand flat on the laminate surface. He leans in until his breath warms my cheek, and I catch the scent of him—ice and cologne and something metallic I now recognize.
"You're mine," he says. Loud enough for the tables around us to hear. The words land like a brand, and I feel the stares—the curious, the envious, the knowing—prickling across my skin. "Anyone looks at you, they deal with me."
Under the table, my thighs press together. I hate it. I hate that my body doesn't ask permission before it responds—a damp heat spreading between my legs, my nipples tightening against the worn fabric of my sweater. A response I didn't choose. A response I can't stop. And he sees it—I know he sees it—because something shifts in his eyes, darkens, deepens, like he's watching a lock click open.
His hand leaves the table. He straightens, slow, deliberate, and I realize I've been holding my breath long enough that my vision is starting to blur at the edges. He doesn't walk away. He doesn't need to. He's already claimed what he came for, and the entire cafeteria just witnessed it.
His back is already turned when he pauses. One beat. Two. Then he looks over his shoulder at me—just a fraction, just enough for me to catch the corner of his mouth curving into something that isn't quite a smile.
"Tonight," he says. Low enough that only I can hear, even through the cafeteria's noise. "There's a party at Sigma Phi. You'll be there."
It isn't a question. I don't answer. He doesn't wait for one.
And then he's walking away, his teammates falling into step around him like a bodyguard formation, and I'm left at my corner table with cold soup and a racing heart and the horrible, shameful dampness between my thighs that hasn't cooled.
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The Sigma Phi house pulses from two blocks away. Bass thuds through the walls, through the pavement, through my ribs as I approach in nothing but his jersey—white, with his number in bold black across the chest, the fabric hanging to mid-thigh and nothing underneath. The night air bites my bare legs, raises goosebumps across my arms, and I feel exposed in a way that makes my stomach clench and my skin flush all at once.
The door is open. Bodies pack the living room, a sea of sweat and alcohol and grinding hips under strobing lights. I push through, keeping my head down, the jersey riding up my thighs with every step, and I feel hands brush my waist, hear whistles I don't acknowledge. My pulse is a war drum in my throat as I scan the crowd for him.
I find him in the couch against the far wall. He's sprawled like a king, one arm draped across the back, a red cup dangling from his fingers, his eyes fixed on the door—fixed on me—as if he knew the exact second I would walk through it. The people around him fade. The music dims. There's only him watching me cross the room in his jersey, and the slow, possessive curl of his lips.
A hand closes around my wrist. I'm yanked sideways before I can reach him, stumbling into a wall of chest and cologne. Some guy—tall, drunk, grinning with too-white teeth—crowds into my space, his other hand landing on my hip, fingers digging into the fabric of the jersey. "Well, hello," he slurs. "Hunter's little charity case. Didn't know he shared."
I try to pull back, but his grip tightens. "Get off—"
The guy's hand is ripped away so fast I hear his shoulder pop. He's airborne for half a second before he crashes into a low table, splintering wood and scattering red cups across the floor. Hunter stands over him, breathing hard, his knuckles white where they're still fisted in the guy's collar.
"I don't share," Hunter says. Quiet. Flat. The music stutters as bodies turn, as the circle around them widens. He hauls the guy up by his shirt and drives a fist into his jaw—once, twice, a wet crack that makes someone in the crowd gasp. The guy crumples, and Hunter drops him like garbage, stepping over him without a second glance.
His hand finds my waist. Hot. Proprietary. He pulls me against his chest, and I feel his heart hammering, feel the tension still singing through his muscles, feel the way his breath comes rough against my ear. "You okay?"
I nod. I can't speak. Because the violence should terrify me—and it does, it does—but underneath the fear, underneath the shock, something else is coiling hot and tight in my belly, and I press my thighs together because I don't want him to see what his rage just did to me.
He sees anyway. His eyes drop to my mouth, to the pulse jumping in my throat, to the way I'm gripping the hem of his jersey like it's the only thing keeping me upright. And he smiles. Slow. Dark. "Good," he says. "Because we're not done yet."
My knees buckle. I don't mean for them to—I'm not the kind of girl who folds, who falls, who lets anyone catch her—but they do, the strength draining out of them like someone pulled a plug, and instead of hitting the sticky frat-house floor I press into him. My palms land flat against his chest, the fabric of his shirt warm and damp beneath my fingers, and I feel the steady thud of his heart through the bone and muscle and skin.
His arm locks around my waist, holding me up. Not gentle. Not kind. Just efficient, like he knew I would fall, like he was already braced for it, and the acknowledgment makes something hot and furious twist in my stomach. I should push away. I should find my feet and walk out of this house and never look back at the boy who treats me like property.
I don't.
My fingers curl into his shirt, fisting the fabric, and I hate the way it feels right—the solid warmth of him, the way my body fits against his like it was measured for this exact space. My legs are still shaking. My breath comes in shallow, ragged pulls, and I can feel the eyes of the party on us, feel the curiosity and the hunger and the judgment pressing in from all sides.
His hand slides up my spine. Slow. Deliberate. Each vertebra a claim, a statement, a brand left through the thin cotton of his jersey. When he reaches the nape of my neck, his fingers curl, threading into the loose strands of my ponytail, and he tilts my head back until I have no choice but to meet his eyes.
Dark. Unreadable. And something else—something that makes my thighs press together hard enough to hurt.
"That's it," he says, and his voice is low, rough, the sound of a predator who's just watched his prey walk willingly into his jaws. "Let yourself fall. I'll catch you."
The words shouldn't undo me. They should make me angry, should make me fight, should make me remember the cold rink and the smear on the ice and the way he knew my name before I ever spoke it. But instead something loosens in my chest, some knot I didn't know I was carrying, and I sag against him, my forehead dropping to his shoulder, my breath hot against his collarbone.
He smells like ice and leather and the metallic tang of blood that isn't his. I breathe him in anyway.
His hand tightens in my hair, not enough to hurt, just enough to remind me who's holding the leash. "Say it," he murmurs, his lips brushing my ear, and I feel the word building in my throat, feel the shape of it forming, feel the surrender crawling up my spine like a confession I've been holding for years.
"Yours," I whisper. And the word tastes like defeat and relief in equal measure.
His arm stays locked around my waist as he pulls me through the crowd, parting the sea of bodies like they're nothing. I don't look back at the crumpled figure on the floor. I don't look at the faces staring. I keep my eyes on the back of his neck, on the way the muscles shift beneath his collar, and I let him steer me out into the cold night air.
The silence hits like a physical force after the bass and the screaming. His car—low, black, gleaming under the streetlights—sits at the curb like a predator waiting. He opens the passenger door without a word, and I slide in, the leather seat cold against my bare thighs. The jersey rides up, and I don't fix it. I can feel his eyes on me before he closes the door.
The engine barely purrs. The city lights blur past as he drives, one hand on the wheel, the other resting on the center console. I watch his knuckles—red, scraped, still tight with residual tension—and I think about how they looked wrapped in that guy's collar, how the bone gave way under them. The memory makes my stomach flip, and I press my thighs together so hard it almost hurts.
He doesn't speak. Not a word. The silence stretches, thick and charged, as we glide through the gates of a neighborhood I've only ever seen from the bus. The houses get bigger, farther apart, until he pulls into a driveway that curves like a question mark, leading to a house that doesn't make sense—all glass and steel and dark angles, lit from within like a lantern.
The engine cuts. He's out of the car before I've unfastened my seatbelt, his hand on my door before I can reach for it. I let him open it. I let him offer his hand. I take it, and the heat of his palm against mine sends a shiver up my arm that I can't suppress.
Inside, the house is cathedral-quiet. High ceilings, white walls, a staircase that spirals up into shadow. He doesn't pause to offer me a drink or a tour. His hand finds the small of my back, guiding me up the stairs, and my bare feet make no sound on the polished wood.
His bedroom is all dark tones—charcoal walls, a bed the size of a small country, floor-to-ceiling windows that look out over a city glittering like scattered diamonds. He closes the door behind us, and the click of the latch is the loudest sound I've heard all night.
He turns to face me. His eyes travel down—the jersey, my bare legs, the way I'm gripping the hem like it's armor—and then back up, slow, deliberate, until they meet mine. "Let me see," he says. Not a request.
My hands don't obey me. They rise, trembling, and lift the hem of the jersey, baring myself to him inch by inch. The cool air hits my skin, raises goosebumps across my stomach, my ribs. I stop when the fabric clears my hips, my breath caught somewhere between my lungs and my throat, waiting for his judgment.
His jaw tightens. His eyes go dark, hooded, tracing the line of my hip, the curve of my waist, the way my nipples have peaked in the cold air. He takes a step forward, and I don't step back. "You listened," he says, and his voice is rough, scraped raw. "You actually listened."
His hand comes up, fingers brushing the inside of my thigh, feather-light, and I gasp—a sound I didn't mean to make, a sound that betrays everything. His lips curl. "Good girl."
His fingers trace upward, a whisper of contact along the inside of my thigh, and I stop breathing. The jersey has ridden up, bunched around my ribs, leaving me exposed from hip to knee, and the air against my skin is nothing compared to the heat of his hand. He takes his time. Each inch a question I answer with a shiver, with the way my hips tilt toward him without permission, without thought.
"Look at you," he murmurs, and his voice is dark honey, slow and thick. His thumb hooks under the edge of the jersey where it's still gathered at my waist, and he pulls, just a fraction, just enough to bare the curve of my hip, the soft skin above my hipbone. "All that fire in the cafeteria. All that fight. And now you're standing in my room, wearing my name, letting me see."
I can't meet his eyes. My gaze is fixed on his chest, on the way his shirt stretches across his shoulders, on the line of his jaw I can see in my periphery. But his free hand comes up, fingers catching my chin, and he tilts my face until I have no choice but to look at him. His eyes are dark, dilated, pupils blown so wide the blue is almost gone.
"I want to hear you say it again." His thumb traces my lower lip, and my mouth parts automatically, a reflex I can't control. "Tell me who you belong to."
"You." The word comes out cracked, barely a whisper, and I hate how small I sound, how broken, how much I mean it. "Hunter."
Something flickers in his eyes—satisfaction, hunger, a darkness that makes my stomach clench. His hand leaves my chin, sliding down my throat, over my collarbone, until his palm is flat against my sternum, right over my racing heart. "I can feel it," he says, and his voice is rough, scraped raw. "Your pulse. Like a hummingbird. Like you're scared of me."
I am. I'm terrified. But that's not what makes my knees weak, and we both know it.
His hand continues its slow descent, tracing the curve of my breast through the thin cotton of the jersey, and I gasp—a sharp, helpless sound that I can't bite back. My nipple peaks under his touch, a tight, aching point, and he circles it with his thumb, once, twice, watching my face with an intensity that makes me feel flayed open.
"You're so responsive," he breathes, and there's wonder in his voice, almost reverence, like he's discovering something precious. "Every sound you make. Every shiver. You don't even know what you do to me." He steps closer, his body heat seeping through the jersey, through the inch of air between us, and I feel the hard length of him against my hip—thick, straining, undeniable. My breath catches. My thighs press together, and the friction sends a jolt of heat straight through me.
His hand drops lower, palm skimming my waist, my hip, until his fingers curl around the curve of my ass, squeezing, pulling me harder against him. I feel every inch of his arousal, feel the way it twitches against my thigh, and a sound escapes me—something between a whimper and a moan—that I don't recognize as my own.
"I'm going to take my time with you," he says, his lips brushing my ear, his breath hot and uneven. "I'm going to learn every sound you make, every place that makes you tremble, every way you fall apart. And when I'm done, you won't remember a time before you were mine."
His teeth graze my earlobe, and I arch into him, my fingers fisting in his shirt, my body a live wire under his hands. The city glitters beyond the windows, and the world outside doesn't exist—there's only his heat, his voice, the thick promise in the air between us, and the terrible, beautiful knowledge that I'm exactly where he wants me.
He pulls back just enough to look at me, his breath still ragged, his eyes tracking the flush spreading across my chest. His thumb traces my lower lip once more, then drops. He steps back, and the loss of his heat makes me shiver.
"The jersey," he says, and his voice has gone low, controlled. "Off."
My hands find the hem. I pull it over my head, the fabric catching on my ponytail, and I'm standing in front of him in nothing but the dark air of his bedroom and the glittering city beyond the glass. I don't cover myself. I don't look away. His gaze travels down my body like a physical touch, lingering on the curve of my breasts, the dip of my waist, the shadow between my legs. He doesn't speak. He doesn't need to. The way his breath hitches, the way his jaw tightens, says everything.
His hands move to his own shirt, working the buttons with deliberate slowness. Each inch of skin revealed is a promise—the flat plane of his stomach, the ridges of muscle across his chest, the scar that runs along his ribs like a pale river. He shrugs the shirt off and lets it fall, and now we're both bare, the space between us charged and humming.
He doesn't reach for me. Instead, he turns and walks to the bed, pulling back the dark sheets. He slides in, settles against the pillows, one arm stretched out in invitation. The city lights cast his face in half-shadow, and his eyes are fixed on me, patient, waiting.
I cross the room on legs that barely hold me. The cool sheets against my back as I slide in beside him are a shock, but the heat of his body seals against mine, and I gasp. His arm wraps around my waist, pulling me flush against his chest, my back to his front. The hard length of him presses against my hip, and I feel the echoes of the night—the cold rink, the smear of blood, the table in the cafeteria—dissolve into the solid warmth of his skin against mine.
His breath is warm against my shoulder. His hand rests flat on my stomach, fingers splayed, tracing idle patterns across my skin. Neither of us speaks. The silence is heavy, but not oppressive—it's the weight of something settling, something claimed and claiming.
My eyelids droop. The adrenaline that kept me upright through the party, through the ride, through the slow strip of my clothes, seeps out of me like water from a cracked vessel. His hand stills. His breathing deepens, evens out, and I feel the rhythm of his chest against my back, steady and sure.
I let myself fall into it. Into him. The last thing I register before sleep pulls me under is the slow beat of his heart, a bass drum under my palm, and the knowledge that I'm exactly where I was always meant to be.