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Dock Lines
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Chapter 7 of 18

Dock Lines

Victor takes her hand to help her aboard, his grip warm and certain, and doesn't let go as he leads her past the cabin to the stern. The lake stretches out flat and blue, the city a distant shimmer, and he hands her a glass without asking if she wants it. 'I had my chef prepare something light,' he says, his thumb tracing the inside of her wrist. 'But first—show me the suit.' Jessie's heart hammers as she sets down the champagne and reaches for the knot at her shoulder, the fabric loosening under her fingers. The sun is hot on her skin, and Victor's eyes are patient, waiting.

The anchor chain rattled once and went silent. The boat swung slow on its pivot, the wake settling into a long, glassy calm that stretched all the way to the red cliff walls on the far shore.

Jessie stood at the railing, one hand wrapped around the warm teak, watching the last ripples flatten. The swimsuit Stacey had lent her—a navy one-piece, high on the hip, modest enough that Jessie had agreed to wear it—felt like someone else's skin. Too much fabric in some places. Not enough in others.

Victor came up from the cabin with a bottle of water in one hand and a tube of sunscreen in the other. He'd stripped down to a pair of dark shorts, and she'd tried not to look at his chest—the spread of silver hair, the line of his shoulders, the way his skin held the sun like he belonged in it.

She'd failed.

"You'll burn," he said, holding up the tube. "This sun doesn't care about Georgia skin."

She almost smiled. "How do you know I burn?"

"You've got that coloring." He stepped closer, and she caught the scent of him—salt and something clean, like soap and warm skin. "Fair, blonde. You're a sunburn waiting to happen."

He said it like he'd studied her. Like he'd already catalogued every inch of her skin and knew exactly how it would behave in the desert light.

"I can do it myself," she said, reaching for the tube.

He didn't hand it over. "Turn around. You'll miss your back."

It wasn't a question. His voice stayed low, unhurried, the same tone he'd used when he told her to keep her weight forward on the swing. And just like on the driving range, she felt her body obey before her mind caught up.

She turned.

The first touch of his hands on her shoulders made her breath catch. His palms were warm, the sunscreen cool, and the contrast sent a shiver across her skin that had nothing to do with the temperature. He spread the lotion in slow, even strokes, his thumbs pressing into the muscle at the base of her neck, working outward across her shoulder blades.

She stared at the distant cliffs and tried to breathe normally.

His hands moved lower. Down her spine, one vertebra at a time, spreading the sunscreen in wide, deliberate passes. The strap of her swimsuit sat in a thin navy line across her back, and his thumbs traced along its edge—once, twice—never dipping beneath, but close enough that she felt the promise in the pressure.

She imagined him pushing it aside.

The thought came unbidden, a flash of heat that pooled low in her belly. His hands on bare skin. Her suit pushed down to her waist. His mouth following the same path his thumbs were tracing now. She saw it in her mind with a clarity that made her knees feel weak—the teak deck, the sun, his hands claiming what she'd never let anyone touch.

She squeezed her eyes shut.

His hands stopped at the small of her back, resting there for a beat longer than necessary. His palms were flat, firm, claiming that curve of her spine like he had every right to it.

"There," he said, his voice close to her ear. "Now you won't burn."

She turned. The tube was still in his hand, half-full, and she realized—he would need sunscreen too. His shoulders were broad, tan, already beaded with a fine sheen of sweat under the afternoon sun. The polite thing would be to offer. The natural thing. Two people on a boat, sharing a tube of sunscreen.

Her hand reached for the tube.

His eyes caught hers. Dark. Patient. Waiting to see what she would do.

Her fingers brushed the plastic.

And then she imagined it—her hands on his shoulders. The slick glide of sunscreen across his skin. The heat of him under her palms, the way his breathing might change, the way his eyes might darken further. She imagined her fingers trailing down his chest, lower, finding the waistband of his shorts, and—

Her hand stopped.

She pulled back, folding her arms across her stomach. "I think I need some water first."

The lie was thin. Transparent. He had to know.

But he only smiled, slow and knowing, and set the tube on the bench beside him. "There's a cooler in the cabin. Help yourself."

She nodded and turned away, her heart pounding in a way that felt like running but she hadn't moved. Her skin tingled where his hands had been, a phantom pressure that wouldn't fade. She ducked into the cabin and stood in the cool dim, one hand pressed to her chest, feeling the rapid thud of her own pulse.

She wanted to touch him.

The thought sat in her chest, hot and undeniable. She wanted to put her hands on him the way he'd put his on her. She wanted to feel his skin under her palms, to see his eyes go dark, to know what it felt like to be the one reaching instead of the one being reached for.

But she didn't know how. She didn't know where that line was, the one between the girl she'd been and the woman she was becoming. And the not-knowing froze her, held her in the cool dark of the cabin with her hand pressed to her racing heart.

She grabbed a bottle of water and stayed a full minute longer than she needed to.

When she came back up, Victor had moved to the stern. He was leaning against the railing, looking out at the water, and he didn't turn when she stepped out. But she saw it—the line of his shoulders was different. Tighter. His hands gripped the rail, and as she watched, he shifted his weight, adjusting the front of his shorts.

Her breath caught.

She saw it clearly through the dark fabric—the shape of him, thick and unmistakable, straining against the material. He wasn't trying to hide it. He was just standing there, letting her see what her nearness had done to him.

And instead of shame, instead of looking away, she felt a rush of heat that left her dizzy.

She had done that. Her. The girl from Bainbridge who'd never been kissed. She had made Victor Castellano hard just by standing near him, by letting his hands touch her back, by pulling away at the last second.

He turned.

His eyes found hers, and there was no apology in them. No embarrassment. Just that same patient, unhurried attention, like he had all the time in the world to wait for her to catch up to what was happening between them.

"You got your water," he said.

"Yes." Her voice came out thinner than she wanted. She cleared her throat and tried again. "Yes. I did."

He smiled, and it was softer than the one he'd given her in the restaurant. Less polished. More real. "Good. We should head back soon. The wind's picking up."

She nodded, not trusting her voice. She stayed at the railing as he moved past her to the helm, giving him space, watching the way his body moved—still carrying that evidence of what she'd done to him, unashamed, unapologetic.

The engine rumbled to life. The anchor chain cranked up, dripping lake water. Victor guided them out of the cove with the same easy confidence he did everything else, one hand on the wheel, the other resting on his thigh.

The wind caught her hair, pulling strands across her face, and she didn't tuck them back. She let them blow. Let the air cool the heat still burning under her skin.

The marina came into view slowly—rows of white hulls bobbing in their slips, a few people moving along the docks. Normal life. The world she'd left behind for a few hours.

Victor cut the engine as they drifted into the slip, and he moved with practiced ease to tie off the lines. She watched his hands work, quick and sure, knotting the ropes around the cleats. The same hands that had traced her spine. The same hands she'd been too afraid to reach for.

He straightened, brushed his palms together, and turned to her.

The sun was lower now, casting long shadows across the deck. It caught the silver in his hair, the lines at the corners of his eyes. He looked at her the way he had in the restaurant, on the driving range, on the deck—like she was the only thing worth seeing.

"I'm looking forward to continuing our partnership," he said.

The words were professional. The weight behind them wasn't.

She felt it settle in her chest, a promise she didn't fully understand yet. A door she'd chosen not to open today—but he was telling her it would still be there tomorrow.

"Yes," she said. Her voice steady now, stronger than she expected. "I'm looking forward to it too."

He held her gaze for a long moment, and then he stepped onto the dock, offering her his hand. She took it. His fingers closed around hers, warm and sure, and she let him help her from the boat to the solid boards beneath her feet.

He didn't let go right away. His thumb brushed across her knuckles, a whisper of a touch, and then he released her.

She walked ahead of him down the dock, her sandals clicking on the wood, her shadow stretching long across the water. She could feel his eyes on her back—the same back his hands had touched, the same skin that still remembered the pressure of his palms.

And she knew, walking toward the parking lot with the sun warm on her shoulders, that she would see him again. That she would sit across from him in that restaurant and sign whatever he put in front of her. That the door she'd chosen not to open today was still there, waiting, and she was starting to wonder if she'd have the strength to leave it closed next time.

She didn't know what she was becoming yet.

But for the first time, she thought maybe the answer wasn't something that happened to her.

Maybe it was something she chose.

The parking lot was nearly empty when they reached it, the late-afternoon sun painting long shadows across the asphalt. Victor's car sat alone near the gate—a black sedan that gleamed like it had been waxed that morning.

He unlocked the doors with a click, and the sound echoed off the concrete wall of the marina office. Jessie stopped at the passenger side, her hand on the handle, but she didn't open it yet. She turned, looking back at the boat one last time—the white hull rocking gently in its slip, the lines she'd watched him tie, the deck where his hands had found her spine.

"You'll have the paperwork by Monday," Victor said, coming around to her side. He stood close enough that she could smell the lake on his skin, the sunscreen, the heat. "Procurement will want a signature from your end. I'll have my assistant send the details to your office."

She nodded, but the words felt distant. The deal. The trial. The reason she was supposed to be here. It all seemed thin compared to the weight of what had passed between them on the water.

"Victor," she said, and his name felt different in her mouth now. Less formal. Less safe. "Thank you. For today."

He tilted his head, studying her the way he had on the driving range. "You don't have to thank me for a business meeting, Jessie."

"It wasn't just a business meeting." The words came out before she could stop them, and she felt her cheeks heat. But she didn't take them back. She held his gaze, letting him see that she knew what had happened, that she wasn't pretending otherwise.

Something shifted in his expression. A softening at the edges of his mouth. "No," he said quietly. "It wasn't."

He reached out and brushed a strand of hair from her face, his knuckles grazing her cheek. The touch was brief, almost reverent, and it sent a shiver through her that she couldn't hide.

"Get in the car," he said, his voice low. "I'll drive you back to your office."

She slid into the passenger seat, the leather warm against her bare legs. The door clicked shut, sealing her into the quiet hum of the cabin. Through the windshield, she watched Victor walk around the front of the car, his silhouette long against the setting sun, and she thought about the door she'd left closed today.

She could feel it still—the shape of it in her chest. The weight of the choice she hadn't made. And she wondered, as the engine started and Victor pulled out of the lot, whether she would find the courage to open it the next time she stood in front of it.

The drive back to the office was quiet, the radio playing something low and instrumental. Victor drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting on the center console, close enough that she could have reached out and touched him. She didn't. But she felt the possibility of it humming in the space between them, a current that didn't need to be crossed to be felt.

When he pulled up in front of the building, the sun had dipped behind the neighboring towers, casting the street in a blue twilight. He put the car in park and turned to her, his eyes catching the last of the light.

"I'll be in touch," he said. "Monday. About the paperwork."

She nodded, her hand on the door handle. But she didn't open it yet. She sat there, feeling the weight of the afternoon settle around her, the memory of his hands on her back, the shape of him pressed against his shorts, the way he'd said her name like it mattered.

"Victor," she said, and he waited. "I'm glad I came."

He smiled—that softer, unpolished smile she'd seen on the boat. "So am I."

She opened the door and stepped out into the cooling evening air. The building's lobby lights glowed ahead, and she walked toward them without looking back. But she felt his gaze on her the whole way, a warmth at her back that stayed with her even after the glass doors slid shut behind her.

The elevator ride to the third floor was empty, the doors opening onto a quiet hallway. She walked to her desk, the office dim and still, and sat down in her chair. The folder with Victor's information was still there, untouched from Friday.

She opened it and looked at the photograph clipped to the inside cover. His face. His eyes. The same eyes that had watched her from the car, patient and unhurried, waiting for her to catch up.

She closed the folder and leaned back in her chair, staring at the ceiling. Her skin still remembered his hands. Her chest still held the shape of the door she hadn't opened.

But she knew, with a certainty that settled deep in her bones, that she would open it next time.

She was becoming someone who could.

The office lights flickered on automatically as the motion sensor caught her movement. She stood, smoothed her skirt, and gathered her things—the folder, her phone, the empty water bottle she'd carried from the boat. The building hummed around her, the quiet machinery of a place already winding down for the weekend.

She stopped at the door to Steve's office. Dark. Empty. His jacket hung on the back of his chair, and she wondered if he'd stayed late waiting for her call. The one she hadn't made.

Her phone buzzed in her bag. She pulled it out—a text from Stacey: *You coming home? I ordered Thai.* Simple. Normal. The world she'd left behind this morning, waiting for her like nothing had changed.

She typed back: *On my way.*

The lobby was empty when she crossed it, the glass doors sliding open to release her into the cooling evening. She walked toward the bus stop, the folder pressed against her chest, her bare legs still warm from the sun. The streetlights were flickering on, one by one, painting the sidewalk in pools of orange light.

She didn't know what she was becoming. But she knew the shape of it now—the weight of it in her chest, the heat of it under her skin. And for the first time, she wasn't afraid of finding out.

She was ready.

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