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Chapter 37
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Chapter 37

I am naked he said a surprise for you and he tied my hand on bed and I am in all four dogy style he filled My ass with peanut butter I am surprised what he doing and he said my dog hungry for years he need a bitch no one better than you I afraid 10000 for dog I said I can't hr said you are a whore what is meaning who fucking your add and hr bring his dog Great Dane he licked my ass peanut butter and Mount on me I cried I never feel a dog hard bone cock my bangles my anklet sound I moaned and cry

The client house smelled of chlorine and cut grass. Water beaded on the sun-warmed concrete, and the late afternoon air was thick with the drone of a distant lawnmower. Nisha stood at the threshold of the yard, her dupatta drawn tight across her shoulders, watching the man who had paid her ten thousand rupees close the gate behind her with the calm, deliberate motion of a man who had already decided how this hour would go.

"You came," he said. Not a question. A statement of satisfaction, like a man confirming a delivery.

"You paid." She kept her voice even, the way she'd learned. The way Maya had taught her — *never let them hear the fear, beta, they smell it like dogs smell blood.*

He smiled, and there was something in it that made her bangles feel suddenly heavy on her wrists. "I have a surprise for you."

"I don't like surprises."

"You'll like this one." He stepped closer, and she caught the smell of him — soap, mostly, and something underneath. Something patient. "Come inside."

The house was dim after the glare of the yard, cool in a way that made her skin prickle. The bedroom was at the end of a short hall, and she noted the bed as she entered — low, wide, covered in a dark sheet that looked clean and expensive. The kind of bed a man bought when he planned to use it. The lawnmower droned on beyond the window, a distant, oblivious witness.

He turned to face her, and his hands went to the buttons of his shirt.

"What are you doing?"

"The surprise," he said, and there was a quiet, unhurried pleasure in his voice. "I'm going to show you what I want."

His shirt came off and dropped to the floor. His chest was soft, pale, hairless in patches where age had thinned it. He unbuckled his belt with the same patient hands, and his trousers pooled at his ankles. He stepped out of them, naked, and stood there in the dim light, his cock soft and small against his thigh, and he looked at her like she was already his.

"I've been alone a long time," he said. "You know what that does to a man?"

She knew. She'd heard it in every client's voice, seen it in every client's eyes. But there was something different in his — something that wasn't loneliness. Something that was hunger with a shape to it.

"I know what it does to most men," she said carefully.

"Most men want a woman to hold. To fuck. To pretend they're not alone." He stepped toward her, and she felt the bed frame at the back of her knees. "I want something else."

"What?"

"I want a bitch."

The word landed in the room like a stone in still water. She opened her mouth to speak, but he moved before she could — his hands closing around her wrists, firm but not rough, and she felt the weight of him as he guided her backward onto the bed.

"What are you—"

"I said it's a surprise." He was already reaching for something at the head of the bed — a length of soft rope, dark and thick, coiled like a sleeping snake. "You're going to let me show you."

She could have fought. She'd fought before, when she needed to. But the money was already counted, already hers, and there was something in his eyes that told her this was the price of it. The price of ten thousand rupees. The price of being whoever he needed her to be.

She let him take her wrists.

The rope was soft against her skin, and he tied it with a practiced hand — not too tight, not too loose, a knot that would hold but wouldn't bruise. He looped it around the bed frame above her head, and she felt the pull as he tested it, her arms stretched above her, her body arching slightly off the mattress.

"There," he said, and there was satisfaction in his voice. "That's better."

Her bangles slid down her forearms, clinking softly against each other as she shifted. The sound was small and bright in the dim room, and she felt the weight of them suddenly, the way they marked her as something delicate in a place where delicacy was not the point.

"Why are you doing this?" Her voice came out steadier than she felt.

"Because I've been hungry for years." He moved around the bed, and she felt his hands on her hips, guiding her. "And I need a bitch."

He turned her, and she felt the sheet under her knees as he pressed her down — onto all fours, her wrists still bound above her, her body arranged the way he wanted it. The way a man arranges a woman when he's done asking.

She heard her anklet sound as she shifted, the chain settling against the sheet, and she felt the cold air on her skin where her salwar had ridden up. She was still dressed, still covered, but she felt naked in a way that had nothing to do with clothes.

He stepped away, and she heard a drawer open. A jar. The sound of a lid twisting.

"What is that?"

He didn't answer. She heard the wet, thick sound of something being scooped, and then she felt it — cold against her skin, shocking in its unexpectedness. He was pushing it into her, into the place she'd prepared with oil and care, the place she guarded like a secret. Peanut butter. The smell of it hit her nose, sweet and rich and absurd, and she gasped.

"What are you doing?" Her voice cracked. "What the fuck are you doing?"

"Feeding you," he said, and his voice was calm, almost tender. "My dog's been hungry for years. He needs a bitch."

She twisted, trying to see him, but her wrists held her. She felt the cold smear of it on her skin, the way he worked it into her with his fingers, patient and thorough, and she heard herself make a sound she didn't recognize.

"I can't," she said. "I can't do this. This isn't—"

"It's ten thousand rupees." His voice was flat. "You already took the money."

"I didn't know—"

"You're a whore." The word hit her like a slap. "That's what whores do. Whoever's fucking you is what you are."

The room went silent. She heard the lawnmower still droning somewhere beyond the fence, oblivious, and she heard her own breathing, ragged and too loud. She felt the peanut butter cold on her skin, the rope biting soft at her wrists, the weight of her bangles against her forearms.

He set the jar down on the bedside table. The sound of it was final.

"I'll be right back," he said, and she heard his footsteps cross the room, heard the door open.

She was alone. Bound. On all fours on a stranger's bed, with peanut butter in her ass and the smell of it in her nose, and she heard his footsteps going down the hall, and a door opening somewhere beyond the room.

The silence stretched. Her bangles clinked as she shifted, and she heard her anklet settle against the sheet, and she waited, her heart hammering in her chest, for whatever he was bringing back.

The door closed somewhere beyond the room, and the sound of it clicked into place like a key turning in a lock she hadn't known she was standing behind. The house settled around her — the faint hum of a refrigerator, the tick of a clock she couldn't see, the lawnmower still droning its oblivious circle beyond the fence. She was alone with the smell of peanut butter and the rope at her wrists and the weight of ten thousand rupees folded in the waistband of her salwar.

She tested the knot. Not to escape — she wasn't sure she wanted to escape, and that was the part that frightened her most — but to know it was real. The rope held. Soft against her skin, firm enough to remind her she was tied, and she felt the bangles slide down her forearms again as she shifted, the clink of them bright and small in the dim room. Her mother's bangles. The ones she'd put on this morning with trembling hands, the ones that marked her as a married woman, a wife, something sacred. Now they sounded against each other like a bell rung in a place where no one prayed.

She heard a sound from somewhere in the house — a low, questioning whine, and then a man's voice, low and soothing, speaking in a language she didn't quite catch. The dog. He was talking to the dog. She felt the cold smear of peanut butter on her skin, the way it had been worked into her, patient and thorough, and she understood with a sudden, sick clarity what she was. She was bait. She was the meal. She was the thing a man offered to his dog because he couldn't offer it to himself.

"No," she whispered to the empty room. "No, this isn't—" But the words died in her throat, because she didn't know how to finish them. This isn't what I am. This isn't what I agreed to. But she had agreed. She'd taken the money, counted it, folded it into her waistband, and walked through the gate with her dupatta drawn tight across her shoulders, and somewhere between the threshold and this bed she had become whoever he needed her to be. That was the job. That had always been the job.

The whine came again, closer now, and she heard the click of claws on tile, the heavy, patient tread of a large animal. Her body went tight, every muscle locking, and she heard herself make a sound — a small, high thing she didn't recognize, the sound of a woman who has just realized the door she walked through leads somewhere she can't come back from. The anklet sounded as she shifted, the chain scraping against the sheet, and she felt the cold air on her skin where her salwar had ridden up, felt the peanut butter drying in a tacky film, felt the rope at her wrists holding her exactly where he'd put her.

She heard him speak again, low and calm, the voice a man uses with an animal he loves. "Easy," he said. "Easy, boy. I've got something for you." And then the door opened, and she heard the dog step into the room — she heard the weight of it, the size of it, the way the air changed when something that large entered a space. She couldn't see it. Her wrists held her, her face turned toward the headboard, and she heard it breathe, a hot, wet sound, and she felt the floorboards shift under its weight.

"Please," she said, and her voice came out small and broken, not the voice she used with clients, not the voice Maya had taught her. "Please, I can't—"

"You can," he said, and his voice was calm, almost kind. "You're a whore. That's what whores do. You take what you're given and you're grateful for it." She heard him move, heard his bare feet on the floor, and then she felt his hand on her hip, steadying her, arranging her the way he wanted her. "And my dog's been hungry for years. He needs a bitch. No one better than you."

She felt the dog move closer. She heard its breath, hot and wet against her skin, and then she felt it — a tongue, thick and rough, dragging across the place he'd filled with peanut butter. The shock of it ripped through her, a sound tearing out of her throat that was half gasp and half sob, and she heard her bangles clink as she jerked against the rope. The tongue came again, lapping at her, patient and thorough, and she felt herself shaking, felt the heat of the dog's breath and the wet drag of its tongue and the absurd, animal reality of what was happening to her.

"Good," he said, and there was satisfaction in his voice. "Good girl. That's it. Let him eat."

She cried. The tears came hot and silent, tracking down her cheeks and dripping onto the sheet, and she heard herself making sounds she didn't recognize — small, broken things that weren't words, that were just the sound of a body being taken apart. The dog's tongue worked at her, lapping up the peanut butter, and she felt its muzzle press against her, felt the wet heat of its mouth, and she heard the client's voice again, low and pleased, telling her what a good bitch she was, telling her to hold still, telling her it would be over soon.

And she held still. Because that was what she was. That was what the money had bought. She held still, and she cried, and she felt the dog's tongue on her skin and the rope at her wrists and the weight of her mother's bangles against her forearms, and she waited for whatever came next.

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