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Scent of Her
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Chapter 13 of 15

Scent of Her

Riley goes to class early, on his way there, he sees Ella. She has her bright white backpack on. “You need a ride?” Riley rolled down the window and said. Ella shocked, smiles and nodded. Amidst Riley’s class, Jessica texts him she’s done early, Riley texts her back that class is done in 30 minutes.

The apartment had settled into a new kind of quiet after Jessica left. Not the empty quiet of before—the one that felt like waiting. This one was fuller, heavier, like the walls had absorbed the morning and were still holding it. Riley stood in the bedroom doorway, his backpack hanging from one shoulder, and looked at the towel draped over the bathroom door.

He could still smell her. Not just the shampoo, though that was there too, something floral and clean. But her. The scent that lingered on his pillow, on the fabric of his sheets, in the air of the bathroom where steam had curled around her body less than an hour ago.

He picked up his keys from the ceramic bowl by the front door. The metal clinked against the porcelain, a sharp, grounding sound. He checked his phone—still no text from her. The callback was probably just starting. She'd message when she could.

He stepped out, pulled the door shut, and listened for the lock to click.

The hallway was quiet. Morning light filtered through the window at the far end, casting long rectangles across the faded carpet. He walked past the door to the stairs, his footsteps soft against the floor, and took the steps down two at a time.

Outside, the air hit him. Cool and clean, carrying the faint smell of damp concrete and the distant hum of campus waking up. He squinted against the low sun and walked across the parking lot to his car, the gravel crunching under his shoes.

The car was warm from sitting in the morning light. He tossed his backpack onto the passenger seat and slid behind the wheel. The engine turned over with a low hum that settled into a steady idle. He sat there for a moment, the steering wheel familiar under his hands, and let himself breathe.

He had time. An hour before his first class. He could take the long way.

The drive to campus was short, but he took the scenic route anyway—past the old brick buildings with their ivy-covered walls, past the diner where he and Inde had shared that first breakfast. The memory flickered through him, warm and quiet. The way she'd looked at him across the table. The way she'd smiled when he said he'd first seen her at the shelter.

He turned onto the main road and followed the curve of the campus perimeter. Students were starting to move, a trickle at first, then a steady stream. Backpacks slung over shoulders. Coffee cups in hand. The low murmur of morning conversations drifting through cracked windows.

He found a parking lot near the humanities building and pulled in, scanning for an open spot. The lot was about half full, which meant he'd have to circle, maybe park farther out than he wanted.

Then he saw her.

It was the backpack he noticed first. Bright white, almost glowing against the muted grays and greens of the campus. He followed the straps up to a familiar set of shoulders—lean, athletic, curving inward just slightly. A blonde ponytail swayed with each step.

Ella.

She was walking along the main pathway, head down, hands tucked into the pockets of her volleyball jacket. Her stride was long and easy, the kind of gait that came from years of running drills and cross-court sprints. But her shoulders were tight, her chin tucked low. She looked like she was trying to disappear into her own body.

Riley recognized that posture. He knew exactly what it felt like to make yourself smaller so the world would stop looking at you.

He slowed the car without thinking. Pulled over to the curb a few yards ahead of her. Shifted into park. The engine idled.

What was he doing?

She probably wanted to walk. Maybe she liked the quiet morning air, the few minutes of solitude before the day started. Maybe she'd think he was being weird, pulling over like this, offering a ride to someone he barely talked to outside of game nights.

But she was almost at his door.

He watched her in the side mirror, her reflection growing larger with each long stride. Her head was still down, her eyes fixed on the path ahead of her. She hadn't noticed the car.

He had a few seconds to decide. He could drive on. Let her pass. Pretend he hadn't seen her.

He leaned across the passenger seat, his hand finding the window button. It rolled down with a smooth hum, cool air rushing in. He cleared his throat.

"Ella."

Her head snapped up.

For a split second, her face was blank—caught off guard, mid-thought. Then recognition flickered in her eyes. Ice-blue, sharp as he remembered from the volleyball court, but softer now, unguarded. She stared at him, her mouth parting slightly.

He pointed at the passenger seat. "You need a ride?"

She stopped walking. Her hands came out of her pockets, and she stood there, the bright white backpack a stark contrast against the muted campus colors. She looked at the car, at him, at the open door. Her gaze searched his face for something—a joke, a trick, some hidden motive.

He held up his hands, palms out. "I'm headed to class. Humanities building. Figured I'd save you the walk." He paused, then added, his voice a little rough from not speaking yet, "I've got time."

She blinked. Then, slowly, like the sun breaking through a morning fog, a smile spread across her face. It started small, shy, a faint upturn at the corners of her mouth. Then it grew, reaching her eyes, transforming her usually guarded face into something open and bright.

She nodded.

The car idled. The morning air moved between them, carrying the faint sound of distant traffic and birdsong. She shifted her backpack higher on her shoulder and took a step toward the door. Then another. The distance between them shrank with each stride, her smile still lingering, soft and unguarded.

He smiled back, relieved, and reached for the handle on the passenger door, ready to push it open for her. The moment hung in the cool morning air—the window down, the engine humming, her face lit by the low sun—before she took the last few steps and reached for the door herself.

Her fingers found the handle first. The door swung open with a soft mechanical sound, the hinge releasing into the morning air. She stood there for a heartbeat, the door between them now open, and looked at him across the passenger seat. Her ice-blue eyes held his for a moment—testing, maybe, or just confirming something she needed to see.

He reached over and swept his backpack off the seat, tossing it into the back. The motion was clumsy, a little too fast, and the bag landed with a muffled thump against the upholstery. He gestured at the empty seat. "It's clear."

She hesitated. Just for a second. A flicker of something crossing her face—surprise, maybe, that he'd actually stopped, that he'd actually seen her. That he'd pulled over and said her name like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Then she ducked into the car.

She was taller than he remembered, or maybe it was just that he always saw her from a distance. Up close, in the confined space of the car, she was all lean angles and long limbs, folding herself into the seat with a practiced ease that suggested she'd done it a thousand times before. Her knees nearly touched the glovebox. She swung the door shut behind her with a soft click, the sound sealing them inside together.

She settled into the seat and pulled the door closed again—it hadn't quite caught the first time. A second click, firmer. She adjusted her seatbelt, the strap sliding across her chest with a smooth whisper, and then she was still.

Her bright white backpack sat on her lap, both arms wrapped around it like a shield. She looked straight ahead, through the windshield, at the campus path stretching out in front of them. Her ponytail swayed slightly with the motion of her breathing.

"Thanks," she said.

Her voice was quiet. Smaller than he expected from someone who spent her afternoons shouting across a volleyball court. It had a soft edge to it, like the word was an offering she wasn't sure he'd take.

He smiled at her, then looked forward again, his hands finding the steering wheel. "No problem. I was headed this way anyway."

The engine idled. The air inside the car was starting to warm, carrying the faint scent of her shampoo—something clean and light, like fresh cotton. She smelled different than Jessica, different than Inde. Like morning air before anyone else has breathed it.

He put the car in gear and pulled away from the curb, checking his side mirror, then the rearview. In the reflection, he caught a glimpse of her profile—the sharp line of her jaw, the way her fingers curled around the straps of her backpack. She was staring out the window, watching the campus roll by.

"Humanities building?" he asked.

She nodded. Then, as if remembering he couldn't see her, added, "Yeah. English."

"Same building. I've got history." He paused. "American Revolutionary."

She turned to look at him. "That's the one with Professor Kim?"

"Yeah. You know her?"

"She subbed for my lit class once." A ghost of a smile crossed her face. "She spent the whole lecture talking about how the postal service won the war."

He laughed. Not a loud laugh, but genuine, surprised out of him. "That sounds exactly like her. She's got this thing about supply lines. I think she's planning to write a book."

"She probably already has."

The car rolled past a cluster of trees, their leaves catching the morning light. The path curved ahead, leading toward the main quad, where the old brick buildings rose against the pale sky. He drove slowly, not in a hurry, letting the moment stretch.

The silence that settled between them wasn't uncomfortable. It was the kind that came easy, without pressure. He glanced at her again. She was still looking out the window, her fingers relaxed now, no longer gripping the straps. Her shoulders had dropped, just slightly, the tension bleeding out of them.

She was quiet. Quieter than the others, maybe. He'd noticed it before, during game nights—the way she'd slip into the background, watching, listening, her eyes following conversations like she was mapping them. She didn't fill silences the way Jasmine did, or reach for contact like Jessica. She sat at the edge of the group, present but not quite part of it.

He knew that space. He'd lived there for years.

"You're up early," he said.

She shrugged, a small, almost imperceptible motion. "Early practice."

"Volleyball?"

"Mm. Coach likes to run drills before the sun gets high. Says it builds character."

"That sounds terrible."

She laughed. A short, surprised sound, like she hadn't meant to let it out. "It is." She paused, then added, "But I don't mind. The court's empty. It's quiet."

He nodded. He understood that. The quiet of a space meant for noise, filled with the sound of your own breathing. He'd felt that in the pool, early mornings, the water smooth and cold, cutting through it alone.

"I get that," he said. "There's something about being somewhere before everyone else shows up."

She turned to look at him again. Her eyes held his for a moment, steady and curious, like she was seeing something she hadn't expected. Then she looked away, her gaze dropping to her hands.

"Yeah," she said softly. "There is."

The car rolled forward, past the curve of the path where the old brick of the humanities building began to rise against the sky. Riley eased off the gas, letting the engine slow, and guided the car toward the curb near the main entrance. A few students milled about on the steps, backpacks slung low, phones in hand. Morning light cut across the grass in long, angled slices.

He pulled over and shifted into park. The engine settled into a low idle.

Ella's hands moved to the buckle of her seatbelt. The click of the release was sharp in the quiet cabin. She straightened, her long frame unfolding as she gathered her backpack into her lap, and for a moment she just sat there, looking through the windshield at the building ahead. Her ponytail brushed the collar of her jacket.

"Thanks," she said again. Her voice was soft, almost swallowed by the space between them. She turned to face him, and her eyes—ice-blue, clear—held his for a beat longer than he expected. "For this. And the conversation."

He smiled. A small, quiet thing. "Don't mention it."

Her smile returned, that same slow bloom he'd seen when she first recognized him. She reached for the handle and pushed the door open. Cool air rushed in, carrying the distant scent of cut grass and concrete. She swung her legs out, planted her sneakers on the curb, and stood, pulling her backpack with her. The door frame framed her for a second—tall, lean, shoulders still slightly curved—before she pushed the door closed.

It clicked shut.

She turned back, bent slightly, and caught his eye through the open window. "Have a good one."

He nodded. "You too."

She raised her hand and waved it, a small, side-to-side motion, her fingers splayed. Then she turned and walked toward the building, her stride long and easy, the white backpack bright against the muted brick. He watched her go, the way she moved, the way her head stayed down even as she approached the door, the way she didn't look back.

He sat there for a moment, the car idling, the morning air settling around him. Then he put the car in gear and pulled away, circling toward the parking lot at the far end of the building.

The lot was fuller now. He found a spot near the edge, under a sprawling oak tree whose roots had cracked the asphalt into a web of dark lines. He killed the engine, grabbed his backpack from the back seat, and stepped out. The door shut with a solid thunk, echoing across the near-empty lot.

He walked across the pavement, his footsteps loud in the sudden stillness. The building's entrance was a heavy glass door, the kind that sighed when it swung open. He pulled it, stepped inside, and the cool, recycled air of the hallway hit him—stale coffee and floor wax and the faint hum of fluorescent lights.

The classroom was on the second floor. He took the stairs two at a time, his hand sliding along the worn wooden rail. The hallway was quiet, the doors mostly closed. He found room 204 and pushed open the door.

The room was half full. Students scattered across the tiered seats, some hunched over laptops, others scrolling through their phones. The front of the room was empty, the whiteboard clean except for a single line of blue marker: Revolutionary Logistics: The War Nobody Won on Their Own.

He slid into a seat near the middle, toward the aisle. Dropped his backpack on the floor. Pulled out his notebook and a pen. The clock above the board read 10:58. Class started in two minutes.

He settled back, his shoulders relaxing into the hard plastic of the chair. His mind drifted back to the drive, to Ella's quiet laugh, to the way she'd said the court's empty. It's quiet. He understood that. He understood the need to inhabit a space before it became loud, before it became everyone else's.

Professor Kim walked in, a stack of papers tucked under her arm, her glasses already perched on her nose. She set the papers on the lectern and looked out at the room, her gaze sharp and appraising. "Alright, let's talk about how the Continental Army nearly starved to death before they ever fired a decisive shot."

Riley uncapped his pen. Wrote the date at the top of the page. The familiar scratch of ink on paper grounded him.

Twenty minutes in, his phone buzzed in his pocket.

He ignored it. Wrote down a note about winter encampments and supply routes. The professor was in full stride, pacing the front of the room, gesturing with both hands.

Another buzz. Then a third, closer together.

He pulled out his phone, angled it under the desk so the screen wouldn't catch the light. The lock screen showed three notifications, all from Jessica.

Jessica: Done early!!

Jessica: Callback went amazing. They said they'd call but I could tell.

Jessica: Where are you?

He smiled, the warmth of it surprising him. He typed back, his thumbs moving quickly, keeping the phone low. Riley: I have 30 minutes left in my class. I'll be there when I'm done. Could you run and grab me some coffee if you don't mind? Black, no sugar, no cream.

He hit send. The screen dimmed, then went dark. He slid the phone back into his pocket and looked up at the board, but his focus was scattered now, split between the lecture and the thought of her waiting for him, the fact that she'd texted him first.

The professor was talking about foraging and local support, about how the war was won as much by farmers and millers as by generals. Riley wrote it down, the words automatic, the motion familiar. His mind was already half out of the room.

He wondered how she was feeling. If she was buzzing with the high of a good audition, if she'd called anyone else, if she was pacing somewhere, unable to sit still. He knew that energy. He'd felt it after meets, the way the body hummed for hours afterward, the need to move, to talk, to share it.

Another ten minutes passed. The professor wound down, her voice dropping into the cadence of a conclusion. "Next week we'll cover the role of international support. Read chapters four and five. Dismissed."

The room stirred to life—zippers, footsteps, the low murmur of conversations breaking open. Riley stood, stuffed his notebook into his backpack, and slung it over one shoulder. He was out the door before the last students had gathered their things, his stride long and quick, his hand already reaching for his phone.

He checked the screen as he walked. No new messages. She was probably getting the coffee, or already on her way back to his apartment. He didn't know where she'd go. He hadn't asked.

The stairs were busy now, students flowing in both directions. He slipped through the current, his shoulders turning sideways to pass, and pushed through the glass door into the morning air. The sun was higher now, the light harsher, the campus fully awake. Groups clustered on the grass, on benches, on the steps. Voices carried across the quad.

He walked to his car, the gravel crunching under his shoes. Unlocked it. Tossed his backpack into the passenger seat. Slid behind the wheel. The engine started with a low growl that settled into a hum.

He pulled out his phone again. No new messages. He tapped her name, his thumb hovering over the keyboard. Then he typed: Riley: Class is done. Heading to the car now. Where are you?

He sent it and set the phone in the cup holder, screen up. Pulled out of the spot, checked his mirror, and turned toward the main road. The drive to his apartment was short—five minutes, maybe seven if he caught the lights right. He'd be there soon.

The phone buzzed. He glanced down at the screen, the road flickering in his peripheral vision.

Jessica: On my way to yours. Got your coffee. Also got you a bagel because I know you didn't eat.

He laughed. A short, surprised sound that filled the car. He typed back, one hand on the wheel. Riley: You're the best.

She replied instantly: Jessica: I know.

He smiled, put the phone down, and let the thought of her settle into his chest. The scent of her shampoo was still in the car, faint now, blending with the air from the open window. He drove the familiar route, past the diner, past the old brick buildings, past the corner where he'd seen Ella that morning.

He thought about her too, about the way she'd unfolded herself from the passenger seat, about the wave she'd given him. He'd never really talked to her before, not like that. Not alone. There was something there, something quiet and unforced, that he wanted to hold onto. Not with any intention—just a recognition. A knowing.

He turned onto his street. The apartment building came into view, its facade drab and familiar, the parking lot half empty. He pulled in, found his spot, and parked. Grabbed his backpack from the passenger seat. Climbed out.

She was sitting on the front steps.

Her legs were stretched out, crossed at the ankle. She had a paper coffee cup in one hand, a paper bag balanced on her knee. Her chin-length bob caught the light, dark and sleek. She looked up as he approached, and her face broke into a smile—wide, open, the kind that used all of her features.

"You made it," she said. She stood, brushing off the back of her jeans, and held out the coffee cup. "One black, no sugar, no cream. Also, I saw a cinnamon raisin bagel and I know that's your second favorite after everything, but they were out of everything, so." She shrugged. "Don't blame me."

He took the coffee. The warmth seeped through the paper into his palm. He looked at her, standing there in the morning light, her eyes bright, her energy spilling over, and felt something loosen in his chest. Something he hadn't realized he'd been holding.

"Thank you," he said. It came out simpler than he intended, but it was enough.

She smiled again, softer this time. "Don't mention it."

She turned and started walking toward the building, her step light, her duffel bag—the one she'd arrived with—nowhere in sight. She must have left it inside. He followed, the coffee warm in his hand, the bagel tucked under his arm, and the thought of her waiting for him still settling into his bones like a promise he hadn't known he'd made.

The key turned in the lock with a familiar click, and he pushed the door open. The apartment greeted him with the same settled quiet he'd left that morning, but it felt different now—fuller, warmer, the silence no longer waiting but resting. He stepped inside, and Jessica followed, the door swinging shut behind her with a soft thud.

The coffee was still warm in his hand. He set it on the kitchen counter, then the bagel beside it, and shrugged off his backpack, letting it slide to the floor by the couch. The apartment smelled like her now—that floral shampoo, mixed with something faintly sweet, like the remnants of a candle she must have found in the bathroom.

"How was class?" she asked. She was already moving toward the couch, dropping onto it with a practiced ease, her legs folding beneath her. She looked small against the cushions, her chin-length bob catching the light from the window.

He turned, leaning against the counter. "Good. Professor Kim was in rare form. Spent twenty minutes on how the British army's supply lines were basically held together with twine and bad decisions."

She laughed. A bright, unguarded sound that filled the room. "That sounds exactly like something she'd say."

He smiled, reached for the paper bag, and pulled out the bagel. It was still warm, the cinnamon scent rising in a soft wave. He tore off a piece and popped it into his mouth, the sweetness spreading across his tongue. "You were right. I didn't eat."

"I know." She tilted her head, her eyes tracking him as he chewed. "You never eat before class. You get too nervous."

He paused, the next bite halfway to his mouth. "I don't get nervous."

"You get focused. It's the same thing."

He considered that. Took the bite. Chewed. "Maybe," he said, the word muffled around the bread. He swallowed and washed it down with a sip of coffee. "How was the callback? You said it went amazing, but I want details."

Her face lit up. She unfolded her legs, leaned forward, her hands finding her knees. "Okay, so, I walked in and they had me read for the second lead—the one I told you about, the one with the big monologue in act two. I didn't think they'd even consider me for that part, but they gave me the sides and I just... went for it." She paused, her breath catching. "And when I finished, the director just sat there for a second. Like, completely silent. And then he said, 'That was exactly what I imagined. You're the first person who's done that.'"

Riley felt the smile spread across his face before he could stop it. "Jessica. That's—that's huge."

"I know." She was practically vibrating now, her hands moving as she spoke. "They said they'd call, but I could tell. I could feel it. Like, the moment I left the room, I knew something had shifted. I didn't even go home. I just walked and walked and then I texted you."

He set the bagel down and crossed the room. He didn't plan it—his body just moved, closing the distance between them. He sat down on the couch beside her, close enough that his knee brushed hers. She looked at him, her eyes bright, her breath still quick.

"I'm proud of you," he said. The words came out simple, quiet, but he meant them more than he'd meant anything in a long time. "You worked so hard for this. You deserve it."

Her eyes softened, the brightness dimming into something deeper, more liquid. She blinked, once, twice, and then she leaned into him, her head finding the curve of his shoulder like it belonged there. Her hand landed on his chest, fingers splayed over his heart.

"Thank you," she whispered. Her voice was small now, stripped of the theatrical energy, raw and real. "For being here. For letting me stay. For—" She stopped, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. "For everything."

He didn't answer with words. He just lifted his arm and let it settle around her, his hand finding her far shoulder, pulling her closer. She fit against him, her body warm and light, her breath evening out as she sank into the quiet.

The apartment settled around them. The hum of the refrigerator. The distant sound of a car passing on the street. The tick of the clock on the wall. He could feel her heartbeat through his chest, a steady, grounding rhythm.

She was here. She was staying. And for the first time in days, the weight in his chest felt less like a burden and more like a beginning.

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