The door was solid against her back. Tisha stayed pressed to it, her breath shallow, her thighs still trembling. The robe had come loose again, one side slipping off her shoulder, and she didn't bother fixing it. The air in the room was cool, but her skin remembered the heat of his desk, his hands, the wet sound of his cum spreading across her lower back.
She pushed off the door and crossed to the bed. The sheets were white, crisp, untouched. She sat on the edge and stared at the closet where the white bikini hung. Breakfast. He'd said he'd see her at breakfast. She'd have to put it on again, cook for him, act as if none of it had happened.
Her hand reached for the phone on the nightstand before she thought about it. She dialed the number he'd given her—his private line, the one he'd told her to use if she needed anything. It rang four times, then went to voicemail. She hung up without leaving a message.
The sun was barely up when she finally slept, curled on top of the covers in the robe, her knees drawn to her chest.
She woke to light streaming through the window and a piece of paper on the floor just inside the door. Someone had slid it under while she slept.
Tisha sat up slowly, her muscles aching, and picked it up. The paper was thick, cream-colored, with his handwriting—sharp, slanted, deliberate.
Wear the white one. There's something on the nightstand for you. Use it today. I'll come for you at 8.
No signature. No warmth. Just a command.
She looked at the nightstand. A small box sat there, black velvet, the kind that might hold jewelry. She reached for it with a trembling hand and lifted the lid.
Inside, nestled in black satin, was a silver butt plug. Curved, tapered, sleek. Surgical steel, maybe. It caught the light like something expensive. Something meant to be inside her.
Her stomach dropped. She closed the box and set it back down, her fingers pressed to her lips. Use it today. She had to wear it, had to prepare herself, because tonight he would take her there.
She'd heard about it. Girls in the industry talked—the ones who'd been with men who demanded everything. They said it hurt. They said you had to relax, had to let it happen, or it would tear you apart. She'd never imagined herself in that position, never imagined she'd be holding a piece of metal that was meant to open her.
But she was. And she had no choice.
The shower ran hot, nearly scalding, and she stood under it for a long time, letting the water beat against her shoulders. She washed slowly, methodically, running the soap over every inch of skin, as if she could wash away the feel of his hands, the weight of his command. But the soap didn't reach the places he'd touched, and the warmth of the water didn't compare to the heat of his body over hers.
When she stepped out, she dried off and stood naked in front of the mirror. Her body looked the same. Full hips, soft curves, the body that had drawn his eyes on a runway. But it didn't feel like hers anymore. It felt like something he owned, something he was preparing for tonight.
She picked up the plug. Cold against her palm. She brought it to the sink and washed it with soap and hot water, her hands moving mechanically. Then she sat on the edge of the tub and looked at it.
He'd said to use it today. Don’t put it in. Use it. That meant something. Hours of having it inside her. Getting used to the stretch, the pressure. So that when he came for her at eight, she would be ready.
Her jaw tightened. She could refuse. She could lock her door, pack a bag, and run. But where? He controlled her career. He knew where her mother lived. He'd burned down her marriage and made her watch. And after last night—after the way her body had betrayed her, trembling and gasping under him—she wasn't sure she could refuse.
She parted her legs, reached down, and pressed the tip against herself.
It was foreign. Cold. Wrong. She pushed, and her muscles resisted, clenching against the intrusion. She exhaled slowly, forcing herself to relax, and pressed harder. The tip slid in, and she gasped—not from pain, but from the shock of being filled there. She kept going, inch by inch, until the flared base sat flush against her skin.
It didn't hurt, not exactly. It was pressure—a deep, stretching fullness that made her feel opened in a way she'd never been. She clenched around it, and her body responded, a shiver running through her.
She stood up, slowly, testing the sensation. It moved with her, a constant reminder of what was inside her. She put on the white bikini—the top, then the bottom, tightening the strings at her hips. The plug pressed against the fabric, a small bulge visible if she turned the right way. She pulled her hair forward, covering herself, and walked to the kitchen.
The kitchen was empty. The mansion was quiet. She cooked eggs, bacon, and toast, and set two plates on the counter. Then she waited.
He came down at nine, dressed in a black suit, his hair slicked back, his gray eyes finding her immediately. He didn't say good morning. He walked to the counter, picked up a piece of bacon, and bit into it, watching her.
"You wore it."
It wasn't a question. She nodded.
"Good." He sat down and gestured for her to do the same. She took the seat across from him, the plug shifting as she moved, a constant, intimate pressure that made it hard to focus on anything else.
He ate in silence. She picked at her eggs, her appetite gone. When he finished, he wiped his mouth and stood.
"I have meetings. You have the day. Enjoy yourself."
The words were flat, not cruel, not kind. He adjusted his cuff, then walked past her, his hand brushing her shoulder as he went. She flinched, and he paused.
"Eight," he said, and then he was gone.
The door clicked behind him. Tisha sat alone at the kitchen table, the eggs growing cold, the plug a hard, unyielding presence inside her. She reached for the phone again and dialed his number. Voicemail again. She hung up and pressed her palms to her eyes.
The day passed in slow, unbearable hours. She tried to read. She tried to sleep. She tried to watch television, but every position reminded her of the object lodged inside her, the pressure that never let up. She took it out once, after lunch, to wash it, then slid it back in, her hands steady now, the motion practiced. By late afternoon, the stretch had become familiar. Almost comfortable.
That scared her more than anything.
At seven forty-five, she heard the front door open. She was in her room, lying on the bed in a bikini, her heart hammering. She heard his footsteps in the hallway, then on the stairs. He didn't knock. He opened the door and stood in the frame, his gray eyes sweeping over her.
"Come," he said. "The study."
She followed him down the stairs, her bare feet on the polished wood, the plug a constant presence with every step. He didn't look back. He led her to the study, to the same desk where he'd taken her the night before, and he gestured to it.
"On your knees."
She dropped without hesitation, her knees hitting the carpet. He walked around her, circling, his shoes clicking on the floor. Then he stopped behind her.
"You wore it all day?"
"Yes."
"Good girl." His hand landed on her ass, a hard slap that made her gasp. "Take it out."
Her fingers fumbled with the bikini strings, then worked the plug free. It came out slowly, a wet sound, her muscles clenching around the void. She held it in her hand, uncertain what to do with it.
"Set it on the desk."
She did, her hand shaking as she placed it on the polished wood. He took a step closer, and she felt his hand on her lower back, pressing her forward, bending her over the edge of the desk.
"You've been preparing all day," he said, his voice low, almost gentle. "Now I'm going to finish the job."
His hands gripped her ass, spreading her. She felt his breath, warm against her skin, and then his tongue—his tongue, tracing the place where the plug had been, circling, tasting. She cried out, a high, startled sound, her body jerking. He held her steady, his tongue pressing deeper, licking into her, the heat of his mouth shocking against the sensitive skin.
"Pete—"
"Quiet." His voice was a growl against her. He licked again, then pulled back, and she heard him spit. His fingers followed, one, then two, pushing inside her, probing the place his tongue had just been. She whimpered, her fingers curling against the desk, her body caught between shame and a shameful, rising heat.
"You like this," he said, his fingers crooked inside her. "Don't you."
She shook her head, but her body betrayed her—a small, involuntary clench around his fingers.
"Look at you. So tight. So perfect. I'm going to fill this hole, and you're going to take it, and you're going to come for me. Do you understand?"
She didn't answer. His fingers moved, curling, pressing, finding a spot that made her breath catch, her hips pushing back.
"I said, do you understand?"
"Yes," she gasped. "Yes."
He pulled his fingers out, and she felt him position himself, the head of his cock pressing where his fingers had been. She tensed, waiting for the pain, but he didn't push. He held still, the pressure just enough to make her feel him.
"You're scared," he said, his voice softer now. "But you don't have to be. I know what I'm doing. You're mine. You'll take what I give you, and you'll learn to love it."
She turned her head, her cheek pressed to the desk, and looked at him over her shoulder. His gray eyes were dark, hungry, but there was something else there—a flicker of something almost tender. She hated him for it. Hated herself for seeing it.
"I don't love this," she whispered. "I don't."
His hand came down on her ass again, harder this time, and she yelped.
"You will," he said. And then he pushed.
The pain was immediate—sharp, burning, like being torn open. She cried out, her body struggling to accommodate him, the stretch too much, too fast. He stopped, buried deep, and held still, his hand on her hip, his breath ragged.
"Breathe," he said. "Breathe through it."
She tried. She inhaled, slow and shaking, and the pressure eased, just a fraction. He moved, a tiny thrust, and she gasped, the pain mingling with something else—a fullness, a pressure that seemed to reach everywhere at once.
"That's it," he murmured. "Take it."
He began to move, slow at first, each thrust a revelation of pain and heat. Her fingers clawed at the desk, her legs trembling, but she didn't tell him to stop. She couldn't. Her body was responding, the shameful heat pooling in her core, her muscles learning to accept him, to grip him as he pushed deeper.
Tears slipped from her eyes, silent, running down her cheeks to the desk. She wasn't sure why she was crying—the pain, the violation, the way her body was twisting against her will. Or maybe because she felt, somewhere beneath the shame, a sliver of something that wasn't hate. A thread of pleasure, twining through the pain like a vine through a crack in stone.
He leaned over her, his chest against her back, his mouth at her ear.
"You're crying," he said. "Why?"
She shook her head, unable to speak.
He thrust deeper, and she whimpered, a sound that was half pain, half pleasure.
"Tell me," he said, his voice hard. "Why are you crying?"
"Because I don't want to like it," she whispered, her voice breaking. "Because I don't want to like you."
He stilled. For a moment, the only sound was her breathing, ragged and wet. Then he pulled out, and she sobbed at the sudden emptiness. He turned her around, lifted her onto the desk, and spread her legs. His face was close to hers, his gray eyes burning.
"You already like it," he said. "You just haven't admitted it yet." He kissed her, hard, his tongue forcing its way into her mouth. She tasted herself on his lips—the salt of her skin, the wetness of his tongue. She tried to turn away, but he held her jaw, forcing the kiss, and she felt her body soften, her mouth opening to him, the surrender she couldn't stop.
When he broke the kiss, she was crying again, silent sobs shaking her chest.
"Your mother," he said, his voice low, dangerous. "She lives in a small house in Quezon City, doesn't she? Nice neighborhood. Quiet. I could have someone there in twelve hours."
Tisha's blood went cold. She stared at him, the tears still wet on her cheeks, her heart pounding.
"Don't," she whispered. "Please."
"Then stop fighting me." He stroked her hair, a gesture that should have been tender, but his eyes were hard. "You're mine, Tisha: every hole, every inch. You give me what I want, and your mother lives her life in peace. You fight me, and I take more than you can imagine."
She closed her eyes. The tears kept coming, but she nodded, a small, broken motion.
"Say it."
"I'm yours."
"Again."
"I'm yours, Pete."
He kissed her forehead, then lifted her off the desk, turning her and bending her back over it. She felt him position himself again, felt the head of his cock press against her, slick with her own arousal.
"Last chance to change your mind."
She shook her head. There was no chance. There never had been.
He pushed inside, slow, deep, filling her. This time, the pain was less—the stretch familiar, the pressure almost welcome. She gripped the edge of the desk and let him take her, let him move inside her in a rhythm that built and built, until she felt the heat coiling in her belly, the shameful pleasure rising despite everything.
He reached around, his fingers finding her clit, and she cried out, her hips bucking against him.
"Come for me," he said, his voice strained. "I want to feel you come around my cock."
She couldn't stop it. The orgasm crashed through her, hard and sudden, her body clenching around him, her voice torn from her throat in a long, broken moan. He followed, his own release hot inside her, and he stayed there, buried deep, his forehead pressed to her back, breathing hard.
When he pulled out, she felt his cum trickling down her thigh. She didn't move. She lay over the desk, trembling, her body spent, her mind a blank, white space.
He cleaned her gently—a warm cloth, soft against her skin. Then he lifted her and carried her to her room, laid her on the bed, and covered her with a sheet.
"Sleep," he said. "You did well."
He turned off the light and closed the door. She lay in the dark, her hand pressed to her stomach, feeling the ache where he'd been, the tenderness that was already fading.
And somewhere, deep below the shame and the fear, she knew: she would enjoy it. She already did.
That was the worst part.

