They sat around the table, smileing, laughing. The lemon cake sat on a silver stand at the center of the table, untouched, Marcus's masterpiece already cooling while everyone pretended the meal was the point of the evening.
Liam's hands found his water glass again. The third time in as many minutes. The condensation made his fingertips slick, and he set it down carefully, afraid of the sound it might make against the polished mahogany—afraid of drawing attention to the tremor he couldn't quite hide.
Val Cruz was laughing at something his mother had said. A real laugh, low and unguarded, her head tipping back just enough to show the column of her throat. She sat at the table like she'd been born there, her broad shoulders filling the space, the scar above her left eyebrow catching the chandelier light when she turned.
She hadn't looked at him. Not once. Not directly.
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But her foot had found his thigh under the table, and it was still there.
Liam's breath caught. He forced it out slow, quiet, hoping the sound of his father's voice—something about the roast, the rosemary, a compliment Marcus was offering with nervous eagerness—would cover the hitch in his chest.
The foot was warm through his shorts. Just a pressure at first, the side of her shoe resting against the inside of his thigh, casual, as if she'd simply stretched her legs and happened to land there. But she hadn't moved it. A full minute passed. Two. His mother refilled Val's wine glass, and Val's hand closed around the stem, and her foot stayed right where it was, a steady weight against the fabric of his shorts.
He should shift. He should pull his leg back, cross his ankles, do something normal that would dislodge her without making it obvious. That was what a good boy would do. A boy who valued his purity. A boy who didn't want the attention of a woman like Val Cruz.
He didn't move.
His cock was already half-hard, and the shame of it burned through his chest, up his neck, into his cheeks. He could feel the heat rising, knew his face was turning pink, and there was nothing he could do about it except stare at his plate and pray no one noticed.
"Liam."
His mother's voice. Sharp. Expectant.
He looked up. She had her eyebrows raised, her knife and fork set down with the precision of a woman who had never left a task unfinished. "Val asked you a question."
His throat closed. He turned his head toward the head of the table, and Val was watching him now—finally—those gray eyes steady above the rim of her wine glass, a faint smile playing at the corner of her mouth.
"I said your mother tells me you're studying art." She took a sip, slow, her gaze never leaving his. "I'd love to hear about it."
"I—" His voice cracked. He cleared his throat, felt the flush deepen. "Yes. I am. Painting. Watercolors, mostly."
Under the table, her foot moved. Just slightly. The edge of her shoe dragged up his inner thigh, a slow, deliberate inch, and the fabric of his shorts rode up with the pressure, and he felt the leather of her sole against his bare skin.
He lost his train of thought.
"Watercolors," Val repeated, savoring the word like it tasted good. "That takes patience. Precision." Her foot pressed deeper into his thigh, and his hips twitched before he could stop them—a tiny, involuntary movement that made the water in his glass tremble. "I've always admired that. The control it requires."
His father beamed, oblivious, reaching for the serving spoon. "He's been painting since he was a boy. Won several competitions in high school. I keep telling him he should enter more—"
"Marcus." His mother's voice cut through, pleasant but final. "Let the boy speak for himself."
Liam wanted to sink through the floor. The foot against his thigh was a brand, a secret, a thing that was happening in plain sight while everyone talked around him, over him, his mother refilling her plate, his father dabbing at his mouth with a napkin, the chandelier casting its warm light across a scene that looked so ordinary from above.
But under the table, Val's foot was sliding higher.
Her toes found the hem of his shorts. The bare skin of his upper thigh. The heat of her through the leather of her shoe was shocking, intimate, and his cock thickened painfully against his lap, and he had to press his thighs together to hide the shape of it, which only pushed him more firmly against her foot.
"I'd love to see your portfolio sometime," Val said.
It wasn't a question.
Liam nodded. His mouth was dry. "I—yes. Of course. If you want."
"I do." She smiled, and there was nothing in it that the rest of the table would recognize as predatory—just warmth, just interest, the polite enthusiasm of a family friend indulging a young man's hobby. "Your mother's told me so much about your work. I'd hate to miss the chance."
His mother hummed in approval. "He has some beautiful pieces. The landscapes especially. He did one of the lake house that I've been trying to convince him to frame."
"Diana." Val's voice was mock-wounded. "And you haven't shown me?"
"I'm saving it for when you come to dinner next. A little incentive."
They laughed together, two women at ease, comfortable, discussing him like he was a painting himself—a thing to be admired, evaluated, displayed at the right moment.
Val's foot pressed higher. Her toes found the space where his thigh met his hip, the crease of his shorts, and Liam's hand jerked, knocking his water glass sideways. He caught it before it tipped, but water sloshed over the rim, a thin trail across the mahogany, and his father was already rising, napkin in hand, murmuring reassurances.
"Sorry—I'm sorry—"
"It's fine, sweetheart. Just water." Marcus dabbed at the spill with patient hands, and Liam wanted to scream, wanted to push back from the table and run, wanted to stay exactly where he was and feel that foot move one inch higher, wanted to be good and pure and untouched and also wanted to be taken, wanted to be taken apart, wanted to know what it felt like to let go.
He was hard. Painfully hard. The outline of it was visible through his tight shorts, a blatant curve against his thigh, and he folded his hands in his lap, pressing his palms against himself to hide it, and the pressure made it worse, made him ache, made him want to cry.
Val was watching him. He could feel her gaze like a second touch, heavier than her foot.
"Are you alright, Liam?" Her voice was soft. Concerned. A mask of politeness that only he could see through. "You look a little flushed."
"I'm fine." The words came out high, strained. He cleared his throat again. "Just—the roast was heavy. I'm full."
"Marcus always does a beautiful roast," she agreed, and her foot moved, just slightly, the arch of her shoe pressing against the base of his cock through the fabric of his shorts, and his breath stopped. "You're lucky to have such a dedicated husband, Diana. My last cook couldn't season a chicken to save her life."
His mother laughed. His father preened. Liam's vision swam at the edges.
The pressure held. Steady. Unhurried. Her foot against his cock, flexed just enough that he could feel every ridge of her sole through the thin cotton of his shorts. He was leaking. He could feel the damp spot spreading, a dark patch that would be visible if anyone looked too closely, and the thought made him dizzy with shame and something else, something hot that pooled low in his belly and made his hips want to rock forward into that pressure.
He didn't. He sat perfectly still, hands clenched in his lap, staring at the half-eaten lemon cake like it held the secrets of the universe.
"I should be going soon." Val set down her wine glass and stretched, her foot withdrawing from his thigh as if nothing had happened, as if she hadn't just pressed against his cock in front of his parents. "Thank you for dinner, Marcus. It was as wonderful as always."
"The lemon cake hasn't been served yet." His mother's voice had a note of protest. "You can't leave before dessert."
Val smiled, and this time it was different—a softer thing, almost genuine. "I was hoping you'd say that. But I'll need coffee to go with it. Strong, if you have it."
Marcus was already on his feet, clearing plates with practiced efficiency. "I'll put a pot on. Liam, sweetheart, could you help me with the dishes?"
It was an escape route. A blessed, ordinary escape route that would take him into the kitchen, away from the table, away from those gray eyes that had seen everything, catalogued everything, touched everything without ever breaking the skin.
"Actually." Val's voice stopped him halfway out of his chair. "I was hoping Liam could show me that painting. The one of the lake house. Just a quick look before dessert."
His mother's face lit up. "Of course. Liam, take her up to the study. The painting's leaning against the bookshelf."
Val met his eyes across the table, and there was nothing in her expression but pleasant expectation.
Val was already standing, smoothing the front of her blouse, and she was taller than he remembered, broader, her shadow falling across him as he rose on trembling legs.
"This way," he managed. His voice sounded like someone else's. "The study is upstairs."
He led her out of the dining room, through the hall, past the portrait of his grandmother that always seemed to watch him with disapproval. His legs were unsteady. His cock was still hard, still trapped in his shorts against his thigh, and he could feel the damp spot cooling against his skin, a secret he couldn't hide.
Behind him, Val's footsteps were unhurried. The stairs creaked under her weight. As they climbed the stairs, he hesitated and her hand found the small of his back—a casual, guiding pressure that meant nothing to anyone who might be watching. Liam felt the heat of her palm through the thin cotton of his crop top, felt his spine stiffen beneath her touch,
"The study," she said. Not a question. An invitation.
She was smiling. The same smile as before, the one that looked warm and friendly from the outside and felt like a trap closing from where he stood.
Val's hand found his ass as they reached the top of the stairs and squezed it—making him jump and suppress a squeal. Liam felt the heat of her palm through the thin, tight cotton of his short shorts, felt his spine stiffen beneath her touch, and to his shame, felt himself getting even more turned on and aroused.
"Almost there," she said, her voice low and warm, the kind of voice that made promises she intended to keep.
He didn't answer. Couldn't. His throat had forgotten how to make sound.
The hallway stretched longer than he remembered. The hardwood floor gleamed under sconce light, and somewhere downstairs, his mother laughed—that sharp, practiced laugh she used with important women, the one that meant she was working, not enjoying. Liam focused on the laugh. On the familiar. On anything except the hand now sliding from his back to settle on the curve of his ass, fingers pressing through the thin fabric of his shorts.
Then Val's palm came down—sharp, playful, the sound cracking through the quiet hall.
He jumped. His hand flew to the spot, cheeks burning.
"Nice," she said, like she was appraising a piece of fruit. "Tight. You must do those little exercises your mother's trainer recommends."
"Yoga," he managed. "I do yoga."
"Even better." She reached past him and pushed the study door open. "After you."
The study smelled like old paper and lemon polish. His father's reading chair sat empty by the cold fireplace, a half-finished scarf draped over its arm—his father's latest project, abandoned weeks ago. Rain streaked the tall windows, blurring the garden lights into soft orange smears. Liam stepped inside and heard the door click shut behind him.
The lock turned.
He didn't turn around. He stood in the center of the room, hands at his sides, feeling the weight of the silence settle around him like a shroud.
"So," Val said, her voice closer now, much closer. "Let's see what that top's been hiding."
He turned. She stood between him and the door, arms crossed, gray eyes traveling the length of his body with the unhurried attention of someone reading a menu. Her scar caught the lamplight, a pale line through her brow that made her look dangerous, like something that had survived worse than a boy's nerves.
"Strip," she said.
The word landed like a stone in still water.
"I—" His voice cracked. He swallowed, tried again. "I don't think I—"
"You don't think?" She raised an eyebrow. "That's cute. Strip, Liam. I want to see what I'm working with."
His hands stayed locked at his sides. His heart hammered so hard he could feel it in his throat, in his temples, in the hollow of his chest where his breath kept catching. The crop top suddenly felt like it was shrinking, the shorts too tight, every inch of his skin too visible even through the fabric.
"No," he said.
The word came out smaller than he wanted. Thinner. Like a boy asking permission instead of drawing a line.
Val's head tilted. Something flickered in her eyes—interest, maybe. Amusement. She took a step forward, and he took one back, his heel finding the edge of the rug.
"No?" she repeated, savoring the word like it was a flavor she hadn't tried in a while. "That's the first time you've said that to me."
"I mean it." His voice shook, but he held her gaze. "I don't want to. I can't."
"Can't." She took another step. Another. He backed up until his shoulders met the bookshelf, the spines pressing into his spine through the thin fabric. "Or won't?"
"Both."
She stopped a foot from him. Close enough that he could smell her perfume—something dark and expensive, with pepper underneath—and the warmth of her skin, the heat of her body displacing the air between them. She didn't touch him. Just stood there, looking down at him, a full six inches taller and every inch of her coiled with the patience of someone who had never been denied anything in her life.
"You're shaking," she said.
He was. He hadn't noticed until she said it.
"I know."
"That's not an accusation." Her voice softened, just slightly, the edge retracted but not sheathed. "It's an observation. You're scared of me."
"I'm not—" He stopped. The lie wouldn't clear his throat. "Yes," he whispered. "I am."
Something in her face changed. Not pity—that wasn't in her vocabulary. But a shift, a recalibration. She studied him the way she'd studied the half-finished scarf, looking for the dropped stitch, the place where the pattern broke.
"Good," she said. "Fear keeps you honest."
And then her hands were on him.
One palm cupped the back of his head, fingers threading through his hair, the grip firm but not painful. The other grabbed his hip, thumb hooking into the waistband of his shorts, pulling him forward off the bookshelf and into her body. He made a sound—a strangled half-word that might have been her name or might have been nothing—and then her mouth was on his.
She kissed like she owned the air in his lungs. Demanding, unhurried, her lips parting his with the confidence of someone who knew he wouldn't bite. She tasted like red wine and something darker, something that made his knees threaten to buckle. Her tongue found his, and he felt the world tilt, felt the room dissolve into sensation—her fingers tightening in his hair, her hip pressing into his, the heat of her mouth, the wet sound of the kiss in the quiet study.
He broke away with a gasp.
"Please," he said, the word ragged, desperate. "Please, stop. Please."
She didn't stop. Her mouth found his jaw, his throat, teeth grazing the skin just below his ear. His hands came up, pressed against her shoulders, but he couldn't push—could barely breathe. His body was a stranger, trembling and hot, caught between the fear that screamed in his skull and the pulse that throbbed low in his belly, a traitor he couldn't silence.
"Please," he said again, and this time his voice broke, cracked down the middle like china dropping on tile. "Ms. Cruz—Val—please."
She stilled.
The silence that followed was worse than the kiss. He felt her breath against his neck, warm and steady, while his own came in ragged, shallow gasps. Her hand was still in his hair, but the pressure had softened, the grip becoming almost gentle. She didn't pull back. She waited.
"Say it again," she said, her voice low, almost tender.
"Please," he whispered. "Please stop."
She held the moment a beat longer. Then she let him go.
He staggered back, his shoulder blades finding the bookshelf again. His lips were swollen. His chest heaved. His shorts felt damp, and he couldn't tell if it was rain-wet from the window or something else, something he didn't want to name. He pressed his hand to his mouth, staring at her through the dark.
Val straightened her blouse. Ran a hand through her hair. She looked at him the way she'd looked at the wine at dinner—considering, satisfied, already planning the next glass.
"You know what I like about you, Liam?"
He shook his head. Couldn't speak.
"You mean it." She stepped closer, slow, giving him room to flinch. He didn't. Couldn't. "Most boys your age say no because they think they're supposed to. They want to be talked out of it. You said no because you meant it. That's rare."
She reached out. He flinched. Her fingers found his chin, tilted his face up, her thumb brushing across his lower lip, the one she'd bitten. The touch was featherlight, almost reverent.
"So I'll stop," she said. "For now."
Something in his chest unlocked. Something else tightened in its place.
"But I get something in return." Her thumb pressed, just slightly, against his lip. "A trade. That's fair, isn't it?"
He nodded. The motion was small, barely perceptible, but she caught it.
"Good boy." She smiled, and it was the first real smile he'd seen from her all night—crooked, warm, almost human. "Here's the deal. You send me a picture. Tonight. A nude. Full body, good lighting, no filters. I want to see what I almost had."
His breath caught. The word no rose in his throat again, but it came out different this time—thinner, fainter, a reflex without conviction.
"I can't," he said. "If someone finds it—my mother—"
"No one will find it." Her hand dropped from his chin, and she stepped back, giving him space. "I'm a busy woman, Liam. I don't have time to ruin teenage boys with bad decisions. I just want something pretty to look at before I fall asleep. That's all."
The word teenage stung. He was nineteen. A legal adult. But in her world, in this world, he was still a boy, still a virgin, still someone who could be ruined by a bad reputation and two blurred pixels.
"And if I don't?"
She shrugged. The movement was casual, but her eyes weren't. "Then I tell your mother you invited me up here to seduce me. That you begged. That I had to turn you down because I respect her too much." She paused. "Which story do you think she'll believe?"
The answer sat between them, heavy and cold and undeniable.
His mother would believe Val. Of course she would. Diana Hartwell built an empire on trusting powerful women and doubting everyone else, especially her own son, especially when the story involved his virtue. A boy who tempted a guest, who threw himself at a family friend—that was a story his mother could understand. That was a story she'd already be half-expecting.
"One picture," Val said, softer now. "That's all I'm asking. One picture, and this never happened. The kiss, the study, the hand on your ass in the hallway—all of it disappears. You go back to your watercolors, and I go back to my empire, and we both pretend tonight was exactly as innocent as your mother thinks it was."
His fingers were shaking. He pressed them flat against his thighs, willing them to still. "You'll delete it after?"
"After what?"
"After you've—" He couldn't finish the sentence. Couldn't say the words aloud. "After you don't need it anymore."
Her hand found his lower back as they climbed the stairs, guiding him with a pressure that was almost polite. Almost. He could feel the heat of her palm through the thin fabric of his tank top, and every nerve in his body was screaming at him to run, to pull away, to do something—but his legs kept moving, one step after another, like a boy walking to his own execution.
They reached the top of the landing. The study door was closed, a slab of dark wood that seemed to loom larger the closer they got. Val's hand slid down from his back, grazing the curve of his ass, and then—
Slap.
The sound cracked through the hallway. Sharp. Wet. His breath hitched, and his face went hot, the sting blooming through the thin fabric of his shorts. He stumbled forward a step, caught himself on the doorframe, his knuckles white against the wood.
"Just checking the goods," Val said, her voice light, amused. She reached past him and pushed the door open. "After you."
He didn't move. Couldn't. The sting was still radiating through his skin, and beneath it, deeper and more shameful, was the way his cock had twitched at the impact. He hated his body. He hated how it responded before his mind could catch up, how it seemed to have its own agenda, its own appetites, its own betrayal.
"Liam." Her voice sharpened, just slightly. "Inside."
He stepped through the door.
The study smelled like old paper and leather and his father's pipe tobacco, the scent settled into the walls from years of quiet evenings. Bookshelves lined every wall, filled with volumes no one had touched in years, and a heavy oak desk sat in the center of the room, pristine except for a single reading lamp and a photograph of his parents on their wedding day.
Val closed the door behind them. The click of the latch was final, a small sound that seemed to echo in the silence.
"Strip."
The word landed like a slap. He turned to face her, his heart hammering so hard he could feel it in his throat.
"What?"
"You heard me." She leaned against the door, arms crossed, watching him with that same steady, unhurried gaze. "Strip. I want to see what I'm working with."
"No."
The word came out before he could stop it, sharp and desperate. He saw her eyebrows rise, just slightly, and he realized he'd never said no to a woman before. Not like that. Not with teeth in it.
"No?" She pushed off from the door, taking a step toward him. "That's interesting. Most boys your age would be thrilled to have a woman like me interested."
"I'm not—" His voice cracked. He swallowed, tried again. "I don't want this. I don't want you."
She kept coming. Another step. Another. He backed up until his hips hit the edge of the desk, trapping him.
"You don't want me?" She was close enough that he could smell her perfume, something dark and floral, and underneath it, the faint salt of her skin. "That's not what your body says."
His face burned. He knew what she meant—knew that the thin fabric of his shorts was doing nothing to hide the way his cock had hardened, betraying him, humiliating him. He pressed his thighs together, but it only made it worse, more obvious.
"That's—that's not—"
"It's not what?" Her hand came up, and he flinched, but she only tucked a strand of hair behind his ear, her fingers brushing the shell of it, featherlight. "Your body knows what it wants, Liam. Even if your mouth can't say it."
"Please." His voice was barely a whisper. "Please don't."
Her hand slid down, from his ear to his jaw, her thumb tracing the line of his cheekbone. Her eyes were dark, pupils blown wide, and there was something in them that made his stomach clench—not cruelty, exactly, but hunger. A deep, patient hunger that had no intention of being denied.
"Please don't what?" she murmured. "This?"
She leaned in and kissed him.
It wasn't gentle. It wasn't asking. Her mouth claimed his like she had every right to it, like his lips were hers to take, and for a moment—just a moment—his body responded before his mind could stop it. His mouth opened. His hands came up, not to push, but to grip the fabric of her blouse, anchoring himself to something real.
Then the horror of it crashed over him, and he tore his mouth away, turning his face to the side, gasping for air.
"Please," he said, and his voice cracked. "Please stop. I'm begging you. Please."
He felt her breath against his neck, warm and steady, while his own came in ragged, desperate gasps. His eyes were wet. He didn't know when that had happened, when the tears had started, but he could feel them on his cheeks, hot and shameful.
"Please," he said again, and this time it came out broken, a child's voice, small and terrified. "Please stop."
She stilled.
The silence stretched. He could hear the rain against the window, the old clock ticking in the hallway, his own heartbeat thudding in his ears. Her hand was still on his jaw, her thumb wet with his tears, and she held him there, suspended, as if she were deciding something.
Then she let go.
She stepped back, and the space between them felt impossible, too much air and too much silence. He pressed his hand to his mouth, staring at her through the dark. His lips were swollen. His chest heaved. His shorts were damp, and he hated himself for it, hated the evidence of his own arousal, the proof that some part of him had wanted this, had liked it, had leaned into the kiss before his mind had caught up.
Val straightened her blouse. Ran a hand through her hair. When she looked at him, her expression had shifted—the hunger banked, replaced by something cooler, more calculating.
"You know what I like about you, Liam?"
He shook his head. Couldn't speak.
"You mean it." She stepped closer, slow, giving him room to flinch. He didn't. Couldn't. "Most boys your age say no because they think they're supposed to. They want to be talked out of it. You said no because you meant it. That's rare."
She reached out. He flinched. Her fingers found his chin, tilted his face up, her thumb brushing across his lower lip. The touch was featherlight, almost reverent.
"So I'll stop," she said. "For now."
Something in his chest unlocked. Something else tightened in its place.
"But I get something in return." Her thumb pressed, just slightly, against his lip. "A trade. That's fair, isn't it?"
He nodded. The motion was small, barely perceptible, but she caught it.
"Good boy." She smiled, and it was the first real smile he'd seen from her all night—crooked, warm, almost human. "Here's the deal. You send me a picture. Tonight. A nude. Full body, good lighting, no filters. I want to see what I almost had."
His breath caught. The word no rose in his throat again, but it came out different this time—thinner, fainter, a reflex without conviction.
"I can't," he said. "If someone finds it—my mother—"
"No one will find it." Her hand dropped from his chin, and she stepped back, giving him space. "I'm a busy woman, Liam. I don't have time to ruin teenage boys with bad decisions. I just want something pretty to look at before I fall asleep. That's all."
The word teenage stung. He was nineteen. A legal adult. But in her world, in this world, he was still a boy, still a virgin, still someone who could be ruined by a bad reputation and two blurred pixels.
"And if I don't?"
She shrugged. The movement was casual, but her eyes weren't. "Then I tell your mother you invited me up here to seduce me. That you begged. That I had to turn you down because I respect her too much." She paused. "Which story do you think she'll believe?"
The answer sat between them, heavy and cold and undeniable.
His mother would believe Val. Of course she would. Diana Hartwell built an empire on trusting powerful women and doubting everyone else, especially her own son, especially when the story involved his virtue. A boy who tempted a guest, who threw himself at a family friend—that was a story his mother could understand. That was a story she'd already be half-expecting.
"One picture," Val said, softer now. "That's all I'm asking. One picture, and this never happened. The kiss, the study, the hand on your ass in the hallway—all of it disappears. You go back to your watercolors, and I go back to my empire, and we both pretend tonight was exactly as innocent as your mother thinks it was."
His fingers were shaking. He pressed them flat against his thighs, willing them to still. "You'll delete it after?"
"After what?"
"After you've—" He couldn't finish the sentence. Couldn't say the words aloud. "After you don't need it anymore."
She considered this. The silence stretched, heavy with the ticking of the clock in the hallway.
"When you send the first one," she said slowly, "I'll tell you what I need to make this go away forever."
It wasn't an answer. It was a trap, and he could see it, could feel the teeth of it closing around him, and still he nodded. Still he said, "Okay."
Val smiled again, and this time there was nothing warm in it. "Good boy. Now fix your face—we're going back downstairs, and you're going to act like nothing happened."
She turned and opened the door, and the light from the hallway spilled in, harsh and yellow. He followed her, his legs moving on their own, his mind still stuck in the study, still feeling her mouth on his, still tasting the salt of his own tears.
At the top of the stairs, she paused and looked back at him. "Tonight," she said. "Before midnight. I'll text you the number."
Then she descended, her heels clicking on the hardwood, leaving him standing at the top of the stairs with a future he didn't want and a body that couldn't stop trembling.
He waited. Counted her footsteps. One. Two. Three. Four. The sound of her heels faded into the murmur of voices from the dining room, his mother's low laugh, his father's answering chuckle. They were laughing. Down there, in the warm yellow light, they were laughing while their son stood at the top of the stairs with a stranger's spit drying on his lips.
His hand came up to his mouth. He wiped it. Wiped again. The skin felt raw, rubbed red, and he couldn't tell if it was from her teeth or his own fingers.
The hallway stretched in both directions. To his left, the closed door of his childhood bedroom, with its twin bed and its watercolor set and the stack of sketchbooks under the window. To his right, the study, where the lamp was still burning, where the air still held the shape of her voice saying strip.
He walked to his room.
The door clicked shut behind him. He leaned against it, pressing his spine into the wood, and let his head fall back. The ceiling was the same ceiling he'd stared at for nineteen years, a faint water stain in the corner that looked like a rabbit if you tilted your head. He'd traced it a thousand times, falling asleep, waking up, dreaming of places he'd never been.
His phone was on the nightstand.
He stared at it. The black screen. The dark mirror of it, reflecting nothing. She hadn't texted yet. She would. Before midnight, she'd said, and he believed her, believed it the way he believed the sun would rise, the way he believed his mother would never look at him the same way again.
He crossed the room and picked it up. The screen lit under his thumb, showing the time—9:47 PM—and a notification from his mother: Valentina is saying goodbye. Come down.
He typed coming and hit send without reading it twice.
The bathroom mirror was unforgiving. His lips were swollen, a small split in the lower one where her teeth had caught. His eyes were red-rimmed, the skin around them puffy. He looked like what he was—a boy who'd been kissed against his will, who'd cried about it, who was still hard in his shorts despite everything.
He turned on the tap. Cold water. He splashed his face, once, twice, three times, until the water dripping from his chin was clear and his skin felt numb. He patted it dry with a towel that smelled like fabric softener, his mother's brand, the same scent that had followed him through every year of his life.
Downstairs, the front door was open. Val stood on the porch, silhouetted against the rain, and his mother was laughing at something she'd said. His father stood behind them both, holding a coat, ready to offer it if anyone got cold.
Liam stopped at the bottom of the stairs.
Val turned. Her eyes found his across the foyer, and she smiled—that same crooked, almost-human smile from the study. "There he is. I was afraid you'd gone to bed without saying goodbye."
"No," he said. His voice sounded strange to his own ears, flat and distant. "I just needed the bathroom."
"Of course." She held his gaze a beat longer than necessary, and he felt it like a hand on his chin, tilting his face up. "Thank you for dinner, Diana. And for the company." Her eyes flicked to Liam. "I hope I'll see you again soon."
"I'm sure you will," his mother said. "Liam, say goodbye properly."
He stepped forward. His legs felt like someone else's, borrowed and unreliable. He stopped just inside the doorway, close enough to smell her perfume again, that dark floral scent that made his stomach turn.
"Goodnight, Ms. Cruz."
"Val," she corrected, soft, for his ears only. "And it's not goodnight yet. Check your phone."
She turned and walked to her car, a low black thing that gleamed under the porch light. The engine purred to life, and the headlights cut through the rain, and she was gone.
His mother closed the door. "Lovely woman. She's done so well for herself."
His father nodded, already heading back toward the kitchen. "I'll start the dishes."
Liam stood in the foyer, the rain pattering against the windows, his phone warm in his pocket. He could feel it, the weight of it, the promise of a message that hadn't arrived yet.
It would. Before midnight.
He climbed the stairs, one step at a time, and in his room, with the door locked and the lights off, he sat on the edge of his bed and waited for his phone to buzz.