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The Gilded Cage
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Chapter 4 of 26

The Gilded Cage

I grip the leather armrest as the jet levels off, Luca's hand already sliding up my thigh, his voice low in my ear: 'You asked what I want—I want you to know you're mine, at thirty thousand feet.' He undresses me with slow, deliberate care, his mouth finding every inch of skin until I'm gasping against the window, the collar warm against my throat as he takes me. When we land, the Milan skyline glitters beyond the tinted glass, and he leads me through marble halls lined with paintings—my portrait already hung among them. 'You'll learn to belong here,' he says, kissing my temple, and I want to believe him, even as I feel like a ghost in his perfect world.

The jet's engines hummed a low, steady note that vibrated through the leather seat and into my bones. I'd never been on a plane before—not in this body, not in the old one. Carter had taken buses, trains, the occasional rented car that smelled of someone else's cigarettes. Never this. Never the soft glow of a cabin lit like a hotel room, never a man across from me pouring champagne into a crystal flute like it was water.

Luca watched me over the rim of his glass, and I realized I'd been gripping the armrest hard enough to turn my knuckles white. He set the glass down and reached across the narrow space between us, his fingers brushing mine until they loosened.

"First flight?"

"Is it that obvious?"

"You look like a woman waiting for the floor to drop." He smiled, and it was the same smile he'd given me in the brothel—warm, patient, the smile of a man who had all the time in the world. "It won't. I've flown this route a hundred times."

"That's not what I'm afraid of."

"No." His thumb traced a slow circle over my knuckles. "I don't imagine it is."

I pulled my hand back and wrapped it around the champagne flute he'd poured for me. The bubbles stung my tongue, crisp and cold, and I drank more than I meant to. The collar sat warm against my throat, the diamond catching the cabin light and throwing tiny rainbows across the ceiling. I'd been wearing it for two days now. It still felt like a hand around my neck, but I was starting to understand the difference between a hand that chokes and a hand that holds.

"Where are we going?" I asked, though I already knew. Milan. He'd told me that much. But the specifics felt important now, the way a map matters when you're walking blind.

"My home. The gallery. I told you I'd show you." He leaned back in his seat, crossing one leg over the other, and the movement was casual but the look in his eyes wasn't. "There's a guest wing I've been preparing. You'll have your own rooms, your own bath. A wardrobe." He paused. "I had some things commissioned. I hope they fit."

"Commissioned." The word sat strange in my mouth. "You had clothes made for me before you even knew if I'd say yes."

"I knew you'd say yes."

I wanted to argue, but he wasn't wrong. I'd said yes the moment he'd offered me the collar, the moment he'd promised Milan and safety and a life that wasn't the parlour. I'd said yes because the alternative was Tommy and the soldiers and the chandeliers that watched everything and forgave nothing.

"What do you want from me?" I asked, and the champagne made the question bolder than I'd meant it to be. "In Milan. What am I to you?"

Luca was quiet for a moment, and I watched him consider the question the way he'd considered it in the brothel—like a man studying a painting he'd just acquired, looking for the brushstrokes that would tell him whether he'd made a mistake.

"You're my guest," he said finally. "My companion. My—" He paused, and something flickered behind his hazel eyes, something I couldn't name. "My project."

"Your project."

"I collect beautiful things, Isabella. I've told you that. But I don't collect them to lock them away." He uncrossed his legs and leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and the intensity in his face made the cabin feel smaller. "I find them, and I shape them, and I place them where they can flourish."

"Flourish." I tasted the word. "That's a pretty word for it."

"It's the truth."

"And what if I don't want to be shaped?"

He smiled, and this time there was something sharper in it, a glint of the collector's hunger I'd caught before. "You already are shaped, tesoro. You've been shaped by every hand that's touched you, every man who's used you, every night you've spent pretending to be something you're not. I'm not asking to reshape you. I'm asking to help you find the shape you were always meant to be."

The engines hummed. The champagne sat warm in my stomach. And I thought about the man I used to be—Carter, with his angular frame and his wary eyes, who'd never once been called beautiful, who'd never once been wanted for anything but what he could do.

"And what shape is that?" I asked.

"That's what we're going to find out."

He reached into his jacket and pulled out the leather notebook I'd seen him carry in the brothel. The pages were worn at the edges, soft with use, and he flipped through them until he found the page he wanted. He turned it toward me, and I saw myself—the sketch he'd made that first night, my face rendered in charcoal, the curve of my jaw, the fall of my hair, the careful watchfulness in my eyes.

"I drew you before I knew you," he said. "Before I knew your voice, your laugh, the way you hold yourself like you're waiting for a blow. I drew what I saw. And what I saw was a woman who wasn't finished yet."

I reached out and touched the page, my fingertip tracing the line of my own cheekbone. It was strange, seeing myself through his eyes. In the mirror I'd only ever seen the body I'd been given—the curves, the softness, the disguise I wore like armor. But in his sketch I saw something else. A tension. A hunger. A woman on the edge of something.

"I'm not finished," I said, and it came out quieter than I meant.

"No," he agreed. "You're not. That's what makes you worth keeping."

The plane tilted slightly, and the seatbelt light blinked on. Luca closed the notebook and tucked it back into his jacket, and I finished the champagne in one long swallow, letting the bubbles burn their way down my throat.

The landing was smoother than I expected—a gentle descent that ended in a bump and a roll, and then we were taxiing toward a terminal that gleamed like glass and steel. I watched the city slide past the window, the towers and rooftops and the distant blur of mountains, and I felt the collar warm against my throat like a second pulse.

"Welcome to Milan," Luca said, and there was something in his voice I couldn't quite place—pride, maybe, or satisfaction. The sound of a man showing off something he owned.

The door opened, and the air hit me—cold and clean, smelling of jet fuel and something green, something living. I stepped down the stairs in the heels I'd been given, the ones that made my ankles ache but made my legs look like they went on forever, and I felt the ground solid under my feet for the first time in hours.

A car was waiting at the edge of the tarmac. Black, sleek, the kind of car that cost more than Carter had made in a year. A man in a dark suit held the door open, and Luca gestured for me to climb in.

"Your home," he said, sliding in beside me, "is about twenty minutes away. I thought we'd stop at the gallery first. I want to show you something."

The car moved through the city like a knife through silk, cutting through streets that narrowed and widened and bloomed with light. I pressed my face to the window and watched the buildings pass—old stone and new glass, churches and boutiques, a thousand lives I'd never lived flickering past like frames of a film.

"You're staring," Luca said.

"I've never been anywhere." I said it without thinking, and then caught myself. "I mean—"

"I know what you mean." His voice was gentle. "And you don't have to explain. You're here now. That's what matters."

The gallery was a tall narrow building on a street that smelled of coffee and old paper. Luca unlocked the front door with a key from his pocket and led me inside, and the space opened up around me—white walls, high ceilings, light falling in sheets from skylights above. Paintings hung everywhere, canvases in gold frames and bare frames and no frames at all, and I felt small walking through them, like a mouse in a cathedral.

"This is it," he said, gesturing broadly. "This is what I've built. Thirty years of finding beautiful things and giving them a home."

I walked slowly past a painting of a woman in a blue dress, her face half-turned from the viewer, her hands folded in her lap. The brushstrokes were visible up close, thick and deliberate, and I could see the weight of the paint, the patience it must have taken to build the image layer by layer.

"She's beautiful," I said.

"She is. But she's not the one I wanted to show you."

He took my hand and led me deeper into the gallery, past landscapes and portraits and one enormous canvas of a storm at sea, until we reached a small room at the back. The walls here were darker, the light softer, and in the center of the room, on an easel draped in velvet, was a painting I recognized.

It was me.

Not the sketch—the painting. The one he'd made that night in the brothel, while I lay naked on the chaise and let him look at me. The canvas showed me the way he'd seen me: honey-blond hair spilling over my shoulders, the curve of my hip, the shadow between my thighs, my eyes watching him with that wary, hungry look I couldn't seem to shake.

I stood in front of it and couldn't breathe.

"I told you I'd frame it," he said quietly. "I told you it would hang in my gallery. This is where it belongs."

"It's—" I couldn't find the word. Naked. Exposed. Seen. "It's a lot."

"It's you." He stepped up beside me, close enough that I could feel the warmth of his arm without him touching me. "This is what I saw when I looked at you. Not the whore, not the survivor. Just the woman underneath."

I reached out and touched the canvas, my fingertip brushing the painted curve of my own shoulder. The paint was dry, the surface smooth, and I felt something shift in my chest, something I couldn't name.

"What do you want from me?" I asked again, and this time the question wasn't bold. It was raw. It was the thing I'd been carrying since the moment he'd walked into the brothel with his leather notebook and his patient eyes.

Luca was quiet for a long moment. Then he turned to face me, and his hand came up to cup my jaw, his thumb brushing the corner of my mouth.

"I want you to trust me," he said. "I want you to let me show you who you could be. And I want you to stop fighting it long enough to see it yourself."

His mouth found mine, and I kissed him back without thinking, my body remembering what his hands had taught it in that hotel room. He pressed me back against the wall, his body hard against mine, and I felt the collar warm against my throat as his hand slid down my side, over the curve of my hip, pulling me closer.

"I brought you here to give you a life," he said against my mouth. "Not to take one away."

I believed him. I wanted to believe him. And that was the most dangerous thing of all.

He pulled back, his breathing rough, and smoothed a strand of hair back from my face. "Come," he said. "Let me show you your rooms."

The guest wing was at the back of the house, a series of rooms that opened onto a private courtyard with a fountain and lemon trees. The bed was enormous, draped in white linen, and the wardrobe was full of clothes I hadn't chosen—dresses and skirts and blouses in soft fabrics, all in my size, all waiting for me like they'd been made for a woman who already existed.

"I had them made," Luca said, watching me run my fingers over a silk robe the color of champagne. "I guessed your measurements. I hope I wasn't too far off."

"You weren't." My voice came out strange, thick. "They're beautiful."

"They're for you. All of it. This room, this house, this life." He came to stand behind me, his hands settling on my shoulders. "I told you I'd take you to Milan. I meant it. And I meant what I said in the brothel—I want to know what's underneath. I want to see the woman you're becoming."

I turned to face him, and the collar caught the light, the diamond flashing. "And what if the woman I'm becoming isn't what you want?"

He smiled, and there was that flicker again, that collector's hunger I'd learned to recognize. "Then I'll shape her until she is."

The words should have frightened me. They should have sent me running for the door, back to the parlour, back to the chandeliers and the men who used me and the life I knew how to survive. But I'd been shaped before—by the Don, by Mama Rosa, by every hand that had touched me in that house. Luca's hands were gentler than most. His shaping felt like a promise instead of a threat.

"Show me," I said, and I didn't know what I was asking for until he took my hand and led me to the bed.

He undressed me slowly, the way he had that first night, his fingers finding each button, each clasp, each inch of skin. When I was naked, he stepped back and looked at me, and I felt the weight of his gaze like a touch.

"You're the most beautiful thing I've ever owned," he said, and the word owned should have burned. Instead it settled warm in my chest, the collar and his voice and the weight of his attention wrapping around me like a second skin.

"Show me what you want," I said, and my voice was steadier than I felt. "Show me what I am to you."

He lowered me onto the bed and came over me, his body a shadow against the light from the window. His mouth found my throat, my collarbone, the curve of my breast, and I arched into him, my fingers finding his hair, holding on.

"I want you to know your worth," he said against my skin. "I want you to feel it in your bones. I want you to understand that you're not a whore, not a survivor, not a woman running from a past that doesn't fit her anymore." His hand slid down my stomach, between my thighs, and I gasped as his fingers found me wet and ready. "You're mine. And I'm going to make you believe it."

His fingers pushed into me, slow and deliberate, and I moaned, my hips rising to meet his hand. He watched me the whole time, his hazel eyes dark, his mouth curved in that patient, knowing smile.

"That's it," he murmured. "Let yourself feel it. Don't think. Just feel."

I closed my eyes and let the sensation wash over me—his fingers curling inside me, his thumb finding my clit, the weight of his body pinning me to the bed. He worked me slowly, deliberately, drawing out every gasp and moan until I was trembling, desperate, right on the edge.

"Please," I heard myself say. "Please, Luca—"

"Not yet." He pulled his hand away, and I whimpered at the loss. "I want you to understand something first."

He sat up and reached for something on the nightstand—a small velvet box I hadn't noticed. He opened it, and inside was a chain, delicate and gold, with a pendant that matched the collar around my throat.

"This is for you," he said. "A key. To the house, to my life, to everything I have. I'm giving it to you because I trust you, Isabella. I'm giving it to you because I want you to know that you're not a prisoner here."

He fastened the chain around my wrist, the pendant cool against my skin. I looked at it, then at him, and I felt something crack open in my chest—something I'd been holding shut since the moment I'd woken up in this body.

"Why?" I asked, and my voice broke on the word. "Why are you doing this for me?"

He cupped my face in his hands, his thumbs brushing the tears I hadn't realized were falling. "Because you deserve it," he said. "Because you've spent your whole life being used, and I want to be the one who shows you what it feels like to be wanted."

He kissed me again, and this time it was softer, gentler, a kiss that asked instead of took. And when he pulled back, he looked at me with those hazel eyes, and I saw something there I hadn't seen before—not hunger, not calculation, but something that looked almost like tenderness.

"Now," he said, his voice low and rough, "let me show you what it means to be mine."

He lowered himself between my thighs, his mouth finding my cunt, and I gasped as his tongue swept through me, hot and wet and relentless. He ate me like I was something precious, something he wanted to savor, his tongue circling my clit until I was writhing, my fingers twisted in his salt-and-pepper hair.

"That's it," he murmured against my skin, the vibration sending sparks through me. "Let me taste you. Let me feel you come apart."

He pushed two fingers into me, curling them just right, and I cried out as the orgasm crashed over me, my cunt clenching around his fingers, my body arching off the bed. He didn't stop—he kept licking, kept thrusting, drawing out every wave until I was limp and shaking, my breath coming in ragged sobs.

He crawled up my body, his cock hard against my thigh, and I reached for him, wanting to feel him inside me, needing it.

"Not yet," he said again, catching my wrist. "I want to take my time with you."

"I don't want you to take your time," I said, and my voice was raw, desperate. "I want you to fuck me."

Something flashed in his eyes—that hunger, sharp and bright. "Say it again."

"I want you to fuck me." The words came out steady this time, no tremor, no shame. I held his gaze while I said them, let him see that I meant it. That I knew what I was asking for.

His jaw tightened. The hunger in his eyes caught fire, and for a moment he looked like a different man entirely—not the patient collector, not the gentle hands that had undressed me like I was made of glass. He looked like a man who was about to take something he'd been waiting a long time to have.

He grabbed my hips and flipped me onto my stomach, and I gasped as the air left my lungs. His hand came down on my ass, a sharp crack that echoed off the walls, and I cried out—not in pain, not exactly. The sting bloomed across my skin, hot and bright, and I felt my cunt clench around nothing at the feeling.

"You want me to fuck you?" His voice was rough, scraped clean of polish. "Then you take it the way I give it. You understand?"

I nodded into the sheets, my fingers gripping the linen. "Yes."

"Say it."

"Yes." I pushed my hips back toward him, offering. "I understand."

His hand came down again, harder this time, and I moaned—a sound I didn't recognize, something raw and animal that rose up from a place I hadn't known existed. My skin was on fire, my cunt dripping, and I was suddenly, terrifyingly aware that I wanted this. That I'd wanted it since the moment he'd looked at me in the brothel with those patient eyes and seen something worth keeping.

"Look at you," he murmured, and I heard the smile in his voice. "Soaked. Open. Ready for me." His fingers traced the line of my ass, dipped lower, found me slick and swollen. "You've been waiting for this, haven't you? Not just for a man to fuck you—for someone to take you properly. To own you the way you've always needed to be owned."

"Yes." The word came out broken. "Yes, Luca—"

"Shh." He pressed two fingers into me, slow and deep, and I shuddered around him. "I know, tesoro. I know. That's why I bought you. That's why I brought you here." He curled his fingers, found the spot that made my vision blur. "Because you were never meant to be a whore. You were meant to be something rare. Something precious. Something a man would kill to keep."

He pulled his fingers out and I heard him spit, heard the wet sound of him slicking himself. Then the head of his cock pressed against me, thick and hot, and I held my breath.

"Look at me," he said.

I turned my head, craned my neck to see him over my shoulder. His face was flushed, his eyes dark, his salt-and-pepper hair falling across his forehead. He looked younger like this, wilder, the polish stripped away until all that was left was the hunger.

"I'm going to take you now," he said. "And when I do, you're going to feel it in your bones. You're going to remember this moment for the rest of your life. The moment you stopped being a survivor and started being mine."

He pushed inside me.

The stretch was a shock—thick and deep, filling me in a way I hadn't felt since the night in the hotel room, but different now. Slower. More deliberate. He pushed inch by inch, letting me feel every part of him, until he was seated fully inside me and I could feel him pressing against the deepest part of my cunt.

"Fuck," I breathed, the word punched out of me.

"That's it." His hands gripped my hips, hard enough to bruise. "Take all of it. Take all of me."

He pulled back and thrust in again, a long, slow stroke that made me see stars. Then again. And again. Each thrust was measured, deliberate, like he was mapping me from the inside, learning every ridge and curve of my body the way he'd learned the lines of my face in charcoal.

"You feel that?" he asked, his voice strained. "You feel how well you take me? You were made for this, Isabella. Made to be filled. Made to be fucked. Made to be owned."

I couldn't answer. I could only moan, my face pressed into the sheets, my fingers twisted in the linen as he fucked me with those long, slow strokes that seemed to reach something inside me I'd never known was there.

"I want to hear you," he said, and he pulled almost all the way out, leaving just the head inside me. "I want to hear you say my name while I'm inside you."

"Luca—"

He slammed back in, and I cried out, the sound torn from my throat.

"Again."

"Luca. Luca, please—"

"Please what?"

"Please fuck me." I was begging now, past pride, past everything. "Please, Luca, I need—"

"I know what you need." His hand came down on my ass again, a sharp crack that made me clench around him. "I know exactly what you need. You need to be taken. You need to be used. You need to be reminded that you're not just a body to be passed around—you're mine. Only mine."

He thrust into me harder, faster, the rhythm breaking apart into something desperate and wild. The headboard knocked against the wall, the bed creaking beneath us, and I felt the orgasm building, coiling low in my belly, rising with every stroke.

"I'm going to come," I gasped. "Luca, I'm going to—"

"Not yet." He pulled out, and I whimpered at the loss. "Turn over."

I rolled onto my back, my chest heaving, my skin slick with sweat. He looked down at me, his cock wet and hard, and there was something in his face I couldn't name—not hunger, not tenderness, but something that lived between them.

"I want to see you," he said. "I want to watch your face when you come."

He pushed inside me again, and this time I saw him—really saw him. The way his jaw tightened, the way his eyes never left mine, the way his hands found mine and laced our fingers together, pinning them to the bed on either side of my head.

"You're beautiful," he said, and the words were rough, scraped out of him. "Do you know that? Do you have any idea what you do to me?"

I couldn't answer. I could only hold his gaze as he fucked me, slow and deep, each stroke pressing against that spot inside me until I was trembling, teetering on the edge.

"Come for me," he said. "Now. I want to feel you come around my cock."

And I did. The orgasm crashed over me like a wave, my cunt clenching around him, my body arching off the bed, his name torn from my lips in a cry that echoed off the walls. He followed a moment later, his hips slamming into mine as he came, his face buried in my neck, his breath hot and ragged against my skin.

We lay there for a long moment, tangled together, his weight on top of me, the collar warm against my throat. The room smelled of sex and sweat, and I could feel his heartbeat against my chest, slowing gradually, matching mine.

He finally lifted his head, and his eyes were soft now, the hunger banked. He brushed a strand of hair from my face and kissed me, gentle and slow, and I felt something crack open in my chest—something I'd been holding shut for so long I'd forgotten it was there.

He pulled out and rolled onto his back, pulling me with him so I lay half across his chest. His fingers traced lazy patterns on my shoulder, and I listened to his heartbeat, steady and sure.

"I have something to tell you," he said, and there was something in his voice that made me go still.

"What?"

"About Milan. About why I brought you here." He was quiet for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was careful, measured, the voice of a man choosing his words the way he chose his paintings. "I told you I collect beautiful things. I told you I shape them, place them where they can flourish. That's true. But I didn't tell you the whole truth."

I lifted my head to look at him. His hazel eyes were steady on mine, and there was something there I couldn't quite read.

"What is it?"

"There's a man in Russia," he said. "A government official. Powerful. Wealthy. He's looking for a companion. Someone who can serve his wife, who can give him the children his wife can't." He paused. "Someone who can be trained to his specific tastes."

The word sat in the space between us, and I felt the collar press against my throat like it had weight of its own. "Trained." I said it flat, tasting it, and it came out like something I'd swallowed wrong.

"Yes." He didn't look away. His hand found mine, his thumb tracing the chain around my wrist, the one he'd fastened there an hour ago with promises of trust and a life that wasn't a prison. "Isabella, I told you I collect beautiful things. I told you I place them where they can flourish. That's the truth. But the placement—" He paused, and I watched him choose the next word the way he'd chosen the brushstrokes for my portrait. "The placement is a craft. I don't just find beautiful things. I prepare them. I teach them. I make sure they're ready for the homes they're going to."

The pendant on my wrist had gone cold against my skin. I looked at it—the delicate gold chain he'd fastened there with promises of trust, of a life that wasn't a prison—and I felt the weight of it shift, become something else. A leash, maybe. A different kind of collar.

"You sold me." The words came out flat, hollow, like they belonged to someone else. "Before you even brought me here. Before the jet, before the gallery, before—" I stopped, the rest of the sentence dying in my throat. Before you fucked me. Before you made me beg for it.

"I didn't sell you." His voice was patient, the same voice he'd used in the brothel, the one that made me feel like I was the only woman in the world worth looking at. "I placed you. There's a difference, tesoro. A man who sells a thing doesn't care what happens to it after. A man who places a thing makes sure it lands somewhere it can thrive."

I sat up, the sheet falling away from my breasts, and I didn't bother to cover myself. Let him look. He'd already seen everything, taken everything, owned everything. "And this man in Russia. He's the home I'm supposed to thrive in?"

"He's a man of immense power and refinement," Luca said, and I watched him choose his words with the same care he'd used to choose the brushstrokes for my portrait. "He has a wife who cannot bear children. He needs a woman who can serve her, who can give him heirs. He's willing to pay—generously, I might add—for a woman who can be trained to his tastes. A woman like you."

"Trained to his tastes." I repeated the words, let them sit in my mouth, tasted the bitterness of them. "Like a dog. Like a horse."

"Like a work of art." He reached for me, and I let him take my hand, let him turn it over and trace the chain around my wrist. "You were made to be shaped, Isabella. You told me that yourself—you don't know who you are, what you want. I'm giving you a purpose. A home. A life where you'll never have to watch every hand in the room again, because you'll belong to one man who will protect you with everything he has."

"And if I don't want to go to Russia?"

He was quiet for a long moment. The fountain in the courtyard burbled somewhere beyond the window, and I could smell the lemon trees, the green living smell of a world I'd only just arrived in.

"Then we have three months to change your mind," he said finally. "Three months to teach you what it means to be wanted. Three months for you to understand that the life I'm offering you—the life he's offering you—is better than anything you've ever known." He lifted my hand to his lips and kissed the chain. "And when you understand it, you'll go willingly. You'll go because you'll want to."

"And if I don't?"

His eyes met mine, and for the first time since I'd met him, I saw the steel beneath the polish. "Then I'll have learned something true about you," he said. "And I'll place you somewhere else."

I stared at him, at the steel beneath the polish that he'd finally let me see, and I heard the thing he hadn't said. Somewhere else. He'd place me somewhere else. Like a painting that didn't suit the wall, like a horse that didn't take to the bit. The words hung in the air between us, and I felt the collar press against my throat, warm and heavy, a reminder of everything I'd let myself believe in the last few hours.

"Three months," I said, and my voice came out steadier than I felt. "You said we have three months to change my mind."

"Yes."

"And in those three months, you're going to teach me to want it. To want him." I pulled the sheet up over my breasts, a gesture that felt absurdly modest after everything we'd just done, but I needed the barrier. "So tell me about him. This Russian. What does he want, exactly?"

Luca's mouth curved into something that wasn't quite a smile. "You're angry."

"I'm practical. You said you'd shape me, place me somewhere I can flourish. If I'm going to be trained for this man, I should at least know what I'm being trained for." I met his eyes, held them. "What are his tastes?"

He studied me for a long moment, and I watched the calculation move behind his hazel eyes — the collector assessing whether the piece was worth the effort, or whether it would need to be broken and remade. Finally he reached for the silk robe draped over the foot of the bed and shrugged into it, tying the belt with the same deliberate care he used for everything.

"His name is Dmitri Volkov," Luca said. "He's a deputy minister in the Russian government. Fifty-eight years old. Widowed, then remarried to a woman half his age who cannot bear children. He's been looking for a solution to that problem for years."

The name landed in my chest like a stone. Dmitri Volkov. I'd studied Russian history once, in another life — a different body, a different name. The Romanovs, the Revolution, the long cold winters of St. Petersburg. I'd been fascinated by it, the way you're fascinated by a fire from a safe distance. I never imagined I'd end up as property of a man who lived in that world.

"And the wife?" I asked. "What does she want?"

"She wants a companion. A servant who can also be a friend. Someone to dress her hair, to read to her, to keep her company in the long evenings when her husband is working." He paused. "And someone who can give her husband what she cannot."

"Children."

"Yes."

I let that sit between us. The fountain burbled beyond the window, and I could smell the lemon trees, green and sharp and alive. I was naked in a stranger's bed in a country I'd never seen, wearing a gold collar that marked me as his property, and he was telling me I was going to be sold to a man in Russia to be a surrogate and a concubine.

And the strangest thing was — I felt something stir in my chest. Not fear. Not anger. Something else, something I didn't have a name for.

"Tell me more," I said.

Luca's eyebrows rose slightly. "You want to know more?"

"You said you'd teach me to want it. That starts with understanding it, doesn't it?" I leaned back against the headboard, letting the sheet fall to my waist. If he was going to train me, I'd meet him halfway. "What does he like? In bed, I mean. What does he want from me when the door closes?"

He was quiet for a moment, and I saw something shift in his face — not calculation, but something closer to respect. "He likes control," Luca said finally. "Absolute, total control. He wants a woman who understands her place, who knows that her pleasure comes second to his. He wants to come home after a long day and find his house in order, his wife content, and his concubine waiting."

"Waiting how?"

"On her knees." The words were flat, matter-of-fact. "He wants a woman who will kneel when he enters a room. Who will pour his whiskey, light his cigar, warm his bed. Who will take his cock when he's hard and his frustration when he's not. Who will bear his children and raise them to be strong Russians, loyal to their father above all."

I felt the heat rise in my cheeks, and it wasn't shame. It was something else — a flicker of interest I didn't want to name. I'd spent three weeks in a brothel being used by men who took what they wanted and left. This was different. This was a man who wanted to own me completely, body and soul, and who would protect what he owned with everything he had.

There was a perverse safety in that.

"And you think I can do that?" I asked. "Be that woman?"

"I know you can." He moved to the edge of the bed, sat down beside me, and took my hand. His thumb traced the chain around my wrist. "You were made for it, Isabella. You have the body for it, the mind for it. You're intelligent enough to serve his wife, beautiful enough to bear his children, and strong enough to survive the life he'll give you. You just need to be shaped."

"Shaped."

"Trained." He said it without flinching. "There are things you'll need to learn. Russian, first — he'll want you fluent. His household runs on Russian, and his wife doesn't speak Italian. You'll need to serve meals, pour tea, dress hair, manage a household. And you'll need to learn how to please him. How to anticipate his needs before he voices them. How to make yourself indispensable."

I pulled my hand away. "And what if I don't want to be shaped? What if I decide that being a whore in a brothel is better than being a concubine in Russia?"

"Then you'll have learned something true about yourself," he said, echoing his earlier words, "and I'll place you somewhere else."

The words landed like a slap. Somewhere else. Not freedom. Never freedom. Just another cage, another owner, another man who would shape me into what he wanted.

But I'd known that, hadn't I? From the moment the Don remade me, I'd known I was property. The only question was who would own me — and whether the owner would be kind.

"Teach me," I said, and the words surprised me as much as they surprised him. "Teach me Russian. Teach me how to serve. Teach me how to please him."

Luca's eyes sharpened. "You mean that?"

"I mean it." I met his gaze and held it. "I'm not saying I'll go willingly when the time comes. I'm not saying I'll ever be grateful. But I'm here, and I'm yours, and if I'm going to be trained for this man, I'd rather learn from you than from a stranger." I paused. "And I've always wanted to see St. Petersburg."

Something flickered in his face — surprise, maybe, or the first stirrings of genuine interest. "St. Petersburg."

"The Hermitage. The Winter Palace. The canals." I felt the words coming alive in my chest, a hunger I'd buried for so long it had gone quiet. "I read about them when I was younger. I used to dream about walking those streets, seeing the gold domes against the grey sky. I never thought I'd actually—" I stopped, the sentence dying in my throat.

"Never thought you'd actually what?"

"Never thought I'd have the chance." I looked down at my hands, at the gold chain around my wrist. "I was a different person then. Different body. Different life. I never imagined I'd end up here, owned by an art dealer, being trained for a Russian minister. But if I'm going to end up there anyway, I'd rather go with my eyes open."

Luca was quiet for a long moment. When he spoke, his voice was softer than I'd heard it. "You're remarkable, Isabella. Do you know that?"

"I'm practical."

"You're remarkable." He reached out and cupped my face in his hand, his thumb brushing my cheekbone. "Most women in your position would be weeping, or raging, or trying to find a way to kill me in my sleep. You're asking me to teach you the language of the man who's going to own you."

"I've learned that survival looks different than I thought it would." I held his gaze. "I spent three weeks watching every hand in the room, waiting for the moment someone decided I was more trouble than I was worth. You're offering me a future. It's not the future I would have chosen, but it's a future. I'd be a fool to waste it."

He kissed me then, soft and slow, and I felt something crack open in my chest — that same something that had cracked when he'd held me after sex, when he'd told me he wanted to be the one I showed myself to. It was hope, I realized. Stupid, dangerous hope that maybe this man wasn't just selling me to the highest bidder. Maybe he actually cared about what happened to me.

He pulled back, and his eyes were bright. "Then we begin tomorrow. I'll have my assistant arrange for a Russian tutor, and we'll start with the basics. By the time we're done, you'll be able to hold a conversation, serve a meal, and charm a minister."

"And his wife?"

"You'll learn to charm her too." He smiled, and it was the first real smile I'd seen from him — not the collector's satisfaction, but something warmer. "She's a lonely woman, Isabella. She married a powerful man who's too busy to love her, and she's spent her life in the shadow of his ambition. You'll be her companion, her confidante, her friend. You'll give her the attention her husband can't."

"And if she doesn't like me?"

"Then you'll learn to make her like you." He said it simply, like it was a foregone conclusion. "You have a gift, Isabella. You make people want to be near you. You did it with me, in the brothel — you made me want to know you, not just own you. You'll do the same with her."

I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe that I could charm a lonely Russian wife, bear a minister's children, and find some version of happiness in a gilded cage on the other side of the world.

But I'd been a man once. I'd been Carter, with a life and a name and a future that had nothing to do with any of this. And somewhere deep inside me, that man was still watching, calculating, waiting for the moment when this new life would shatter and I'd have to fight my way out.

"Show me the city," I said, surprising myself again. "Show me Milan. Show me the gallery, the house, the world you're going to send me away from."

Luca's eyebrows rose. "Now?"

"Now." I slid off the bed, the sheet pooling at my feet, and reached for the robe he'd discarded. "I want to see what I'm leaving behind before I learn to love what's waiting for me."

He watched me for a moment, something unreadable moving behind his eyes. Then he stood and held out his hand. "Come, then. I'll show you the world I'm giving you — before I send you away from it."

I took his hand, and the collar pressed warm against my throat as I followed him out of the bedroom and into the corridor beyond.

The house was larger than I'd imagined. The photographs he'd shown me in the brothel hadn't captured the scale of it — the high ceilings, the marble floors, the walls lined with paintings that must have been worth more than everything I'd owned in my previous life. Luca led me through a series of rooms, each one more beautiful than the last, and I felt the weight of his world pressing down on me.

"This is the gallery," he said, pushing open a set of double doors. "Where I display the pieces I'm most proud of."

I stepped inside and stopped.

The room was vast, lit by skylights that let in the grey Milan afternoon. The walls were hung with paintings — portraits, mostly, of women in various states of dress and undress. They were beautiful, each one, rendered with the same careful attention I'd seen in Luca's sketches of me. But there was something wrong with them, something I couldn't quite name.

They were all the same.

Not the same face, not the same body — but the same expression, the same tilt of the head, the same look in their eyes. It was a look I recognized, because I'd seen it in the mirror for the past three weeks.

It was the look of a woman who had learned to accept her cage.

I walked slowly down the line of portraits, stopping in front of each one. There was a redhead with freckles and a defiant chin. A brunette with dark eyes and a full mouth. A blonde with a face like a Renaissance madonna. Each one beautiful, each one painted with love and care — and each one wearing the same gold collar I wore now.

"They're all yours," I said. It wasn't a question.

"They were." Luca's voice was quiet behind me. "You're right — they were all mine. For a time."

"Where are they now?"

He was silent for a moment. Then he said, "Placed."

The word landed like a stone. Placed. Like paintings. Like furniture. Like women who had been trained and shaped and sold to the highest bidder.

I stopped in front of the last portrait — a woman with dark hair and green eyes, her hand resting on a globe, a faint smile on her lips. She looked different from the others. Not broken, not resigned. There was something alive in her face, something that hadn't been trained out of her.

"Who was she?" I asked.

"Her name was Anya. She was my first." He came to stand beside me, his shoulder brushing mine. "I found her in a brothel in Prague, just like I found you. She was brilliant — spoke five languages, could play the piano, had a mind like a steel trap. I trained her for a year, and then I placed her with a diplomat in Vienna."

"Is she happy?"

"I believe so. She writes to me sometimes." He paused. "She's had two children. The diplomat adores her."

I looked at the portrait, at the alive thing in Anya's eyes. "And the others?"

"Some are happy. Some are not. I try to place them well, but I can't control everything." He turned to face me, and his hazel eyes were steady on mine. "I'm not a good man, Isabella. I've done things I'm not proud of, made choices I regret. But I've never placed a woman somewhere she'd be hurt. I've never sold a woman to a man who would break her. I choose my clients carefully, and I make sure my women are cared for."

"Your women."

"Yes." He didn't flinch. "My women. The ones I've shaped and trained and placed. They're mine, even after I send them away. They're a part of my legacy, the thing I'll leave behind when I'm gone."

I looked back at the portraits, at the row of women who had worn this collar before me, and I felt something cold settle in my chest. Not fear. Not anger. Something closer to grief.

"You're going to paint me, aren't you?" I asked. "Hang me on this wall with the others. A portrait of a woman you trained and sold."

"Yes."

"And when I'm in Russia, bearing a minister's children, you'll look at my face and remember the night you bought me."

"Yes."

I turned to face him, and I let him see what I was feeling — the grief, the anger, the strange, stubborn hope that I couldn't quite kill. "Then make it beautiful," I said. "Make it the most beautiful painting you've ever made. Because if I'm going to be remembered as one of your women, I want to be the one you're proudest of."

Something shifted in his face — surprise, maybe, or the first stirrings of something that looked like respect. "I will," he said. "I promise you, Isabella. I will make you immortal."

I didn't know if that was a promise or a threat. But standing in that gallery, surrounded by the ghosts of the women who had come before me, I felt the collar press against my throat like a second heartbeat.

And for the first time since I'd been remade, I felt like I was exactly where I was supposed to be.

I reached out and touched the painted curve of Anya's cheek. The canvas was smooth under my fingertips, the oil paint raised in tiny ridges where Luca's brush had lingered. Her green eyes stared past me, that alive thing in them I couldn't quite name—not defiance, not resignation. Something in between.

"Did she love him?" I asked. "The diplomat. Did Anya love him, or did she just learn to?"

Behind me, the gallery was silent. The grey Milan afternoon fell through the skylights in long pale sheets, and I could hear my own breathing, the soft rustle of the silk robe against my skin. Luca didn't answer right away, and I didn't turn around. I kept my fingers on Anya's face, tracing the line of her jaw the way I'd traced my own portrait earlier, looking for something I couldn't name.

"I don't know," he said finally.

I turned then. He was standing a few feet back, his hands in the pockets of his robe, his hazel eyes fixed on me with that patient, assessing look I'd come to know. Not cold. Not warm. Just watching, the way he watched a painting he was deciding whether to buy.

"You don't know," I repeated. "You trained her. You shaped her. You placed her with a man in Vienna. And you don't know if she loved him."

"I know she learned to want what she was given." He said it simply, like it was a fact of physics, like gravity or the way light fell through a window. "Whether that's love—" He shrugged, a small elegant movement of his shoulders. "I've never been sure the difference matters."

The words landed in my chest and sat there, heavy and strange. I looked back at Anya's portrait, at the faint smile on her lips, the hand resting on the globe like she owned the world instead of the other way around.

"It matters," I said. "It has to matter. Otherwise what's the point of any of it?"

"The point is survival." He moved closer, his footsteps soft on the polished floor. "The point is that she's alive, and she's safe, and she's never going to have to watch every hand in the room again. Whether she loves him—whether she loves anything—that's a luxury, tesoro. A luxury she can afford because I placed her well."

I pulled my hand back from the canvas and wrapped my arms around myself. The robe was thin, champagne silk, and the gallery was cold. "And the others?"

"What about them?"

"You said some are happy and some are not." I moved down the line of portraits, past the redhead with the defiant chin, the brunette with the full mouth, the blonde like a Renaissance madonna. "Which ones were happy? Which ones learned to want what they were given?"

Luca was quiet for a long moment. I stopped in front of a portrait of a woman with dark skin and sharp cheekbones, her hair cropped short, her eyes holding the camera—or the painter—with a directness that felt almost challenging.

"Her name was Sasha," Luca said. "She was a dancer in Budapest. I placed her with a banker in Zurich." He paused. "She ran away after six months. I don't know where she is now."

I looked at Sasha's face, at the challenge in her eyes, and I felt something twist in my chest. "You don't know?"

"She didn't want to be found." He said it without inflection, without judgment. "I placed her well. I trained her well. But she didn't want what I gave her. She wanted something else—something I couldn't give her."

"What did she want?"

"Freedom." He said the word like it was a foreign object, something he'd picked up and examined and set back down. "She wanted to choose her own life. I couldn't give her that. No one can give anyone that. It has to be taken."

I looked back at Sasha's portrait, at the directness in her eyes, and I felt the collar press against my throat. It was warm, familiar now, a weight I'd stopped noticing until moments like this, when it reminded me it was there.

"Is that what you want?" Luca asked. "Freedom?"

The question hung in the air between us. I could feel him watching me, that patient assessing gaze, waiting for my answer the way he'd waited for me to say yes to the collar, the way he'd waited for me to ask him to fuck me.

"I don't know what I want," I said, and it was the truth. "I used to think I did. When I was Carter, I thought I wanted a life where no one could tell me what to do. I thought I wanted to be my own man." I laughed, a small bitter sound. "Look at me now."

"You're not Carter anymore."

"No." I turned to face him. "I'm not. I'm Isabella. I'm your property. I'm being trained for a man in Russia who wants me to bear his children and serve his wife. And the strangest thing is—" I stopped, the words catching in my throat.

"What?"

"The strangest thing is that I'm starting to want it." I met his eyes, let him see the truth of it. "I spent three weeks in that brothel being used by men who took what they wanted and left. I learned to smile when I wanted to scream, to spread my legs when I wanted to run, to be whatever they needed me to be just to survive. And then you came along, and you looked at me like I was something precious, and you bought me, and you brought me here, and you told me I was going to be shaped and trained and placed—and I should hate you for it. I should be trying to find a way out. I should be planning my escape."

"But you're not."

"No." I shook my head slowly. "I'm not. Because for the first time in my life, someone is telling me exactly what they want from me. No games, no secrets, no waiting for the other shoe to drop. You want me to learn Russian and serve a minister and bear his children. You've told me that plainly. And there's something—" I searched for the word. "There's something almost restful about it. Knowing exactly what's expected of me."

Luca was quiet for a long moment. The gallery was silent around us, the portraits watching with their painted eyes, the grey light falling in sheets from the skylights above.

"That's what I do," he said finally. "I give women like you a shape. A purpose. A reason to get up in the morning that isn't just survival." He moved closer, close enough that I could feel the warmth of him, the faint smell of his cologne—citrus and something darker, something like woodsmoke. "You've been surviving your whole life, Isabella. Running from one threat to the next, adapting, changing, becoming whatever you needed to be to stay alive. But survival isn't living. It's just not dying."

"And you're going to teach me to live?"

"I'm going to teach you to want." His hand came up to cup my jaw, his thumb brushing the corner of my mouth. "To want a life, a purpose, a man who will protect you with everything he has. To want to be shaped, because the shape I give you will be better than the shapeless thing you've been running from."

I looked at him, at the hunger in his hazel eyes that he couldn't quite hide, and I felt something shift in my chest. Not fear. Not anger. Something closer to surrender—the same surrender I'd felt when he'd pushed inside me, when he'd told me I was meant to be owned.

"And if I learn to want it," I said slowly, "if I learn to want him—what happens to me?"

"You go to Russia. You serve Dmitri and his wife. You bear his children and raise them to be strong Russians, loyal to their father above all." He said it simply, like he was describing the plot of a book he'd read a hundred times. "And you live a life that most women in your position could only dream of. You'll have a home, a purpose, a man who will protect you. You'll never have to wonder where your next meal is coming from, or whether the man who's using you tonight will be kind or cruel."

"And you?" I asked. "What do you get out of it?"

His mouth curved into something that wasn't quite a smile. "I get the satisfaction of knowing I placed you well. I get a painting that will hang on my wall and remind me of the woman I shaped. And I get paid—generously, as I said."

"You sell us." I said it flat, without accusation. "You train us and shape us and sell us, and you keep our portraits to remember us by."

"Yes." He didn't flinch. "That's exactly what I do."

I looked at him, at the steel beneath the polish that he'd finally let me see, and I should have been afraid. I should have been planning my escape, finding a way to run, to fight, to claw my way out of this gilded cage before he could ship me off to Russia.

But I wasn't.

I was standing in a gallery full of portraits of women who had worn my collar before me, and I was feeling something I hadn't felt since the Don had remade me into this body.

I was feeling seen.

"Show me more," I said. "Show me the rest of the house. Show me the life I'm going to leave behind."

Luca studied me for a moment, something unreadable moving behind his eyes. Then he nodded and held out his hand. "Come, then."

I took his hand, and the collar pressed warm against my throat as he led me out of the gallery and back into the corridor beyond.

The rest of the house was as beautiful as the gallery—high ceilings, marble floors, walls lined with paintings and photographs and objects that must have been worth more than everything I'd owned in my previous life. Luca led me through a library with shelves that reached the ceiling, a dining room with a table that could seat twenty, a study with a desk the size of a small car and a window that looked out over a garden I could smell even from inside—roses and something green, something alive.

"This is where I work," he said, gesturing at the desk. "Where I correspond with my clients, arrange my acquisitions, manage my gallery." He picked up a letter opener from the desk—a thin silver blade with a handle shaped like a serpent—and turned it over in his hands. "Where I plan the futures of women like you."

I watched him hold the blade, the way his fingers moved over it with the same deliberate care he used for everything, and I felt something cold settle in my stomach.

"Can I see it?" I asked. "The letter opener."

He looked at me for a moment, then held it out. I took it from him, felt the weight of it in my palm, the cool silver against my skin. The serpent's head was finely detailed, scales etched with tiny strokes, eyes that caught the light.

"It's beautiful," I said.

"It was my father's. He was a collector too—not of women, but of beautiful objects. He taught me to appreciate the craftsmanship in things, the care that goes into making something worth keeping."

I turned the blade over in my hands, feeling the edge, the balance. It was sharp—sharp enough to cut, sharp enough to kill, if you knew how to use it.

"Did he teach you to collect women too?" I asked.

Luca was quiet for a moment. "No. That I learned on my own."

I set the letter opener back on the desk, carefully, precisely, the way he'd held it. "Show me the garden," I said. "I want to see the roses."

He led me through a set of French doors and out into the garden, and the smell hit me immediately—roses, yes, but also jasmine and lavender and something else, something green and growing. The garden was enclosed by high stone walls, and in the center was a fountain with a stone nymph pouring water from a jug, the sound of it a constant soft murmur.

"This is where I come to think," Luca said, leading me along a gravel path. "When I need to clear my head, when I need to make a decision." He stopped in front of a rose bush heavy with blooms, deep red and velvet-soft. "I planted these myself. The roses, the lavender, the jasmine. It's the one thing I do that doesn't involve buying or selling or shaping."

I reached out and touched a rose, felt the petals cool and soft against my fingertips. The collar pressed against my throat, warm and familiar, and I thought about the women in the gallery, the ones who had worn this collar before me, the ones who had been shaped and trained and placed.

"What happened to Anya?" I asked. "Really. Not the story you tell yourself—what actually happened to her?"

Luca was quiet for a long moment. The fountain murmured, the roses rustled in the breeze, and I watched his face, saw the calculation move behind his eyes, the careful weighing of what to tell me and what to hold back.

"She loved him," he said finally. "I believe she did. She wrote to me for years—letters full of small details, the way he took his coffee, the way he laughed at her jokes, the way he held her hand when they walked through the city." He paused. "She had two children. A boy and a girl. She named the boy after me."

I felt something crack open in my chest. "She named her son after you?"

"She said I gave her the life she'd always wanted." He met my eyes, and there was something raw in his face, something I hadn't seen before. "She said she'd never have found it on her own. She said I'd saved her."

I looked away, at the roses, at the fountain, at the stone walls that enclosed us. "And Sasha?"

"Sasha is free." He said it without judgment, without rancor. "Wherever she is, whatever she's doing, she's free. She chose that. She took it."

"And the others?"

"Some are happy. Some are not. Some learned to want what they were given. Some never did." He reached out and touched my face, his thumb brushing my cheekbone. "You're the first one I've ever told the truth to. Do you know why?"

I shook my head, unable to speak.

"Because you asked." His eyes were steady on mine. "You asked what happened to Anya. You asked if she loved him. You asked what I get out of it. No one's ever asked me those questions before. They were too busy being afraid, or being grateful, or being angry to see me as anything but their captor or their savior."

"What are you?" I asked. "If you're not my captor and you're not my savior—what are you?"

He was quiet for a long moment. The fountain murmured, the roses rustled, and I watched the calculation move behind his eyes, the careful weighing of what to tell me and what to hold back.

"I'm the man who's going to make sure you survive," he said finally. "Whether you love me or hate me for it, whether you go to Russia willingly or dragging your feet—I'm going to make sure you survive. That's my craft. That's what I do. I take women who are drowning and I teach them to swim."

"And then I sell them to the highest bidder."

"And then I sell them to the highest bidder." He didn't flinch. "But I make sure the bidder is someone who won't drown them."

I looked at him, at the steel beneath the polish, at the collector's hunger and the strange, unexpected tenderness that lived beside it, and I felt something settle in my chest. Not resignation. Not hope. Something in between.

"Teach me to swim," I said. "Teach me Russian. Teach me how to serve. Teach me how to want what I'm given." I paused. "And if I learn to love the man in Russia—if I learn to love him the way Anya loved her diplomat—promise me you'll tell me the truth about it. Promise you won't let me believe it's something it isn't."

Luca studied me for a long moment. Then he reached into his pocket and pulled out the leather notebook, the one he'd carried in the brothel, the one with my sketch in it. He opened it to a blank page and took out a pen, and I watched him write something, his hand moving in quick sure strokes.

When he was done, he tore the page out and folded it, then held it out to me.

"What is it?" I asked.

"A promise." He pressed the paper into my palm. "Read it when you're in Russia. When you're wondering if what you feel for him is real, or if I shaped it into you. Read it, and you'll know the truth."

I looked at the folded paper in my hand, felt its weight, and I felt the collar press against my throat like a second heartbeat.

"And if I don't want to wait until Russia?" I asked.

"Then read it now." His voice was quiet, careful. "But I think you already know what it says."

I unfolded the paper. The ink was dark, the handwriting precise, each letter formed with the same deliberate care he used for everything.

It said: You were never meant to be saved. You were meant to be met.

I read it twice, three times, and I felt something crack open in my chest—that same something that had cracked when he'd held me after sex, when he'd fastened the collar around my throat, when he'd told me he wanted to be the one I showed myself to.

"I don't know what that means," I said, and my voice came out strange, thick.

"You will." He closed the notebook and tucked it back into his pocket. "When you're in Russia, when you're learning to love a man who owns you, when you're wondering if any of it is real—you'll understand."

I folded the paper carefully, precisely, the way he'd held the letter opener, and I tucked it into the pocket of my robe, next to my heart.

"Show me the rest of the garden," I said. "Show me everything."

He took my hand, and I followed him down the gravel path, past the roses and the lavender and the jasmine, past the fountain with its stone nymph, past the high stone walls that enclosed us. And I felt the collar press against my throat, warm and familiar, and I thought about Anya and Sasha and all the other women who had worn this collar before me.

I thought about the folded paper in my pocket, the promise I didn't understand yet.

And I thought about the man in Russia, Dmitri Volkov, who was waiting for me to be shaped and trained and placed in his home, to serve his wife and bear his children and learn to want what I was given.

I didn't know if I would love him. I didn't know if I would learn to want him. But standing in that garden, with the roses blooming around me and the collar warm against my throat, I felt something I hadn't felt in a long time.

I felt ready.

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