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Chapter 12
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Chapter 12

Christian steps onto the rooftop bar, the Miami skyline glowing behind him, and the two Colombian women rise from their seats with practiced smiles. The taller one, Valentina, touches his arm before he's even sat down, her nails painted red, her perfume heavy and sweet. Jeff is already grinning, a drink in hand, his other arm around the shorter woman's waist. Christian orders a whiskey, feels his phone buzz in his pocket—Sofia's name on the screen—and he silences it without looking, the guilt a dull ache beneath the thrill of new attention. Jeff was already so clingy with the girl, holding hands, squeezing butts. Christian was stunned when the girl with him started touching his dick. After the dinner, they went ot Jeff's apartment. They had immense sex, and the girls were so hornier they wanted double penetration, and the fuckboys obliged. While Christian was getting a blowjob, Sofia called him. He picked up the call and promised to call her the next morning. Sofia doubted something, he thought. Then he and Jeff ravished the girls until 3 in the morning in both holes. Christian and Jeff had an amazing time indeed. "The sex part should include every detail."

Christian stepped off the elevator onto the rooftop bar, and the Miami skyline hit him like a photograph—all gold and blue and the distant pulse of city lights smearing into the salt-thick dark. The air moved across his skin, warm and wet, carrying coconut oil and grilled fish and the low thrum of conversation from a dozen tables. He adjusted the cuff of his linen jacket, felt the weight of his phone in his pocket, and spotted Jeff before he spotted the women.

Jeff was already grinning, that wide predatory grin that meant he was three drinks in and feeling invincible. He sat at a corner table with a woman tucked under his arm, his hand loose on her hip, her body turned toward him like a plant toward the sun. The other woman rose as Christian approached—tall, dark hair falling in deliberate waves past her shoulders, nails painted the color of a fresh wound.

"Christian," Jeff said, and the name came out stretched, pleased. "This is Valentina. And this—" he squeezed the shorter woman's waist, "—this is Camila."

Valentina extended her hand before Christian had fully reached the table. Her fingers brushed his wrist before finding his palm, a touch that said she knew exactly what she was doing. "Jeff told us so much about you." Her accent was soft, the vowels carrying the shape of Bogotá. "I wasn't sure I believed him."

"Believe half," Christian said, and pulled out the chair across from her. "He exaggerates when he's showing off."

Jeff laughed, loud and easy. "I don't need to exaggerate. The man's a legend. Ask anyone."

Christian ordered a whiskey, neat, and felt the familiar rhythm settle into his bones—the low pleasant hum of a night that could go anywhere, the first sip burning clean, the woman across from him watching his mouth as he drank. Valentina's knee brushed his under the table, and she didn't pull it away.

His phone buzzed in his pocket.

He knew it was Sofia before he looked. The weight of her name on the screen was a physical thing, a stone settling in his chest. He pulled the phone out just enough to see the notification—her name, no message preview—and pressed the side button. The screen went dark.

He slid the phone back into his pocket without reading it.

"Everything okay?" Valentina asked. Her hand found his forearm, light, testing.

"Fine." He picked up his whiskey. "Business."

Jeff's eyes flickered to him—just a moment, just a glance that said he'd noticed—but Jeff said nothing. Instead, he turned back to Camila, his hand sliding from her hip to her thigh beneath the table, and murmured something that made her laugh, a low breathy sound that carried across the rooftop.

Christian watched them for a second. Jeff was already deep in it, his body angled toward Camila like she was the only woman on the roof, his free hand playing with the hem of her dress where it rode up her thigh. There was something almost performative about it—the way he touched her, the way he laughed, the way he made sure everyone saw him wanting her. But Christian had known Jeff long enough to recognize the real thing underneath. Jeff wasn't performing. He was hungry. The hunger was the only thing that felt familiar.

"So," Valentina said, and her voice pulled him back. "Jeff says you're the quiet one."

"Jeff talks too much."

"He talks enough. But I wanted to see for myself." She leaned forward, her elbow on the table, her chin resting on her hand. The neckline of her dress dipped, revealing the curve of her breasts, the shadow between them. "So far, I'm not disappointed."

Christian felt the old machinery engage—the smile that wasn't quite a smile, the slow, deliberate scan of her face before he let his gaze drop to her mouth. "Give it time. I might disappoint you yet."

"I doubt that."

Her hand found his thigh under the table. Not testing this time. Claiming.

His phone buzzed again. He didn't reach for it.

The dinner arrived—ceviche and grilled octopus and a bottle of white wine that Valentina ordered without consulting the menu. She poured his glass first, then hers, and the conversation drifted through the familiar topography of a first meeting: what do you do, how long have you been in Miami, have you ever been to Colombia? Christian answered in half-sentences, let her fill the silences, watched the way her lips moved around the rim of her glass. She was beautiful. She knew it. She used it like a tool.

Under the table, her hand moved higher on his thigh.

Jeff was oblivious, or pretending to be. Camila had shifted onto his lap at some point during the meal, her arms around his neck, her mouth close to his ear. He was whispering something to her, his hands gripping her waist, and she was giggling, arching her back, pressing herself against him.

Christian forced himself to look at Valentina. Forced himself to focus on the shape of her jaw, the weight of her hand on his leg, the way her tongue touched her bottom lip when she smiled. It was good. She was good. Any other night, he would have been fully present, fully hungry, fully ready to take her back to his apartment and spend the rest of the night proving exactly how legendary Jeff's stories were.

But his phone was in his pocket, dark and silent, and Sofia's name was still glowing behind his eyelids.

He pushed the thought down. He was good at pushing things down.

"Another drink?" Valentina asked. Her hand squeezed his thigh, a slow possessive press.

"I'm good." He finished his whiskey and set the glass down. "But I could be convinced to continue this somewhere more comfortable."

Valentina's smile widened. She looked at Jeff, who was now openly kissing Camila's neck, her head thrown back, her fingers tangled in his sandy hair. "I think your friend is already convinced."

Christian looked at Jeff—really looked—and saw the hunger written across his face. The way his hands moved over Camila's body like he was memorizing her, like he needed her skin under his fingers to remind himself he was still alive. There was something desperate in it, something Christian recognized because he felt it too, buried under the whiskey and the cologne and the practiced calm.

"Jeff." Christian's voice cut through. "You ready?"

Jeff pulled his mouth away from Camila's neck, his eyes glazed, his grin lazy. "Born ready, brother. Your place or mine?"

"Yours is closer."

"Mine it is." Jeff stood, pulling Camila up with him, his hand finding hers like they'd been together for years. "Valentina, you coming?"

Valentina rose slowly, deliberately, her hand trailing up Christian's chest as she stood. "I'm coming."

The car ride was short, the windows down, the salt air washing over them as they crossed the causeway. Camila sat in Jeff's lap in the back seat, her dress hiked up, his hands under the fabric. Valentina sat beside Christian in the front, her fingers interlaced with his on the center console, her thumb tracing slow circles on his knuckles.

His phone buzzed again. He didn't look. He felt the vibration through his thigh, a small insistent pulse he ignored the way he'd ignored a dozen other women's messages on a dozen other nights. It meant nothing. It was just a notification. It was just Sofia, wondering why he hadn't answered.

He'd call her in the morning. He'd make something up. He'd smooth it over the way he always smoothed things over.

The penthouse elevator opened into Jeff's living room, the same glass walls and white furniture, and the same view of the city sprawling beneath them. Camila kicked off her heels before she was through the door, turning to face Jeff with a look that said she wasn't interested in small talk. Jeff met it with both hands, pulling her into him, kissing her hard enough that Christian heard the sound of it across the room.

Valentina stepped closer to Christian, her hand finding his chest. "You want a drink?" she asked, but her voice was low, her eyes already dark.

"No." He didn't want a drink. He wanted to stop thinking. He wanted to stop feeling his phone in his pocket. He wanted to lose himself in the familiar rhythm of a body that didn't ask questions.

He kissed her.

She tasted like wine and salt and the expensive gloss on her lips. Her hands found the back of his neck, pulling him deeper, and he let himself fall into it—the slick heat of her mouth, the press of her body against his, the way she moaned when his hands found her waist and pulled her hips against him.

Across the room, Camila was already naked, her dress pooled at her feet, Jeff's mouth on her breast. The sounds she made were loud, unashamed, filling the open space like music. Valentina pulled away from Christian's mouth, her breath hot on his ear.

"Take me to a bedroom."

He didn't make it to a bedroom. He pressed her against the wall just outside the living room, one hand on her hip, the other fumbling with the zipper of her dress. It fell open, and she stepped out of it, her body golden in the dim light, her nipples already hard, her thighs already slick.

She reached for his belt, unbuckled it with practiced ease, and dropped to her knees before he could register the movement.

Her mouth was hot and wet and skilled, her tongue tracing the length of him before she took him deep, her throat relaxing around the head of his cock. Christian leaned his head back against the wall, his fingers finding her hair, holding her there as she worked him with her mouth, her hands gripping his thighs, her eyes—dark and hungry—looking up at him.

His phone buzzed in his jacket pocket, draped over a chair somewhere behind him. He didn't hear it. He was already somewhere else, lost in the rhythm of her mouth, the wet sound of her breathing, the distant noise of Jeff and Camila from the next room.

Valentina pulled off him, her mouth wet, her chin slick. "Not yet," she said, and stood. "I want you inside me."

She led him to the nearest bedroom, a guest room with a king bed and white sheets and a view of the pool below. She pushed him onto the bed, climbed on top of him, and guided him into her with a single slow motion that made them both gasp.

She was tight, hot, her body gripping him like she'd been waiting for this. She rode him with her hands on his chest, her head thrown back, her hair swinging across her shoulders. Christian watched her—the arch of her throat, the way her breasts moved, the concentration on her face—and tried to feel something. Tried to feel the hunger he'd felt a hundred times before, the desperate need that made every encounter feel like the most important thing in the world.

It was there, somewhere. Muted. Buried under the weight of a phone he'd silenced.

He flipped her onto her back, drove into her harder, and the sound she made—a sharp surprised cry—pulled him back into his body. Her nails raked down his back, her legs wrapped around his waist, and for a few minutes, he forgot everything except the heat between them, the friction, the wet sound of their bodies meeting, the way she said his name like a prayer.

She came with her back arched, her mouth open, her fingers digging into his shoulders. He felt her clench around him, felt the tremor run through her body, and the sensation pulled him close to the edge—but he held back, pulled out before he could fall, his cock slick and aching.

"Not yet," he said, echoing her words from earlier. The corner of his mouth lifted. "I want to taste you."

Her eyes widened, and then she was pulling him down, guiding his mouth between her thighs, her fingers in his hair, her breath coming in short, desperate gasps. He took his time. He made her moan. He made her beg. He made her come again, his name on her lips, her body trembling under his hands.

His phone rang. He heard it this time—a sharp, insistent buzz from the living room, muffled by the jacket. He ignored it. He was already moving up her body, his mouth finding hers, letting her taste herself on his lips.

She kissed him deep, her legs wrapping around him again. "I want you to fill me," she whispered. "I want to feel you."

He didn't answer. He pushed into her, slow, deep, and the noise she made was almost enough to drown out the ringing phone.

From the other room, he heard Camila's voice, high and breathless: "Jeff, yes, right there—" and then a sharp laugh, and then the sounds of bodies shifting, repositioning.

Christian fucked Valentina through two more orgasms, her body writhing under his, her nails leaving red lines across his chest, her teeth finding his shoulder. He was close again, the pressure building at the base of his spine, the familiar wave cresting—and then his phone rang again, and he heard it, and the wave broke differently.

He pulled out, breathing hard, and reached for his phone on instinct before he even knew what he was doing. The screen glowed with Sofia's name. His thumb hovered over the decline button.

He answered instead.

"Hey." His voice was rough, breathless. He cleared his throat. "Hey, sorry, I was in a meeting."

Valentina watched him from the bed, her legs still open, her chest still heaving, her expression unreadable. He turned away from her, walked to the window, looked out at the dark water of the bay.

"You didn't answer before." Sofia's voice was small, uncertain. "I just wanted to say goodnight."

"I know. I'm sorry. I was—" He stopped. The lie sat heavy on his tongue. "It was a long meeting. I'm just getting back to my apartment now."

"Oh." A pause. "Okay. I'll let you sleep, then."

"Sofia." He said her name and felt something twist in his chest. "I'll call you in the morning. First thing. I promise."

"Okay." She didn't sound convinced. "Goodnight, Christian."

"Goodnight."

The line went dead.

He stared at the dark phone for a long moment, the reflection of the city lights smearing across the screen. Behind him, Valentina shifted on the bed, the sheets rustling.

"Your girlfriend?"

He didn't answer.

From the other room, Jeff's voice rang out, loud and laughing. "Christian! Get your ass in here—Camila wants to try something, and I need backup."

Valentina laughed, low and knowing. "Double penetration," she said, and the words landed like a dare. "She told me she wanted to see if you two could handle it."

Christian turned from the window. His phone was still warm in his hand. He set it on the nightstand, face down, and looked at Valentina—her dark hair spread across the pillow, her body still wet from him, her eyes glittering with anticipation.

"Handle it?" He stepped toward the door, already hard again. "Tell her to get ready."

The next room was chaos. Camila was on all fours on the bed, her ass in the air, her head down, her fingers gripping the sheets. Jeff knelt behind her, his hands on her hips, his cock slick and ready. He looked up as Christian entered, a wild grin on his face.

"You in?"

Christian didn't answer with words. He moved to the bed, positioned himself in front of Camila, and let her take him in her mouth while Jeff worked himself inside her from behind. The sensation of her mouth on his cock, combined with the rhythmic pressure of Jeff's thrusts moving her body forward, was almost too much. He gripped the headboard, his knuckles white, and let the pleasure wash over him.

Valentina joined them, her body pressed against Christian's back, her hands reaching around to cup his balls, her mouth on his shoulder. The four of them moved together in a rhythm that had no thought behind it, only instinct, only hunger, only the desperate need to feel something real.

They switched positions, swapped partners, explored every combination the geometry of their bodies allowed. Camila came twice more, once on Jeff's face, once on Christian's cock. Valentina took them both in her mouth at the same time, her eyes watering, her throat working, and the sight of it—two cocks sliding past her lips, her hands gripping their thighs—pushed Christian over the edge for real.

He came in her mouth, his hand in her hair, his body shuddering, a sound torn from his throat that might have been a word or might have been nothing at all.

Jeff came next, a low guttural groan as he emptied himself into Camila's ass, his body pressed against hers, his teeth on her shoulder.

The room went quiet except for breathing. Four bodies tangled in the sheets, slick with sweat and cum, the Miami skyline glowing through the window, the city indifferent to what had just happened inside it.

Christian lay on his back, Valentina's head on his chest, her fingers tracing idle patterns on his stomach. Camila was curled against Jeff's side, already half-asleep. Jeff's hand rested on her hip, his eyes open, staring at the ceiling.

Christian's phone was still in the other room. Face down. Silent now.

He thought about Sofia. He thought about her voice on the phone, small and uncertain, and the way she'd said goodnight like she knew he was lying. He thought about the promise he'd made to call her in the morning, and the weight of it pressed against his ribs like something solid.

Valentina shifted, her hand sliding lower. "Round two?" she murmured, her lips brushing his skin.

Christian looked at the ceiling. The hunger was there, familiar and safe. But the guilt was louder now, and it was growing.

"Not yet," he said. "Give me a minute."

Her hand stilled. She didn't push. She just lay there, her head on his chest, her breathing slowing, and waited.

Outside, the city hummed. Inside, the silence stretched. And Christian stared at the ceiling and wondered how many more nights like this it would take before he stopped feeling anything at all.

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