The break room was empty, the only sound the hum of a vending machine and the distant, rhythmic beep of a monitor from the hall. Her perfume cut through the sterile air—something like jasmine, warm and alive. A direct violation of hospital policy. Of course.
“You’re looming, Deputy.” Truenai tossed the towel onto the counter. It landed beside a half-eaten yogurt, spoon still stuck in it. “And you’re dripping on the floor.”
Wade glanced down. Rainwater darkened the shoulders of his jacket, pooled around his boots on the linoleum. He hadn’t noticed. He looked back at her. The teasing glint in her eyes was there, but beneath it, a watchfulness. She’d seen his face. She knew this wasn’t a social call.
“Viktor Kovač knows you treated his brother in the E.R. two nights ago.” Wade kept his voice low, flat. A statement of fact. “He thinks you can ID him. He’s coming for you. Tonight.”
The watchfulness in her eyes sharpened into a blade. The playful nurse vanished. Her hand went to the hip where a utility scanner would clip, a habit, finding nothing. “The gunshot wound. Police hold. No name.”
“He had a name.”
“They all have names.” She held his gaze. “What’s your plan, Deputy? Swaddle me in Kevlar and hide me in a safe house?”
“My plan is to keep you alive.” He took another step. Now the scent of her was everything. The jasmine, the clean starch of her scrubs, the faint, underlying scent of her skin. His own pulse hammered in his throat, a frantic counter-rhythm to the calm he was forcing into his voice. Protectiveness was a physical ache behind his ribs.
She didn’t retreat. She tilted her head up. “By doing what? Standing this close? Your intimidation technique needs work.”
“This isn’t a technique.” The words were out, raw, before he could stop them. He saw her breath catch, just a quick lift of her chest. His duty was a checklist: secure the witness, document the threat, follow procedure. But the fear in Anya’s voice had ignited something else in him, something that had nothing to do with procedure and everything to do with the woman standing too close, calling his bluff with every steady breath.
Her gaze dropped to his mouth, then back to his eyes. The teasing glint was gone, replaced by something darker, more curious. “Prove it.”
“Truenai.” Her name was a warning, a plea. His hand came up, not to touch her, but to brace against the counter behind her, caging her in. The worn leather of his glove was inches from her arm. His body was a live wire, every sense screaming. The heat coming off her. The rapid flutter of a pulse in her neck. The way her lips parted.
“You’re not on duty,” she whispered. It wasn’t a question. It was an excavation. She saw the civilian clothes beneath the open jacket, the lack of a patrol car outside. She saw the man, not just the badge. “You came for me.”
He stepped back. His hand came off the counter as if the laminate had burned him. The space between them flooded with the buzzing of the light, the distant wail of a code blue over the hospital PA. Cold air rushed in where his heat had been. "I came as a deputy," he said, but the words sounded hollow, even to him.
She watched him retreat, her eyes tracking the motion. A slow, knowing smile touched her lips. It didn't reach her eyes. "Liar."
Wade turned away, a hand raking through his hair. His body was a traitor. The protectiveness was one thing, a fire in his chest. This was something else, a low, insistent thrum in his gut. His cock was hard, a relentless ache confined by his jeans. He adjusted his jacket, a futile attempt to hide the truth of his body from a woman who spent her life reading vital signs.
"You think this is a game?" He faced her again, his voice grating. "Viktor Kovač doesn't send flowers. He sends men with silencers."
"I know what he sends." Her own voice had gone quiet, all tease stripped away. She looked at the empty clip on her scrubs where her ID hung during shifts. "I clocked out an hour ago. My car is in the west lot. Alone. So tell me, Deputy Dunn. If you're here as a deputy, where's your backup? Where's the cruiser? Where's the protocol?"
He had no answer. Anya's call had sent him running, not calling it in. Procedure demanded a witness protection detail, paperwork, a chain of command. He’d broken the chain the moment he heard the fear in Anya's voice and pictured Truenai's face.
"You're a liability," he said, the professional excuse tasting like ash. "A material witness."
"Material." She repeated the word, testing it. Then she moved. Not toward him, but to the small sink, turning on the tap. She washed her hands, methodical, scrubbing under her nails. The mundane act in the midst of threat was a defiance. "You stood close enough to kiss me. That's not material. That's personal."
The water shut off. She reached for a paper towel, her back to him. The damp spot on her scrubs between her shoulder blades drew his eye. He could see the tension in the line of her spine. She was scared. She was also the most compelling thing he'd seen in years.
He closed the distance again, but differently. No cage this time. He stood behind her, close enough that his breath stirred the loose hairs at her neck. He didn't touch her. "If I'm personal," he said, his voice a rough whisper by her ear, "then you're in more danger than from Viktor. Because I can't think straight when I'm around you. And thinking straight is the only thing that keeps people alive."
She went utterly still, the crumpled paper towel in her fist. Her head tilted, just slightly, exposing the column of her throat. He saw her swallow. "Then stop thinking."
It was the last push. The final undoing. Wade Dunn, a man built on duty and regret, felt the last of his resolve crumble. His hands came up and settled on her hips. Not to pull her back, just to hold. To feel the reality of her through the thin cotton. A shudder went through her, a full-body tremor that answered the one he was holding in.
Outside, the rain hammered the roof. Inside, the only sound was their breathing, out of sync, ragged. He lowered his forehead to the space between her shoulder blades. The badge in his pocket dug into his thigh. Her scent—jasmine and clean skin—filled his lungs. He was lost. He was found. The shift was absolute.
His hands on her hips were an anchor, a claim. He could feel the heat of her skin through the scrub pants, the subtle flare of her hips beneath his palms. His own body responded, a hard, aching throb that pressed against the zipper of his uniform pants. It was involuntary, undeniable. A truth his body shouted while his mind scrambled for protocol.
She didn't pull away. Instead, she leaned back, just an inch. The curve of her spine met the solid wall of his chest. The shudder he'd felt in her became a slow, deliberate roll of her hips, pressing herself against him. The proof of his arousal met the softness of her. A gasp caught in his throat.
"See?" Her voice was a whisper, strained. "Not material."
Wade's grip tightened. He could turn her around. He should step back. He did neither. He held her there, letting her feel the full, rigid length of him against the small of her back. Letting himself drown in the scent of her hair, the live-wire tension in her body. His badge was a cold, hard rectangle against his thigh, a reminder. It felt foreign. This, the heat of her, felt like the only real thing in the world.
"Truenai." Her name was a prayer and a curse. "They're coming. Tonight."
"I know."
"Then why are you—"
"Because you came alone." She finally turned in his grasp. His hands slid to the dip of her waist as she faced him. Her hazel eyes were dark, the teasing glint replaced by something raw and fearless. "You broke the rules for me. That means something. Or it means nothing. Which is it, Deputy?"
Her hands came up, not to push him away, but to settle on his chest. Her fingertips brushed the star of his badge, then moved to the hard plane of his pectoral muscle beneath the stiff uniform shirt. He felt her touch like a brand through the fabric.
His control was a thread, fraying. "It means I'm compromised." The admission was torn from him. "It means you're in danger from me, too."
A slow, dangerous smile touched her lips. "I'm a nurse, Wade. I live in the space between heartbeats. Danger is just another vital sign." Her thumb found the rapid drum of his pulse at the base of his throat. "Yours is elevated."
He was drowning in her. In the defiance, the scent, the maddening brush of her thumb. His head dipped, his forehead coming to rest against hers. Their breath mingled, hot and shared. The fluorescent light buzzed above them. Somewhere down the hall, a cart rattled. The ordinary world kept spinning, oblivious to the fault line opening up in this cracked linoleum room.
"I need to get you out of here," he murmured, his lips a whisper from hers.
"You are," she said, and closed the last fraction of an inch.
Her mouth was soft, tentative at first, a question. Then it wasn't. It was an answer. Her hands fisted in his shirt, pulling him closer as she kissed him back with a hunger that mirrored his own. It was a collision—of fear, of wanting, of days of stolen glances and charged words. His tongue swept into her mouth, tasting coffee and the unique, sweet flavor of her. A low groan rumbled in his chest.
He forgot the rain. He forgot Viktor. He forgot his name. There was only her mouth, her hands, the desperate, sliding heat of her body against the rigid proof of his need. His hips pressed forward, pinning her gently against the edge of the sink counter. The metal dug into her back, and she broke the kiss with a sharp, sweet gasp.
Her eyes were glazed, her lips swollen. She looked utterly undone. It was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. "Wade," she breathed, and the way she said it—like a surrender, like a claim—shattered him.
He kissed her again, deeper, harder. One hand came up to cradle her jaw, his thumb stroking the frantic pulse there. The other slid down, over the curve of her hip, gripping her thigh and hiking it up to wrap around his waist. The new angle brought her core flush against the straining denim of his pants. The contact was electric, blinding. She moaned into his mouth, a sound of pure, ragged need.
He could feel every stitch of his uniform against his skin, a prison of responsibility. Her heat against him through their clothes was a searing contrast. The hand on her thigh tightened, holding her there, keeping that devastating contact. His cock throbbed, painfully hard, a relentless ache that drowned out the buzzing light, the distant hospital PA.
"This is wrong," he growled against her mouth, but his hips pressed forward again, a slow, grinding roll that made her gasp.
"It doesn't feel wrong." Her voice was breathless, her fingers digging into the corded muscle of his neck. "It feels like the only right thing left."
He wanted to believe her. God, he wanted to. His duty was a cold, heavy weight in his gut, but her body was a fire burning it away. His thumb swept under the hem of her scrubs top, finding the silken skin of her waist. She shivered. The proof of her own need was a damp, hot pressure against his zipper, soaking through the layers. The scent of her arousal, sharp and intimate, cut through the antiseptic air.
His control snapped. His mouth left hers, trailing a hot, open-mouthed path down her jaw to her throat. She arched into him, a soft cry escaping her lips. He could taste salt, feel her pulse hammering under his tongue. His badge dug into the softness of her stomach, a cold, metallic reminder.
"Wade," she pleaded, her hands sliding down his chest, over his belt buckle.
The sound of his name, ragged with want, was a siren's call. His own hand moved, trembling slightly, from her waist to the front of her scrub pants. He cupped her through the fabric. Soaked. Hot. Her entire body went rigid, then melted against him with a shuddering sigh.
"See?" she whispered, her forehead against his shoulder. "Dangerous."
It was. She was a witness. A charge. And he was a deputy with his hand between her legs, his own need a blinding priority. The thought should have stopped him. It only made his fingers curl, applying a slow, deliberate pressure. She moaned, a broken, beautiful sound.
He looked at her then. Her eyes were closed, lips parted, lost in the sensation he was giving her. This was his undoing. Not Viktor, not the threat. This surrender. Her trust, given here, now, in the worst possible place. He was using it. He was taking it.
The realization was a bucket of ice water. His hand stilled. His forehead dropped to her shoulder, his breathing harsh and ragged against her neck. The weight of his badge felt like a stone. "I can't," he choked out. "Truenai, I can't."
He forced himself to step back. The loss of contact was a physical pain. Her leg slipped from his waist. She braced herself against the sink, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her gaze clouded with confusion and unmet need. The space between them was suddenly vast, charged with what he'd started and abandoned.
"You have to leave the city," he said, his voice raw. He straightened his shirt, the gesture futile. He was a mess. They both were. "Tonight. Viktor knows. My duty is to get you to safety. Not this. Never this." The words were for him as much as for her. A mantra. A vow he’d already broken.
She didn't argue. She just watched him, the haze in her eyes clearing into something sharper, colder. Her fingers, which had been gripping the sink's edge, relaxed. She smoothed her scrubs top, a simple, professional gesture that felt like a dismissal.
"Safety," she echoed, her voice flat. "Right."
She turned and picked up the coffee mug she’d left on the counter. Cold now. She poured it down the drain with a deliberate slowness, the brown liquid swirling away. "So this is you protecting me. By stopping."
Wade flinched. "It's the only way to protect you."
"From Viktor? Or from you?" She didn't look at him. She rinsed the mug, her hands steady where his still trembled. The mundane action was an accusation. "You got your warning. From your informant. And you came straight here. To warn me, or to touch me?"
He had no answer that didn't damn him. The truth was both. The truth was a knot in his throat.
She finally turned, leaning back against the counter, arms crossed. The teasing glint was gone, replaced by a weary understanding that cut deeper. "You think getting me on a bus out of town solves it. For you. Your duty box gets checked. But what about the part where you just used my fear to get your hands on me?"
"I didn't—"
"You did." She pushed off the counter and took a single step toward him, not to close the distance, but to emphasize the space. "I let you. Because I'm scared. And because for a second, you didn't look at me like a problem to be managed. You looked at me like I was real."
Rain sheeted against the break room window, distorting the city lights into watery streaks. The fluorescent buzz was the only sound for a long moment.
Wade’s hand went to his hip, to the weight of his badge, a habitual anchor. It felt tarnished. "I'll drive you. Somewhere safe. A precinct house three counties over. They'll have a room for you."
"A room," she said, almost to herself. Then she nodded, a nurse accepting a difficult prognosis. "Give me ten minutes. I need to tell charge I'm leaving. A family emergency."
She moved past him, toward the door. No lingering scent of perfume now, just antiseptic and the faint, metallic trace of rain from his coat. She paused with her hand on the doorframe, her profile outlined by the hall's harsh light.
"For the record, Deputy," she said, not turning. "That wasn't duty winning. That was you getting scared of what you actually wanted."
The door sighed shut behind her.
Wade was alone with the buzzing light and the ghost of her heat against him. He looked at his hand, the one that had cupped her. He made it into a fist, then forced it open. Empty.
He pulled out the burner phone. One new message from Anya. A single address, followed by a time: 2 AM. The warehouse district. His next move, his next piece of duty.
He stared at the address, but all he saw was Truenai’s face in the moment she melted against him. Surrendered. His undoing, walking down a hospital corridor, trusting him to follow.
He would. But not as the man who’d touched her. As the deputy assigned to her case. He put the phone away and buttoned his uniform shirt to the top, a collar suddenly tight around his throat.

