Two years to the season after the windless night, Aerion Baratheon, one-and-twenty and consort of Storm’s End, stood in the glasshouse at the blue hour with one hand flat against a young orange tree, and told it first.
He had known for a sennight by then. His body had never once in its life kept a secret from him, whatever it withheld from the world — he had known Maegor by a craving and Visenya by a temper and the lost third by a dread — and he knew this one the way he knew weather coming: by the change in his own light. But knowing and saying are different countries with a hard border between them, and for seven days Aerion Baratheon had carried the knowledge the way he carried everything of value, sealed, inventoried, and shown to no one; and when the saying finally came, it did not go to his husband, or his midwife, or his gods, standing or fallen.
It went to the tree.
“You are to hear it before the realm does,” he told the forty-first tree, low, in the green breathing dark, with the black star turning slowly on its thread among the branches. “That is the new law and I have just made it. Everything of mine that matters will be told in this garden first, for as long as I keep books — and this matters, and so.” His hand left the slim trunk and came to rest, flat, sovereign, over the place below his heart where the light had changed. “There is another. Small yet. Smaller than you were. I am — “ the word cost; he paid it — “I am afraid, which I understand is traditional, and which you are to tell no one. And I am telling you first because you are the only soul on this coast who will not look at me with the face they are all about to make, and because — “ the voice went down to the register he kept for the hawk and the skull and the very small — “because you are his elder brother, and elder brothers are told things. That is how this family works. Ask Maegor. He invented it.”
The rain that came that night was soft, and even, and the household — which had learned two years since to read the glasshouse weather like scripture — knew nothing at all yet, and slept.
Wylla knew within the fortnight, because Wylla was not told things; Wylla arrived at things, the way tide arrives, on a schedule of her own keeping. She came for the monthly looking-over that Aerion had never once submitted to gracefully in five years, laid her hands on him in the old way, went still, and lifted her eyes to his; and the two of them conducted one of their long professional silences, reading each other across the terrain of his body; and what she found in his face made her old mouth do something complicated, because it was not the face of a man surprised.
“How long have you known?”
“Three weeks.”
“And you said nothing.”
“I said it where it needed saying.” He looked at her, level, the chin already climbing to war-height over a fear the height was built to hide. “You’ll tell no one, Wylla. Not yet. Not him. I’ll tell him myself, tonight — but I wanted your hands to say it first, because your hands have never lied to me, and I required — “ the sentence tightened; came out anyway, because they had bled together in one room and there was no armor left worth wearing in front of her — “I required to hear it from craft before I let myself hear it at all. So. Say it.”
Wylla of the Tor looked at the boy she had put into the world, and the man she had refused to let leave it, and said it, gravel-plain, with her hands still laid on the evidence: “You are with child, princeling. Six weeks gone, or near it, and everything my hands can reach says settled. Say the rest of your fear to your husband; my piece of it is this: I attended you last time, and I will attend you this time, and the time between has changed nothing in my craft and everything in my watching. You will be watched as no carrying on this coast was ever watched. That is not a comfort. It is a promise. Take whichever it is you need.”
He told Lyonel that night, at the sea-window, at the black hour, in the manner of a man delivering terms to a hostile power — braced, formal, the whole speech drawn up in advance: I am telling you early because you asked it of me once in a glasshouse; I am telling you plainly because we do not do the other thing anymore; you are not to hover, you are not to grieve in advance, you are not to look at me the way the household is about to look at me — he had the entire treaty drafted, article by article, and he got four words of it out — “There is a child” — before the wall did the thing that unmade all his diplomacy and every defense he had spent a sennight building.
Lyonel Baratheon, a man of thirty, laughed.
Not long. Not loudly. One great cracked involuntary shout of it, up from the foundations, both hands arriving at Aerion’s face like tide — and then the Lord of Storm’s End was weeping and grinning at the same time in the lamplight, thumbs moving over his husband’s cheekbones, saying “*good* — gods, Aerion — good” in the voice other men saved for victories; and Aerion stood in the wreckage of his own prepared terror with his treaty in ruins around him, and discovered that he had been braced for careful faces, and managed voices, and grief worn in advance like mourning bought before the death — braced for it from the whole world and armored against it — and had forgotten, entirely, to armor against joy.
“You’re not afraid,” he said. It came out almost accusing.
“I’m terrified,” said Lyonel, beaming, wet-faced, immovable. “I’ll be terrified for nine moons and I’ll do it on my own time, in the yard, at the changing of the watch, where you don’t have to carry an ounce of it — you’ll have the whole keep’s terror to wade through by Thursday; you don’t need mine in the pile. But you didn’t come to me tonight for my fear, love. You came to see if there was one person left on this coast who could hear it and be glad first.” The great thumbs stilled. The storm-blue eyes were terrible and shining and did not look away. “There is. I am. A child, Aerion. Ours. I am glad first, and afraid second, and I will hold that order until you tell me otherwise — and that is the whole of my treaty, and it has one article, and you’ve just heard it.”
The household learned within days — households always learn — and the household proved him right about the faces.
It was not that the coast was unkind. The coast was the opposite of unkind; that was the affliction. The coast had stood at its shutters through the windless season; the coast had wept into its bread when the laugh came down the eastern stair; and now the coast received the news of a fourth carrying the way a garrison receives word that the enemy sighted two years ago has been sighted again — with courage, with discipline, and with a terror so total and so lovingly concealed that it hung in every corridor like weather. The kitchen’s broth-craft mobilized on the first morning, unasked. The third watch’s dice book opened no wagers at all — Steffon Connington, now a knight and still the holder of stakes, closed the question before it could be asked, with a look that ended careers — save one private bet, entered in no book, which came to light only years later. Lord Swann’s raven of congratulation arrived a full day late and read like a letter of condolence that had been heavily revised. And the servants — the servants developed, within a fortnight, the collective habit of not looking at the consort’s middle with such rigorous unanimity that Aerion announced at table he was considering having a target painted there to give their eyes somewhere honest to rest.
No one laughed. That was the trouble. Two years ago the hall would have roared. Now eight hundred people winced in loyal unison, and Aerion Baratheon looked down the length of the terrified devotion he had somehow accrued, and understood that he was going to spend nine moons carrying two things, and only one of them was a child.
So he did what he did with all unbearable things. He converted it into law.
The household called that carrying, ever after, the ordered season — nine moons of decrees, issued from the sea-facing rooms with the full engine of the letter-opener voice, each one posted, each one absolute, each one (though only Wylla and Lyonel were permitted to understand this) a rampart built by a man who had learned in one windless night exactly how much of the world was outside his governance, and had resolved to govern every remaining inch of the rest.
Only certain servants might enter the sea-facing rooms: Marra; Wylla; the tray-girl Jonquil, elevated by name in a decree that made her weep into her apron; one groom of the chamber, Hobb, chosen after what could only be called an examination. All others petitioned Marra, who had become a border kingdom. Only certain foods were trusted, from certain hands, by certain roads: the kitchen received a written doctrine of sources — this miller, that orchard, fish from the morning boats only, nothing gifted, nothing sent, nothing new — and the cook, a formidable woman who had ruled her kitchens twenty years, read the doctrine twice and then enforced it with a zeal that suggested she had been waiting all her life for permission. Visiting lords’ gifts of delicacies were received with full ceremony, praised in writing, and fed to the kennels. A Dornish trader’s crate of blood oranges — his favorite, and known to be — sat under guard in the yard for two days while Aerion stood at the window looking at it with naked longing, until Lyonel ate three of them in front of him as taster, pronounced himself alive, and was informed that he had never looked more beautiful.
And the lacing. The household spoke of the lacing only in whispers, because the lacing was where the law showed its wound.
He would not stop dressing. That was the first thing — the court expected the loose robes of the carrying season by the fourth moon, the soft unstructured surrender to it, and got instead the consort of Storm’s End turned out daily in full figure, stays and structure and silver thread, immaculate, armored, shaped — because shape was governance, and governance was the rampart, and he had surrendered his silhouette to three carryings and an entire grief and would be damned before he surrendered it to fear. But no dresser’s hands were permitted the laces. Not even Marra’s — Marra, who had dressed him since the Red Keep, who was inside every other wall he had — was gently, absolutely barred from that one office; and every morning of the ordered season, the Lord Paramount of the Stormlands, who could crack a hearthstone with his hands, knelt or stood at his husband’s back and threaded the laces with a care the great fingers had learned on falcon-jesses, and drew them to exactly the tension Wylla’s written doctrine allowed — which was to say, barely any — and tied them off, and kissed the nape of the neck above his work, and went down to rule half a kingdom.
“Looser,” Wylla would say at the monthly looking-over, without glancing up.
“They are practically theatrical already. I look like a well-dressed harvest. I look like a granary that has been given a title. There are dowagers in this realm shaped with more conviction than—”
“Looser, lording,” to Lyonel, who was already loosening them.
“I am a silhouette in the histories, Wylla. I am the best-dressed creature in six kingdoms and the seventh only argues out of spite, and this child has been given nine moons’ free tenancy of the premises — the least it can extend its landlord is the line of the—”
“He complains,” Wylla observed to the room, “with his hand guarding it the entire time. Note that down, Marra. Looser.”
He complained bitterly, and daily, and at length, and it fooled no one, and it was understood by the whole small trusted country of the sea-facing rooms to be the sound of a man keeping his terror talkative so it could not go quiet on him — because they had all learned, two years gone, what his quiet meant. The complaints were a kindness he did them. Everyone took them as such. The stays stayed loose.
And beneath all the law, running under the ordered season like a river under winter ice, ran the watching.
He watched himself the way a magistrate watches a suspect twice acquitted. The heat — he took his own measure of it nightly, wrist to brow, and made Wylla chart it besides, and the chart ran clean, warm as any carrying and not one degree past it, moon after moon, and he did not trust the chart. The sickness came prompt and boring and tyrannical in the mornings and gone by noon, Maegor-pattern, chapter and verse, and he did not trust the pattern. The listening-horn came monthly, then — by his own decree, issued in the sixth moon in a voice that permitted no comment — weekly; and every week the sea-facing rooms held their breath while Wylla bent her head to the polished ash; and every week the small strong gallop came back out of the country below his heart, quick and regular and loud, a clerk’s hammer gone to a smith’s; and every week Aerion Baratheon received the verdict with a curt nod, as though approving a subordinate’s report, and did not begin breathing again until Wylla had packed the horn away.
The babe moved early, and moved always. That was the mercy of the ordered season, and it was enormous. From the fourth moon there was no sentry-watch to stand, because the watch stood itself — a steady, sturdy, businesslike traffic below his heart at all hours, turns and presses and small emphatic percussions, as though something in there had reviewed the family’s correspondence and resolved to file a report on the quarter-hour, forever. Lyonel’s hand found it the first time at the blue window and the wall made a sound like masonry settling. The household’s terror did not lift, but it learned to breathe around the reports.
The children were told in the fifth moon, and the children were the whole of the fifth moon’s weather.
Visenya — two, and nearing three, black-curled, in command of perhaps two hundred words and spending them like a miser prosecuting a war — received the intelligence standing, conducted the longest survey of her recorded career, first of her mother’s face and then of the guarded curve beneath his hand, and then stepped forward and pressed her small flat palm to it, deliberate, weighted, sovereign — the old office, resumed — and held it there while whatever passed along that channel passed; and then looked up, and rendered her verdict to the room in two words, in the flat carrying certainty of a magistrate whose findings had never once been overturned:
“*This one.*”
No one ever established the full text of the ruling. The household split into factions over it — this one lives, said the kitchen; this one I will keep, said the guards; this one is mine to watch, said Marra, who was probably closest. Aerion, who understood his daughter’s economies better than anyone breathing, made no ruling of his own; but from that day Visenya added the belly to her patrol rounds without fuss or announcement, one press each morning, one each night, the auditor reopening an account she had once closed — and if her mother’s eyes went bright the first three mornings of it, the household’s instruments recorded nothing, because Marra was the household’s instruments in that room, and Marra had turned to the wall.
Maegor was harder, and Maegor broke every heart in the keep, because Maegor — three, and nearing four, vast, thunderous, the herald of the coast — went quiet.
He received the news with his whole face alight, drew breath for the traditional proclamation — and stopped. Visibly. Mid-swell. The whole roaring engine of him halting on a thought that had arrived two years late and precisely on time; and the small storm-grey eyes went from his mother’s face to the place below it, and the question, when it finally came, came in the whisper he had invented once for a quiet belly, the under-the-world voice, the one that asked things too large for volume:
“Is this one made of rain?”
The sea-facing rooms went absolutely still. And Aerion Baratheon, who had drafted nine moons of law against every contingency but this one, put out one hand and drew his firstborn in against his side, and gave him the only coin the family treasury had never once debased, which was the truth.
“I don’t know, my love. That is the honest whole of it — no one knows, not even Wylla, not even me. Rain doesn’t announce itself; you know that better than anyone; you’re the coast’s own herald.” The small jaw, working; the small hand arriving, very carefully, against the curve. “But I will tell you what I know instead, and you may build on it, because it’s bedrock. One: your uncle Daeron dreamed me nine of you, and only one was made of rain, and the rain has already fallen — you tell him the news yourself, every week, a bit lower down; I’ve heard you; you have the best-informed tree in Westeros. Two: this one keeps watch like a soldier and kicks like a mule, and rain never once kicked anybody. And three—” he tipped the small chin up, and gave him the letter-opener smile, gone soft at the edge the way it went for perhaps four people alive— “*three* is that whatever this one is made of, it will need telling things. They all do. It’s very quiet in there. And there is exactly one herald on this coast with the experience for the post.”
Maegor considered the terms of the commission with enormous gravity. Then he leaned in, laid his cheek against the guarded curve with the care of a boy handling his father’s warhammer, and delivered, in the whisper reserved for bellies and trees and the underside of the world, his opening dispatch:
“It’s me. I do the news. There was ice on the cistern. Sehya cracked it. Attend.”
And the babe below Aerion’s heart — the household swore to this for a generation; Marra witnessed it and Marra did not embellish — kicked, once, firmly, directly against the herald’s cheek: received, and filed.
“*NOT rain,*” Maegor announced to the keep at large, at full proclamation volume, rocketing off toward the yard to inform the guard. “THIS ONE ANSWERS.”
The dream came on the last night of the ordered season, though no one, including the dreamer, knew yet that the season had ended.
He had never been a dreamer. That was the family irony, and he had dined out on it for years: the blood of the dragon ran to dreams the way other lines ran to gout, and it had skipped him clean — Daeron got the dreams and the wine to drown them, and Aerion got the fire and the ledgers, and he had long held this to be the better half of the inheritance, because a man cannot be ambushed by his own sleep. His sleep had been furniture all his life. He lay down in it and got up out of it and nothing was ever moved.
On the last night of the ordered season, Aerion Baratheon lay down beside his husband with the babe drumming its evening watch below his heart, and closed his eyes in the sea-facing rooms, and opened them in a hall.
He knew it at once. That was the first strangeness — he had never seen it, and he knew it, the way you know a house from a letter written inside it: the long firelit hall of years, out of a drunkard’s wedding-babble five years gone, the hall his brother walked when the wine let the dreams in. Fires burned down the length of it in hearths that cast no smoke. The ceiling went up into a dark that had weather in it. And down both sides, in high seats black as dragonglass, sat the line — he did not look at them directly; some instinct older than courtesy forbade it — crowned and uncrowned, silver-haired, generations of them, the conquerors and the confessors and the mad, each seat with its own small climate, heat shimmering off one, frost feathering the arms of another; and none of them moved, and all of them were aware of him, the way a hall of portraits is aware, and he walked.
His feet made no sound. His hand, he found, was where it lived now, flat over the high curve of the carrying — the babe utterly still for the first time in five moons, not absent, attending — and he walked down the firelit years past seat after seat, and did not look, and did not look —
— and stopped, because between two of the seats, in a gap where a seat should have been and was not, a small rain was falling.
It fell from nowhere onto nothing — a column of fine bright rain, no wider than a child, falling with a sound like a hand on a sleeping head, glad and soft and entirely out of place in that hall of fires — and as Aerion stopped before it, the rain leaned. Toward him. The way a small thing leans out of a nurse’s arms toward a known face; the whole slight silver column of it bending gently out of true in his direction, glittering in the firelight, and holding there.
Aerion Baratheon stood in the hall of his ancestors with both hands over his belly and his heart going to pieces with perfect calm, the way ice goes off a roof.
“Hello, my love,” he said, in the voice for the hawk and the skull and the very small. “You’ve grown.”
The rain glittered. Down the hall, a voice — young, cool, precise as a blade being laid on velvet — said:
“It does that when you pass. It has been doing it since you entered. The hall finds it undignified and the hall may lodge its objections with me.”
He was sitting some ten seats down, in the shadows past the rain, and he did not rise: a young man in black, silver-haired, one long leg crossed over the other with a swordsman’s insolent economy — younger than Aerion, that was the second strangeness, twenty at the most, with a face that stopped Aerion’s breath in his chest because it was, allowing for the years and the temper, his own — the same fine bones, the same haughty architecture of brow and mouth, the family face at its highest pressure — and where the left eye should have been, a sapphire sat in the socket and gathered the firelight into a cold blue point.
“You know me,” the young man observed.
“I know the stone.” Aerion’s voice came out level, which he counted among the achievements of his life. “Every child of this line knows the stone. You are Aemond. Called One-Eye. Called Kinslayer. You died over the Gods Eye a hundred years before I was born, and I am dreaming, and my brother is going to be insufferable about this.”
“You are dreaming,” Aemond Targaryen agreed. “Dreaming is a door like any other. You of all people should respect what comes through doors.” The sapphire turned; the living eye, pale violet, Aerion’s own eye, moved down him slowly — the face, the silver hair unbound for sleep, the guarded curve under his crossed hands — and something changed in the young cold face that Aerion could not name, because he had never seen it worn by anyone before: hunger and grief and arithmetic, all at once, all governed. “Sit. You’re near your time; the hall can extend a courtesy once a century.” A seat was beside him that had not been. Aerion sat. The rain, behind him, went on falling, glad.
“They tell it in your histories,” Aemond said, without preamble, in the tone of a man opening a proceeding, “thus: that I was my brother’s sword. That I rode the great bitch Vhagar for him, and burned the Riverlands for him, and killed my nephew over Shipbreaker Bay for him — your bay, nephew; I have watched you at that window a long time; the water remembers me and I it — and that I got his heirs, and held his war, and died his creature above the Gods Eye with his fourth child under my heart. The loyal blade. The kinslayer. The family monster, and useful for it — every line keeps one, to explain the weather.” The sapphire glinted. “Do you know why I have come, of all the seats in this hall, to trouble your one dream?”
“Tell me.”
“Because the histories are the victors’ laundry, and I have waited a hundred years for someone in the blood to hear the linen speak. And because—” the living eye went, deliberate, unhurried, to the curve beneath Aerion’s hands, and the voice dropped half a tone, into something that had rust on it, something long unused — “because of what you carry. Attend, nephew. In the hundred years since the lake took me, our kind has been born into this line exactly once — and he is sitting in front of me wearing my face; and the histories priced him by the stone, and he built a country instead. I have watched the whole campaign from this chair; do not mistake my errand for news, then, when I tell you what your midwife’s nose will tell the room by morning.
“There is about to be a second.”
The hall’s fires did not flicker; the rain fell soft behind him; and Aerion Baratheon sat very still in a chair a century made him, while the word went through him like a keel going home into its keel-blocks — because he had wondered, of course he had wondered, hoping and dreading were adjoining cells and he had kept both prisoners fed for five moons — and the babe below his heart, still all this while, turned once, slow, deliberate, like a sleeper settling deeper into a known bed.
“You cannot know that,” he said.
“I am a dream,” said Aemond, dry as winter. “I can know whatever the dreamer needs to be told. Or I am your blood at four removes — granduncle to your grandfathers’ grandfathers; Rhaenyra’s line runs to you straight, and mine runs beside it the whole way down, close as a scar to a spine; the hall does not trouble with trees — come down the hall to greet my own kind at the one door a dream ever opened to me — it carries a note, ours; they will tell you it smells of rain on silver; sweetness with no burning under it — and to stand godfather the only way the dead are permitted. Choose whichever account lets you keep listening. The histories will teach him to choose the comfortable one. You will teach him better. That is, in fact, the errand.”
“Then run the errand.” Aerion’s chin had found war-height without consulting him. “As it wasn’t written. I’m listening.”
And Aemond Targaryen, a hundred years dead and a man of twenty, looked down the hall of his family with his single violet eye, and told it.
“I was given to my brother at fifteen. You will not find the word given in the accounts; the accounts say wed, which is the same word after the laundry. Aegon. The second of his name, the Usurper — they call him that even in the versions that crown him, which should have told the historians something, and did not. He was five years my elder, and a king, and an alpha of the old school, which is to say he had been taught from the cradle that the world was a table laid for him — and I was silver and violet and his kind’s other kind, the first omega in the line in living memory, and the maesters and the septons and our mother’s own council looked at me and saw one thing only.” The voice did not rise. That was the terrible thing; it stayed level as a ledger, entry after entry. “Sanctity of the blood. Keep the fire in the family. They drew up the contract before I had my growth. I was a provision, nephew. Article and clause. I have read treaties since, from this seat — the hall gets all the paper eventually — and I have never once found my own terms improved upon for thoroughness.
“I hated him.” The sapphire took the firelight and held it. “I want that entered plainly, because the histories entered everything else. Not the hatred of a rival, which is clean, and not the hatred of an enemy, which can be honored. The hatred of the held. He was not clever, and he was not kind, and he was not even cruel with any craft to it — he was merely owed, from his first breath, in his own accounting, everything he could reach; and I was in reach; and there was in all the Seven Kingdoms and all the small ones no law, no word, no door, that stood between what he was owed and me.” The living eye came around. “You built a word, I am told. In a firelit room, with a stag. A word that halts. I have heard it said, down the hall — we hear things — and I will confess to you, nephew, sole among the living: the first time I heard that such a word existed, and was kept, I sat in this chair and wept out of the eye they left me. Now. Ask what you are not asking. You have my leave and the hall’s.”
“The children,” Aerion said quietly.
“Three.” The word came out minted, cold, exact. “The histories say he got three children on me, and I commend the histories, for once, on their grammar. Read the verbs, nephew; even the lie tells the truth if you read the verbs. He got them on me. I was not asked. I was never once, in nine years, asked — asking was not in his catechism; a king is not taught the word; what is owed is not requested.” The rust in the voice, and under the rust, briefly, the boy — fifteen, silver, contracted, clause by clause — and then the ledger closed over him again. “And I bore them, and the whole realm lit candles, and the maesters wrote that the gods had blessed the union — fecund, they wrote; I have read it in six chronicles; there is no word in any tongue I hate more — and I looked at those three children, whom I had been given no voice in the making of, and I—”
For the first time, the precise voice stopped.
The fires burned. The rain fell, soft, behind them.
“I loved them sideways,” Aemond said at last, low. “That is the only honest map of it. Straight on, I could not always tell them from the occupation — they had his stamp on them, some hours, and some hours I had to leave the nursery so that what rose in me would not be in the room — and sideways, when they slept, when they were fevered, when the smallest held my finger with her whole fist like a falcon footing a glove — sideways, I would have burned the world’s eight corners for them, and once did six. Do not let the histories or this hall tell you monsters cannot love. We love. We merely love like men signaling across a canyon — at distance, in code, half the message lost to the wind. Your children get the whole message at close range, in plain speech, daily. I have watched. It is the single strangest thing I have seen in a hundred years of this hall, and I have seen the seats fill.”
“Rook’s Rest,” Aerion said. It was not a question. The whole shape of it had arrived in him at once, the way ice breaks, and the young dead face opposite him watched it arrive with the connoisseurship of a duelist watching a lesson land.
“Rook’s Rest,” Aemond agreed, silk over stone. “The histories give you the smoke and the chaos: three dragons over one small castle, the Red Queen dying hard on Meleys — she was magnificent, I will say so at last; somebody in this family ought to — and my brother’s gold Sunfyre coming out of it ruined, burned half through, king and mount together, a misfortune of battle. The maesters spread the blame like men spreading butter: the melee, the smoke, Meleys’s death-throes. One account even blames the sun.” The smile that came then was Aerion’s own letter-opener smile, a hundred years early, honed on a whetstone Aerion prayed his own had never touched. “Nephew. I had waited two years for a battle large enough to lose a murder in. One eye is a beautiful alibi; half the sky is forever out of my witness; and Vhagar was old, and vast, and hers was the only will in the world I ever bent that wanted bending. The Red Queen fell. The smoke stood up like a keep. And in the middle of that grey country, for the space of six heartbeats, there was my brother below me on his golden darling, alone, and no eye on us in all the burning world but the one the gods had thoughtfully removed.
“I did not hesitate for one of the six.”
The hall was silent. Even the seats’ small climates seemed to still.
“He lived half a year after,” Aemond said, level again, ledger again. “If the word can be stretched over what was left. I visited him. Daily, when the war allowed. The histories call it devotion, and enter it to my credit — the loyal blade at the broken king’s bedside — and I let them, because the truth needed the cover: I went so that he would be sure. He was sure. He had six moons of being sure, and no proof to hand anyone, and no power left to act on certainty, and I sat by his bed with his fourth child under my heart and read him the war reports in a pleasant voice, and that, nephew — the histories may keep the burning — that was the vengeance. Fire is quick. I am not proud of quick. I gave him slow.”
“And the Gods Eye.”
The young face turned away, down the hall, toward the fires and the dark with weather in it; and when he spoke again the ledger was gone, and what was left was only the boy, and the boy was tired in a way a hundred years had evidently not touched.
“They will tell you Daemon called me out, and that is true, and they will tell you I went for pride, and that is the laundry. Hear the linen. I was five moons gone with the fourth of his getting — the last thing in all the world that was still his, still occupying, still growing his claim in the one country I had burned every other flag out of — and the maesters had begun their arithmetic over me again, the lying-in, the confinement, the provisions; I could feel the contract redrafting itself around me clause by clause; and out of the west came word that the most dangerous man alive was sitting a dragon over the Gods Eye, wanting me particularly.” A breath; the sapphire burned. “Nephew. Everything I owned had been taken and issued back to me as duty. My eye. My body. My children. My name — they were already writing me; I had read the drafts. There was one property left on the books that was mine, free and clear, unentailed, and it was the manner of my ending — and I was a warrior; it is the only trade I was ever taught with my consent; and I chose to spend my one free holding at altitude, in the rain, against the best that ever lived, rather than let them lace me down into that bed one more time and take the last thing the way they had taken all the others.
“I do not offer it to you as wisdom.” The eye came back around, and fixed him, violet on violet, a century apart, one face. “I offer it as the price of the truth you are carrying: that a life can be so wholly annexed that dying free reads as the only sovereign act left on the map. That was my ledger. I closed it in the rain over that lake with your uncle’s uncle’s steel through the socket they had already emptied — he was better than me; put that in a book someday; no one ever has — and the fourth went into the water with me, and got no name, and the lake keeps him, and he is the only one of the four I never failed, because he is the only one the world never reached.” The voice did not break. It did something worse; it went gentle. “Yours got a name and a garden and a black star and a brother who files him the weather. You have already outbuilt me, nephew. I came partly to say so, seat to seat, blood to blood, because no one now living is qualified to weigh what you built, and someone qualified ought to.
“And I came for him.” The living eye went down, to the curve below Aerion’s crossed hands, and the rust came back into the cold voice, and this time stayed. “The first of my kind in a hundred years. He will have your face — my face; the face; the mint never varies more than a hair — and the realm will look at that face on an omega and reach for its oldest arithmetic, the provisions, the clauses, the sanctity of the blood; and they will hand him the list of my names for a christening curse. Kinslayer. One-eye. Aemond. Every name on that list was billed to me by men who were never once sent the account for their own. So.” The young dead prince leaned forward, and the firelight ran along the sapphire like a lit fuse. “Give him any name you please; the dead do not petition. But if you give him mine — teach him the accounting. Teach him that the histories are laundry. Teach him the face is not the fate — that I am the proof by failure, one seat in a dark hall, and he — he, born behind your walls, under your law, with your word standing sentry at every door of him — he can be the proof by success. That is the whole errand. That is the hundred years’ message. The rest is—”
The hall shivered.
Down all its length the fires leaned, once, as in a draft from a great door opening; the rain behind them fell suddenly brighter, faster, glad past all decorum; and low in Aerion’s body, far away and utterly unmistakable, a vast familiar hand was beginning, gently, to close.
Aemond Targaryen stood. He was not tall — that was the last strangeness; the histories made him a tower, and he was a boy, slight and straight as a drawn blade, younger than the man before him would ever be again — and he looked at Aerion with the family face, and inclined his head with a courtesy a hundred years cold, and for one instant the governed young ruin of him let everything through the breach at once: the hunger, the grief, the terrible pride, the love signaling across its canyon, half the message lost to the wind and half, this once, arriving.
“Go,” he said. “The door that’s opening is yours, not mine. He comes quick and he comes easy — we do, our kind; it is the one mercy in the whole contract — and when he is out, and screaming, and asked about everything for the rest of his life, tell him—” the pause of a swordsman choosing, for once, not the fastest line but the truest — “tell him the sky was worth it. Even the falling. And that his own blood held the door.”
The hall went to firelight, and the firelight to a lamp, and the lamp to the sea-facing rooms at the black hour; and Aerion Baratheon woke in his own bed with the rain soft on the glass, his husband breathing like weather beside him, tears cold on his own face and the great hand closing sweet and low and unmistakable through the small country below his heart —
— and laughed. Cracked, amazed, three heartbeats of it, at the ceiling, at the hall behind the ceiling, at the whole assembled ledger of the dead.
Then: “Lyonel.” A hand to the mountain of his husband’s shoulder, the letter-opener voice honed to its finest work. “Wake up, my lord. Wake Wylla. Open the book.
“He’s asked to come in.”
He came quick, and he came easy, exactly as promised, and the household never fully forgave him for it.
They had built for a siege. Wylla had drilled the sea-facing rooms like a garrison for five moons — the linens staged, the herbs decocted, two of the provision’s trained women quartered in the keep since the eighth moon, Marra’s stations chalked on the very floor — and the whole coast had gone into that night braced against the memory of another one; and what the night delivered instead, between the black hour and first light, was six hours of frank, loud, orderly work, conducted by a laboring consort who complained throughout with such vigor and such range — of the hour, of the weather, of the indignity, of his husband’s grip, of the gods’ scheduling, of the ruin of nine moons’ careful tailoring — that somewhere in the fourth hour Wylla of the Tor was seen to wipe her eyes with the back of one wrist, and claimed ever after it was sweat, and was contradicted by four witnesses.
Because complaint, in that family, was the sound of a fire burning safe in its grate. The whole room knew it. The whole room stood in the racket of it like cold men at a hearth.
There was no windless dread that night. The rain that had begun at the black hour — soft, even, unhurried, a hand on a sleeping head — fell the whole time, glad on the glass, and never once became a storm; and when Maegor, two floors down, woke at dawn to the news that it had begun, he went to the nursery window, and looked at the weather, and rendered the theology of it to Visenya with all the authority of a boy near four: “That’s not rain rain. That’s our rain. He came to watch.”
The babe was born as the light turned, into Wylla’s hands, in the caul — born in the caul, whole, silver, the old wives’ luckiest sign, and Wylla peeled it back from the small face with two fingers and an expression the room had never seen her wear — and he cried once.
Once. One short, clear, complete declaration — a herald’s single note, a document signed — and then he stopped, deliberately, as though the formality were now discharged; and in the ringing silence where everyone braced for the second cry, the newest person at Storm’s End opened his eyes, which were violet, pale as the hour, and looked at the room. At the lamps. At the beams. At Wylla, at length, with an attention that made forty years of midwifery straighten her spine. And then past her, tracking, unhurried, until he found the wrecked silver creature reaching for him from the bed — and stopped looking anywhere else, at anything, and did not resume for what the witnesses swore was the better part of an hour.
“Well,” said Wylla of the Tor, into the hush, laying him on his mother’s breast with hands that were not entirely steady, “there’s one that arrived with the accounts already open.”
He was small, and fine, and finished — every part of him made and made carefully, ten fingers, ten toes, the little chest rising and falling with disgraceful ease, a full damp cap of hair that dried, within the hour, to pale bright silver — and he was, the room saw at once, and said nothing, and went on seeing, the face. Not a resemblance. Not an echo, the way Maegor echoed storms and Visenya echoed both her houses. The face — fine bones, the haughty forecast of the mouth, the exact architecture of brow that the whole realm had spent one-and-twenty years calling beautiful and meaning dangerous — Aerion’s face, minted new, at one day old, wearing an expression Marra had dressed a thousand times.
“Gods,” said Marra, and sat down without meaning to, and laughed, and wept, and laughed. “Gods help the realm. There’s two of him.”
And then Wylla did the thing the whole room had been not-waiting for; and the room went still to let her do it.
She bent over the babe at his mother’s breast, close, her old eyes shutting, and read him the way she had read every child of that house at the hour of its birth — the nose, the deep unhurried craft of it, forty years of designation read at one day old and never once mistaken — and the reading went long. Longer than Maegor’s iron-and-sun. Longer than Visenya’s iron-and-cedar. Long enough that Lyonel’s hand found Aerion’s shoulder and Aerion’s hand came up over it; and when Wylla straightened at last, her face had gone careful in the way the family had learned to read as large, and she said it plainly, because plainness was the respect she paid that room:
“Omega.”
The word went through the sea-facing rooms like a tide-change — every soul in it rearranging around the fact at once, the arithmetic running behind every pair of eyes: the realm, the market, the contracts, the whole machinery that one small sleeping word had just set grinding somewhere over the horizon — and underneath the arithmetic, in the two or three who knew what the word had cost the man in the bed, something with colder hands than arithmetic. Marra’s eyes went to Aerion’s face and stayed there. Wylla’s eyes went to Aerion’s face and stayed there.
“Sweetness,” Wylla added, quiet, craft finishing its report, “with no burning under it. Rain on silver, if you asked my nose to write poetry. I never smelled the like on a babe.”
Rain.
Aerion Baratheon lay in the grey-gold light with his fourth child on his breast, and heard the word, and felt it turn over in him, enormous and gentle, a key in a lock the size of the house: rain on silver — the lost one’s element, come home in the living one’s blood; the hall’s small glad column, leaning; a young dead voice, dry as winter: it carries a note, ours — and he looked down at the minute copy of his own face, which was looking back up at him with his own eyes, entirely unhurried, as though confirming that the original matched the reports; and the fear he had carried nine moons — which had redoubled at Wylla’s word, which was real, which would be real for years, because he knew the market from the inside and the market had just been handed its prize catalogue — the fear stood in him at full height, and something else stood up beside it, taller.
“Hello, my love,” he said, in the voice for the hawk and the skull and the very small. “You’ve grown.”
It was Lyonel who gave the room its law, before the congratulations, before the bells, before the door was opened to the world — Lyonel who took the newest of his children up into hands that could crack hearthstones, and held him with the terrified precision of a man holding the realm’s most breakable treaty, and turned to face the room entire — Wylla, Marra, the provision women, the door and everything beyond the door — and delivered it in the voice he kept for law, while the babe watched him with grave interest from inside the cage of his fingers:
“Hear it now, all of you, and carry it below stairs and down the coast and let it outrun every raven: this child was never priced. He will never be weighed. No contract will be drafted over him, no suit received for him, no provision, no clause, no article — not by the crown, not by the Faith, not by any lord alive, not while this keep has walls and I am the wall behind them. He is not the realm’s prize and he is not this house’s surety. He is our son. The realm secured its precious succession twice over in his brother and sister and may now retire from the family entirely.” A breath; the great hands turned the babe with absurd gentleness to face his parents; the voice dropped its lordship and kept its law. “He will be given a sword, a library, and the word no, and the use of all three, and the first man who comes here with an offer learns what the last one taught the Reach.”
“…You have been drafting that,” said the bed, unsteadily, “for four moons.”
“Five,” said Lyonel Baratheon, and brought their son back to him, and sat on the bed’s edge with his whole family inside the circle of his arms, and wept like weather, and was glad first, exactly as treatied, the whole time.
They named him on the third day, at the recording, in the presence of Maester Harmund, Ser Arstan, the officers of the household, and — by the custom Aerion had instituted with Visenya and would keep all his life — no one else whose approval could be construed as having been sought.
Harmund had his book open, his quill wet, his face composed into the studied blankness of a man who had learned in five years to be surprised by nothing announced in the sea-facing rooms. He was not composed enough.
“Aemond,” said the consort of Storm’s End.
The quill stopped.
The room stopped. Ser Arstan’s weathered face did the thing it did before battle, which was nothing, very loudly. Somewhere behind them a junior steward made a sound like a man swallowing a bell. And Maester Harmund, forty years chained, keeper of the household book through gale and grief, looked up from the page with his quill suspended and performed the bravest act of his tenure, which was to say, faintly: “…My lord consort. Perhaps — an alternate spelling—”
“Spell it, maester,” said Aerion Baratheon, pleasantly, with the letter-opener laid all the way open along the words, “the way the histories spell it. A-E-M-O-N-D. Aemond of House Baratheon. Enter it fair, in your best hand — the realm is going to be requesting copies.”
The realm requested copies.
The name went out of Storm’s End on the evening ravens, and by the turn of the moon it had done what no act of that famously combustible court had managed in five years of trying: it had united the Seven Kingdoms. The Faith, the small council, the Citadel, four Great Houses, and an assortment of lords who could not have located Shipbreaker Bay on a map with both hands, all achieved, within a fortnight, perfect harmony of horror — because every child in Westeros knew the litany, and the litany arrived at Storm’s End by every post, in tones ranging from oblique to apoplectic, as though the parents might somehow not have heard: Kinslayer. One-eye. Vengeance. Dragonfire. Dance. The name that had ridden the greatest and oldest of all dragons into the bloodiest war the realm ever fought. The name that had — and here the letters grew delicate, because here the letters were being written to Storm’s End — the name that had done murder over that very bay, in the sight of those very walls, on a storm-black day a hundred years gone: a boy on a young dragon, running for home, and the fall, and the pieces the fishermen brought in for half a year after.
House Velaryon’s letter was the one that nearly became an incident. It was correct, and it was cold, and it did not ask for anything, which was what made it dangerous: Driftmark merely wished the Lord of Storm’s End to know that the sea between them had a memory, and that certain names were still spoken at certain tombs, and that House Velaryon marked what House Baratheon chose to celebrate. The small council requested — gently, through the Hand, in the manner of men handling a lit brazier — that Storm’s End consider whether the recording might yet be amended, for the realm’s peace, before the sept-copies went out. Even the High Septon bestirred himself: a letter of pastoral concern regarding the weight laid upon innocents by names of ill augury, which was read aloud at the high table by its recipient in a voice of such silken pastoral concern in return that two knights had to leave the hall.
And the King’s raven came, and the household held its breath while the consort read it, and watched the letter-opener smile arrive at its most dangerous pitch, which was fond — because Daeron the Second, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, lens-wearing, dry as a ledger, author of the only dream he ever purchased that paid, had written four lines in his own cramped hand:
The small council spent two hours on your son’s name. I have billed the hours to your accounts, at the clerks’ rate. The babe is reported healthy and the mother recovered, which — the council may forgive me — was the news. Tell your Aemond his king looks forward to being contradicted by him someday. — D.
But the answer the realm remembered — the one that went into the framing wall, the one Ser Steffon lettered a copy of for the guardroom, the one that ended the entire correspondence in nine days — was delivered not by raven but in the hall of Storm’s End, at the babe’s presentation feast, when a Reach lord of more courage than survey, deep in his cups and his grievance, rose and observed to his table, at a volume he misjudged, that it was an ill thing to hang a curse on a babe for a mother’s vanity.
The hall heard it. The hall went to that particular silence the hall had learned. And the consort of Storm’s End rose from the high table with his son in his arms — the babe waking, unhurried, to survey the room as though he had been expecting to be consulted — and came down the length of that silence with the war-height chin and the letter-opener smile, and stopped before the Reach lord, and let him look at two identical faces for the space of three heartbeats, and then said, carrying, silver, savoring every syllable to the walls:
“A curse, my lord? Yes. He is my curse — my prettiest little curse, minted at my own press, and I chose the name the way this house chooses everything: on purpose, with the accounts open. Shall I read you the accounting?” He did not wait to be asked; the hall had learned that too. “The realm wrote that name, my lord. It spent a hundred years writing it — kinslayer, one-eye, monster — and it never once, in all its diligent history, wrote down why; and I have it on an authority you may not question what the why was; and I will spend the rest of my life seeing to it that the why never happens behind these walls to anyone wearing this face. So the name stays. It stays as a debt posted where the whole realm can read it. And if any man, woman, septon, council, or god objects to how this house pays its dead — “ the smile opened all the way; down the table a window-pane, entirely of its own initiative, was later found cracked — “they are welcome to lodge the objection where I can hear it. The acoustics in this hall are excellent. Ask the Fossoways.”
No one lodged anything, in that hall or any other, ever again. The babe, surveying the Reach lord from his mother’s arms throughout, chose the silence afterward to produce his first public smile — slow, fine, faintly haughty, unmistakably familiar — directly at the man; and the Reach lord, by the testimony of his own table, made a small sound, and sat down, and took the earliest tide home; and the coast entered the whole exchange into its permanent winter hoard of tellings under the title the pretty curse’s first kill.
Maekar came when the babe was a moon old.
He came, as he now always came, with six men and no banners, and the first day went well by the measure of that family — the Prince of Summerhall inspected his sleeping grandson at length, in silence, standing over the cradle with his hands locked behind his back, and pronounced him “sound,” which from Maekar was a ballad — and it was on the second day that the household learned what the sleeping had spared him. He was given the babe to hold after the noon meal, in the solar, in the good light. Aemond woke in his grandfather’s arms without fuss, as he did everything without fuss; and opened the pale violet eyes; and looked at him.
The household did not know, then, everything that look had to carry — few of them had seen the consort at one day old; none of them had stood in a Summerhall nursery one-and-twenty years gone while a silver-haired princess laughed at her son’s furious tiny face and her husband looked on, young, and iron, and not yet ruined. Maekar Targaryen knew. Maekar Targaryen looked down into the exact face of the second son he had spent two decades failing — the face he had confessed, once, in a torchlit corridor, to fleeing across three years of breakfasts — now rendered small and new and unbroken, regarding him with grave violet attention from inside a blanket worked with stars; and the Prince of Summerhall rose, and put the babe into Marra’s arms with perfect care, and walked out of the room.
The old Aerion would have followed with the arsenal. The old Aerion would have had the door off its hinges.
This Aerion sat where he was, one hand closing on Lyonel’s before the wall could rise, and said, low: “Leave him. I know where he’s gone. He’ll come back.” And to the room’s unasked question, with a calm that had been paid for in a currency the room could not imagine: “He is standing in a corridor. It’s where our family does its work. Give him the hour.”
Maekar came back within the hour.
He came back, and shut the door on the household, and crossed the solar, and held out his arms for the babe with the grim formality of a man reporting for a sentence; and held him; and stood holding him at the window, in the good light, looking down into the small unhurried face for a long, long time — long past comfort, long past custom, the exposure itself the penance and both silver heads in the room knowing it — and when he finally spoke, he spoke to the babe, though every word was aimed over the small silver head at the man watching from the couch.
“You looked at me exactly so,” said Maekar Targaryen, “the first hour of your life. And I looked back at you the way I am looking now for — perhaps a year. Two.” The iron voice, level; the iron hands, absurdly gentle. “And then you began to have her laugh, and her temper, and her tricks of the chin, and I — left rooms. For nineteen years, I left rooms. I have lately been informed, by a man I pay to be honest with me since no one else will dare, that the leaving can be unlearned.” He looked up then, over the babe, and met his son’s eyes, and finished the sentence — all of it, in order, without a door in it: “Your mother would have stood off the entire realm at this cradle, contracts and councils and septons and all, with a hairpin if it came to that. As matters stand, the realm is spared her, and must settle for facing you instead. Having now read your correspondence” — the iron did something at its edge that on any other man would have been a smile — “I judge the realm got the worse bargain. She would have been quicker. You are more thorough.”
He stayed three days, which was a reign. He held the babe each of them. At his departure, foot in the stirrup, he paused, and delivered his verdict on the entire moon’s convulsion of envoys — the Faith, the council, Driftmark, the burning Reach — in the manner the household had come, against all reason, to await like a festival:
“Strong name,” said the Prince of Summerhall. “Again.”
And rode north, spine like a lance, leaving the guardroom in ruins.
That same sennight, late, alone, by lamplight, Aerion Baratheon opened the small black book to the pages no steward was ever permitted, where the kept names lived in the silver vault-hand — Tommen, six, fever, and all the moons of gathered others — and made an entry unlike any in the book, and closed it, and told no one, and was asked by no one, though Marra dusted that shelf for thirty more years and read it a hundred times through the closed cover of her own discretion:
A son. Above the Gods Eye, in the 130th year. Unnamed by the world’s fault, not his own. Counted.
The moons that followed were the ones the household hoarded — the ones that got told and retold down the coast’s winters until the tellings wore smooth as sea-glass — because the moons that followed were the answer, lived out in daylight, to a question the whole realm had been asking behind its hands for five years: what does that man do with a child the world wants to buy?
He nursed him at council. That was the first answer, and it was policy, and everyone knew it was policy, and no one could do anything about it at all.
The milk doctrine entered its third campaign the way veteran regiments enter anything — without discussion — and with it returned the lap-councils, and the coast noted with deep, slow, spreading satisfaction exactly what its consort was doing: because Maegor at council had been a scandal, and Visenya at council had been an institution, and Aemond at council was a publication. The realm’s most catalogued omega sat at the right hand of Stormlands power with the realm’s newest omega at his breast, tariffs proceeding around them, and dared the world by his silence to say one word about the sanctity of anything; and when the first betrothal raven came — the babe was six weeks old; the household remembered the date the way households remember lightning-strikes; six weeks, from a lord of the Westerlands with a three-year-old alpha heir and a letter full of words like eventual and natural and advantageous — Aerion Baratheon read it at that table, at that hour, with his son at his breast, and did not raise his voice, and answered it aloud to the scribe while the council studied its papers in rigid joy:
“*To Lord Westerling, greetings. Your raven is received and has been weighed — you will forgive the family expression. The consort of Storm’s End regrets to inform you that the party in question is presently occupied in learning to hold up his own head, an accomplishment he is expected to master before contract law. When he has — in some eighteen years — any suit for his hand may be delivered by its hopeful in person, to him, standing, in this hall, where he will receive it himself, armed with the three endowments this house settled on him at birth: a sword, a library, and the word* no. His parents will be present. His parents will not be consulted, for his parents were got by contract, both of them, and have audited the returns. — Given under the seal of Storm’s End, et cetera. — Post the copy,” he added to the scribe, without a change of register, “*in the usual place.*”
The framing wall gained its letter. The suits did not entirely stop — the market has no shame, only arithmetic — but they changed character remarkably, and more than one great house quietly filed the reply away in the instruction of its own children; and Lord Westerling, to his lasting credit, wrote back one line — Understood, and better than most of us deserved — which Aerion pronounced the only literate thing to come out of the west in a decade, and answered kindly.
Maegor conducted the introductions, because Maegor was the herald, and a brother was the biggest news of his tenure.
He took the office at full ceremony. The household was treated, through that first summer, to the spectacle of the heir of Storm’s End — four, vast, thunderous, self-appointed — conducting his silver mite of a brother on a formal progress of the entire keep, narrating at proclamation volume: the guardroom (*“These are OUR guards. The one with the beard lost money on you”*); the kitchens (*“This is Cook. Never lie to Cook”*); the walls, the yard, the stables; the mews, where the household held its collective breath as the old goshawk Meraxes — biter of consorts, disdainer of all mankind — regarded the watching babe for a long raptor minute, and then, with enormous condescension, began to preen; which Wylla, consulted, pronounced the strongest endorsement issued on that coast in her lifetime.
And the glasshouse. He asked leave for that one — the only stop on the progress for which the herald sought permission, gravely, in the under-the-world whisper: “Can I do the garden one? By myself? I know the words” — and Aerion, who had intended to conduct that introduction himself, and had been assembling his strength toward it for a moon, looked at his firstborn for a long moment and then gave him the office whole, because the office had always been his.
They watched from the door, the parents, far off in the green hush, as a boy of four carried his brother of six moons down the ranked and breathing trees to the south corner where the sun pooled; and set him, with colossal care, in the grass before the forty-first tree, where the black star turned slowly on its weathered thread; and made the presentation in both directions, formally, a herald between two courts:
“*Attend,*” said Maegor Baratheon, cheek first to the small trunk, in the whisper. “It’s me. I have the new one. This is Aemond. He answers — you can’t kick anymore, but he answers, he does it with his face.” And then, turning, taking his brother’s minute hand and laying it flat against the bark, holding it there, the big hand over the small one, the old sovereign press taught without ever being taught: “*Aemond. Attend. This is our brother. He came before you. He’s rain now — that’s not sad, it’s just what he’s made of — he’s in the ground and the tree and probably the puddles, and he likes reports, so when you can talk, you tell him things. It’s very quiet in there. Somebody has to.*” A pause; the great small brow, working; the last of the dispatch delivered into the green silence with the totality of four: “*He would have liked you. You’re quiet too.*”
The rain that came that evening was soft, and even, and glad; and if the parents at the door stood the rest of that hour without one word, holding on to each other in the smell of orange leaves, the gardeners had long since learned to be elsewhere, and the glass kept it.
Visenya’s office announced itself, as all her offices did, by simply existing one morning at full function.
Aemond did not fuss. That was the strangeness the nursery could not settle to — a babe who woke without crying and lay watching the ceiling beams with the patience of a scholar; who received strangers not with wails but with a long, level, measuring attention that made grown knights straighten their sword-belts; whose complaints, when they came at all, were brief, formal, and immediately discontinued once addressed, like a lord acknowledging a corrected clerk. Lovely, the household called him, and meant it, and shifted their feet — because he was lovely the way the consort was lovely, which the coast had five years’ cause to know was the loveliness of drawn steel; and visitors who cooed into the cradle came away from the pale unhurried survey feeling, they reported, inventoried; and the difficulty for everyone was that a babe who did not cry was a babe who did not ask, and a household devoted to the law of asking found itself governing a small silver country that issued no petitions.
Enter the interpreter. Visenya — three now, black-curled, her treasury of words grown large and spent as grudgingly as ever — appointed herself to her new brother the way she appointed herself to everything, without announcement, by posting; and it emerged within a fortnight that the auditor could read him. Entirely. Effortlessly. Where the nurses saw a placid babe, Visenya, glancing over mid-survey, would issue flat corrective rulings — “He wants the window.” (He did; moved there, he watched the sea for an hour.) “He’s done with Lord Swann.” (He was; removed from Lord Swann, he unclenched one small fist no one had noticed clenching.) “Too many candles.” “He heard you. He’s deciding.” “He wants Papa’s noise” — this last her term for the hum, of which more below — and she was never once recorded wrong, not in that year or any year after; and when Marra asked her, marveling, how she knew, Visenya Baratheon looked up from her post with the violet survey and rendered the finding that the household repeated for a generation, two words, flat, final, faintly scandalized that it needed saying:
“*I looked.*”
Her formal verdict on him had come earlier, in his first week, after the longest survey of her recorded career — the new face examined feature by feature, then her mother’s face, then the new face, then her mother’s, four full circuits, the whole room holding still for the audit — and was delivered to Aerion directly, with the small flat palm arriving on his knee in the old sovereign press, as a finding of fact requiring no action:
“Two of you.”
“…Yes,” said the consort of Storm’s End, unsteadily.
“Good,” ruled Visenya, and returned to her rounds.
And Lyonel — Lyonel that year was the sight the household could not get enough of, the one the coast’s wives demanded told first at the winter fires: the Lord of Storm’s End, who could crack hearthstones, conducting the evening bath of a person the size of a loaf of bread. He did it himself, most nights, by fierce insistence, with the terrified precision of a man disarming a trap — the warhammer hands testing the water at the wrist four times, the great arms making a harbor, Wylla supervising the first moon with folded arms and undisguised entertainment (*“He’ll not break, lording. He’s the least breakable thing in this keep; I’ve read him”*) — and Aemond, who watched everything, watched his father’s enormous careful hands above him in the water with what the room slowly understood to be his version of Maegor’s roaring joy: total, unblinking, storing attention.
It was at the bath that the hum was first answered.
Lyonel hummed. He had always hummed — tuneless, subterranean, the sound of home weather, the sound that had carried his husband through a black season on a glass-strewn floor — and he hummed at the bath without knowing he did it, the old cracked nothing-song rising off him like heat off stone while the great hands worked; and one evening in the babe’s fourth moon, the small pale violet survey, which had been conducting its usual audit of the ceiling, came down, and found his father’s face, and held it — and the small mouth, the haughty little forecast of a mouth that the whole realm was already gossiping about, curved, slowly, deliberately, entirely, into its first true unwitnessed-by-courts smile: not the hall-weapon it would become; the other one; the one that was simply glad — aimed up through the steam at the source of the noise, and kept there, and kept there.
The nursery found the Lord of Storm’s End some while later sitting on the wet floor in his shirtsleeves with his dry-wrapped son against his shoulder, humming, ruined, one great hand cupped around the small silver head as though the weather of the whole world were trying to get at it; and the household drew the only possible conclusion, and entered it in the winter tellings beside the pretty curse’s first kill: that the wall had finally been brought down entire, and it had taken a smile the size of a fingernail, and the siege had lasted four moons, which was, Ser Arstan observed, longer than most castles managed.
And under all of it — under the heraldry and the audits and the bath-floor sieges, running the way the true accounts of that house always ran, below the visible ledgers — Aerion watched his son. And was, for the first two moons, afraid of him.
Not of him. For him — no; the honest entry, the one he made only to Lyonel, only at the black hour, only once, ran otherwise, and ran like this: “I keep waiting for him.” The window; the rain on the glass; the babe two rooms away, sleeping his composed and sovereign sleep. “You don’t understand what it is to look into that face from the inside. I know its every setting. I know what was living behind it at six moons, at six years — I was never placid, Lyonel, not one hour of my life; the stillness you all find so lovely in him was never once mine; when I was still it was a blade being still. So I watch him — gods, how I watch him — and I keep waiting for it to arrive. The glitter. The fire. The first flare of the thing I got at his age with the face, in the same delivery, the two of them wrapped together — and it doesn’t come, and it doesn’t come, and I catch myself thinking — “ the voice went down to the register of the true things — “*what if it’s only banked deeper.* Mine ran hot where the whole world could warm its hands at it and call me mad. What does the fire become in one who could hide it? I look at my own face being calm, husband, and I do not know how to read it, and I have never in my life not known how to read a face, and it is the strangest weather I have ever stood in.”
What answered him was not argument. It was moons — moons of evidence, arriving the way evidence arrives, in small unappealable entries.
Entered in evidence: the rattle. Maegor, in the babe’s fifth moon, in a spirit of pure four-year-old inquiry, borrowed his brother’s silver rattle mid-use and held it aloft to see what would happen. The nursery braced — every adult in the room knew precisely what the babe’s mother would have done at that age, because the babe’s mother had done it, and Summerhall had needed a glazier. Aemond Baratheon regarded his empty hand. Regarded his brother. Regarded the rattle, aloft. And then, with the pale eyes never leaving Maegor’s face, raised the empty hand, and left it there, open, in the air between them — a small level silent reckoning, presented for payment — and waited; and four years old, no match whatsoever for the terms, wilted, and paid, and apologized, unprompted, possibly for the first time in his thunderous life. “He didn’t fight me,” Maegor reported afterward to the kitchen, deeply shaken, deeply impressed. “He billed me.”
Entered in evidence: the startle. A dropped shield in the yard, a crash fit to raise the drowned, every babe on the coast good for a quarter-hour of screaming at less — and the small silver head turned toward the sound, located it, assessed the guardsman now retrieving the shield, held the assessment one long moment — noted — and returned to the sea.
Entry upon entry, moon upon moon; until the evening of the mirror.
It was midwinter, the babe eight moons old, the two of them alone in the sea-facing rooms at the blue hour with the lamps just lit; and Aerion, dressing for the hall with his son propped watching from the couch — the babe’s preferred entertainment; Marra called him the little master of the wardrobe — caught the doubled silver in the long glass, and stopped; and on an impulse he never fully explained even to himself, crossed, and lifted him, and held him up beside his own face in the mirror.
Two faces. One face. The realm was right; the mint never varied more than a hair; one-and-twenty years apart, the same architecture regarded itself — and Aerion watched the small copy in the glass, waiting, with the old sentry-dread, to see what it would find in its first true meeting with itself, whether the fire showed in the mirror the way his own had always—
The babe was not looking at the mirror.
He had granted the reflection one flat survey — a half-breath’s audit, item: glass; item: copies; noted — and then turned, complete and unhurried, from the pair of celebrated faces in the frame to the one that was warm, and holding him; and settled; and looked up at the original with the whole grave violet attention, and had no further interest in the glass at all, that evening or — the household confirmed it, bemused, over years — ever.
And standing there in the lamplight with his son’s total disinterest in his own famous face gathered warm against his shoulder, Aerion Baratheon felt something that had been in session in him for two years — since a windless night; since a flat verdict-voice in a blood-changed bed; more dragon than man, and this is the proof — receive, at last, the evidence it could not rule around.
Because here was the face. His face, the whole face, delivered entire, undiluted, mint-new — and behind it, running on the same blood, warmed by the same fire, was — someone else. Not the madness, banked or burning. Not the glitter, hidden or shown. A watcher, where he had been a blade. A ledger, where he had been a fire. His mother’s lashes and his own mouth and something that had never once been his: ease — and the verdict came up through him standing there, quiet and total, the way tide comes into a proof:
The face was never the fate. The worstness had never lived in the blood at all — the blood had just been the road it was marched down; and the marching had been done by corridors, by shut doors, by a father who left rooms, by a realm that priced what it feared and feared what it priced; weather had made him — weather, which is made — and here was the same blood, the same fire, the same face, raised eight moons inside different weather, inside asked-first and never-priced and a wall that hummed, and what the weather was growing was — this. This composed small sovereign gladness, billing his brother, choosing the warm original over all the world’s mirrors. Not proof by failure, one seat in a dark hall. Proof by success, at his shoulder, drooling slightly on the silver thread.
The court that had sat in him for two years — the tribunal of the windless night, verdict in hand, sentence forbidden, adjourned but never once dissolved — heard the evidence entered; and deliberated the space of one long breath at a winter mirror; and rose; and did not reconvene. Ever. That was the realization, and it arrived that simply, after two years, in the time it takes a babe to choose a shoulder over a glass; and it mattered — the household dated things from it ever after, though the household never knew its hour — it mattered the way keels matter, invisibly, underneath, in everything that floated after.
“…Well,” said Aerion Baratheon at last, to his son, unsteady, letter-opener gone soft at every edge, in the voice for the hawk and the skull and the very small. “I am given to understand from the accounting that you would rather have me than two of me. The realm will call it the first recorded lapse in your taste. Your mother calls it the finest judgment ever rendered in this room — and he has heard some rulings, small one, from a magistrate you’ll meet at five, so he does not say it lightly.” The babe, unhurried, gathered a fistful of silver hair, his mother’s, and held it, and watched him. “Yes. Exactly so. Hold on. That’s the whole doctrine, my love; you’ve audited it out of me in eight moons flat; your sister will be insufferable about how long it took.”
The letters of that season went into the drawer, each in its way.
From Tyrosh came a crate that customs at Storm’s End dared not open and Marra dared not display: Valarr’s third annual cargo of Tyroshi toys, scandalously painted, for all three children now, with a letter reporting his own small son’s first words (Valyrian, imperious, entirely his grandmother’s) and closing, in the careful hand that had learned grief-craft and joy-craft both from his cousin’s letters: An omega. Aeri. I sat with the news a long while. The ships that were filled and refilled between our houses stand ready to be filled again — but I think there is nothing this one will need from over the sea that you have not already built him where he sleeps. Kiera says: teach him her dagger-trick when he’s six. Kiera is not joking. — V.
From Septa Alerys, with a new swaddling set worked in black-thread stars — a full constellation now, the needlework of hands grown old in the Mother’s service — came a single line that Aerion read four times and then carried, uncharacteristically, around in his sleeve for a sennight: The Mother makes nothing for the market. See that the realm is reminded, and mind you remind yourself the oftenest: that law covered you first. — A.
And from King’s Landing, in the loose and hurried hand, thumb-pressed wax, no seal, came the letter the consort of Storm’s End laughed at until he had to sit down, and then framed nothing of, and kept everything of:
Aeri. You walked it. You walked MY hall — sober — ONCE — and came away with a whole prince, a prophecy, and an audience with the family’s best-dressed murder, while I have walked it half my life and never once come away with anything but rain and a headache the size of Dorne. There is no justice anywhere in dreaming and I am writing to the Citadel to complain. — Also: I dreamed him last night. Your Aemond. Small and silver in a high window, watching a storm come in, counting something on his fingers. The rain was falling down the whole length of the hall behind him and I swear on our mother it sounded GLAD. Four of nine, little brother. The garden’s growing. — D.
The gale came at the turning of the year, the first true monster of that winter, standing up black and silver over the bay on the old family schedule; and the sea-facing rooms held their appointed watch.
Maegor at the glass, four now, both hands and whole heart, bellowing the storm in like a herald bringing home a king. Visenya at the sill, counting the lightning’s intervals, issuing periodic rulings on the storm’s structure to no one and correcting the thunder when it came in early. Lyonel arrived and fitted around, a warm wall with a family in it. And the consort of Storm’s End at the center of his kingdom with his fourth child propped at his shoulder — eight moons of composed silver attention, wrapped in worked stars, watching his first great gale come up the bay the way his mother watched courts: unhurried, thorough, filing everything, entirely unafraid.
The first thunder went off over the cape. Maegor answered it, full family roar. Visenya noted its arrival against her count and found it acceptable. And low against Aerion’s shoulder, the newest of the line watched the whole sky tear open in silver — and produced, upward, to the original of his face, the slow fine haughty other smile, the glad one, as though the weather had been arranged for him and he intended to say so in his report.
Aerion Baratheon stood at the window of everything he had built and lost and kept and been given back, and made the count.
He had made it three times before at this glass — to a skull and a dream; over a black head and a silver racket; to a storm, softly, for a small green country under winter glass — and the nightly liturgy had run at three for two years, door and door and garden, and the household had thought, in the way households think, that the count was perhaps a finished thing now, a wall built and roofed.
The ledger-keeper knew better. The ledger-keeper had always known better. Nothing was ever struck; but the books never closed, either; that was the whole doctrine of the house, the thing the drunkard’s hall of firelit years had been trying to tell the family for a hundred generations: the count goes on.
“Four,” said the blood of the dragon.
Softly. To the storm; to the glass; to a garden below, drinking its glad rain; to a hall behind all ceilings where a young man with a sapphire eye sat among the fires, listening, paid at last in the coin the dead are owed; and his prettiest little curse looked up from the weather to the face he was minted from, and smiled the family smile, and gripped the silver hair, and held on —
— and was counted.

